Chapter 4 I'm Lucky to Have You

How to deal with the follow-up has nothing to do with Ruoyun, after all, this is a matter of the hospital, if it weren't for Shen Rufeng, it really has nothing to do with Ruoyun. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info Shen Rufeng called the police, and the police car took away the family members of the patients who made trouble, after all, the hospital had heavy "casualties". Xingchen also went as a lawyer for the hospital, and Shen Rufeng said that he would investigate the legal responsibility of the troublemaker and all the losses of the hospital, as well as Ruoyun's personal losses. After what happened last time, Ruoyun blindly believed in Xingchen, and she believed that as long as Xingchen was willing, there would be no lawsuit that he couldn't win. So when the troublemaker apologized to Ruoyun later, Ruoyun didn't have a trace of surprise, but Ruoyun didn't ask how the matter was handled.

Feng Changting's surgery was scheduled, and three foreign experts began to operate at nine o'clock in the morning. It suddenly snowed at night, and it was already white in the early morning, and Ruoyun realized that winter was really coming. Winter is coming, will spring be far away, but will there be spring again? Because of the snow, there are not many pedestrians on the street, and there is only a piece of white left between the sky and the earth, which is dizzying. Ruoyun suddenly smelled a hint of death, and suddenly became flustered and rushed to the hospital as fast as he could.

In front of the door of the operating room, Shen Rufeng was also there, Feng Changting smiled and comforted Ruoyun, girl, Dad will be fine, Dad will watch you get married.

Feng Changting was pushed into the operating room, and the door of the operating room slowly closed, but one door seemed to separate the two worlds. Ruoyun leaned on Shen Rufeng's arms, Shen Rufeng held her hand tightly, but Ruoyun was still afraid, she was afraid that even if it was just one door, maybe they would be separated forever. The waiting time was long, so long that Ruoyun was almost unbearable, and the door to the operating room finally opened. Ruoyun stared at the doctor tightly, she was afraid, she was afraid to hear the cruelest seven words: We have done our best.

A doctor walked up to Shen Rufeng and talked to Shen Rufeng in English, Ruoyun only understood one sentence: Shen, the other Ruoyun didn't understand a word, and at this moment Ruoyun suddenly hated why he didn't study English well when he was in school.

After a long time, the doctor left, Shen Rufeng's face was solemn, and Shen Rufeng said, Ruoyun, you and Auntie must be mentally prepared.

Ruoyun said, is it the worst outcome, is he dead?

Shen Rufeng said, no.

If the cloud says, then good.

Shen Rufeng said that the doctor opened his uncle's abdomen, but found that the cancer had spread, so the operation failed.

For Ruoyun, as long as he is alive, it is not the worst thing, maybe the pain is really only numbness in the end, so Ruoyun doesn't ask much, just that he can live, and she can see him again. Ruoyun firmly believes that as long as he lives, as long as he does not reach the end, there is still hope.

Ruoyun was silent for a long time, and finally asked, how long does he have left?

Shen Rufeng said, three months.

Feng Changting returned to his original nursing ward, but he was even more haggard than before, and he couldn't even drink water because of the surgical cut. Ruoyun is afraid, Ruoyun is afraid, but he is afraid that he will not be able to survive for three months. Even if he was haggard, even if he was invisible, Feng Changting was still happy, he didn't want Xu Fanghua and Ruoyun to be sad. If he didn't even have his life, there was only so much he could give them, and he only hoped that they could live well.

Taking advantage of Xu Fanghua's absence, Feng Changting said that Ruoyun's father has a wish, hoping to see you get married before you die.

Ruoyun held back the bitterness in his heart and said, yes.

Feng Changting said again, Ruoyun, Dad wants to be discharged from the hospital, if Dad is really going to die, Dad doesn't want to waste his last time in the hospital, Dad doesn't want to die in bed, Dad wants to go home.

Ruoyun said, okay, we'll go home when you remove the thread.

When Xu Fanghua came back, Ruoyun went out, cried fiercely outside, and then went to find Shen Rufeng.

Ruoyun said, Shen Rufeng, let's get married.

Shen Rufeng didn't ask Ruoyun why, because he knew the reason, and he said, okay. Because he really wants to marry Ruoyun and want to protect her for the rest of her life. He knew that Ruoyun was too tired and hard now, and maybe getting married now was the best way, and he could stand by her side in the bright light and shelter her from the wind and rain.

Shen Rufeng drove Ruoyun and took their ID cards and household registration books, and went to the Civil Affairs Bureau. Because it is not a special festival, there are not many people who register for marriage, and after a few minutes, after spending nine yuan, the big red book was in hand. Marrying Shen Rufeng, Ruoyun is willing, but Ruoyun is not ecstatic as he imagined, but a mouth full of bitterness until the bottom of his heart, and then a faint loss. Looking at the names in the book, Shen Rufeng, Feng Ruoyun, Ruoyun always thought that her other name in the book would be Han Dong, but marriage is not a family, and there is responsibility. From now on, she is married, and she is Shen Feng.

Ruoyun looked at it for a long time before putting the book in the bag, Ruoyun said, Shen Rufeng, I'm sorry.

Shen Rufeng said, I can't ask for it willingly to marry you and me, so don't say sorry, take my surname and name you, unless you still have him in your heart.

Ruoyun said, no, only you don't have him anymore, marry you and me, I am willing, very willing.

Ruoyun didn't want to go back to the hospital, and his heart was in turmoil, so he let Shen Rufeng drive the car around again and again. She has always thought that she is the wind, how can the wind stop, she has always wanted to be free, how can she be bound by marriage?

Shen Rufeng finally drove the car to the park, and seemed to understand the confusion in Ruoyun's heart, Shen Rufeng said, let's go together?

Because it is winter, there are not many people in the park, only some old people who exercise, and some small traders and vendors, which give this winter more silence.

After walking for a long time, Ruoyun suddenly hugged Shen Rufeng, Ruoyun said, Shen Rufeng, I always thought I was the wind, and I would always run happily with my feet, and nothing would let me stay. You are a mountain, I fly in front of you but I can't fly over, I am stranded. I always thought that I wanted to live freely and freely, and I didn't want to be tied down, so Han Dong said that he couldn't give me the life I wanted. The life I wanted, and now I understand that I just want a stable life, and I want the people I love to be well. What's the point of living a long life if you're not happy, I'm glad I can meet you. But Shen Rufeng, I am the most troublesome child in the world, I will be a burden to you, and I may not be able to become a qualified wife in the end.

Shen Rufeng hugged Ruoyun tightly, he had always known her, knew that she seemed to be reckless and reckless in fact, she was living a very aggrieved life, freedom has a price, how many people can live as they want, but he is willing to do his best to change her smile.

Shen Rufeng said, I understand, I will not force you, I will give you the freedom you want, if you want to wander please allow me to be by your side, I promise not to disturb you, swear by my life.

Ruoyun's tears suddenly flowed out, she always thought that it was Han Dong who knew her best, but she didn't expect that it was Shen Rufeng who could really see through her soul. She has always been a little extreme, lonely, and even a little cynical, although she lives in a bustling city, although she looks lively and cheerful, enthusiastic, in fact, her heart is more barren and withered than the desert, and there is not even an oasis, so dry up for decades. She has always wanted to wander, to look at this disturbing world as an outsider, to play with the world, and to be free and unconcerned. This idea has always been deep in her heart, her parents don't know, and Han Dong doesn't know either. But I didn't expect Shen Rufeng to see through it, to see the depths of her soul, to see her loneliness and bitterness, and to see the affection in her bones. She has always been lonely and lonely, and no matter how many people there are, they can't drive away the loneliness in the depths of her soul, because no one really understands her, but today she found it, and it turns out that there is really such a person who can go into the depths of her heart, think what she thinks and feel, what she feels.

