Ruoyun went out again, it was Chen Shen who called him, and Chen Shen seemed to have drunk a lot of wine when he heard the voice, and asked her to meet her at night. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info When Ruoyun arrived, Chen Shen's eyes were red, and the person was not very clear, and it seemed that he was really drunk. Qiyue was also there, and when she saw that she came to pray for Yue, she didn't speak, just lowered her head and drank, and the atmosphere was a little wrong.

Before Ruoyun could speak, Chen Shen staggered over and hugged her, Chen Shen hugged her a little tightly, and Ruoyun was a little out of breath.

Chen Shen said, Ruoyun, do I have no chance, no more chance, are you in love with Shen Rufeng?

Are you in love with Shen Rufeng? If it weren't for Han Dong, if she knew Shen Rufeng first, maybe, but now she doesn't have the strength to love anyone. Ruoyun said, who said that, you know that I only have Han Dong in my heart, and I will never fall in love with anyone except Han Dong.

Chen Shen said, Ruoyun, don't lie to me, even if you lie to me, you can't fool your heart, you have forgotten Han Dong, you are in love with Shen Rufeng. I watched him hold you, I felt so far away from you even though I was there for you, I was excluded from your world, and you only saw each other. Ruoyun Even if you don't admit it, I know that you are clearly in love with him, otherwise you wouldn't let him hold you.

If Yunyun doesn't speak, is she in love with Shen Rufeng, the Shen Rufeng who has only seen a few ghosts? Ruoyun wanted to laugh, was her love so casual, did she fall in love with Shen Rufeng before she got out of the pain given by Han Dong? No, what she loves is Han Dong, life is in love, it has never changed, she refuses to love Shen Rufeng.

Chen Shen said distressedly, Later, I went to Shen Rufeng, I talked about Han Dong, and I said that I had a secret love for you for more than ten years. I said that Han Dong knew you earlier than me, so I lost to Han Dong, but I will definitely not lose to him, because we have been in a relationship for more than ten years. But he said that love does not come first and then come, love is love, and love is a matter of two people. I always thought that I lost to Han Dong and would not lose to anyone again, it turned out that I lost to myself. I always thought that I was just one step behind Han Dong, but I found that I was too late to you, so I don't blame you.

Ruoyun finally understood Han Dong's mood at the beginning, when his feelings deteriorated, did he really not even have friends? A friend for so many years, even if he doesn't love him, he hurts as much as he hurts. Ruoyun finally said with difficulty, Chen Shen, I have always regarded you as my best friend.

Friend, what a beautiful word, but it is so hurtful, just like Han Dong told her that when she is a friend, how deeply she hurts the other party. Why can't we always be simply happy and happy, why should we have love, why should we want things that don't belong to us, why can't we always be friends?

Friends, just friends, the tears that Chen Shen had been holding back for a long time finally slipped down, and the tears slid down Chen Shen's face into Ruoyun's neck. It was a man's love but unearned tears, and the tears were too scorching, burning Ruoyun's eyes and Ruoyun's heart even more. Maybe she and Han Dong are the same kind of people, if you don't love it, you don't love it, even if you are sad to die, don't compromise it. Love is beautiful, it doesn't hurt, it hurts people forever because of love, but I don't love you, so I can only hurt with you.

Chen Shen said, Ruoyun take care, I'm leaving, to pursue the dream of the past, I know I'm not your dish, so I hope you don't have a burden, I hope we can still be friends, I hope everything hasn't changed.

Chen Shen didn't wait for Ruoyun to react, let go of Ruoyun and strode out, he didn't dare to look back, he was afraid that if he turned back, he would really never let go, he was afraid that it would never be recovered, he was not afraid that it would never be recovered, but he was afraid that he and Ruoyun would not even be able to make friends. If Yun hadn't had time to chase it out, Qiyue said that there was no need to chase it, and he couldn't stay if he should go. Ruoyun, I'm going to leave too.

Today's amount of information is a bit large, Ruoyun can't digest it, Ruoyun said in confusion, what?

Qiyue said, I thought I would never say it in my life, Chen Shen and I are cowards. We are your best friends, and if you marry Han Dong and have children, we bless you, then some words buried in your heart will always be a secret. But Han Dong still hurt you, a merciless person, but fortunately, there is Shen Rufeng, he is very good. I have always disliked Han Dong, I think he is thoughtful, and in such a family, he has too many scruples, so it will be very hard to fall in love with him. I always thought I hated him, but I didn't expect to pay too much attention to him, but I accidentally fell in love with him. It's just that Ruoyun is not as brave as you, although I love him, but I dare not say it, and I dare not let anyone know, because he is not the person I want after all. Ruoyun, I'm sorry, I can't be by your side anymore.

Ruoyun said, he doesn't love me because he doesn't love you and it has nothing to do with you, you have never been sorry for me, so do you still want to leave, even if I keep you?

