Chapter 5 Watching and Helping Each Other
After so many sad things, there was finally a happy event, Qiyue and Chen Shending got married on May Day. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info everyone started to get busy again, Ruoyun was the best choice for the bridesmaids, and Shen Rufeng was Chen Shen's best man. Chen Shen was not willing to let Shen Rufeng be the best man, such a good-looking person snatched away his groom's demeanor, until Ruoyun repeatedly promised to dress Shen Rufeng ugly, Chen Shen reluctantly agreed.
On the day of the wedding, there was another period of chaos, and the four best men were Shen Rufeng, Xingchen, Jianghu, Liu Jinxin, Shen Rufeng's friends, and it was not embarrassing to know each other after seeing them a few times. The bridesmaids are Ruoyun, Lu Rao, Chen Yunxi, and Qiyue's cousins, and they originally set up a high school classmate, but Lu Rao's classmates had to be bridesmaids, saying that they had never been bridesmaids before and wanted to feel it, maybe they could be paired with the best man, and everyone knew her careful thoughts, so she went.
The best sister is about to get married, marry her best friend, Ruoyun is happy for them from the bottom of her heart. I always knew that Qiyue was bewitching, different from Ruoyun's delicateness, but when Qiyue stood in front of Ruoyun in a white wedding dress, Ruoyun was still fiercely amazed.
Ruoyun exclaimed and said, you are really a goblin, even my soul was taken away by you, Chen Shen picked up the treasure this time.
Qi Yue suddenly hugged Ruoyun, thank you Ruoyun, you are the only one among us who is the most real.
There was a crackling sound of firecrackers outside, the groom and the person who greeted the relatives had arrived, Ruoyun hurriedly placed Qiyue on the bed, hid Qiyue's shoes, and blocked the door with Lu Rao, dutifully as a bridesmaid. It took a long time for Chen Shen to come upstairs, and it seemed that the seven aunts and eight aunts outside had tossed them a lot, because the originally straight suit was full of wrinkles.
Chen Shen shouted through the door, wife, wife, I'm here, open the door for me.
Lu Rao said in the door, marrying a wife is like learning from the scriptures, it takes nine hundred and eighty-one difficulties, we pity you for your age, so we will change the eighty-one difficulties to eighty-one questions to test your sincerity to the bride.
These questions were all thought out by Ruoyun and Lu Rao for several days, including Ruoyun's understanding of them for more than ten years, as well as classic questions nowadays.
"Prayer for the moon's favorite color?"
"Blue."
"The most feared animal?"
"Vampire bats."
"Favorite movie?"
"Roman holiday."
Chen Shen and Qiyue have also been classmates and friends for more than ten years, so they don't need to think about Qiyue's preferences at all. Shen Rufeng also answered these questions in his heart, red, because Ruoyun said that it was the color of life; people, because Ruoyun thinks that talents are the most insidious and difficult animals in the world; Journey to the West, it turns out that I traveled five hundred years ago just to meet you, but I guessed the beginning but not the ending.
Lu Rao suddenly changed the topic, "The chicken that came first or the egg that came first."
Chen Shen was stunned for a long time, so he had to ask for help, Shen Rufeng said, there are chickens first.
Ruoyun said, how can there be chickens without eggs?
Shen Rufeng said in a tone that I knew, how can there be eggs without chickens?
It is not a wise idea to dwell on this question, and it is a good question to answer, but no one dares to answer it easily, because at the moment none of them can prove whether the chicken came first or the egg came first.
Lu Rao asked again, his wife and mother fell into the water at the same time, who do you save first?
Chen Shen said that as long as I am by her side, I will not let her fall into the water, my mother is my father's wife, and his responsibility and obligation are not to let my mother fall into the water.
"What if you get into an argument?"
Chen Shen said that we will not quarrel, because we both understand each other, no matter what she does, it must be good for me, and I will listen to her. She left home, left her parents, and reintegrated into another family, and the only thing I could do was be nice to her.
Chen Yunxi said disdainfully on the side, what he said is always better than what he does.
Chen Shen said with a smile, even if we had a quarrel, I tried not to make her sad, not to let her cry, and not to let her down, I believe that Xiaoyue's vision can't be wrong. I don't have that much ambition, I just want my family to be stable, and I just want her to marry me.
Ruoyun smiled and scolded, and put less gold on his face.