Ruoyun hugged Shen Rufeng hard, her tears were a little dry, but her voice was a little hoarse, thank you for saving me, saving my dry soul, and dispelling the loneliness in my life. I always thought that I was a fish in the desert, the boundless desert brought me only the suffocation of despair, Han Dong is an oasis in the desert is all my hopes, but the oasis is dry, only the horror and despair of death remain. But I met you, you are my ocean, give me enough oxygen and freedom, so there is no Han Dong anymore, only you, it's so good to meet you Shen Rufeng. With you, my soul no longer has to wander, I can finally find a place to live, and I don't have to be like the wind anymore. I am willing to be a cloud, just for you to stay, even the wind can't away, so Shen Rufeng, please don't hurt me.

If the cloud has always been a wind-like woman in Shen Rufeng's heart, then a wind-like woman who acts arbitrarily and does whatever she wants, is willing to stop for him, stay for him, and be a cloud for him that the wind can't blow away. It's too late for him to love her, how can he hurt her, not all people are Han Dong? Ruoyun said that he was her ocean, but Ruoyun didn't know that for Shen Rufeng, she was his sun, making his boring life suddenly meaningful, making his gloomy life suddenly vivid, she was the meaning of his existence. In the past twenty-eight years, he has been like a soulless shell, going to school, working, and nothing can arouse his interest, until he meets Ruoyun, even if she is in constant trouble, even if she has a Han Dong in her heart, it still illuminates his gloomy years. Suddenly, it was like the soul was resurrected, and life became meaningful, and it was she who made him a person in the true sense of the word, a person with pain, feelings, and feelings, rather than a simple shell or a robot.

Shen Rufeng's heart moved, and he couldn't help it, and suddenly lowered his head and kissed Ruoyun's red lips, in addition to emotion, it was more of a commitment to Ruoyun for the rest of his life. After a long time, Shen Rufeng was satisfied and reluctant to let go of Ruoyun, and then sat on the recliner, Ruoyun sat on Shen Rufeng's lap. Emotionally, he couldn't help it, Shen Rufeng pecked Ruoyun on the lips a few more times, and then held Ruoyun's hand tightly.

Ruoyun lowered his head and said, don't say anything about our marriage in advance, just tell your parents and my parents first, and don't say anything about the rest.

Shen Rufeng said funny, okay, listen to you. Then he took Ruoyun's hand to his mouth and kissed it gently, and said, do you want to meet my parents?

Ruoyun said with a bitter face, can you not be so fast, I am not mentally ready?

Shen Rufeng said dotingly, my parents are very easy to get along with, they are not old-fashioned, and there is no shelf, and there will definitely be no problem of evil mother-in-law in our family. Don't worry, as long as it is what I like, they all like it, and the ugly daughter-in-law will have to see her in-laws sooner or later, not to mention that you are not ugly. Seeing that Ruoyun still had a bitter little face, Shen Rufeng said again, you just don't believe in yourself, but you also have to believe in my vision, I must be the best.

Hearing Shen Rufeng turn around and say that he is the best, Ruoyun finally stopped being bitter and worried that he couldn't solve the problem, Shen Rufeng was right, the ugly daughter-in-law would have to see her in-laws sooner or later, she couldn't hide for the rest of her life.

Ruoyun smiled and said, my vision is the best. Then he said awe-inspiringly, see you, there is no one in this world who I am afraid of, and if you can give birth to such an excellent son as you, they must not be far behind. If they really embarrass me, I want you to look good.

Shen Rufeng and Ruoyun went back to the hospital together, and when they arrived, Feng Changting had just woken up, and his spirit seemed to be good. While Xu Fanghua was also there, Ruoyun told her about the dispute between her and Shen Rufeng, this is her father's wish, and she really doesn't want her father to have regrets. After hearing this, Feng Changting said yes, his smile was grinning behind his ears, Ruoyunzhi wondered if his father was pretending to be sick or tricking her into getting married. But seeing such a bright smile couldn't cover the haggard on her face, Ruoyun's heart was blocked, and then she lowered her head and forced her tears back, Dad loved her so much, wanted to arrange everything for her, and wanted to see her marry a good man.

Shen Rufeng said, Dad, today is my hurry, and another day, my father and mother will definitely come to the door to propose marriage. I don't say much hypocrisy, my parents are here today, I just want to say, maybe I can't give Ruoyun the best life, but I will always be by her side, never give up, don't quarrel with her, don't make her sad, don't do what she doesn't like, and don't force her to do what she doesn't like, give her the happiness I can, protect her for a lifetime, and take care of her as my life.

Shen Rufeng has been holding Ruoyun's hand, what he gave is very simple, but it is his lifelong commitment. A man's promise is easy not to say, as long as he says it, even if he fights for his life, he will do it, this Ruoyun believes that Shen Rufeng will do what he says, until he firmly believes it. Ruoyun held Shen Rufeng's hand, since she chose him and believed in him, then she would not hesitate to respond to him and give him her full love.

Feng Changting smiled and said, Okay, good, it's a man, light oath and heavy promise, a promise, I really didn't mistake you, I am relieved to hand over Ruoyun to you. Feng Changting said to Ruoyun again, you and your mother go back and cook some food for me, I have something to say to Rufeng alone.

When Ruoyun and Xu Fanghua came back, Shen Rufeng had already left, Feng Changting hummed a little song with a smile on his face, no matter how Ruoyun asked Feng Changting, he didn't say what he talked about with Shen Rufeng. Ruoyun snorted coldly in his heart, if you have a son-in-law and don't want a daughter, hmph, do you think that if you don't say it, I won't know, if you don't say it, I'll ask Shen Rufeng, I don't believe it, I can't ask.

made an appointment with Shen Rufeng to meet his parents, and the first time he saw his parents, even though Shen Rufeng said with a smile, don't care, just feel free, but Ruoyun still treated it as a top priority, buying clothes and picking gifts, and tossed all day. Shen Rufeng called and drove to pick her up, and told her that his parents had been looking forward to their daughter-in-law for almost thirty years, and now they should be more nervous than her. At the appointed time, Ruoyun brought up the selected gift, calmed down a bit, and then went downstairs with a nonchalant expression. It's just downstairs that Ruoyun didn't expect to meet Han Dong, and looking at Han Dong's posture, it seems that he was waiting for her.

Ruoyun saw the amazement in Han Dong's eyes, and he was still a little proud in his heart, telling you to dump your sister, and now you regret it. It's just that what Ruoyun didn't expect was that Han Dong really regretted it.

Han Dong said, can we talk?

Ruoyun said, if you have something to say, I will have something to do in a while?

Han Dong said, do you really want to be with Shen Rufeng?

Looking at Han Dong with a painful expression on his face, Ruoyun really didn't want to deal with him, don't make an expression of being abandoned by me. People are really cheap, they don't cherish when they get it, and they regret it when they lose it, is it really the best thing that they can't get? Ruoyun suddenly has the pleasure of revenge, sister, it's not that no one wants it, and it's not that you have to.

Ruoyun sneered and said, didn't you introduce him to me, isn't it right for you to be with him? Han Dong, not all people will stand where they are and wait for you, I can't keep you if you want to leave, so I won't look back when I leave.

Did he finally lose Ruoyun? Did she fall in love with Shen Rufeng in just a few months? He didn't believe it, but there were more than 20 years between them, and no one could get into them.

Han Dong said, he is not suitable for you, how long have you known each other, you don't know him, he is not as good as you see, he has a past.

