Chapter 176: Turning Back is Love

In the corridor of the hospital, I smelled the familiar smell of Laisu water again, the last time was when I was injured and hospitalized with Geng Hao when I graduated, and this professional smell always made me very resistant. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

When Fang Xiao asked me on the phone if I was okay after returning to BJ, I thought of this series of bad things that happened, and suddenly felt that this life was a bit bullshit.

I couldn't help but say, "Not so good." ”

"Are you having a hard time? Need my help? ”

"It's okay, it's all some chores, I can handle it myself. What about you, are you all okay? ”

"Luo Da Prawn and Concubine Zhao Li are pregnant, and there are still three or four months before the doll comes to this world. Little Sister Wu Shuang is now the deputy editor-in-chief of "Roadfarer", and we all miss you. ”

"Happy for all of you. What about you? How is everything? ”

"I am engaged to Meng Yishen." Fang Xiao's tone did not have the slightest joy, but carried some twilight.

"What a good thing! Congratulations, you've finally achieved the right result. ”

"I don't know if it was the right decision, but let's be honest, I've never doubted my choice as much as I did today."

Fang Xiao has always been resolute and resolute, and hearing her say this, I actually increased my sadness for no reason, as if I should carry at least half of the burden for her decision.

"I'm in the middle of a stage of extreme doubt about human hearts and humanity, hey!" After taking a long breath, I said, "I can't comfort you now, and conclude that your decision must be correct, perhaps, many things in a person's life need to be experienced by oneself to know whether the original decision was correct or not, isn't this the meaning of life?" If you know the outcome of what decisions you make in advance, and life doesn't have any waves and adventures, what's the meaning of life. ”

"Hehe, you're still so good at convincing, you're right, then bless us."

"I've been blessing."

"I will also bless you, if you find your other half, remember to let me know as soon as possible, I am looking forward to what you will be like with her."

"Definitely."

Hung up the phone and walked into the ward, Yin Deji was sitting in front of Brother Mei's hospital bed, staring at her affectionately and intently, as if Brother Mei would evaporate from this world at any time.

After the doctor came in, Yin Deji pounced: "Doctor, how is she?" ”

"Don't worry, it's just that I lost too much blood and fell into a coma, the wound is not deep, I didn't hurt the skull, and I will be fine for two days. Also, don't let the patient have too many mood swings. ”

After thanking the doctor, Yin Deji said to me: "Go home, it's so late, don't delay your work, I'll be alone here." ”

"It's okay, I'll accompany you."

Yin Deji nodded, sat on the edge of the bed again, and looked at Brother Mei with a look of pity.

At this time, Lu Zehuan rushed into the ward: "What are you guys doing?" Is the injury serious? ”

I asked him to go out and talk.

When I came to the corridor, I told Lu Zehuan everything that had happened in the past few days, and of course, concealed the fact that Geng Hao's paintings contained drugs.

Lu Zejun shook his head and said with emotion: "I can't figure it out, I really can't figure it out, how could Haozi do such a thing!" Did the two of them make it like this? I often think that in the past, when we were fooling around in Qiaobian Town, Yin Zi was the most righteous and carried everything by himself, Geng Hao was the best to me, he helped me with everything, and they were all good brothers I respected. But now, how could it be like this? ”

"We're all growing up. The most pitiful thing is Brother Mei, such a good girl, who has stirred up all these things with us, if her parents knew about her current situation, they would definitely not forgive us. ”

"This is the curse of love, love, can not be arranged, can not be organized, there is no order, our hearts are too kind, we don't want to hurt, this is the biggest harm to each other."

"What about you, Xu Lu is such a lovely little girl, she is obedient to you, and she will not change her heart, you are not the same as if you were touched by a ghost, and you are desperate to follow your secret lover."