Lu Rao cleared her throat and said, the last question, not only for Chen Shen but also for all the men here, I believe everyone has their own answer in their hearts, what do you do when your wife and mother have a dispute?
Chen Shen took a step forward and said firmly, Xiaoyue promised in front of all my relatives and friends today that no matter what happens, I will stand by your side, and I believe that you will support you and love you. I am not only my mother's son, but also my wife's husband, but also the father of my children.
Chen Yunxi sneered and said, aren't you afraid that your mother will be sad, sad and wronged, are you really filial to your son?
Chen Shen also had a cold face, but still said firmly, my mother naturally has her husband distressed, sad and wronged, and has my father's arms for her to rely on. I don't think that being a good husband can't be a good son, my mother is not an unreasonable person, and Qiyue is not an unfilial person, my mother likes her very much and treats her as a daughter, so even if there is a quarrel between them, how can there be an overnight feud between mother and daughter. The first thing my mother and father told me was that a daughter-in-law is used to hurt, and the best love for a child is to love his mother well.
Chen Yunxi said again, I heard that you have known each other for many years, and it was not the four of you who started to love, why did you choose her in the end, was it out of sympathy for the same disease?
Ruoyun understood that this Chen Yunxi was here to smash the field, no wonder she was a distant cousin of a man, and she had to be the woman's bridesmaid, so she came for her. Today is the wedding of Qiyue and Chen Shen, she doesn't allow anyone to make trouble, not to mention a person who is not familiar with her, she doesn't mind using some special methods to make her speechless. It's just that Ruoyun hasn't moved yet, and Qi Yue gave her a stable look, because Qi Yue believes in Chen Shen and believes that he can handle all the problems, and today is her wedding day, so it is not easy to use the sword and not easy to see blood.
Sure enough, I heard Chen Shen say outside the door, love and liking are different, just like lovers and confidants are different, I like everyone present, but I only love one. I love the moon and everything about her, including her flaws, even if she has no flaws in my heart. She can marry me is already my last life to do good deeds and accumulate virtue, how can I ask for her more, love is to give not to bondage, so I just want her to be happy and happy.
Chen Shen's words were subtle and vague, but Ruoyun and Qiyue both understood it, and his words sounded like they were for Qiyue, so why didn't they say it to Ruoyun. He is a frank man, so love is love, but his love is fulfillment and not bondage, he chose to pray for the moon and only love the moon one, and his life is only related to the moon. So Ruoyun is just a confidant now, Ruoyun blesses them in her heart and blesses them with happiness, she will always be in the position of a confidant.
Lu Rao opened the door with a smile, there was no doubt that Chen Shen had passed their test, but everyone's gaze at Chen Yunxi was not so friendly. Lu Rao stood domineeringly in front of the door and stretched out her hand to Chen Shen, "Bring the red envelope." “
The best man beside Chen Shen hurriedly handed over a few thick red envelopes, nodding and looking like a dog, especially Lu Rao, who was pleased with Xingchen's attitude. Lu Rao received Ruoyun's eyes and let them in, and she scattered a few red envelopes with a smile on her face, she was an inconspicuous supporting role in this wedding, so she was willing to end, or the money was real, or Grandpa Mao was lovely.
Obviously, there are four best men, one groom and five people, all of them are so handsome, but Ruoyun only has Shen Rufeng in his eyes, and there is only Shen Rufeng. Even if he didn't deliberately dress up, he was still so good-looking, no wonder Chen Shen didn't want him to be the best man, he did compare to the groom. There was already a commotion over there, Chen Shen and the three best men were busy looking for the bride's shoes, Chen Shen sang a few love songs and presented a few red envelopes, and finally Xingchen even used the beautiful man's plan, so Lu Rao took out the bride's shoes. Ruoyun suddenly became envious, if it was her and Shen Rufeng's wedding, how lively and sweet it would be, but her father was no longer there, and her mother was like this now. Dad, are you okay in heaven, Mom and I miss you.
Shen Rufeng seemed to know what Ruoyun was thinking, so he stepped forward and held Ruoyun's hand, and told her with his eyes, you have me. Obviously they have known each other for less than a year, but they are like husband and wife for several generations, with a look and a smile, they know what the other party is thinking, and I will always stand where you need to be, watching and helping each other.
