Fu Wenxin looked at Xiao Ni who fell asleep gently, the heartwarming scene of licking calves reminded me of Roman? A quote from Roland: "A mother's love is a great flame." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"

If life is only as first seen, but time is like a river flowing eastward, joys, sorrows, joys, sorrows, and misfortunes cannot be recovered.

The past is like yesterday, when we walked in the colorful alleys of the campus, blocking all the cluttered signals in the world, I didn't realize that this was just like the happiness of fairy tales, buried so quickly, in the snap of a finger, the ignorance of youth came to naught.

Now, she is a wife and mother, even if we bury our vigorous love, it can only be frozen and refrigerated, poured out on the wilderness of time, and forever, it is impossible to let it burn again.

I walked into the room gently, looking at Xiao Ni's red face and even breathing, and the irrepressible love and happiness came spontaneously.

"I've never dreamed of a daughter like Xiao Ni."

"There are so many girls who like you, just pick one for you." Fu Wenxin joked.

I remember that we used to joke and tease each other, and we didn't have to worry about it.

I always take Wang Yi and Yuan Zheng to talk about things, let her follow one of them, and give her an analysis that she can eat and drink spicy food from any one of them, and life is just a word: buy, buy, buy!

She talked to Chen Fei with Fang Xiao, saying that a royal sister is a daughter, and from any one of you can be a little white face and be a little man at home and wash your wife's underwear and underwear.

I shamelessly drooled that I wanted both, and she would often fly up and kick me with a shadowless leg.

After taunting each other, we all enjoy the joy of mutual abuse in our hearts, because we know that we are used to each other, and it is impossible to become the kind of person we ridicule.

At this moment, I still can't believe that time is so fast, and in a hurry, the end is irreparable.

I only blame myself for being too selfish and conceited, caring too much about my empty self-esteem, and never squatting down to listen to her inner thoughts.

"It would be nice if Xiao Ni was our child." This is full of ignorance, shamelessness and childishness, but looking at Xiao Ni, I unconsciously said this sentence.

"It seems that you are growing up, or rather, getting older."

"But it's too late."

"It's not too late, you still have a long life, you will go through many people and things, you will find the right person, and you will have a happy family."

"This kind of comfort is a bit of chicken soup for the soul, but I think it's very useful. You know, I love memories. ”

"I know, so you need to build memories into a path forward, not a labyrinth where you are trapped."

"Remember Kafka's The Castle? The protagonist picks up the phone in the village, and it's full of disorganized voices. The village chief explained that when a telephone was connected, all the telephones of the castle and the village were connected at the same time, and no one could guarantee that the sound heard would come from the castle. Perhaps, the castle, like the village, is full of absurdity and disorder, and the protagonist lives too tired, because he has a goal that he can never reach, to enter the castle. ”

"You're trying to say that sometimes you're stuck in a labyrinth, you don't have a goal, you don't have a desire, and you live a little easier."

I nodded and said, "Why did you enter the castle?" Sometimes I really think that our dreams are like the castle, which is ethereal in the distance, and the lovers and friends around us are the ones who can be touched and embraced. ”

"You are the one who needs dreams, don't deceive yourself, and don't feel guilty about everything in the past. All of this is the result of our own choices, and I want to see you happy and do what you love. Do you remember the year of the college entrance examination? I did a big rebellious thing, against the wishes of my parents and all my relatives, gave up the opportunity to go to the United States for further study, for you, I filled in the college entrance examination volunteer, went to a liberal arts university, I still think about it, it is still the warmest and most correct choice I have ever made, for love, I have worked hard, crazy, this life is worth it. ”

"I lost." I rubbed my tired eyes, "Even if I have everything I dreamed of, but no one to share it with me, what is the meaning of all this." What I want is the little happiness you say. ”

"'My heart is empty and confused, like a lost sheep, in the night, in the mountains; Or like a flock of sheep running after such a sheep. So lost and lonely, but without the strength to complain'. ”

"These are the words of Kafka's diary."

