Everyone is like this, when they are very young, they always feel that they are the center of the world, as if the world exists for themselves, and they always believe that they must have some kind of magical special function, which is not at all different from other people, and is the most special existence. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info Later, when I grew up, I realized that there were so many excellent people around me, and I realized that this world is such a wonderful but cruel place, you are not the best, but if you don't work hard, you may become the most broken. So he worked hard for his own survival and used all his strength.

Some people fall under the pressure they give themselves early, some people finally try desperately to mix up their personal appearance, and some people are born into a wealthy family, and their starting point in life is more awesome than the end that many people can reach in their lives, but they also have their own troubles, but these troubles are not enough for outsiders.

But everyone, everyone will eventually discover the cruel truth that you can never be the best person in the world, and you will never be the happiest person, you will always have pain. This is the truth that life is suffering.

Xu Xiaobai remembered the first time he watched "Truman's World", and the shock that the movie brought him once made him wake up in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep. When Truman walked out of the world that was tailor-made for himself, when he knew that the world he lived in was centered on himself, and the real world outside didn't know which onion and garlic he was, he finally resolutely chose to go out, he chose to walk out of that door, and go to the unknown but real world to truly experience his own sense of existence.

Movies are beautiful and idealistic. Xu Xiaobai thought about the story after Truman went out more than once. Although he also thought about a good result, judging by his common sense as an adult, after Truman went out, it was estimated that he would not be able to mix well, he had no survival skills, and he was just a young man with no hanging silk in the real world, and the competition in society was so cruel, how could Truman survive? Maybe one day, he will find that the outside world is really not for him, and he will regret it, and he will decide to return to the world that the TV station has created for him. It's just that at that time, it is unknown whether the producer of the TV station, the "father" in his heart, is still willing to accept him. Xu Xiaobai is not optimistic about this.

After all, we are all people who are coerced by the world to move forward, and it is so difficult to resist the world, so difficult that you have just had such a thought, and disasters will come one after another. God laughs when man thinks about it, and the saddest thing about man is that he cannot control his own destiny, and all those who have the audacity to claim that they have mastered their destiny are either crazy or stupid.

"The sky is on the ground, why don't you suffer to save all souls? The hero should die late, sad and weeping and speechless? I shouted to the sky with my sword, loyal and lonely ministers are delusional. Ande is chaotic, don't let my generation know the destiny of heaven...... Don't let me know the destiny of heaven! (From "Heroes", borrowed for use - author's note)

Xiaoqing looked intently at Xu Xiaobai, who was reciting poems while driving, although she had not gone to college, these poems were easy to understand. She thought to herself, what kind of pain this man had gone through to be able to say such an unwilling sentence.

Xu Xiaobai didn't remember where he had heard these poems, just now he said that he and Xiaoqing were both people who were coerced by the world, so he couldn't help but think of these lines, and read them softly, and an unrelieved resentment and unwillingness actually came out in his heart.

He couldn't do this, so he kept his mind busy and continued to concentrate on driving, trying not to think about anything. At this moment, his phone rang, Xu Xiaobai glanced at the caller ID on his phone, as if he was burned by fire, he screamed and stepped on the brakes fiercely.

The unprepared Xiaoqing was shaken enough by this blow, and her head slammed into the storage box in front of the car, she screamed in pain, and said loudly with extreme dissatisfaction: "What are you doing!" ”

Xu Xiaobai didn't care about her, looking at the mobile phone screen that was still flashing, the string of familiar phone numbers on the screen, he hesitated for a while, but still picked up the phone. That string of numbers is the mobile phone number that Lin Xing used before.

"Guo Tuhao, you're not dead yet." He gritted his teeth and said this.

There was a soft laugh from there, and Guo Tuhao's extremely annoying voice came out through the earpiece: "Xu Xiaobai, you are not dead, how dare I die." ”

"Why are you going north, and what is your purpose?"

"Of course it's you," Guo Tuhao's tone was strongly mocking, as if he didn't expect Xu Xiaobai to be so stupid, he couldn't even think of such a simple question: "You are very showy, walking on the highway with a Land Rover." ”

Xu Xiaobai suddenly, no wonder Guo Tuhao can know his location, this guy must have seen the video of himself holding a Land Rover from the Internet, he recalled the picture he saw on TV just now, the street sign on the highway happened to be photographed by the mobile phone, revealing Xu Xiaobai's location at the time.