Chen Shen half-knelt and put on shoes for Qiyue, the custom is that the married daughter should not touch the ground on the day, and the soil of her mother's house should not be touched, so Chen Shen a princess hugged Qiyue in her arms and strode out. Chen Shen did not hide the joy in his heart, his mouth was grinning behind his ears, in Ruoyun's words, it is a happy thing to get married, why is it hidden, but Qi Yue blushed and buried his face in Chen Shen's chest.
Chen Shen was relaxed for a while, and said in Qiyue's ear, Xiaoyue, I finally married you, I will treat you as my life, and I will be good to you for the rest of my life.
Pray for the moon but smile silently, she will also regard Chen Shen as her life, she is willing to wash her hands and make soup for him, give birth to children for him, teach her husband and children, wait for her in-laws, women love and hurt, who wants to be a strong woman. The protagonist had already left, and the best man and bridesmaids hurriedly followed, but Shen Rufeng held Ruoyun's hand but did not let go. Chen Yunxi fell in the end, obviously she was four bridesmaids but no one was with her, she could only smile bitterly, she still became a bad person.
The wedding scene was lively and beautiful, the relatives and friends of both men and women were there, and their original director served as the master of ceremonies for the wedding. Under a series of witty words from the director, the whole wedding was pushed to **, and the director said, please ask the bride and groom to take a step back. Marriage is not only the union of two people or the union of two families, after marriage, the passion retreats, only firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea remain. Groom, are you willing to believe in her no matter what happens, support her, love her, tolerate her, never abandon her, your shoulders will always be her support, are you willing, can you do it?
Chen Shen said with confidence, I am willing, I am willing to stand behind her and be her eternal backing instead of standing in front of her.
Then the director said, "Then please ask the groom to step forward." Bride, can you treat his parents as your own parents to honor and love, can you comfort him with your soft shoulders and your tenderness to support him when he is frustrated, no matter what happens, you are willing to understand him, believe him, and care for him with your tenderness, are you willing, can you do it?
Qiyue also said firmly, I am willing, I am willing to stand by his side to be his shoulders and hold up our home.
The director said, then the bride invites you to take a step forward, the marriage should be managed with heart and love, if there is a quarrel then take a step back, thinking that you love each other deeply then take another step forward. On behalf of all my friends and family, I wish you eternal happiness and a hundred years of happiness. Please hold the bride's hand, and in the days to come, you will walk together, laughing, crying, and holding each other's hands tightly in the midst of all living beings. Now ask the groom to take the bride in his arms and kiss her fiercely.
Lu Rao leaned on Ruoyun's shoulder, and said to Ruoyun with her eyes shining, I want to get married.
Ruoyun said thoughtfully, well, the stars are good.
Lu Rao said unobtrusively, if I ignore you, I will make fun of me.
The wedding Han Dong also went, hidden in the crowd, a friend of more than ten years, he was happy for Chen Shen and Qiyue, but Ruoyun didn't see him. In the end, Ruoyun was drunk, even if she was drunk, she still told Chen Shen very clearly, I handed over Xiaoyue to you, I wish you eternal happiness, women are like flowers, and if you want to marry a flower that is always beautiful and fragrant, remember to weed, water, and fertilize, otherwise she will wither.
Shen Rufeng was supporting Ruoyun on the side, she was really a little drunk, and it was difficult not to get drunk in this situation. The nurse who took care of Xu Fanghua hurriedly came over and said in Ruoyun's ear, I'm sorry, there are too many people at the wedding, I see that Aunt Xu is happy to talk to many people, but it is gone.
Ruoyun suddenly became clever and instantly became clear, in order not to worry Chen Shen and Qiyue, she didn't alarm them, but she and Shen Rufeng went to find it.
Fortunately, this time it was quickly found, in the wedding hall, Xu Fanghua sat there quietly, her eyes were clear. Ruoyun stepped forward and gently hugged her, they were each other's only relatives, she and Shen Rufeng were the only ones with her.
Xu Fanghua held Ruoyun's hand and said, Yunyun, I'm fine, I just miss your father, I've worked hard for you during this time.
Mom hadn't called her Yunyun for twenty years, most of them were dead girls, Ruoyun was terrified but didn't say anything. Xu Fanghua said again, Yunyun, I remember that when I married your father, there was no such church, and our wedding was very simple. But your father held my hand and told me firmly that he would suffer all the hardships, and I just need to be happy.
