The past

When Dr. Shen came out of the shower, Ruoyun was already watching TV on the sofa, and the TV was playing a popular reality show, which was relaxed and humorous, which was suitable for Ruoyun's current state. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoIn Dr. Shen's words, there is no level of pure entertainment, Ruoyun always replies, I like to watch celebrities play treasures, and I don't want to watch you play treasures. Ruoyun will secretly say in his heart, my Doctor Shen is mature and steady, how can he do such grandiose things.

Dr. Shen went to the kitchen to bring Ruoyun a glass of freshly squeezed orange juice, and his woman he was happy to spoil her lawless and freewheeling, as long as she did what she liked. Ruoyun took the orange juice and said with a smile, Thank you, Dr. Shen, I won't eat it at night to lose weight.

Weight loss is a woman's lifelong career, closer than a lover and a child, a woman can be single and can dink but must not lose weight, even if this woman is so thin that people hate it, she will say squeamishly, I am losing weight now. Shen Rufeng smiled clearly, Ruoyun did eat a lot for lunch, and he should empty his intestines at night, just eat something light. Ruoyun continued to nest on the sofa and watch TV, Shen Rufeng went to the bedroom to sort out their luggage, and occasionally asked Ruoyun who the gifts were for, in addition to Qiyue and Chen Shen, Ruoyun also brought gifts to Lu Rao, Xingchen, and even Han Dong's.

What is happiness? Happiness is for Ruoyun, Ruoyun imagines that the quiet time in front of him is a kind of happiness, happiness is like light, but it can't be held but it is always there. Ruoyun's mobile phone rang in the bedroom, it was the song "Stone" she liked, Ruoyun was too lazy to get up and pick it up, so let the bell ring so loudly, it was time to listen to the song.

Shen Rufeng shouted in the bedroom, "Ruoyun, the phone rang, don't you answer, I'll send it to you?"

Ruoyun was busy watching TV, a little absent-minded, "Don't care, if there is something, he will call again." “

Sure enough, the mobile phone rang again, replaced by a woman's high-pitched voice, "Your story has passed for many years, but your heart is still on that side, I am here to watch every lonely night, let the lonely tears spread, blurring my vision, you and her are still ・・・・・・ connection."

Shen Rufeng had already picked up Ruoyun's mobile phone, the name "Pig Han Dong" kept flashing on it, and the avatar was a photo of Ruoyun and Han Dong, Ruoyun was smiling brightly and happily at that time, as if nothing had changed. Shen Rufeng began to doubt himself, as always, his persistence was right or wrong, if love was imprisoned, should he let Ruoyun be free? But he knows his heart, he loves Ruoyun, so he doesn't regret what he has done. As long as Ruoyun is by his side, he only knows that he can't live without Ruoyun, even if Ruoyun hates him, he has to keep her by his side, and then use everything to exchange her for a lifetime of smiles.

Shen Rufeng finally handed the phone to Ruoyun, and hid all his emotions well in front of Ruoyun, "Han Dong's phone." “

Ruoyun looked at Shen Rufeng and was stunned for a moment, what did Han Dong call her for, could they inevitably fall into clichés and be friends if they couldn't be lovers? I'm sorry, she is not such a generous person, she can't cry and laugh while being friends with the person who hurt her. Since she doesn't love, if she hurts, then she will be completely broken, and she would rather never see her again, burying all those good and hurt in her memory.

Ruoyun took the phone from Shen Rufeng's hand, hung up the phone resolutely and resolutely, the phone rang again, Ruoyun hung up again, Ruoyun saw the smile that Shen Rufeng's mouth couldn't hide. Looking at the smile on Shen Rufeng's lips that was getting bigger and bigger, Ruoyun secretly swore in her heart that there was only this one man in her life, and he was her only relative, so no matter what, she would rather hurt herself than hurt him a little.

The mobile phone rang again, and Shen Rufeng finally said, "Take it, maybe he really has something to do with you, I believe in you." Shen Rufeng said to Ruoyun and to himself, and then went back to the bedroom to pack his luggage, he wanted to give Ruoyun space, even if he wanted to know what Han Dong said to Ruoyun, but he knew that respecting others was respecting himself. What's more, he really believes in Ruoyun, after so many experiences, each of them can't go back to the beginning, he firmly believes that Ruoyun and Han Dong are no longer possible, so even if Ruoyun wants to go to Han Dong's appointment, he still considerately and generously sends Ruoyun to the gate.