It's the same rhetoric again, and it's not suitable, so what is appropriate? Ruoyun said, don't just rely on me to like you, just do whatever you want, my affairs are not your turn to take care of, what is suitable for me, you are not suitable for me? Han Dong, don't let me look down on you, it seems that you still don't know me well enough, just like I haven't seen through you. Not only Shen Rufeng, everyone has an unknown side and things, including you and me, everyone has a past, what I want is his present and future, so I don't mind the past. If you don't mind, then we don't even have to be friends, and maybe in your heart you don't even bother to be friends with me.

There was no trace of blood on Han Dong's face, it was he who gave up Ruoyun, he was not brave enough, he let go first, but he never changed, but Ruoyun did not wait for him in the same place, and suddenly his heart ached beyond measure. Did he really lose Ruoyun, completely lost, and they finally came to the opposite side and went farther and farther?

Han Dong said, can't friends do it? Are you still so determined, are we going to get to this point in the end?

Looking at Han Dong's pale face, Ruoyun finally couldn't bear to hurt him, Ruoyun said, Han Dong, you are a good person, so I hope you can continue to be a good person, you know that I am a wolf, and I am cruel and resolute by nature. I used to love you only for you, so much so that I had no ego, and I wasn't afraid even if I died for you, but now I don't love you anymore. I am such a person, love is love, nothing can stop it, but if you don't love, you don't love, and you can't change it. Han Dong, I wish you happiness, because you were my best friend, my life, and my all, so I also hope that you can wish us happiness.

Han Dong said, I don't have any hope at all, you fell in love with Shen Rufeng so you don't love me anymore?

Ruoyun didn't speak, she could see that Han Dong was a little excited, so she didn't want to stimulate him anymore, but her silence was acquiescing in Han Dong's eyes.

Han Dong smiled bitterly and said, I am still a step late after all. Ruoyun, if, I mean if you and Shen Rufeng are separated, I hope you can think about me again, he is really not suitable for you.

Ruoyun said funny, why should we separate, why is he not suitable for me, and where are you more suitable for me than him?

Han Dong said, I mean, if Ruoyun is thirty years old and we are not married, then we will get married, okay?

This was the first time that Han Dong had spoken to Ruoyun in a pleading tone, and Ruoyun didn't want to see him disappointed, so he said, okay. It's just that I'm afraid that Han Dong won't be able to wait for that day, because she has already negotiated with Shen Rufeng, and she is already married. Ruoyun suddenly felt that the heavens had played a joke on her, was she one step earlier or Han Dong one step late?

Ruoyun said, take care, no matter what, I hope you are happy, and I hope you don't be too persistent, if you are too persistent, you will be stubborn.

Ruoyun stopped looking at Han Dong after speaking, turned around and left, Han Dong was her past tense, Shen Rufeng was her present and future tense, she couldn't hurt Shen Rufeng because she was soft-hearted and pitiful Han Dong. Walking out of the community, Ruoyun saw Shen Rufeng leaning on the side of the car, saw her coming over and hurriedly trotted over to take the things in her hand and put them in the trunk, and opened the co-pilot's door for Ruoyun, put one hand on top of Ruoyun's head, and waited for Ruoyun to sit down and fasten the seat belt for Ruoyun. Ruoyun felt more and more that she and Shen Rufeng were like husband and wife for many years, and it was so comfortable and natural to be together.

Ruoyun opened his mouth coolly, I saw Han Dong just now.

Shen Rufeng's eyes flashed with countless dark rays, and finally he let out a light "oh".

Ruoyun said disappointedly, you don't mind at all?

Shen Rufeng said, I don't mind but believe in you, I believe that since you chose me, you made a decision. If you don't mind, I don't mind.

Ruoyun smiled and said, do you really don't mind, or do you not have me in your heart at all? Han Dong asked me to get back together, and he still proposed to me?

Shen Rufeng's hand holding the steering wheel tightened, and his eyes were much sharper, but in the end, he said, I put you in my heart instead of my mouth, I don't mind Han Dong, I only care about you and your final choice. But Ruoyun, you should know that even if you choose Han Dong, I won't let go, unless he can give you happiness, unless you are really happy.

Ruoyun suddenly felt a trace of depression in the air, it turned out that Shen Rufeng, who had always been light and light, would also be nervous, it turned out that he was more important than himself in his heart, Ruoyun suddenly didn't want Shen Rufeng to be disappointed in her at this moment.

Ruoyun said, good horses don't eat grass, not to mention that I'm not a horse, and I won't look back, not to mention that there is your Ganoderma lucidum in front, who still rarely eats grass. Besides, he is what I am, and I will come as soon as I am called, I'm sorry, I'm far away, and I can't go back. Maybe I was too young before, and I have been with Han Dong for so many years, and I mistook friendship for love, because he is the one who has always been with me, so I always thought that I couldn't live without him. Now I think I can finally look in the eye and reject him because I really don't love him anymore, maybe I never really loved him.

After listening to Ruoyun's words, Shen Rufeng's frowning brows finally came out, even if Ruoyun didn't say that he loved him, but his mood still couldn't help but improve, at least Ruoyun no longer loved Han Dong and it was possible that he had never loved Han Dong. There is also a crush when he was young, but he doesn't love enough, so maybe he is Ruoyun's first love, and Ruoyun also compares Han Dong to grass but compares him to Ganoderma lucidum, thinking about it makes me feel good. The corners of his mouth rose unconsciously, if it weren't for Ruoyun sitting next to him, Shen Rufeng thought that he would definitely laugh out loud, happiness was too full, and it was full to overflow.

Seeing that Shen Rufeng seemed to be in a good mood in an instant, Ruoyun immediately changed the topic, what did my dad talk to you about that day, I asked him, but the old man just didn't say it, it was weird and mysterious.

Shen Rufeng said helplessly, Dad had expected that you would come to ask me, so he asked me to promise not to tell anyone, which is a secret between me and him.

Ruoyun really wanted to say that knowing a daughter is like a father, but the more Ruoyun didn't let Ruoyun know, the more curious Ruoyun became, and the more curious she was, the more she wanted to know, so the sequelae was that the more she didn't know, the more uncomfortable she became. Looking at Ruoyun's bitter face, Shen Rufeng stretched out a hand and rubbed Ruoyun's hair dotingly.

Ruoyun said angrily, why are you rubbing my hair, don't you know that your head can be broken and your hairstyle can't be messed up?

Shen Rufeng said with a smile, although my father-in-law won't let me tell you, but you can guess for yourself, I can nod and shake my head.

This is a good way, Ruoyun laughed again, with her understanding of the old man, it was nothing more than a few words, she was spoiled by Feng Changting, and asked Shen Rufeng not to bully her, be more patient and tolerant of her, and don't do anything that makes Ruoyun sad, although their family Ruoyun has many shortcomings, but there is no scheming, simple-minded, kind and smart, I hope Shen Rufeng will cherish it, she is the treasure in the palm of Feng Changting's hand, although their old Feng family is not a big family, but he also left Ruoyun enough dowry. Ruoyun guessed that he was basically right, thinking of that man's deep love, Ruoyun's tears were about to fall again, but he thought of seeing Shen Rufeng's parents for a while, so he squeezed back.

This is what Ruoyun guessed, but there are still things that Ruoyun doesn't know, Feng Changting doesn't want Ruoyun to know, and Shen Rufeng doesn't want Ruoyun to know, because he doesn't want to see Ruoyun sad more than anyone else. Feng Changting finally asked that if Ruoyun wanted to leave one day, he hoped that Shen Rufeng could let her go. He has always known that Ruoyun wants to be free, wants not to be bound, and wants to live as he wants, but he doesn't want him to have regrets and wants him to go so assured that he chose marriage. What Ruoyun didn't know was that the answer given by Shen Rufeng was that there would never be that day, if Ruoyun wanted to leave, he would follow her wishes, but he would be by her side at the ends of the earth.