Ruoyun didn't know how to persuade Xu Fanghua, so he could only put his other hand around her shoulder, but fortunately, Xu Fanghua said again, Yunyun, let's go back, your father is watching us from the sky, he must only hope that we live well.
Shen Rufeng sent Ruoyun and them back, and when he saw that Ruoyun was a little distracted, he stayed to accompany them, but Xu Fanghua behaved very normally, and personally cooked Ruoyun's favorite dish. Ruoyun woke up the next day, Shen Rufeng had already made breakfast, but she didn't see Xu Fanghua, so Ruoyun went to her bedroom.
When Shen Rufeng entered, he saw Ruoyun standing in front of Xu Fanghua's bed with his head down, and there was already a large area of dampness on the ground. Xu Fanghua lay quietly on the bed, with a quiet and peaceful smile on her face, as if she was asleep, Shen Rufeng secretly said that it was not good, and it was already cold when she stepped forward to touch someone.
Ruoyun said, is she gone?
Shen Rufeng didn't speak, just nodded, and Ruoyun's tears fell even more. "She left me behind, I'm an orphan."
Shen Rufeng felt a dull pain in his heart, he felt sorry for Ruoyun, his parents passed away in less than half a year, but he couldn't do anything, he could only hold Ruoyun tightly in his arms.
Ruoyun only felt exhausted, spit out a mouthful of blood in his throat, his eyes were confused, and the whole person was crooked in Shen Rufeng's arms.
Ruoyun seemed to have a dream, there was a large sea of flowers in the dream, there were parents and Han Dong, she was very happy, and she laughed happily in her dream. But suddenly there was a thunderstorm, wind and rain, the flowers withered, Mom and Dad left, even Han Dong left, Ruoyun was afraid and chased after her, but they were getting farther and farther away from her, and they couldn't catch up. Suddenly, Ruoyun's feet slipped and fell to the ground, falling on the muddy ground, but her parents and Han Dong, who had always loved her the most, did not stop, they were still getting farther and farther away from her, Ruoyun couldn't get up and couldn't keep them, and there was only fear and anxiety in his heart. Tears poured in, and her heart ached uncontrollably, and then a beautiful and warm hand pulled her up, and despite the mud on her body, she fell into a warm embrace. In front of him was a familiar and unfamiliar face, so that Ruoyun was in a trance, Ruoyun asked, who are you. He smiled and told Ruoyun, I am you, you are me.
Ruoyun really wanted to sleep like this, no longer worried, no longer painful, but she was reluctant, she was unwilling to leave Shen Rufeng alone in this cold world. Dad and Mom are finally reunited, and she can't go with her anymore to disturb their peace, not to mention that she still has to take care of Mom's afterlife. Ruoyun finally woke up, even if she was weak, she woke up, she opened her eyes and saw Shen Rufeng, and her heart suddenly became firm.
Xu Fanghua and Feng Changting were buried together, they could be together forever, born and died together. Life and death are shared, it is easy to say, but how many people have really done it?
Ruoyun and Shen Rufeng stood together in front of the tomb, where her favorite person was buried, Ruoyun said, Mom and Dad, you are finally reunited in heaven, and I will live happily.
The deceased are like this, the deceased are like us, but the pain is left to the living. Shen Rufeng asked for leave, just wanted to accompany Ruoyun and laugh, he laughed with her, so painful that he wanted to bear it all for her.
They went to Weihai, which is said to be the cleanest and most beautiful in Weihai, and Weihai is the most suitable place for human habitation. Ruoyun stood barefoot on the beach, and the damp sea breeze blew, blowing Ruoyun's hair and Ruoyun's heart. Shen Rufeng stood beside Ruoyun, quiet like a sculpture, he knew that any comfort was pale at the moment, and the only thing he could do was to accompany him.
You can see the mountains in the distance, and you can hear the low but free flight of seabirds on the sea, and you can faintly hear the shouts of fishermen. Ruoyun said, if I become the wind, can I be free and unconcerned? I want to ride the wind back, I want to ride the wind, and I am afraid of Qionglou Yuyu, after all, it is not free and easy.
Shen Rufeng took Ruoyun to bungee jumping, the moment he jumped down with Ruoyun, Ruoyun had the illusion of returning with the wind, but Shen Rufeng said in her ear, I will never let go of the hand holding you.
The wind is blowing in her ears, and the cloud seems to be able to hold it in her hand, Ruoyun suddenly found that she was very small, she hugged Shen Rufeng with her backhand, she was also selfish, selfishly wanted to grow old with Shen Rufeng. Life is still so good, how can you be afraid of death?
