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Before, Fu Wenxin told me this.

In ancient Greek mythology, the giant Antei was the son of Mother Earth, and as long as his body came into contact with the earth, he was infinitely powerful, and once he left the earth, he lost his power. As a result, his opponent, Hercules, seized on his weakness and killed him in mid-air.

I said, Antey can't change his weakness, and I can't change my weakness, it's become one with me.

An independent and complex Steppenwolf attracts me more than a herd of sheep, and "death" because of independence is the most splendid nirvana. Herman? Hesse said: "He who is in power dies because of power, the rich die because of money, the sycophant dies because of serving, the man who seeks pleasure dies because of indulgence, and Steppenwolf dies because of his independence." ”

Fu Wenxin said, you are willing to be a steppenwolf, but most people in this world are willing to be a wild dog or even a pug living in groups, how can you not be blinded by others, how can you not be injured?

I said, maybe in the future, I'll become a wild dog, and then a pug.

She said, you won't, that's what I like about you.

Now, I have witnessed how many Steppenwolves, under the weight of the harsh reality, have become obscene wild dogs, as the name goes, mature.

After writing the investigation report of the Fukang Coal Mine for concealing the mining disaster and bribing reporters, Lao Luo and all the miners were willing to come out and be interviewed as parties.

After the article was written, what I didn't expect was that Fang Xiao was the first to call me.

She suggested that I not publish this article, for the sake of working with Meng Yishen before, I spared him this time.

"Because he is your fiancé, you shield him for his fat father to become the vice chairman of the CPPCC. What about your previous journalistic ideals? What about the jealous and hateful Fang Xiao before? "I was screaming on the phone with a nameless fire.

"Xiaoyu, you need to calm down, I know your ideals, your justice, sometimes, people have feelings, and the intimacy of feelings will affect our judgment. There are no absolutes in this world, I just want you to be more sensible. ”

"You taught me before, to be a human being is to distinguish between right and wrong, have you forgotten? Now, you're just like those people! ”

"Shall we mature a little bit?"

"Hmph," I sneered, "mature? You call this maturity, it seems that we are no longer people on the same road, goodbye! I hung up and threw my phone heavily on the couch.

The next day, I handed over the investigation to President Feng, who thought for a long time and said with a sad face: "This matter, why don't you put it off for a while." ”

"Why delay?"

"It's still a little sensitive now, let's talk about it after this outlet." He suddenly changed his expression, "There is a theme for the Venice Film Festival in the group, and our magazine has a quota to go abroad, don't you like movies?" I sent you there. ”

I knew he was trying to use delaying tactics to get around the subject: "Now I'm not interested in any of the topics, I just want to expose the conspiracy of the Beverly Coal Mine and let those who commit adultery and criminals be punished by the law." ”

President Feng seemed to have something unspeakable: "I understand your feelings, but we have to consider the problem from the perspective of the magazine." ”

"What's the problem?"

"To tell you the truth, Mengquan Mining Group just gave us a big advertising contract of 20 million, and we pulled customers into the water, which is not good."

"So, do the people who died in the mine deserve it? Should we, as the media, turn a blind eye? ”

"Xiaoyu, you have to understand me, I am also thinking about the welfare of everyone in the magazine, and now you also know the operation of the print media, many meals are almost unaffordable, and it is really not easy to get such an advertising contract."

"In order to stop me, they really spent a lot of money, directly skipped me, and found you. Million? Okay, 20 million bought you, the old president's festival? ”

"You can't understand it like that, you listen to me......"

I saw President Feng's helplessness: "Okay, I understand, you don't have to say it." The magazine doesn't publish it, but I can always find a way to send it out and expose their evil deeds. ”

I turned around angrily.

"Wait a minute, you ...... first Wait, let's talk. President Feng's voice was stopped by the sound of me slamming the door shut.

I ignored him and went straight to Song Zhe's company.

At the beginning, Geng Hao hid drugs and sold drugs in the painting in order to raise funds for the Munong Village Primary School, thanks to the Internet maniac Song Zhe and his team to expand the influence of this matter on the Internet.

After I described what happened in the Beverly Coal Mine, he gritted his teeth with hatred and said: "These rabbit cubs, in order to become officials, regard life as a mustard, we have decided to take care of this matter, and we must expose them on the Internet in a realistic manner!" ”

However, when I saw Song Zhe again two days later, he looked completely depressed, lost his job, and was invited to tea for "spreading rumors" on the Internet.

After coming out, the whole person's spirit was taken away, and his soul was not gone.

He said ashamedly: "I'm sorry, I can't do anything about this, I'm really sorry." ”

"I'm the one who wants to say I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for you losing your job."

"It's okay, just take a break for a while, wait for this gust of wind to blow, and go to work as usual. Now we are in the media industry, how can there be no stubble, it is normal. Anyway, I just took advantage of this time to go on a trip. ”

"Oh, so I'm relieved."

"By the way, this Mengquan Mining Group seems to have some origins."

"The collusion between officials and businessmen, money can make ghosts push and grind, and now it seems that not only can ghosts push and grind, but also make ghosts make tofu after grinding."

"I'm ashamed that we can't help this time, and sometimes, we have to give in." Iron shoulders and moral wisdom to write articles', the ideal is very full, the reality is not the backbone, it is a real fucking skeleton. ”

Walking down the gray streets, a suffocating feeling of depression ripples through the body.

I looked at the pedestrians who were hurrying past me, the uncle on the electric motorcycle spitting out thick phlegm as if nothing had happened, and the aunt who bought badly was scolding and pulling at a young girl because she cut the line...... I began to doubt everything I had been holding onto.

I'm confused, about life, about the future.

I came to Li Kang's house and told him what happened to me recently.

He told me that Song Xue, the old president of the Political Science and Law Publishing House, was investigated and sentenced to eight years for accepting stolen money from booksellers and distributors for embezzlement and bribery.

A scholar has now become the president of the publishing house, and the publishing house is back on a clear path.

He said: "When I quit the position of president and left the publishing house, I was full of doubts, disappointments, anxiety and anxiety just like you are now. Some things always need to go through a long process, and sometimes it only takes a gust of wind for the building to fall. The last straw that broke the camel's back may just be a small incident inadvertently, so, persevere, there will always be a light at the end of the tunnel. ”

"However, it was a hard process."

"I understand that when we used to go to the mountains and countryside, we lived in the ravines and ravines of western Sichuan, and we were extremely hungry for knowledge, but when we wanted to read, there was nothing in the village except for the red treasure book. On the weekend, after finishing my work, I walked 20 kilometers of mountain road alone, just to go to the county library to borrow a book I liked, and when I returned to the village, it was 12 o'clock at night, and I was completely sleepy, so I played a flashlight and snuggled up in the quilt to read all night. At that time, I thought, how good it would be if my descendants didn't have to work so hard to acquire so much knowledge. You see, now we want to read books, how easy, Xinhua bookstore, the Internet, and the bright and bright free library, at that time we never thought that there would be today's conditions. Those of us who have experienced it have a deep understanding of these changes. So, Xiaoyu, you need to give the ideal some time now. ”

"Thank you Mr. Li for your intentions, maybe I'm too anxious and have imposed too many of my own ideas on this world."

"You are much better than when we were younger, and when I see you, I want to see us at that time," he said with emotion, "It's great." (To be continued.) )