When she arrived at the hotel, Shen Rufeng's parents were already waiting there, and Ruoyun began to feel cramped and uneasy again, but fortunately, Shen Rufeng had been holding her hand, otherwise Ruoyun thought that she would definitely escape. From the moment she entered the private room of the hotel, Ruoyun was surprised that she hadn't closed her mouth for a long time, and was shocked by the elegance of Shen Rufeng's parents. It took a long time for Ruoyun to come back to her senses, and then she found that Shen Rufeng's parents looked familiar, and she admired Ruoyun's professional relationship, although she didn't remember their names, she still remembered who they were. Shen Rufeng's father is a high-ranking official in the central government, and his mother is Dean Fang, who was shocked by Ruoyun's fate that day, Ruoyun began to feel uneasy again, and he was nervous in a cold sweat.

seemed to see Ruoyun's uneasiness, Dean Fang warmly took Ruoyun's hand, and said eagerly, this is Ruoyun, I couldn't talk well in the hospital that day, I was a good boy, my mother likes it. After speaking, he took out a bracelet and put it on Ruoyun's hand, a very old thing, it should be a family heirloom.

If the cloud wants to fade down, Shen Rufeng said, damn a piece of mind, you just take it, this is an old object, we will keep it and pass it down.

Ruoyun's face was hot red, and she rarely called Xu Fanghua's mother, so when Shen Rufeng said Mom, Ruoyun felt that her face quickly turned red like a burning cloud.

Ruoyun lowered her head and said, thank you, Auntie.

Dean Fang said with a smile, it's already a family, what aunt calls mom.

Ruoyun felt that her face was red and couldn't be hung up, but fortunately, she was not a person who twisted, so she said generously, Parents, this is a gift I bought for you, I hope you like it, let my parents wait for a long time.

Dean Fang took the things in Ruoyun's hand and said with a smile, I like it, as long as you buy it, we all like it. We didn't have to wait long, we just arrived, it's not that your dad is anxious to see you, I heard that I have seen you, and I rushed over in a hurry. Don't laugh at us, when we get older, we don't have any pursuits, we just want to watch our son get married and have another child, and we don't have any thoughts. Feng'er can find such a good child as you, your father and I are very pleased, I will say that their Shen family ancestor burned high incense.

Dean Fang was too enthusiastic, and the enthusiastic Ruoyun was a little overwhelmed, but fortunately, the dishes came up quickly, and they were all Ruoyun's favorite food. Shen Rufeng's father was very funny and talkative, and he didn't "torture" her any questions at all, just chatted with her about some interesting things, as if Ruoyun was willing to accept Shen Rufeng and did them a great favor. Shen Rufeng's family gets along with her family very similarly, husband and wife are loving, father and son are filial, and friends are more inclusive, very democratic, Ruoyun likes it very much.

After eating, the group of four walked out, Shen's father and Shen's mother walked in front, Ruoyun and Shen Rufeng followed behind, a very harmonious and happy family. Shen's father and Shen's mother fought over the gift given by Ruoyun, because it was given by her daughter-in-law, so it was even more precious, and in the end, it was her mother who won, so Ruoyun came to the truth that it was her mother who had the final say. Looking at the two people who were frolicking beside him, Ruoyun only felt funny, is this still the serious and unsmiling leader, and is it still the dean who is peerless, clearly two children.

Ruoyun suddenly said to Shen Rufeng mysteriously, I can be regarded as knowing why you are so good-looking?

Shen Rufeng smiled and said, why?

Ruoyun said, such a good gene, even if you can't grow crooked melons and cracked dates casually, don't be proud, the skin is given by your parents, and it has nothing to do with you.

Shen Rufeng smiled silently, he was very happy that Ruoyun got along well with his parents, even if he knew that as long as it was his parents who liked him, he would like it, but he still hoped that his parents liked Ruoyun because they liked Ruoyun. Mom and Dad are very happy today, they really like Ruoyun, as long as Ruoyun is by his side, holding Ruoyun's hand can't help but tighten a little more.

There seems to be a lot of snow this winter, Feng Changting was finally discharged from the hospital, and on the day of discharge, Shen Rufeng's parents came, and sent Feng Changting home until Feng Changting looked tired. Feng Changting and Xu Fanghua are very satisfied with Shen Rufeng, and they are also very satisfied with his parents, it can be seen that it is a happy family, the father-in-law and mother-in-law are very kind and not scattered, Ruoyun will definitely not be angry in the past, and Shen Rufeng's parents are full of praise for Ruoyun, and they also like their in-laws. It's obviously a family of in-laws who have just met, but it's like an old friend who has known each other for decades, and there are endless words, and the two adults are like each other at first sight and then they hate each other too late.

Qiyue and Chen Shen are finally coming back, and it is another snowy day, but Ruoyun still goes to the station to pick up the train. Ruoyun didn't expect that Qiyue came back on a bus with Chen Shen, and looking at Chen Shen's hand around Qiyue's waist, Ruoyun thought that there was a relationship between these two people. The three of them went directly to Ruoyun's house, and first went to visit the sick Feng Changting, the elder they remembered who had always been happy and amiable. Fortunately, on the way, Ruoyun had already told them about Feng Changting's situation, but when they really saw it, they still found it hard to believe that the person in front of them who seemed to fall down as soon as the wind blew was the one who was once as healthy as an ox. No wonder Ruoyun was emaciated, and they suddenly regretted their cowardly escape, instead of being by Ruoyun's side when she needed them most.

After eating, Chen Shen left, this was the happiest meal he had eaten since Feng Changting fell ill. Qiyue stayed, and she knew that Ruoyun must have a lot to say to her, because she also had too much to say to Ruoyun. It's been separated for too long, so long that all the words have become a longing look. The two best friends in the past are now best friends, and there is no estrangement because of separation, but because of longing, each other's hearts are closer.

The two of them surrounded the quilt, looking at each other, and finally Ruoyun spoke first, don't you have anything to say? You're thin and your skin is rough, but I know you're doing well.

Qiyue said, you have also lost weight, you have suffered recently, forgive me and Chen Shen for being deserters and not being able to be by your side.

Ruoyun said, I feel numb when it hurts a lot, I just want to cherish the time I can still be together, so I am not sad, because my father told me that as long as I live happily, happily and without regrets. He has always been very happy and satisfied, and he has no regrets in this life, so the meaning of life is not about the length of life, what is the use of living a hundred years if he is not happy.

Qi Yue suddenly found that Ruoyun, who had always lived like a child, had really grown up and matured, and was more calm, calm and elegant.

Qi Yue said, what about Han Dong? Even if everyone didn't know, Qi Yue understood that Ruoyun had always loved Han Dong as her life, she clearly knew Ruoyun's pain, knew that Ruoyun was drunk and cried again and again in the middle of the night, and she even saw Ruoyun hurting herself. That's why she became a deserter, and she found out that compared to Ruoyun, she didn't love Han Dong at all, and at best she was a little interested. Because she is more selfish than Ruoyun, what she loves is first of all that she is someone else, maybe except for Ruoyun, she and Chen Shen and Han Dong are all the same kind of people, love yourself first and then love others. It's just that such a deep love, such a deep hurt, once the blood was fused, how can it be forgotten?

If the clouds say lightly, I have forgotten, love is too hard, too painful, the pain is numb to the end, suddenly I am tired and no longer love him, and then I find that in front of the divine life, my love is so ridiculous, ridiculous that it is worthless. He doesn't need and doesn't love me, what's the point of my love, it turns out that my love has always been his trouble, love is fulfillment, so I have fulfilled him and fulfilled myself. I have been fighting for trapped beasts in his world, and when I came out, I found that the sun is so bright and life is so beautiful.

Qi Yue said, you have always been the most unique of our group, always a maverick, and would rather be broken than broken, so we mortals can only worship you.