After coming back, Ruoyun seemed to be reborn, she was destined to not become a wind, so she still stayed by Shen Rufeng's side. Ruoyun took the hotel out, she thought that she was not a businessman, Chen Shen opened a photography exhibition, he gained a lot from a trip to the Silk Road, and he was also well-known in the circle. The director really did what Ruoyun said, he came out and did it alone, Qiyue and Ruoyun became his guests, in addition to strength, there is a tacit understanding between them.
Spring has gone to summer, Ruoyun has known Shen Rufeng for a year, life seems to be on the right track again, Han Dong's mother's illness is also cured, if there is no accident, it will not be a problem to live to be one hundred and eighty years old. As a legal couple who have obtained the certificate, Ruoyun also moved to Shen Rufeng's house, and her house was lived in by Lu Rao first.
On the first day Ruoyun moved over, Shen Rufeng called Xingchen and Liu Jinxin, asking Xingchen to make all his property public and add Ruoyun's name. Ruoyun knew that in addition to the identity of a doctor, Shen Rufeng also had an identity as a director of a well-known technology company. This is what he and Xingchen, Jianghu, and Liu Jinxin made up when they were in school, and now they are one of the largest companies in China, but the three of them have done the shopkeepers, just waiting for dividends, and Liu Jinxin is all taking care of them alone. Ruoyun didn't expect that the person she married was not only the second generation of officials, but also a veritable rich second generation, the golden beetle son-in-law, Ruoyun doesn't worship money, but she has no enmity with money.
Pray for the moon to set a night for everyone to get together, this is also the first time they have gathered after they got married, and it can be regarded as a warm pot for Ruoyun and Shen Rufeng. This time the people went more completely, except for a few of them, Lu Rao and the three best men also went, because they are the same people, and friends who always uphold friends are friends.
When Ruoyun and Shen Rufeng arrived, everyone was already sitting in the private room, and everyone had no image when the wine was drunk, Qiyue and Liu Jinxin made a wine order, Lu Rao pulled the stars to sing love songs, Shen Rufeng, Chen Shen, and Jianghu fought cards, and the whole private room was not presentable, only Ruoyun remained a little sober. Looking at the chaotic scene, Ruoyun suddenly wanted to go out to breathe, she didn't want everyone to worry and quietly got up and went out, but fortunately, no one noticed. It's just that Shen Rufeng's heart has always been on her, and her every move is in his eyes, so after Ruoyun left, he also put down the card and followed.
Ruoyun saw Han Dong and Chen Yunxi as soon as he arrived in the hall, Chen Yunxi was holding Han Dong's arm, and the two of them were talking and laughing, and they seemed to be very close. Ruoyunzhi didn't know when they were so good, she always thought that Chen Yunxi liked Shen Rufeng, as if that wasn't the case.
Ruoyun didn't want to meet them, but it was a little late to leave now, and they had already seen her. Ruoyun had no choice but to say, what a coincidence.
Chen Yunxi said, it's not a coincidence, we are specifically here to find you.
Although Ruoyun was very displeased with Chen Yunxi in his heart because of the wedding of Qiyue, he did not have any deep hatred, not to mention that Han Dong was in front of him. Ruoyun had to say politely, is it something very important, I came with a friend?
Chen Yunxi said, it is very important, about Shen Rufeng.
Ruoyun followed Chen Yunxi and Han Dong to the private room, because it was about Shen Rufeng, Ruoyun wanted to know what they were talking about, maybe with some curiosity. After listening to Chen Yunxi and Han Dong's words, Ruoyun only felt incredible, she didn't believe a word of what they said, she knew better than them what kind of person Shen Rufeng was. Ruoyun suddenly felt that it was a joke to come with them to listen to them say these inexplicable words, and Ruoyun felt that there was no need to stay.
Chen Yunxi said, I know it's hard for you to believe it, because he has been hiding it very deeply, and no one knows except his parents.
Ruoyun sneered and said, then how do you know? Han Dong don't let me despise you, you made your choice, I made my choice, we will never meet again in the future.
Han Dong said, Ruoyun I am for your good, I know you don't believe it, and I didn't believe it when Yunxi told me, but no matter how well it was hidden, I still found his former medical records in the medical record room, and also found the original attending physician.
