Xu Xiaobai was slightly strange, and he didn't know why Xiaoqing suddenly talked about his most beloved brother. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Although the two have traveled 2,000 kilometers together, Xiaoqing has never said anything about her past with Dali, and Xu Xiaobai doesn't ask. Comparing his heart to his heart, if Xiaoqing asked him and Lin Xing's story, he was reluctant to say more, because happy things are always expected to be shared with others, and unfortunate stories only want to be hidden by himself.

But since Xiaoqing talked about it, Xu Xiaobai also listened carefully, and when he heard Xiaoqing say that he was very fat, he subconsciously asked: "He's not fat." "The vigorous force he saw on the hospital bed, the whole person was as skinny, where could he see a little flesh.

Xiaoqing's face darkened, and he said in a low voice: "That's when he got sick later, he lost weight, and he lost weight very fast, losing fifty pounds in a month......"

Xu Xiaobai secretly scolded himself for being stupid, how could he lead the topic to the matter of getting sick. Afraid that Xiaoqing would be sad, he hurriedly changed the topic: "How did you meet?" ”

Xiaoqing wiped her eyes lightly, sorted out her thoughts, and said, "We met three years ago. At that time, I had just turned 18 years old, and I had just arrived in Shenyang, and I didn't know anyone or understand anything. I worked as a cashier in a supermarket and only made 1,000 yuan a month. Brother Dali ran the transport, responsible for the delivery of several supermarkets in SY City, once he saw me in the supermarket, he couldn't walk, and then he ran to my supermarket every day, saying that it was delivery, in fact, he came to see me, to talk to me for a while......"

Xu Xiaobai listened quietly to her story, and finally knew that this little girl was really only twenty-one years old. Twenty-one years old, the best years of my life, have fallen to this.

"Later, he asked me out for dinner, I was very stupid at that time, I didn't have money to eat good food, I heard that he was willing to invite me to dinner, of course I agreed. We went to the small restaurant every night to order food, and every time he had to order this chicken stew with mushrooms, and the food was clean, and I said that he was too good at eating. At that time, he was fat, more than 18 pounds. Later......"

Xiaoqing stopped, Xu Xiaobai knew that she couldn't go on when she said something sad, and waved her hand gently: "Later, I knew about it, you don't have to talk about it." ”

"No, I'm going to speak." Xiaoqing shook her head stubbornly and looked at Xu Xiaobai steadily.

Xu Xiaobai sighed slightly and did not continue to stop her.

"Then we got better, and he took me out to dinner every day, and after we finished eating, we went for a walk and a chat in the small park. Brother Dali is very busy during the day, he has to be busy delivering goods to various supermarkets, and he is busy with his feet not touching the ground, only at night he is free. He said that he would take me back to his hometown during the Chinese New Year, to meet his parents, and settle the matter between the two of us. He also wants to buy a house in Shenyang and make a down payment, so that we can have our own home. He earned more than me at that time, four or five thousand yuan a month. ”

"I'm looking forward to it, looking forward to it, looking forward to it day and night, and finally looking forward to the New Year. But on that day, Brother Dali suddenly died, vomiting blood, vomiting a lot of blood, vomiting a whole basin. I was so frightened that I called an ambulance to take him to the hospital, and the doctor said that he had thalassemia, and I didn't understand anything at the time, and I thought that there was something great about anemia, and it would be good to eat pork liver. I don't know, that disease, that disease, is such a serious disease......"

"Brother Dali was hospitalized, and he couldn't go back for the New Year, and I didn't go back, I was with him in the hospital. At first he was awake and could still talk to me. He had some savings, and we paid all the savings for the medical bills, which cost thousands of dollars a day, and soon the money was not enough. Brother Dali couldn't help it, called home, his parents came by long-distance bus, they were farmers, they didn't have much money, and they threw the tens of thousands of dollars they brought from home into the hospital, but it was still not enough. Later, his parents were going home, saying that the family's crops still had to be watched, and they had to go back to raise money, they thought that the hospital in Shenyang was expensive, so they asked Brother Dali to go home and live in the county hospital, I didn't want to, I said that the hospital conditions here are good, and the diseases that can't be cured here can be cured, how can I go to the county hospital? ”

Then they left and never came back. Brother Dali said that it was not easy at home, and there was a younger brother who was going to school to support, and then his brother came once, hugged his brother and cried for a long time, but he had no money, so he had to go back. And then ...... Later, I found my current job, where I could earn hundreds of dollars a day to pay for my brother's medical expenses. It was at that time that the doctor told me that conservative treatment seemed to be useless and that he had to be transplanted. Brother Xiaobai, why didn't the doctor say it earlier, if they said surgery at the beginning, the money we have on hand is completely sufficient......"