Ruoyun sneered, and said angrily, okay, don't put a high hat on me, I haven't asked you yet, what's the matter with you and Chen Shen?

A trace of unnatural ruddy flashed on Qiyue's face, and under Ruoyun's scorching gaze, she finally said unnaturally, that's it, we are all children who no one loves and no one loves, so we can only keep warm together.

Ruoyun said, don't pretend to be pitiful for me, what's the matter, don't be sloppy?

Qi Yue raised his head, and said with a heroic expression, I don't know, he is not going to re-take the Silk Road, I also went to Tibet・・・・・・

Ruoyun glanced at Qiyue and said the point.

Qi Yue said that the point is that I was in Tibet for a few days, and he didn't know how to show up, saying that I didn't have the chance to hide in a place where this bird doesn't, and be careful of altitude sickness. As before, he didn't look at me right, I didn't like him, so I said that he wasn't a deserter the same, and he was a manly man, but he was also a pseudo-man. So we had another fight, and then I didn't know what was going on, so I agreed to go back on the silk with him, and I forgot if it was because he said that he was bored alone, or if he provoked me to be inferior to him, anyway, we went on the road together. Then the two of us quarreled all the way, all the way, from the initial re-walking of the Silk Road to the later tour of the mountains and rivers, in the past half a year, we have almost traveled all over the mountains and rivers of the motherland, although there are still non-stop quarrels but more and more tacit understanding. Later, later, then he confessed to me, and then I felt that I had known him for so many years, and I knew the roots, and besides, I was not young, so I wanted to see everywhere first.

Ruoyun squinted his eyes and said angrily, so you two are happy, I don't know if I will come back, I don't even have a letter, I don't know if I will worry about you?

Pray for the moon to please, this is not as soon as I come back, I will be frank and lenient, and come to ask you for sin, you are our best friend, so we hope to get your blessing.

Ruoyun suddenly smiled again, then hugged Qiyue and said in Qiyue's ear, you are also my best friends, so I wish you happiness and happiness forever. Qiyue, you are a good woman, and Chen Shen is also a good man, so you will definitely be happy.

Qi Yue said, Ruoyun, Chen Shen and I hope you can be happy.

Ruoyun smiled and said, I am also a good person, and I will be happy. Ruoyun suddenly said flatteringly, Xiaoyue, there is something I didn't tell you, I wanted to surprise you, so you can't blame me for not telling you the first time.

Qi Yue said, you first tell me what is going on.

Ruoyun said, Shen Rufeng and I have already proved it.

Looking at Qi Yue's frightened expression, which is a surprise and a fright, Ruoyun told Qi Yue about the bits and pieces between her and Shen Rufeng, and affirmed that Shen Rufeng's parents are very good to get along with and treat her very well. No matter how strong a woman is, she also wants to have a man's shoulders to lean on, and she also wants to have a warm home.

Qi Yue waited until the three souls and seven spirits were all classified before saying, as long as you are happy, if Shen Rufeng is not good to you, Chen Shen and I will never spare him. Now that the divorce rate is high, let's not join the excitement, but I mean, if there is a day, remember that you still have me and Chen Shen.

It feels good to have friends by your side, Ruoyun said, it's good to pray for the moon to have you, I believe there won't be that day. Although she hasn't known Shen Rufeng for a long time, Ruoyun just believes in Shen Rufeng for no reason, believes that he won't fail him, Shen Rufeng is a person who makes her feel at ease, and she gives herself to her with complete peace of mind. Just as she once believed in Han Dong like this, even if Han Dong hurt her in the end, she knew that Shen Rufeng would not, because Shen Rufeng was not Han Dong.

Feng Changting's body is getting worse day by day, and chemotherapy is no longer of much use to him, but he is still happy. Ruoyun was afraid that he wouldn't survive this winter, and that she wouldn't be able to keep him after all, because he seemed to leave at any time. These days, she and Xu Fanghua have been with him, almost never leaving, and when the weather is good, they use a wheelchair to push Feng Changting to go outside to bask in the sun. Shen Rufeng reported every day, checking Feng Changting's body, and occasionally when Feng Changting was in good spirits, the two of them also played chess. Qi Yue and Chen Shen also reported every once in a while, telling Feng Changting about the interesting things they encountered during their journey and the customs and customs of various places. Feng Changting's eyes always showed envy and chagrin, he had promised to take Xu Fanghua to play all over the country when he had money, but he had no time to have money, and now he had no chance. Xu Fanghua seemed to see what he was thinking, held his hand tightly, told him that where there was him, there was heaven, and made an appointment to wait for the next spring when the flowers bloomed, and he was better and they would go to Jinshan to watch the sunrise.

Under Ruoyun's eagerness, the New Year is finally here, even if there is a lot of snow this year, it is still a warm winter, maybe spring will come soon, and then they can go to Jinshan to watch the sunrise together. On Chinese New Year's Eve, Xu Fanghua made a table full of dishes, and Feng Changting's complexion also looked good, and at this time, Ruoyun even prayed that if she could, she would rather reduce her life by twenty years and change her parents' life. Maybe Ruoyun was too greedy, maybe God was really jealous that Feng Changting was too happy, in short, God didn't hear Ruoyun's prayer. After the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, I still watched the Spring Festival Gala, the family kept the New Year together, and even Feng Changting did not go to rest first, maybe this is the last Spring Festival for their family together.

Shen Rufeng is not on duty today, and his family's tradition is to watch the Spring Festival Gala while keeping the New Year, but tonight he is a little uneasy. He was afraid that Ruoyun would be cranky during this festival, and suddenly wanted to see her immediately. Shen Rufeng said to his parents, took the car keys and went out. When he arrived downstairs at Ruoyun's house, he didn't have the courage to go up, because he knew that maybe this was Ruoyun's last Chinese New Year's Eve to accompany his parents. Not far away, there were children playing, snuggling couples, and some people lit fireworks, and the fireworks in the sky were so dazzling, like clouds.

Shen Rufeng still called Ruoyun after all, and a few minutes later, Shen Rufeng saw Ruoyun coming over wrapped like a zongzi, Shen Rufeng hurriedly stepped forward and hugged Ruoyun in his arms. Shen Rufeng said, I suddenly missed you, so I came.

The fireworks in the sky were still shining around them, but they only had each other in their eyes. Soon Ruoyun will go back, she escaped by going to the toilet, just to see Shen Rufeng's side, obviously she is a legal husband and wife, but she seems to be giving **. Even if Shen Rufeng is reluctant, he can only let Ruoyun go back, no wonder there is a saying that lovesickness is sick, Shen Rufeng thinks that if he can't see Ruoyun today, he will definitely get sick, lovesickness. Fortunately, before Ruoyun left, a gentle kiss was imprinted on his lips, and Shen Rufeng let Ruoyun go back, and he drove home satisfied.

The New Year's bell finally rings, followed by fireworks and the deafening sound of firecrackers. Ruoyun received a text message from Shen Rufeng: Happy New Year!

Ruoyun didn't have time to reply before he received a text message from Shen Rufeng: Shen Feng, take my surname and your name, and live for life.

With my surname in your name, no matter how the times change, maybe for women, this is the most desired promise, husband and wife are born together, and die together. I think she and Shen Rufeng have been married for a while, but because of her family's affairs, the two of them didn't live together, so Ruoyun gave her promise to Shen Rufeng.

Shen Rufeng saw what Ruoyun sent: Life is the same, death is the same hole, life and death. The corners of his mouth lifted, and then he finally chuckled.

Feng Changting didn't wait for the spring flowers to bloom after all, he still went so quietly after all, leaving only endless pain for those who loved him.