Ruoyun said, I'm afraid you're not for me, you're for yourself.
Han Dong said, yes, I admit that I am selfish, I don't want to let go now, not to mention that he is not worthy of you.
Ruoyun was a little speechless, how could she make it clear to Han Dong that she didn't love him anymore, not because of Shen Rufeng, but because she didn't love him anymore. Ruoyun said, between me and your mother, you chose your mother, and I chose Shen Rufeng between you and Shen Rufeng. Don't say that his illness has been cured, even if he doesn't get better, I won't give up on him, so Han Dong, I look down on you.
Han Dong said that his illness was only temporarily cured, and perhaps it would recur.
Ruoyun said, what's wrong with the recurrence? Han Dong If I marry you, if I am sick, will you abandon me?
Han Dong said, no, never.
Ruoyun suddenly smiled, yes, you won't, I will, you really look down on me as always. Don't say that he was just sick, if he dies, I will die with him. Han Dong, let me say it one last time, we will never meet again in the future, I really look down on you, you don't know what love is at all.
Han Dong said eagerly, no, Ruoyun I love you, and I only love you.
Ruoyun didn't want to listen to him anymore, so she stood up and walked out. Chen Yunxi's cold voice came, he was not only sick, he was also a murderer. Ruoyun continued to walk out as if he hadn't heard it, and Chen Yunxi said again, you ask him if he still remembers Chen Yunhan, and ask him how Chen Yunhan died?
Ruoyun didn't stop and opened the door directly, but there was a pale Shen Rufeng standing outside the door, as if he would fall down at any time, Ruoyun hurriedly supported him. It seems that he heard all their conversations, but now is not the time to pursue this.
Chen Yunxi rushed out of the house with a gust of wind, and Shen Rufeng said, Yunxi, I'm sorry, it turns out that you haven't forgotten.
Chen Yunxi said, of course you want me to forget, but that person is my own sister, she is dead, but you are alive, do you say I can forget? She was only seventeen years old when she died, so young, she liked you so much, but you had forgotten her. She's so stupid, she's not worth dying.
Shen Rufeng said, I'm sorry.
Chen Yunxi said, you are not sorry for me, you are sorry for your sister, your sorry is to keep it for your sister to say it in person.
Chen Yunxi rushed out with another gust of wind, Han Dong had no choice but to chase him out, Shen Rufeng couldn't go back in this state, Ruoyun could only call Qiyue, saying that he had a headache and left first.
The two didn't say anything all the way, and when they got home, they washed themselves and went to sleep. Shen Rufeng said, Ruoyun, don't you have anything to ask me?
Ruoyun said, I don't ask because I believe in you and believe in my choice, just believing in you doesn't mean I don't want to know, but I'm willing to wait until you want to tell me.
Shen Rufeng took Ruoyun's hand from the quilt and said for a long time, I will tell you, but now is not the time, Ruoyun I will let you know that I am worthy of your trust.
There are too many newcomers in the director's company, Ruoyun and Qiyue are relatively hard, in addition to their own work, they also have to bring newcomers, and they often have to work overtime at noon when they are busy. As soon as Ruoyun put down the work at hand, he received a call from Lu Rao, saying that he was inviting her to dinner. If the cloud has limited lunch time, he will book a western restaurant at the entrance of the company. Lu Rao had been waiting at the door, and as soon as she appeared, Lu Rao hurriedly greeted her, making Ruoyun a little flattered.
As soon as she sat down, Lu Rao said, cousin-in-law, don't listen to Chen Yunxi's nonsense, Chen Yunhan's death has nothing to do with my brother.
Ruoyun was still flattered and didn't come back to his senses, "Cousin-in-law, brother?" ”
Lu Rao pulled her hair and said, sister-in-law, let me tell you the truth, Shen Rufeng is the child of my uncle's family, so it is my cousin, you are my cousin-in-law, and Lu Ran is my father.
It turned out that Lu Rao was a little spy that Shen Rufeng put by her side, no wonder they didn't look like a couple or friends, they turned out to be cousins.
Ruoyun took a sip of coffee and said slowly, It turns out that you also know Chen Yunhan, but I don't know it alone.
Lu Rao said, sister-in-law, whether you are good at focusing on the key points, the key is not Chen Yunhan, but Chen Yunxi. She has been by my brother's side for so many years, definitely not because she hates my brother, she likes my brother. Otherwise, I didn't mention those old things before, and I didn't shake them out until you and my brother got married. I don't think she treats my brother as a brother-in-law, it's clear that she likes my brother, and she doesn't want you to marry my brother.