"Hmm." Fu Wenxin said, "From the moment I saw you in Yuanwei Middle School, my classmate, Zeng Xiaoyu, we were destined to be lost sheep, looking at each other from afar, but we couldn't go together to see the most beautiful scenery. ”

We all smiled, and those literary moments, and the whole warm afternoon when the sun shone through the woods, filled with sweet and warm smells in our memories.

Deep in the alley of the West Second Ring Road, next to the park, sits the best Holy Angel Rehabilitation Hospital in China, where the trees are shady, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, like a quiet paradise in the middle of the city.

The attending physician, Dr. He, was an amiable and quite capable and honest middle-aged man, and I eagerly asked him how he was doing.

He politely asked me to sit down first, and Fu Wenxin and I glanced at each other, and I didn't know the bottom of my heart.

After reading Fu Wenxin's diagnosis report, Dr. He said calmly: "For spinal cord injuries caused by trauma, the golden recovery period is generally 6 months after the injury, and it will be more difficult to recover after that. In the past, we thought that nerve tissue was a non-renewable tissue, unlike tissues such as skin, which could regenerate after injury. Even if it recovers, it will leave more or less sequelae. However, with the progress of science and technology, the use of tissue or cell transplantation, tissue and bioengineering, electromagnetic and other physical factors of nerve stimulation or regulation, drugs or chemistry and other intervention strategies, the current nerve repair technology has made great progress, through the regeneration and repair of damaged or damaged nerves, remodeling and reconstruction of neuroanatomical projection pathways and circuits, and finally realize the repair of nerve function. ”

My nervousness was finally relieved.

"Of course, as the attending physician, I am obligated to inform you that nerve repair is still a very complex technique, full of unknowns, and the chances of recovery are not guaranteed. To be honest, medicine, like science, is about efficiency and numbers, and I have to say, miracles are needed. Judging from Ms. Fu Wenxin's current situation, although she has passed the best recovery period, according to the diagnosis, her nervous system has not been seriously damaged, and recovery is very possible. So, our situation is quite optimistic. ”

"That's good, that's good!" I couldn't contain the excitement in my heart.

Dr. He also gave several examples of rehabilitating through treatment and rehabilitation, relying on a strong will to resume walking, and he suggested starting conservative electromagnetic physiotherapy and rehabilitation training, and then doing observation and formulating the next rehabilitation plan.

After coming out of the department, Brother Mei, who was sitting in the rest area, walked over with Xiaoni in his arms.

"Mom, godmother said that the doctor and aunt here can make you stand up, is it true?"

Fu Wenxin hugged Xiaoni: "Good baby, the doctor and aunt here may have done it, they will definitely make my mother stand up." After your mother stands up, what do you most want your mother to do with you? ”

"Kick the shuttlecock!" Xiao Ni laughed happily.

Brother Mei called me aside and asked eagerly, "How's the situation?" ”

"It's optimistic, but I missed the best recovery period."

"This Zhen Ye too, why didn't you send Wen Xin for inspection earlier, doesn't this delay things? If you hadn't gone there, we wouldn't have known that Wen Xin would be like this, hey, she has been hiding it...... "Brother Mei's straight temper has flareed up again.

"They had their own struggles at that time, it was an earthquake, and it was a school matter, and it was not easy to survive life at that time."

"Well, looking at Wen Xin like this, my heart hurts."

"I know, you two good sisters are also fateful, divided and combined."

"So, I'm going to spend more time with her this time. Usually you are very busy at work, Wenxin here I watch more, when I first came to Beijing, you were taking care of us, and I always felt quite guilty. ”

I told Fu Wenxin to be treated in a rehabilitation hospital in the past few months, and not to think about anything.

She did not show the expectation and excitement of longing for recovery, and said quietly: "I feel very happy to have you by my side, can I stand up and leave it to fate." You also heard Dr. He say that miracles are needed, I'm not a little girl anymore, miracles are only found in fairy tales. ”

"There are no miracles in the world, and all miracles have a long and hidden antecedent, which is just ignored by people. Trust me, Wenxin, you can do it. For Zhen Ye, for Xiaoni, for us, you must do it. ”

She looked at me and nodded gratefully. (To be continued.) )