Chapter 8: The Past
Ruoyun left, without a trace of nostalgia, Han Dong suddenly found that his heart was also empty, Ruoyun said, congratulations to Director Han, and thank him at the same time. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info It turns out that they can also be alienated to this part. Han Dong smiled bitterly and drank the tea in front of him, it turned out that the tea could be so bitter, just like his heart. If life is as it first sees, what is the west wind sad fan. Waiting for idle changes but old people's hearts, but old people's hearts are changeable. They are real childhood sweethearts, when he first met Ruoyun, they were so small, so small that they didn't remember many things, but as the years grew, they went to a strange place. Obviously I can't remember things clearly, but at this time it suddenly became clear, all the time they spent together was infinitely magnified, they have been with each other for more than 20 years, in each other's most important time. Tears fell without warning, and at this moment Han Dong understood what Ruoyun meant to him, and he had long surpassed the family affection that blood was thicker than water. He loves her, more than life, but he lost her, lost it, and she never came back, because she already had Shen Rufeng.
Ruoyun walked down the street and lost her soul, and the information was burned by her in a hidden place. She is Shen Rufeng's wife, the most basic thing between husband and wife is to trust each other, she believes in Shen Rufeng, not only because she is his wife, but because Mei believes it for no reason. She stubbornly believes that the man who is as good as a stream, gentle as a jade and as plain as water, is by no means a murderer and a psychopath as Han Dong said. It's just that Ruoyun still can't stop feeling uncomfortable, she doesn't want Han Dong to be hurt a little, that is the person she once loved the most and has loved for so many years. But she didn't want to see him do whatever it took to achieve his goal, they weren't their original selves anymore, so whether they were one step earlier or one step later, they were destined to go farther and farther, and they would never go back.
Ruoyun stood on the bridge, letting the cold wind dry the tears on her face, and also calmed down, she said to herself, Han Dong, we have chosen different paths, so this is the last time I will shed tears for you. Before leaving, Han Dong asked her, Ruoyun has been going on for so many years, would you rather choose to hurt me than give up on him? Ruoyun's answer to him was, yes, even if all of you are on the opposite side of him, so Han Dong, I'm sorry. Ruoyun didn't say yes, so Han Dong is sorry, I can only choose to hurt you. This kind of hurt Ruoyun is clearer and clearer than anyone else, because even at this time, her heart is still painful. But she also has her own principles, although she is not confined to good horses and does not eat back grass, but she falls in love with Shen Rufeng, and she will not go back to eat the spoiled weeds. The icing on the cake is easy, but it is difficult to send charcoal in the snow, Shen Rufeng is not only a lover to him, but also the person who pulls her out of the quagmire, affectionate and righteous, so she would rather bear the world than live up to Shen Rufeng.
Ruoyun was already late when she got home, she wandered outside for a long time in order to calm down, thinking that Shen Rufeng had already slept, Ruoyun opened the door lightly. Just the moment the door opened, I saw Shen Rufeng sitting on the sofa, and Shen Rufeng greeted him with a warm smile. Ruoyun's heart instantly settled down, and he was annoyed why he didn't come back earlier and let him wait at home like this, followed by full sweetness, it turned out that this was the feeling of someone waiting. No matter how late it is, he's in that place, with a light waiting for you, and that's what home feels like.
Shen Rufeng naturally took Ruoyun's coat, helped her put the slippers in place, and then gently led Ruoyun into the living room. Ruoyun suddenly found that all her worries were groundless, and with this man, she could sit back and relax and don't have to worry about anything. She just had to believe in him and didn't have to do anything. This man is gentle and considerate, but not groveling, self-confident and self-reliant, but not self-serving, he follows democracy and freedom, and is not machismo. How does this man look good, Ruoyun is just strange, why did such a good man be planted in her hands?
Shen Rufeng didn't say anything, just smiled and took Ruoyun to the living room, and then went to the kitchen to bring out the food, all the while with the gentlest smile from the heart. The flowers gradually became charming, and Ruoyun finally found out that this man could also laugh at the city, and Ruoyun was suddenly bewitched. When Ruoyun came to her senses, she found that she was sitting in Shen Rufeng's arms, her hands around Shen Rufeng's neck, and her lips were against his. Ruoyun was a little numb and weak in an instant, it turned out that she also had a day of urgency, which was really beautiful. Before Ruoyun could think of words, Shen Rufeng's low and beautiful laughter came from his ears, and Ruoyun suddenly bit Shen Rufeng's lips viciously, quite annoyed and angry. Shen Rufeng immediately sat upright, with a grim face, for fear that he would really annoy Ruoyun, and the newlywed Yan'er didn't want to sleep in the study.
After eating a meal for a long time, Ruoyun finally asked the doubts in his heart, "Shen Rufeng, don't you have anything to ask me?" ”
Shen Rufeng didn't answer Ruoyun but held Ruoyun's hand in his palm, he raised his eyebrows and asked, "Will you leave me?" ”
Shen Rufeng's hands are distinct, clean and refreshing, and every nail is repaired very smoothly, it is a pair of beautiful hands with scalpels, but he is willing to make soup for Ruoyun, and he is willing to eat it. Ruoyun said firmly: "No, no matter what happens, even if you don't want me anymore, I will rely on you." ”
Shen Rufeng burst into a brilliant smile, and couldn't help but take Ruoyun into his arms, his voice seemed to murmur in Ruoyun's ears but crashed into Ruoyun's heart. "Ruoyun, I just want you. I don't ask, it's not that I don't want to ask, but I'm afraid that if I ask, I'll lose you. But Ruoyun believes you, if you want to leave me, you won't come back, so I don't ask. What kind of person you are, I know best, you won't choose to be with me because you don't love me, let alone take revenge on Han Dong, and you won't return to Han Dong because of soft-heartedness. You have your principles, follow your heart, never give in and never change, so I'm sure you can handle everything. I love you, so I don't want to be a responsibility or a burden to you. ”
It turns out that he knows himself best, it turns out that the fate of people really does not depend on the order of time, Han Dong has known her for so many years, and he never knows what she wants. She is just a woman, she just wants the person she loves to love her, it turns out that love between two people is far from enough, but also enough trust and understanding. After so many years of confusion and ignorance, she realized that she had finally found the missing half of herself.
She hugged Shen Rufeng back, and said in his ear lightly but firmly, "Shen Rufeng, I love you." ”
I slept without a dream in the middle of the night, Ruoyun woke up when it was already the middle of the day, the spring night in the hibiscus tent was short, and the consequence of indulging **** was that Ruoyun only felt soreness all over his body. Shen Rufeng was no longer around, and there was still a trace of his breath left in the quilt, which made Ruoyun feel stable, and suddenly had no ambition, so he wanted to be obsessed with Shen Rufeng like this.