Ruoyun said, what's going on with your brother's illness?
Lu Rao said, sister-in-law, do you dislike my brother, my brother is not sick?
Ruoyun said, what nonsense is the silly girl, I just want to know his past, if he is sick, I only hate that I didn't know him earlier, and I couldn't be by his side when he needed me.
Lu Rao smiled and said, sister-in-law, I know that you are different from them, and my brother's vision can't be wrong. In fact, it's not a serious illness, my brother had autism when he was a child, he couldn't speak at several years old, he was very lonely and inferior, he closed himself in his own world, no one could get in, and even for a period of time it was very serious. But sister-in-law, don't worry, I guarantee that my brother's illness has long been cured, and it has never relapsed, otherwise he would not be a doctor.
Ruoyun said, is it born or acquired?
Lu Rao said that his cousin was very smart when he was born, and he now has a high IQ, but he is Dr. Liuyang. At first, it was fine, but half a year later, my aunt's maternity leave ended, so I hired a nanny to take care of him. My uncle and aunt were too young at that time, and their work was the busiest time, so they didn't care enough about their cousin because they thought that there was a nanny at home. Later, I found that my cousin could walk, but he couldn't speak, he didn't smile, and he always stayed quietly. My aunt took me to the doctor, and there was no problem with my vocal cords, so I didn't pay attention to it, thinking that it was because I was talking late. But my cousin didn't say a single syllable until he was three years old, let alone laugh, or even cry. My uncle and aunt started to get anxious, but every time I saw a doctor, I didn't find out the reason. It wasn't until one time when my aunt came home early that she found out that the nanny was abusing her cousin. Every time my uncle and aunt went to work, the nanny thought of ways to abuse my cousin at home, at first she didn't give my cousin enough to eat, she bought imported milk powder, she hid it for her cousin and inferior soybean milk powder, and then beat and scolded it was commonplace, and locked my cousin in the warehouse when she was in a bad mood. My aunt was sick for a few months, firstly because she felt sorry for her cousin's sin, and secondly, she blamed herself for failing to protect her son. My cousin's illness is called autism in psychology, and he has been watching it for many years, and he was completely cured when he graduated from high school.
Ruoyun pondered for a long time and suddenly said, it's not that he can't speak, it's that he doesn't want to speak.
Goodbye Shen Rufeng, Ruoyun has distress and pity in addition to love, so young children have suffered so many sins, you used to stand by my side, so let me stand by your side in the future. Ruoyun knows that he is lonely, because no one can enter his heart, no one can integrate into his soul, but now that he has her, he will never be lonely again, she will always be by his side.
Shen Rufeng's illness was dug up in the hospital, and it should be the most equal place in front of life, but the treatment for Shen Rufeng was to suspend him from his job. It was a document ordered by Dean Fang personally, Ruoyun knew that she was protecting Shen Rufeng, and she didn't want her former colleagues to point fingers at Shen Rufeng, so Han Dong took Shen Rufeng's position and became the youngest director.
Shen Rufeng was a little haggard, but he was not decadent, and he wanted to rest after so many years of hard work. Shen Rufeng hugged Ruoyun and pillowed his head on Ruoyun's shoulder, even if the whole world abandoned him, as long as Ruoyun believed it was enough, they were all irrelevant people.
Shen Rufeng said, do you regret marrying me?
Ruoyun said, do you regret marrying me?
Shen Rufeng said, no regrets, never regrets.
Ruoyun said, you don't regret it, why do I regret it?
Shen Rufeng said, don't leave me.
Ruoyun said, I only have you, so you can't get rid of me even if you can't catch up. I don't care what other people think, I only care about the people I care about, because there is no one to live for me. So Shen Rufeng, I don't have parents anymore, you are my only one, you can't throw me anymore, if you leave me, I don't know what crazy things I will do.
Shen Rufeng smiled, I won't leave you, I will definitely tie you up selfishly, even if I go to hell, I will pull you along.
Ruoyun smiled and said, I will accompany you even if you go to hell.
After a long time, Shen Rufeng said, tomorrow is a good day, let's go climb the mountain.
Standing on the top of the mountain, looking at the rising sun slowly on the horizon, Ruoyun found that she still likes sunrise compared to sunset, which is too much hope, just like Shen Rufeng said, their life is not the end but just beginning.