"Where did our Lin Xing go? I didn't see her in the video, you are so ruthless that you are willing to leave her and run away by yourself? ”

It seems that Guo Tuhao didn't know the news that Lin Xing had been killed, and Xu Xiaobai didn't bother to explain to him, so he said fiercely: "If you want revenge, come to me, and find me even if you have your ability!" ”

Guo Tuhao laughed: "Poor worm, you are really a poor worm. I'm not interested in Lin Xing now, I can get as many women as I want like her, I want you to die now, I want to watch you die in the worst way! ”

Guo Tuhao's vicious threat did not scare Xu Xiaobai, after so many things, especially after Lin Xing's accident, Xu Xiaobai was not afraid of anything, what was there to be afraid of death, it was just a long sleep.

"Okay, then I'll wait for you in the north, wait for you to find me, and then see which of the two of us will die." He hung up the phone, ignoring Guo's threats. Xiaoqing looked at him stupidly and asked, "Have you made a very powerful enemy?" ”

Is Guo Tuhao powerful? He used to be a straw bale, but now he should be said to be very powerful. Xu Xiaobai knew that he now had at least 10,000 zombie troops under his command, and these zombies may not all be junior zombies, but there must be high-level zombies among them, because Guo Tuhao probably knows how to make zombies evolve.

Xu Xiaobai shook his head: "A ****, I'm too lazy to pay attention to him." ”

Xiaoqing sighed, in her eyes, Xu Xiaobai is already a very powerful person, he is so fast, so powerful, almost like Superman, he can conjure things anytime and anywhere, how can anyone in this world be more powerful than him. However, Xu Xiaobai's serious expression was something Xiaoqing had never seen, she would never believe Xu Xiaobai's words, and she would not believe that Guo Tuhao was a straw bag. The straw bales did not deserve such attention from him, and the straw bales could not arouse such a strong hatred from him.

Xu Xiaobai took out Nokia and dialed Lao Gao: "I received a call from Guo Tuhao, he said that he was coming to the north to fight with me. I'm walking in the direction of Xing'anling, I want you to help me check whether my phone is being monitored or located, is it possible for him to find me through the location of my phone? ”

Lao Gao quickly gave an answer: "It's basically unlikely, as long as you don't take the initiative to disclose your location, it will be difficult for him to find your location through simple mobile phone positioning." Because the number of mobile phones is too large now, even if we want to lock a person's location through the mobile phone number, we have to use the Tianyan system and Beidou navigation, and it will take three hours to do it when everything goes well, let alone him. ”

Xu Xiaobai believed in Lao Gao's judgment and no longer worried about this matter, and then he asked about Lin Xing's situation, and Lao Gao told him truthfully: "Your lover has now been transferred to the Imperial Capital Central Hospital, that place is very close to the government, we have strict care and early warning, you can rest assured." Although that Guo Tuhao was bold, he also knew that he was simply killing himself by making trouble under our noses, so he walked all the way from the west of the imperial capital and did not dare to go in the direction of the city, which was out of this consideration. By the way, Dr. Chen Sicheng has now been transferred to the central hospital, responsible for the daily care of your lover, he knows you after all, with him, you will feel a lot more relieved. ”

Xu Xiaobai responded a few words, hung up the phone, and dialed Chen Sicheng's phone again, before on the high-speed rail, the two took the time to exchange phone numbers, but Xu Xiaobai would never have thought that within a few days, Chen Sicheng actually became his wife's guardian doctor.

Picking up the phone over there, it sounded like Chen Sicheng was busy and didn't know what he was busy with, Xu Xiaobai said a few words of greeting, and began to ask about Lin Xing's situation. Chen Sicheng told him that Lin Xing's condition was very stable, and this state was called a vegetative state in medicine, but she was more thorough than an ordinary vegetative state, and she didn't even have basic vital signs. However, this is the case, her body still maintains the most basic metabolism, and I have to say that Hao Datong's Soul Suppression Pill is too magical to create this strange state that modern medicine cannot explain at all.

Hanging up the phone, Xu Xiaobai started the car again and continued to hurry. Xiaoqing had been waiting for him to say something to himself after he finished the call, but seeing that Xu Xiaobai didn't mean a word, he couldn't help but be very dissatisfied with him: "Hey, hey, you're not going to say anything." ”

"Say what?" Xu Xiaobai looked at her puzzled.

She pointed her slender finger at her head: "Here, here a big bag is knocked out, it hurts to death, shouldn't you apologize!" ”

It turned out that Xu Xiaobai slammed on the brakes just now, which made Xiaoqing hit it like this. He simply said, "I'm sorry, I won't brake hard in the future." After saying that, he didn't say anything more, and the car continued to drive smoothly.

"Wood, it's wood!" Xiaoqing secretly scolded Xu Xiaobai, and angrily fought with herself.

After a day's journey, they finally arrived at the closest city to DXAL: Qiqihar.