The weather was fine that day, even if it wasn't spring, but the sun was still shining. Feng Changting's complexion suddenly improved, and he also had energy, and he was going to Jinshan to watch the sunset, he himself understood that he was just returning to the light, and he was afraid that if he missed this opportunity, he would never have a chance again. The sunrise brings hope, so people want to see the sunrise, but forget that there is only sunrise at sunset, and sunset is only for the next sunrise.

Feng Changting and Xu Fanghua stood on the golden mountain together, and did not take Ruoyun with him, because this may be the last time he and Xu Fanghua were together, even if it was his dearest daughter, he didn't want her to disturb him and Xu Fanghua's last time. The wheelchair was behind him, and with the help of Xu Fanghua's strength, he finally stood up again, even if he died, he had to stand side by side in front of her.

This is the most beautiful sunset that Feng Changting and Xu Fanghua have ever seen, more beautiful than all sunrises, because they only have love in their hearts.

When Ruoyun and Shen Rufeng arrived, what they saw was such a beautiful picture, the beauty suffocated them, and they couldn't bear to disturb them. Shen Rufeng sat in a wheelchair, Xu Fanghua snuggled in his arms, their faces were quiet and peaceful, the soft light of the setting sun shone on their faces, and the years of heaven and earth seemed to stop at this moment.

After a long time, Ruoyun stepped forward, and then held Xu Fanghua's hand, Feng Changting closed his eyes, and his face was full of happiness, as if he was just asleep.

Ruoyun said in a trembling voice, go back.

Xu Fanghua said, Changting, let's go home. He said to Ruoyun again, shhh, don't be quiet and don't make noise about your father, he is asleep.

Ruoyun finally couldn't hold back, tears flowed uncontrollably, and finally cried out after being suppressed for too long.

Xu Fanghua said, your father is gone, he went over there to wait for me, who in this world can live and die with me? If you are still like the wind, so you must live well and live well for your parents.

The funeral was held as scheduled, Shen Rufeng and his parents came, Han Dong and his mother also came, as well as Qi Yue and Chen Shen. Maybe she cried too much, maybe it was so painful that she was numb, if Ruoyun had no tears on the day of the burial, some were just firm, she would definitely live well. The day of the burial was also a good weather, which made Ruoyun think that spring was coming, and then Ruoyun suddenly found that there were already green bones on the spring tree, and it turned out that spring was really coming.

Everything is settled, Ruoyun is ready to go back to the city, but Xu Fanghua is reluctant to go, she wants to guard this house and their memories, just like guarding Feng Changting. Except for the initial crying after Xu Fanghua cried in the hospital, Xu Fanghua never shed a tear again, but Ruoyun knew that she had hidden all the pain in her heart, so Ruoyun was not worried that Xu Fanghua would live alone. Dad is gone, they are each other's only relatives, and they are also the closest people in the world.

Ruoyun suddenly hugged Xu Fanghua, Ruoyun said, Mom, you said that we are the closest people in the world, and we are each other's only without Dad, so Mom, please don't leave me again, I don't want to be an orphan.

Xu Fanghua finally followed Ruoyun to the city, Ruoyun is her only daughter with Feng Changting, only by seeing her live well, can she make a wish for Changting, and she can go without worry.

Because Ruoyun wants to take care of Xu Fanghua, he still can't live with Shen Rufeng for the time being, Ruoyun is very guilty about this, but Shen Rufeng understands. Ruoyun's house is only two halls, and it is just right for her and Lu Rao to live, but now I am afraid that it will be more crowded. In the end, it was Shen Rufeng who took Lu Rao in, for which Ruoyun was not grateful but took it for granted, Lu Rao was Shen Rufeng's friend, and Lu Rao also came to Beijing from Shanghai because of him. Having taken in Lu Rao for so long has been benevolent and righteous, although she and Lu Rao are already very good friends through the days of "**", but Ruoyun is still very excited to be able to throw this trouble to Shen Rufeng.

Ruoyun didn't have time to go out to find a job, something happened again, and the restaurant left by her father to her, because Feng Changting was not in business, and there was still a trend of going out of business. Ruoyun is not good at doing business, but the restaurant is the brainchild of Feng Changting's life, Ruoyun will not watch it go out of business if she says anything, not to mention that it is the dowry left to her by her father. So Ruoyun suddenly got busy again, although Ruoyun can't manage, but Ruoyun can cook, their restaurant's main focus is Feng's private dishes, although she is not as good as Feng Changting, but she is also a master. With the efforts of Ruoyun and all the employees, although it is not as prosperous as Feng Changting, it is not a problem to maintain it.

After a tired day, Ruoyun returned home and found that Xu Fanghua was not there, Ruoyun didn't care, thinking that she was not at home Xu Fanghua went out by herself. It was only a few hours later, it was dark and Xu Fanghua didn't come back, and no one answered the phone, Ruoyun realized the seriousness of the matter. She has been missing for less than 24 hours, and it is useless to call the police, so she can only call Shen Rufeng and Qiyue and ask everyone to help find her.

Ruoyun was at a loss, and at this moment she realized that she knew or cared too little about her parents. Shen Rufeng wanted to find Xu Fanghua on the one hand, but he was worried that Ruoyun had no one around him, so he had to call everyone and ask them to help find it. He and Ruoyun stayed at home, and if Xu Fanghua came back, he could know it as soon as possible. Ruoyun, who has always been not afraid of heaven and earth, suddenly became afraid, she was afraid that her mother would abandon her, then she would have no relatives, she would be an orphan. She clung to Shen Rufeng tightly, like the last straw in the hands of a drowning person, anxious and uneasy so obvious, as if her soul had nowhere to put it. Ruoyun seemed to think of something, and suddenly stood up and hurriedly walked out.

Shen Rufeng hurriedly chased after him, "Do you know where your mother is?" ”

Ruoyun said, I don't know, but I think maybe we should go and see, I think she may have gone there, because I don't think she has anywhere else to go.

When she arrived at her hometown, Xu Fanghua had already slept, but fortunately she found her, Ruoyun didn't dare to imagine if she was really the only one left in this world, she would be able to persevere. Shen Rufeng was busy calling to inform the people who were looking for outside, and the people had been found, thank you, everyone had worked hard.

It was already late, so Shen Rufeng stayed with Ruoyun, Ruoyun refused to sleep, and finally lay down next to Xu Fanghua with clothes. For many years, since Ruoyun can remember, she has slept alone, and at this moment she is sleeping next to her mother, Ruoyun stretched out her hand and hugged Xu Fanghua tightly, and tears flowed uncontrollably. Shen Rufeng went to Ruoyun's boudoir and slept on Ruoyun's bed, if there was Ruoyun's breath between his nose, he suddenly felt extremely happy.

Shen Rufeng got up early in the morning, because there was no one living in his hometown for a long time, so he had to go out to buy some breakfast. When I came back, I saw that Ruoyun and Xu Fanghua were in the living room, so I said, I bought breakfast.

Ruoyun said, I feel that something is wrong with my mother.

As a doctor's acumen, Shen Rufeng quickly saw Xu Fanghua's problem, and things seemed to be a little tricky. Shen Rufeng said, what are you going to do?

Ruoyun said, are you skeptical or sure?

Shen Rufeng said that it can be basically determined, but it is still necessary to go to the hospital for a check-up before making a final conclusion. Shen Rufeng has already determined, but the doctor's professional habit is not to say anything, and it can be regarded as leaving a way out for himself, and they never leave a handle for the patient.

Ruoyun also understands in her heart that she can see it even as a layman, not to mention the doctor Shen Rufeng, who is just numb to the pain, as long as people live, she is not greedy now. Ruoyun finally said, go back, it is best to be cured, if it can't be cured, I will raise her for a lifetime, but I'm sorry for affecting you. Actually, you can leave it alone, I set you free, in order to fulfill my father's wish, but we just registered, and we didn't hold a wedding, I don't think it will affect your market. After all, I was selfish and pulled you in, in fact, these things have nothing to do with you, you don't have to worry about it, it's me who is sorry for you first.

