The male version of "Ode to Joy" is more sharp, real, and cruel, confirming the glory and helplessness of this era. That year, three children mysteriously disappeared, and their fate was unknown. That year, after squatting on the big blue stone by the river and pulling wild, the four little children looked up at the northern sky and swore that we would go to Beijing to make a name for themselves. Come to the zone of "Shoushan" and get lost in the vortex of desire. When the prosperity is over, the mystery of childhood is solved, and the unfathomable human nature is revealed, how can the life full of holes start again in Beijing? Sex, dreams and redemption, this is the amorous and cruel youth, the worldliness and joys and sorrows of three generations of China, and the spiritual history of three generations of intellectuals. narratively, the two lines of memory and reality intersect and converge at the end. Communication, Reward Readers Cash Activity and QQ Group 313466443