The mobile phone was still ringing, Shen Rufeng had already gone to the bedroom to continue to pack his luggage, Ruoyun was entangled for a long time, but he still answered the phone. Han Dong's decadent and vicissitudes of life came from the other end of the phone across thousands of mountains and rivers, Ruoyun, are you okay?

Ruoyun finally went to see Han Dong, because Han Dong finally said on the phone that he had evidence of Shen Rufeng's murder, and Shen Rufeng not only had autism but also suffered from severe schizophrenia. He wanted to have an interview with Ruoyun, but if Ruoyun didn't agree, he threatened Ruoyun and made everything public, making Shen Rufeng's reputation ruined. Ruoyun still compromised, she is not a person who pities her reputation, she just feels a little pity for Han Dong, another person who is crazy about love, just like she was at the beginning. Stuck in the swamp and still not knowing it, she is the past he doesn't want, he is the past she doesn't want to continue, Ruoyun doesn't understand goodbye and meaning? She is already Shen Rufeng's wife, and no one can change the fact that it is a fact.

For Shen Rufeng Ruoyun is guilty, even if she resists seeing Han Dong from the bottom of her heart, she still wants to see Han Dong, maybe just looking for an answer. Shen Rufeng sent her to the gate generously and gently, which may be a strategy to use Ruoyun's guilt to consolidate his position. Shen Rufeng lightly imprinted a kiss on Ruoyun's face, and handed the gift he and Ruoyun brought to Ruoyun, and asked Ruoyun to tell Han Dong that he and Ruoyun sent it together. Is this a declaration of war on Han Dong? It turned out that Shen Rufeng, who had always been indifferent, would also be jealous, but his vinegar was just right, just because he loved Ruoyun and didn't want Ruoyun to be embarrassed.

The gift was randomly selected by Ruoyun on the streets of the most romantic Paris, without any intentions, just a habit, used to bringing gifts to Han Dong in a different place. It was a small plush toy, which Ruoyun liked, and she used to give Han Dong things she liked or thought were beautiful and fun, which used to be the expression of Ruoyun's silent love for Han Dong. The thing was bought casually and put in the suitcase, Ruoyun had no intention of giving it away, but now, forget it. Before leaving, Ruoyun quickly kissed Shen Rufeng on the face, leaving only two words, and quickly got into the taxi.

Shen Rufeng stroked his face, stood in place and smirked, maybe only love can reduce people's IQ. Even if Ruoyun's voice was very small, he still heard it clearly, what Ruoyun said was, wait for me. She didn't say believe me, nor did she say don't worry, because they don't have to say this between themselves, he just needs to wait for her, and she gave her a promise that as long as you don't change, I won't change. He understood what Ruoyun meant, you just need to wait for me in the same place, waiting for me to rush towards you, and their relationship is finally no longer his alone.

The location was chosen by Han Dong, the café they frequented, Ruoyun had no objection to this, and she went to drink coffee again. Pushing open the door, Ruoyun saw Han Dong, fortunately Chen Yunxi was not there, he was rubbing his eyebrows with his head down, and he seemed to be very tired. Also, after all, he is the director of a department, not to mention that he is still in charge of other people's affairs, so it's no wonder that he is not tired. Obviously not a very good person, Ruoyun doesn't understand why she can always see him in the vast sea of people at a glance, just because she once loved?

It wasn't until Ruoyun sat opposite that Han Dong raised his head, his face was obviously sleep-deprived, his eyes were pale blue, and his mouth was not very thick. is so haggard and embarrassed, but in Ruoyun's eyes, it is as delicate and timeless as in his memory.

Ruoyun said, I haven't seen you for a long time. It turns out that they can be so polite and estranged from each other, they can also sit at the same table, drink coffee, but greet each other like strangers.

Han Dong rubbed his eyebrows, it's really been a long time. Han Dong summoned the waiter, a cup of cappuccino, more milk and more sugar.

Ruoyun interrupted Han Dong, no need, give me a latte, no milk and no sugar. In the face of Han Dong's doubts, I remember that ・・・・・・ Ruoyun, who was the most afraid of hardship in the past, said calmly that people will change, including tastes. This seemed to mean something, Han Dong didn't know what to say, but fortunately, the coffee was served quickly.

Ruoyun took a sip of coffee gently, the taste was very positive, bitter authentic, Ruoyun frowned, she still didn't like to drink bitter coffee, she just wanted this bitterness to strengthen her heart.

After drinking all the bitter coffee, Han Dong still didn't speak, and Ruoyun was not in a hurry, but just summoned the waiter to ask for another cup of coffee.

Han Dong finally said, Ruoyun, leave him.