Ruoyun said that her voice was getting quieter and quieter, and her confidence was getting less and less, and now the only person she could rely on was Shen Rufeng. obviously didn't want him to leave, but she told him that she would set him free, and he didn't believe it, let alone him. Obviously, she has always been a strong and brave person, she has always been fearless, and she has always believed that even if her innocence really collapses, she will definitely live firmly, and nothing will make her bow her head. is obviously a person who never bends, and suddenly wants to find an arm to rely on, wanting him to be her eternal harbor, never abandon, always waiting for her to dock.

Shen Rufeng said that there are too many things that people need to choose in this life, life and freedom, but everything is insignificant compared to you. I don't know why, you may not believe it, but the first time I saw you, I understood the meaning of my existence. So Feng Ruoyun, you think it's okay for me to be dead-skinned, in short, you have taken advantage of me, we are now a legal couple, so you can't get rid of me. Because of you, I realized that my life can also be complete, so I love you more than my life. Please don't compare me to anyone else, because I'm just me, not anyone, and you're just you, and I'm not anyone. It's just that you regret choosing me?

Ruoyun always knew that Shen Rufeng liked her a little, but the acquaintance time was too short to just like it and not love enough, not to mention that her relationship with Han Dong for more than 20 years did not end well, so she didn't dare to invest in her feelings easily. She is not afraid of love, she is just afraid that it will be a flash in the pan again, leaving sadness in vain, she is also selfish, selfish enough that she will not love anyone anymore because she is afraid of being hurt. But at this moment, Shen Rufeng told her that he loved her and valued his life, how could she not be moved and how could she not be moved. Ruoyun said that life is short, be happy in time, Shen Rufeng is not Han Dong, she should give him a chance, give herself a chance, the big deal is to get hurt again. Now at this moment, she should forget about Han Dong, only Shen Rufeng and only Shen Rufeng, what is the point of living a hundred years if she is not happy, she is just a walking corpse, so she will be happy from now on.

Ruoyun finally smiled, like the bright sun in March, warm but not hot. Ruoyun said, thank you Shen Rufeng, although we don't need to thank each other, but I still have to say, thank you for having you, and fortunately you let me know that my life has not come to an end but has just begun. Will you go with me all the way?

Shen Rufeng also smiled, he held Ruoyun's outstretched right hand, tightly, shook your hand, and never let go. Ruoyun finally gave her promise, Shen Rufeng knew that Ruoyun really let go of Han Dong in her heart, Ruoyun was right, life is good, and now it has just begun.

Shen Rufeng said, Ruoyun, you will never be alone at any time, you and me, I will accompany you when the sky is blue and the yellow spring falls.

After breakfast, she went back to the city, but Xu Fanghua was not easy to do, she refused to leave, and babbled in a word, this is her and Changting's home, she doesn't leave, if she leaves, Changting can't find her when she comes back.

In the end, Ruoyun lied to her, Feng Changting had moved to the city for the convenience of doing business, and was now waiting for her in the house in the city.

When I arrived in the city, I didn't go home, I went to the hospital first, and Xu Fanghua refused to get out of the car at the gate of the hospital, and kept clamoring to go home. Ruoyun had to tell her that her father cooked her favorite dish at home, but now she has to be obedient and obediently see a doctor, or her father won't play with her.

The results of the examination are the same as Shen Rufeng's speculation, there is hope for a cure, but she is unwilling to face the reality and shrinks into her own world, which is the key to the problem. In the end, the doctor prescribed some antipsychotic drugs, and suggested that it was best to be taken care of 24 hours a day, re-examined at any time, and it was best to be hospitalized if conditions permitted, which was also convenient for the doctor to observe.

Ruoyun still has to take care of the hotel and Xu Fanghua, but he is really lacking in skills, even with Shen Rufeng's help, as well as Qiyue and Chen Shen who come to help from time to time, Ruoyun is also tired at the end of the day, and he doesn't even want to speak. Shen Rufeng saw the pain in her eyes, so she suggested that Ruoyun take the restaurant out, but that was the last thought her father left her, and she didn't want to give up until the end. Fortunately, Shen Rufeng soon found the nurse who took care of Feng Changting last time, and she took care of the day, saving Ruoyun a lot of effort. Lu Rao also moved back, and she could replace Ruoyun when she was resting, as well as Qiyue, Chen Shen's parents who were already Shen Rufeng, came over as soon as they had time, and the burden on Ruoyun's shoulders was unconsciously much lighter.

It was the day of the review again, Shen Rufeng was on duty, and Qiyue accompanied Ruoyun. During these days, Xu Fanghua's condition is very stable, and he knows people, but his consciousness is not very clear. When I see everyone, I will ask, what about Changting, why didn't he come to see me, I was sick and had to take medicine every day, Ruoyun said that he was busy, but he would accompany me no matter how busy he was before.

Xu Fanghua subconsciously understood, so she was reluctant to go to the hospital, or was afraid to see a doctor, Ruoyun could only tell her that her father was playing hide and seek with them, and this time her father was hiding in the hospital.

is still a variety of examinations, and then a variety of medicines, the condition is only stable and not improving, because Xu Fanghua is still unwilling to come out of his own world. It's just that Ruoyun didn't expect to see Han Dong, he hadn't seen him for a long time, Han Dong seemed to have lost weight, and he still looked eternal, but it was hard to hide the cyan and haggard under his eyes. He seems to be waiting for Ruoyun specifically, but since Ruoyun has forgotten about him and wants to be with Shen Rufeng, then ignore him, because she doesn't want to hear him say anything or a word.

Ruoyun walked calmly in front of Han Dong, he and her were just strangers after all, but Han Dong grabbed her arm. Ruoyun was unhappy in his heart, but he didn't want to embarrass him in front of everyone, so he broke free from his shackles and handed Xu Fanghua to Qiyue. Facing him flatly, said flatly, something?

Before Han Dong could speak, Xu Fanghua said, Han Dong, you haven't come to visit me and your uncle for a long time, why did you annoy my family Ruoyun?

Han Dong said, aunt is good, it's me who is bad, I made Ruoyun angry, and now I want to ask her for forgiveness.

Xu Fanghua said with a smile, your uncle and I watched you grow up, you are a good boy, we can rest assured that Ruoyun will be handed over to you, Ruoyun has always liked you, don't hurt her heart.

Ruoyun was afraid that her mother would say something that she shouldn't say, so she hurriedly said, Mom, Han Dong and I are just friends.

Xu Fanghua didn't understand what was going on in front of her at all now, she only remembered that Ruoyun had always liked Han Dong before, so she smiled and said, Hehe, I'm shy, okay, mom won't say it, your father and I are still waiting to see you get married.

Ruoyun obviously didn't want to continue on this topic, so he said, "What's the matter with you?"

Han Dong said, my mother is sick.

Qiyue said, if you are sick, see a doctor, what's the use of looking for Ruoyun, she is not a doctor.

Ruoyun said that I should go and see it after knowing each other for so many years, but my mother's health is not very good.

Han Dong understood what Ruoyun meant, I am not you or anything, your mother is not my business, but he still stubbornly said, my mother misses you, she wants to see you.

Ruoyun said funny, if you want me to come to see me, is it lovesickness, but I don't think I'm so charming, I remember that she hasn't liked me very much?

Han Dong said in a low voice, Ruoyun begs you, you go and see her, she is not sure if you don't see her.