"Hey! Love, indescribable, unclear, I can't do anything. I have heard such a saying, the fish is hooked, it is because the fish is in love with the fisherman, and it is willing to use its life to make the fisherman smile. Love is such a thing that can make people let go of their dignity, their individuality, their stubbornness, and even their lives. ”

"Okay, Qingsheng, go in and talk to Yin Zi and comfort him. I went to buy something and we didn't eat half a grain of rice all day. ”

When she came to the hospital the next day, Brother Mei had already woken up, and Yin Deji was feeding her chicken soup.

"How are you feeling now?" I asked.

At this time, Brother Mei didn't forget to be poor: "This little injury can't help me as a woman, don't worry, I'm fine, just a little dizzy." The doctor said that a two-day rest would be fine. ”

I saw Yin Deji hanging his double panda eyes, feeding Brother Mei meticulously, and helping Brother Mei wipe his mouth while feeding.

"I said, Chef, you haven't closed your eyes all day and night, so let's go back and rest first, I'll watch here."

He didn't look at me and went on with his work: "I'm fine, don't worry. ”

Brother Mei said guiltily: "Brother Yin, you are so tired, I don't know how to thank you." ”

"Don't talk about this, take care of your injuries, I know that you like to eat crab roe tofu and sauerkraut fish, but you can't eat anything too spicy now, I'll replace the sauerkraut fish with steamed mandarin fish, and I'll bring it to you when it's ready."

"Brother Yin, I really don't need it, do you all think I am an old woman of seventy or eighty years old, you all said that it is a minor injury, I can take care of my own life, what should you be busy with, you don't have to spend time taking care of me."

Yin Deji didn't listen, and after feeding the chicken soup, let me keep an eye here first, and go back to cook for Brother Mei myself.

"How about it, Empress Dowager Liu, now we are all your servants, this treatment is super five-star, not bad."

"Haha, thank you so much, especially Brother Yin, when I woke up at two or three o'clock in the morning last night, the first thing I saw was his face, he didn't feel sleepy, he kept looking at me quietly, asking me how my body was, what I wanted to eat, serving me tea and water, and going back to make chicken soup for me in the morning."

"yes, so do you have any new ideas now?" I asked deliberately tentatively.

"I ...... I suddenly found that after so many years, I have failed such a good person, perhaps, it is love in retrospect. It's just that I kept my eyes closed, stupidly rushing forward, no, I finally hit my head and bled out. "Brother Mei is finally a little emotional now.

"Well, I want to apologize to you. Knowing that Haozi is this kind of stubborn character, he decided that he couldn't change anything in his life, and he should have talked to you a long time ago. ”

"No, I volunteered. Now that I think about it, maybe I'm stupid, but I can't control my liking for him. ”

"It's the same as what Tsuzi said, it's love, uncontrolled and arranged."

"Brother Xiaoyu, in fact, the person you need to apologize to is Wen Xin, she has been in love with you all the time."

I shuddered in my heart, and the old times were like a warm knife in my chest: "What? ”

"I didn't ...... It's nothing. "Brother Mei is clearly hiding something.

"You have news of her?"

"No, no, I mean you used to be a good couple, how can you say that they are separated, and they are so clean, haven't you even thought about the reason?"

"I don't want to think about it, it's been so many years, even if you have to chase it, you can't get back those things that you lost, it's better to keep the memory perfect."

Brother Mei shook his head helplessly.

Two days later, Brother Mei was discharged from the hospital, and Yin Deji took her directly to his home to take care of her.

Brother Mei has experienced this stubble, not to mention Nirvana's rebirth, at least he has a new understanding of love. Therefore, she no longer rejected Yoon Deji as before.

I think, let's end here, our lives continue to move forward, there is no more senseless tearing and resentment, we still remember the past as usual, enjoy the joy of reunion, and sing the music of life of our little people on the overpass of Jianguomen, we are all big people of each other.

However, a phone call changed the direction of things, destroyed my reverie for the future, and everything fell into a quagmire of continuous despair.