Shen Rufeng finally told Ruoyun about him, autism, also known as autism, speech development disorders, and interpersonal communication disorders, are mainly genetic factors, so Shen Rufeng's illness is not autism in the absolute sense, and can barely be called autism. He has always been lonely and lonely, so he can't blend in with the crowd when he goes to school, even if there are so many people, he is still lonely, lonely and lonely. So he became a special case, always alone, without friends, without ego, and didn't even know the meaning of life, so numb and mechanical. When he was in junior high school, there was even a time when he had nothing to love and hid in his room to harm himself, not because he wanted to die, but because he knew what it was like to be in pain, and maybe only pain made him know that he was alive. It wasn't until high school that he transferred schools and met Chen Yunhan, and she was like a clear spring injected into his dry soul.
Chen Yunhan is the same special person as him, she is always smiling, all her classmates regard her as their best friend, she attracts him like a light, he wants to get close but is afraid to get closer. Until a physical education class, he didn't participate because he was withdrawn, but she didn't participate either. They talked a lot in the playground that day, in fact, she was talking, he was listening, and he envied her for living so freely and smiling so brightly. But she envied him for having a good body, she had congenital heart disease, and she didn't know when she would fall down and never wake up again. She said that as long as you live, there is hope, and no one knows how long she will live, so every day she lives should be happy and never give up on herself. Since then they have become friends who talk about everything, and although most of the time she says he listens, occasionally he will smile and answer a sentence or two. He is coming out of his own world, and he wants to see her world, where everything in her world is beautiful, and all life exists meaningfully. The girl's ignorant mind is easy to guess, and they agreed to go to the same university. After the college entrance examination, they went to the countryside together, he was swimming in the river, she was watching him from the shore, he suddenly had a leg cramp and sank, she jumped without hesitation and dragged him up. She had a heart attack because of fatigue, and she saved him, but he couldn't save her. The two of them went together, but he came back alone, he was sorry for her, but she told him that he must live well, come out of his own world and look outside, and see the scenery she has not seen for her. He didn't dare to retreat back into his own world, because he wanted to live for her and see the scenery she hadn't seen.
Shen Rufeng said simply and calmly, but Ruoyun still felt his self-blame and regret, Ruoyun thought that it must be an angel-like girl, so she could bring Shen Rufeng out of her own world. They must have a lot of sweet and warm stories, they must have too many memories, but Ruoyun is not jealous of her or envy her, she just wants to thank her. Therefore, Shen Rufeng chose clinical medicine in university and majored in cardiology, which is an indelible regret in his heart.
Ruoyun held Shen Rufeng's hand, and now it was himself who accompanied him to watch the sunrise, so he could only remember the past, and he didn't mind at all. But Ruoyun still said, have you ever loved her?
Love, don't love, the girl who gave his life for him, Shen Rufeng doesn't know, maybe he loves or maybe he doesn't love. Shen Rufeng said, I don't know, I didn't know what love was before I met you. Maybe I don't love it, because I am just sad and sad and blame myself when she dies, but I never thought of dying with her, but if you die, I will not live alone. She has always lived in my heart, I have never forgotten her, but I still have more friendship with her, she is my first friend, she made me see the world. She is like a bright moon, reflecting my life, but you are the sun, so bright and hot that illuminates my dark life. Even if she doesn't die, I think I will still fall in love with you, maybe because I don't understand, that's why I love you so directly and purely. She just pulled me out of my world, but when I saw it, I wanted to walk into your world, and I wanted to be by your side forever. I want to have no reservations about you, I want you to see a transparent me, I'm not hiding it from you, I just don't know how to say it.
Ruoyun said, I know. Then did you hate them, Lu Rao told me everything?
Shen Rufeng knew that Ruoyun was talking about them as his parents. Shen Rufeng said, no, never, they love me so much, I just don't know how to love, but you taught me how to love, because there is love in my heart, so there will never be hate.
Ruoyun said, do you still want to be a doctor?
Shen Rufeng said, no, I have no regrets when I have you, so I will only live for ourselves in the future.
Ruoyun said, Shen Rufeng, let's get married!
Shen Rufeng said, aren't we already married?
Ruoyun said, fool, I mean to have a wedding, you owe me a wedding.
Shen Rufeng smiled and said, Okay.