Looking at Xiaoqing's clear eyes, Xu Xiaobai didn't know how to answer her question. The doctor may have the doctor's consideration, and the treatment of the disease may be based on such a method, but what kind of despair does this method bring to this pair of young people?

"Then Brother Dali couldn't do it and began to fall into a coma. Sometimes he would wake up, and when he woke up, he would tell me to leave him alone and find another boyfriend to live with, there is no future with him. I'm unwilling, I'm unwilling, I send money to the hospital every day, so that they can wait for me to save enough money for Brother Dali's surgery, but I can't save enough, I just can't save enough, I can't even pay the hospitalization fee......"

"Does he know you do this profession?" Xu Xiaobai asked softly.

Xiaoqing shook her head: "He doesn't know, I'll hide it from him." If he is unconscious, he will not know. I lied to him and told him that I had found a job in a private kindergarten with a child, and the salary was higher than that of his delivery, and he believed it. ”

Xu Xiaobai nodded, and said in her heart that if she knew that she was doing this job, she would definitely not let her continue to do it, this man has a good heart, he would rather die than let his girlfriend wander in the fire pit.

Xiao Qing's eyes were red, and she silently said the last sentence: "Brother Xiaobai, one of the things I regret the most is that I didn't give my first time to Brother Dali, when he was still in good health, we didn't dare to take that last step." My first time, to an old and ugly old guy...... Because he promised to give me ten thousand dollars. Am I stupid, you say? ”

Isn't it silly? It's silly indeed. However, Xu Xiaobai didn't want to admit that what Xiaoqing said was right anyway. He didn't know how to answer the question, only silence.

Time seemed to stand still, the night seemed to never end, it was dark, and they stopped talking with the eternal night.

Suddenly, there was a commotion, Xu Xiaobai was woken up from his contemplation, and when he turned his head to look, it turned out to be other people eating in the restaurant who were making noise. Xu Xiaobai was strange, not knowing what caused their reaction. Then, he glanced up at the TV hanging on the wall, and finally understood the reason for the uproar.

A piece of news is being broadcast on TV, which is a local television station, and there will be half an hour of news in the evening, not so much news as curiosity, and it is all bizarre social news to attract people to increase their ratings. It was a short video, judging from the way it was filmed, it was obvious that it was taken by passers-by with mobile phones, on the video, a black highway and hundreds of blocked cars were in the background, a red Land Rover SUV was suspended in mid-air and slowly moving forward, people exclaimed from the surroundings, under the Land Rover, a pair of hands was steadily holding the heavy car, the owner of the hands, was a sweaty but determined young man.

Xiaoqing was also attracted by this news, looked at the Land Rover in the picture with a sigh, and stammered for a while: "Xiaobai, that seems to be your car." ”

There are people talking from time to time around, some say that this video may be photoshopped, some say that this person must be a strong man who has practiced martial arts, and some say that the car may be plastic, and it doesn't weigh at all.

A loud person shouted to the people around him: "This video is absolutely true, I saw it in the circle of friends, it was seen by a friend of a friend, filmed and shared." ”

Xu Xiaobai frowned, covered his face with his palm, and said to Xiaoqing, who was full of curiosity: "Get out of here first, you go and pay." He shoved a hundred yuan into Xiaoqing's hand and gave her a look.

Despite her curiosity, Xiaoqing obediently went to pay, Xu Xiaobai had already gone out and found an inconspicuous place at the door to wait for her. Xiaoqing walked out, and sure enough, she immediately asked, "The person in that video is you, right?" Can you really lift that Land Rover? ”

Xu Xiaobai pulled her all the way out, until she got into the car, started the car and walked out, then replied to her: "I said a long time ago that I have special functions, which is not surprising." ”

Xiaoqing still couldn't believe it, but remembering Xu Xiaobai's various peculiarities, it seemed that lifting a car was not an impossible thing for him, so he asked half-convinced: "But why are you lifting a car on the highway?" ”

"Because of the traffic jam, the car can't pass, and I'm in a hurry."

Xiaoqing covered her mouth and said in surprise: "You are so awesome!" ”

"Girls don't swear." Xu Xiaobai taught her a lesson, Xiaoqing stuck out her tongue, and then asked with a shocked face: "You are so powerful, you are infinitely powerful, you can change things from your pocket like a robot cat, and you can kill long insects with your bare hands, who are you!" ”

Who am I? This is probably one of the most fundamental questions in philosophy. Xu Xiaobai drove the car, thinking about this question silently in his heart, and finally replied: "Like you, I am a person who is carried forward by the world." ”