Qiyue was afraid that Ruoyun would be soft-hearted and hurriedly said, even if you see her, you don't have to be today, you don't have to make it difficult for you to be strong. Ruoyun never owes you anything, you don't want to do whatever you want, you only have yourself in your heart, why use Ruoyun's intolerance to hurt her. If your mother feels sorry for Ruoyun, why didn't she come to see Ruoyun in person and apologize? If you are sick, what kind of disease, cancer, isn't it just retribution? Don't use Ruoyun anymore, if Ruoyun is not available, not today, and not in the future.

Qi Yue was right, she really couldn't bear it in her heart, even if she didn't love him anymore, she couldn't be ruthless with Han Dong. It is not easy for orphans and widows, as a mother, Luo Yujuan's approach is not wrong, she just hates Han Dong for not being brave enough, and she hates herself for not being firm enough. She finally fell in love with Shen Rufeng, she and Han Dong were inseparable after all, maybe they didn't love each other deep enough, so they missed each other. But the same thing will never happen to Shen Rufeng, even if he risks the world's disapproval, he will be firm that his choice will not fail her, this is love, so he believes that each other is unswerving.

Ruoyun said in Han Dong's expectation, Xiaoyue, you take my mother for a while, and I will look for you later. Seeing Qiyue's obvious disapproval, Ruoyun said again, don't worry, I've let it go, he can't hurt me anymore, but it's better to make some things clear.

Even if Han Dong said that it didn't matter, Ruoyun still insisted on buying a bouquet of flowers, since it didn't matter, since it was better to be polite to see a patient, not to mention that she was still an elder. Ruoyun guessed that she was just a little unwell, but she didn't expect that she was really sick, and the illness seemed to be quite serious. Luo Yujuan's face was pale and her spirit was not very good, she was still very happy to see Ruoyun, and then she kept coughing, as if she wanted to cough out her heart and lungs.

She asked Ruoyun to sit at will, not to be polite, and asked Han Dong to pour tea and fruit for Ruoyun, Ruoyun didn't speak, just sat quietly. She shook Ruoyun's hand, Ruoyun felt that her palm was damp, maybe she was also nervous, so Ruoyun stopped the thought of pulling her hand out of her hand.

She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said to Ruoyun in a babbling voice, good boy, you are here, Auntie is afraid that you will not come, and Auntie is sorry for you. For so many years, Auntie has always regarded you as a daughter, it is Auntie who has delayed you and Xiaodong, Auntie hopes to have a daughter like you, and the daughter is the mother's intimate little padded jacket.

Ruoyun said with a smile, I have always regarded my aunt as my mother, if my aunt doesn't dislike it, I can recognize my aunt as my godmother.

She heard the rejection in Ruoyun's words, so she said again, good boy, you don't want to forgive Auntie, you and Han Dong have always been interested in each other, and Auntie also likes you, and Auntie is sorry for you. Auntie's health is getting worse day by day, and the most reassuring thing is you and Han Dong, so it's good for you to be each other's company. I heard that your mother is not in good health, so I just let Han Dong take care of you. In the past, the aunt was confused, but now the aunt has figured it out, the children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, and you are also older, the aunt should not take care of everything, rest assured that as long as you are married, the aunt will listen to you and don't care about anything.

Ruoyun understands that she didn't look down on her because of her family background, her family conditions are better than Han Dong's, and the so-called high-door marriage is the reason why low-door marrying a wife is the truth. Now that her father is gone, her mother is not in good health, she has no support from her mother's family, and she is not the high-flying and domineering character she used to have, so do they pity her now?

Ruoyun suddenly laughed, Auntie, Han Dong and I used to be young, and playing together doesn't count, but my dad promised me to Shen Rufeng before leaving, and we have already registered.

Ruoyun heard the sound of the cup breaking behind her, she was already married, so he was a step late, so they couldn't go back after all, Han Dong's face was as white as frost. Knowing why bother now, Ruoyun sighed and got up to say goodbye, now she only has Shen Rufeng in her heart, so I'm sorry she can't be sad for Han Dong anymore. Han Dong opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything in the end, he gave up on her first, what qualifications did he have to let her return to him, and subconsciously stretched out to hold Ruoyun's hand, but he could only stop in mid-air. Seeing Ruoyun finally walk out, without looking back, without a trace of nostalgia, Han Dong only had a mouth full of bitterness in his heart. This is exactly what he wants, if the clouds don't pester him as he wants, and he forgets that the twenty years between them have disappeared like this, why does he feel empty in his heart. Memories are only memories, thinking back to the past 20 years, barren and pitiful, it turned out that there was only one person named Ruoyun in his life, but he forced her away. He finally lost her, he didn't know that they had been in blood for so many years, and the hand that stopped in mid-air finally slapped him in the face. Han Dong turned around sharply, he wanted to chase Ruoyun back, he wanted to tell him that he had always loved her, he would not be cowardly any longer, he wanted to hold up a piece of heaven for her, and he wanted to beg her for forgiveness.

It's just that Han Dong hasn't moved yet, Luo Yujuan coughed on the bed, and seeing that Han Dong still hasn't moved, she is so angry that she scolds "evil obstacles". Luo Yujuan grabbed the thing and threw it towards Han Dong, Han Dong didn't hide, the thing fell to the ground and fell in pieces, just like Han Dong's heart, his forehead was red and swollen at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Luo Yujuan was so angry that she cried, maybe she was distressed, you go to her, if I don't stop you, I will treat me as if I never gave birth to your son, and you will treat me as dead.

Han Dong sighed, and finally walked to the hospital bed to relieve Luo Yujuan. "Don't worry, I will never look for her again, I am sorry for her, she is such a person, even if I beg her, she will not forgive me, I am not worthy of her."

Han's mother said, it's not that the son is unreasonable with his mother, and it's not that his mother has to force you, but now that she is married, you should draw a line with her. I feel that my body is not as good as before, but fortunately, you have also grown up, you can find a good girl to marry, this is my mother's only source of heart.

Han Dong was silent for a long time and finally said, you will definitely live a long life, my life is given by you, so I will serve you for the rest of my life, but I will not marry anyone except Ruoyun.

Ruoyun stood outside the door for a long time, leaning against the wall to support her body, but at this moment she was no longer powerless, and the whole person slid down, but she had already thought of it, what else did she want? He is different from himself after all, he will never ignore it like himself, because he is responsible, because he can't let go of too many things, Ruoyun suddenly sympathized with him, he may be very tired like this. Even if he has forgotten him, even if he has buried the feelings of the past twenty years, tears still slipped from the corners of his eyes.

Ruoyun didn't slip to the ground, because she was hugged into a warm embrace, Shen Rufeng didn't say anything, just took Ruoyun away. In the garden, Ruoyun finally cleaned up her mood, and then hugged Shen Rufeng tightly.

Shen Rufeng said, silly girl, you have me, the future with me, don't shed tears for the past. I said I wouldn't want you to cry again, but after I met you, you kept crying, and it was my fault.

Ruoyun said, is his mother's illness very serious?

Shen Rufeng suddenly panicked, "Did she threaten you with death?" Her illness looks terrible, but in fact, it is just chronic bronchitis combined with high blood pressure, and it is not a problem to live for decades."

Ruoyun suddenly smiled and put Shen Rufeng's hand on her heart, Ruoyun said softly, My heart is like a gentleman's heart, and it will never change.

Shen Rufeng was stunned for a few seconds, and then smiled so much that the corners of his mouth reached behind his ears, and then he suddenly lowered his head and kissed Ruoyun's red lips.

The days go on as always, life will not stagnate because a person is not going well, a spring rain is warm, and the weather is inevitably warm. Han Dong never came to Ruoyun again, not even a chance encounter, and heard that his mother's illness seemed to have become serious all of a sudden, and it was not a big deal after all, Ruoyun didn't take it to heart.