Ruoyun didn't expect Han Dong to only say this, Ruoyun said with some self-deprecation and some ridicule, give me a reason.

Han Dong said that he has mental illness, which is medically accurate called mental disorder, and he also has a slight paranoia, which is a kind of schizophrenia. Such a patient, once he becomes aggressive, usually remains silent, not because he doesn't like to talk, but because he is only in his own world, and his world is only himself. It's hard to fall in love with such a person, and it's even more tiring to live with him, I don't want you to live hard, and mental illness is basically hereditary.

Regarding Han Dong's words, Ruoyun didn't believe it, he didn't believe a word, he was simply slandering Shen Rufeng, because he looked like a normal person. She knew that Shen Rufeng had autism, and she didn't think it was autism, because he was born healthy, but it was related to his gray early childhood. Mental disorders, and paranoia, even if Ruoyun is an outsider, but she has taken so many classes with Han Dong, even if she is not very clear, she still knows some about these terms. She didn't believe it, how could Shen Rufeng, who was confident, calm and mentally strong, be mentally ill?

Ruoyun said word by word, Han Dong, I don't believe a word of what you say.

Han Dong had an expression that I knew you didn't believe it, and it was expected that he would not fight an uncertain battle, but he came with evidence today. A stack of materials was placed in front of Ruoyun, and the more Ruoyun looked at it, the more frightened he became, and the appraisal reports given by the authoritative psychiatric department on it were one by one. Looking at it again, Ruoyun calmed down, and then felt distressed, what he had experienced in the past so many years. ridicule, discrimination, I was lonely and strong to endure so much, I went abroad for psychotherapy alone, so young, I was still a child. If Ruoyun had just persuaded herself to forget that Han Dong loved Shen Rufeng well, then at this moment she fell in love with Shen Rufeng from the bottom of her soul, and she wanted to be brave with him.

Ruoyun saw Shen Rufeng lying in a pool of blood with a knife in his hand, the photo was very small, so small that Ruoyun could still clearly see Shen Rufeng's eyebrows, he was so young at that time, so young that he was young and hazy. There is also a person lying next to him, it should be Chen Yunxi's sister Chen Yunhan.

Han Dong's smug voice sounded in Ruoyun's ears, in addition to being a mental patient, he was also a murderer, even if he escaped the punishment of the law, but he could not escape the constraints of morality. He's a murderer, divorce him, and the country's marriage law also stipulates that people with hereditary mental illness can't get married. He is cheating on marriage, Ruoyun, you don't have to sympathize with him, you can only say that the wicked have their own evil retribution・・・・・

Ruoyun was full of anger when he saw it, and Han Dong kept babbling in his ear, and then he was upset. Ruoyun interrupted Han Dong angrily, enough is enough for you, you think you are a paparazzi, and you are still complacent here after exposing other people's privacy. Han Dong, I just saw through you today, it turns out that you who have always been kind in my heart can be so selfish, and you can also hurt innocent people so wantonly. He used to be your colleague and friend, how could you bear to hurt him?

Han Dong was dumbfounded by Ruoyun, and after a long time, he said without confidence, I am for your good, I am afraid that he will lie to you, I am afraid that he will hurt you, he is sick, don't say it, the key is that he is still a murderer.

Ruoyun buried his head deeply, and only raised his head for a long time, using all his strength, as if to say to Han Dong and to himself, no matter what, I believe in him, and I believe that he is not a murderer, and I believe that he will not hurt me. I love him, you know, Han Dong, just like I loved you at the beginning. In the darkest and most embarrassing time of my life, he came with light. Authorities can also make mistakes, I believe that he is normal, he is normal, and I also know some of the diseases you mentioned, which can be cured now, not to mention that he is a person with strong mental strength, and I believe that he can defeat the disease. Even if he never gets better, we can be together for a day, it is the happiness I stolen, even if he is completely silent in his world in the future, forgetting me, I will enter his world again.

After Ruoyun said these words, she was a little trembling as if she was frightened, she took the information away, she begged Han Dong to stop here, no matter what, she would not leave Shen Rufeng, so don't hurt him again. Han Dong promised that he would not tell anyone again, so he would let all the secrets be stopped in his stomach, but he did not guarantee that Chen Yunxi was the two of them investigating. Ruoyun walked unsteadily, like drunk, a little top-heavy, holding so much information, Ruoyun suddenly didn't know what to do, she seemed to have used up all her courage in an instant. Han Dong told her that the person who suppressed these things was Shen Rufeng's father, who was a high-ranking official.