Qi Yue pretended to be relaxed and said, I have decided not to love him anymore, there is still a long way to go in life, he is just a passerby in my life, and he will never accompany me to the end of my life. I want to go out for a walk and see a lot, maybe I can meet my true destiny. Ruoyun, you understand that our group of people can only get together because of you, you are like the sun, always so passionate and fearless. I'm not you, I'm selfish and realistic, I think too much, and I always look ahead and backward when I do things, so I want to be willful, I want to have a new beginning. Ruoyun, you will always be my best friend, never die.

Qiyue is also gone, Ruoyun can't keep them, maybe he doesn't dare to stay, he doesn't know what identity or posture to use to keep them, and he doesn't know how to face them after staying. Maybe Ruoyun is not as brave as they think, she is also a coward, and she is also cowardly and wants to escape. This is really an eventful autumn, an annoying autumn, which makes Ruoyun hate it. gone, all gone, Han Dong didn't want her anymore, Chen Shen and Qiyue were also gone, and she was the only one left. was so vigorous, but in the end, it was deserted and scattered. The "Gang of Four", which was dominating back then, couldn't escape the ending of the song and the people scattered, and they scattered like this while walking, and they couldn't go back.

If Yun didn't dare to leave Chen Shen and Qiyue, he could only drink and use wine to drown his sorrows, I don't know if he was drunk to relieve a thousand sorrows or be more sorrowful. Ruoyun thought that she was really drunk, she was already hallucinating, and she thought that if she was so drunk and didn't wake up, she would have no more troubles. If she wasn't drunk, how could she see Shen Rufeng as soon as she walked out of the gate of the night, she was drunk, she must have been drunk. Since he is drunk, then get drunk thoroughly, Ruoyun suddenly fell into Shen Rufeng's arms.

Ruoyun said, Shen Rufeng and they are all gone, they don't want me anymore, and I am left alone. If I become the wind, if I become the wind, for whom will I stay?

Qiyue knew that Ruoyun needed a warm embrace, so she called Shen Rufeng, even if she wasn't by her side, she still cared about her as always.

Shen Rufeng hugged Ruoyun and said firmly, you still have me, I will always be there. If you become the wind, I will become rain, and if the wind is like clouds, you will not be able to shake off me. Shen Rufeng said in his heart, if the cloud I will not let you turn into a gust of wind without a trace, if you become the wind and stay for me, we are destined to be entangled in this life, until death will rest, I will not let go.

There was a burst of singing in the KTV not far away: Why is it an annoying autumn wind, it blew your people and my love gone, why did you follow the autumn wind and did not say goodbye, said cherished, did not leave a surname and name, I chased the wind to go, I called the autumn wind to stop the wind, the wind, please give me an explanation, whether she also cherishes and misses this period of love, the wind, don't go in such a hurry, please ask me for her name!

It was obviously an amorous song, but Ruoyun felt hoarse when he heard it, and a gust of autumn wind blew, and Ruoyun shrank into Shen Rufeng's arms again. Ruoyun allowed herself to be weak once, she was so strong all the time, she was really tired, forgive her for wanting to find a shoulder to lean on.

Ruoyun said, I hate autumn, I hate autumn wind, I hate separation, but if the final outcome is destined to be separation, then I would rather never meet in the first place. Shen Rufeng, will you leave me in the end? In the end, Ruoyun's voice was a little hoarse, maybe because of the injury and parting, so he was afraid of separation.

Shen Rufeng said, no, never, I promise that I will protect you with my life. A needle of wind blew, Shen Rufeng hugged Ruoyun into his arms again and said, let's go, the wind is blowing, there may be rain.

As soon as Shen Rufeng's words fell, the rain began to fall without warning, Shen Rufeng tightly protected Ruoyun in his arms and walked to the parking place. The rain comes and goes quickly, and when the rain stops, it is a fresh scene, but it is difficult to hide the gloom of the autumn rain. An autumn rain and a cold, Ruoyun has already changed into a woolen sweater, obviously it is only autumn, but Ruoyun smells the breath of winter.

The next day, Chen Shen left with the camera, he didn't say goodbye to Ruoyun, if he was destined to go, then he walked freely. His first stop was Xi'an, where he was said to have wanted to take the Silk Road, which had been their dream when they were in school, but Ruoyun had long forgotten it, and he still remembered it. Qiyue also left on the same day, she went to Tibet, she wanted to see the Potala Palace, she wanted to go to the highest peak in the world of Everest, which was also their dream. They are all chasing their dreams and only Ruoyun is still in this mortal world, but Ruoyun has not forgotten, she remembers every one of their dreams, remembers that they said that they would go to Qinghai and Bayan Kala Mountain to see the source of the Yellow River. Ruoyun didn't send them, she was afraid that she would cry, and she was afraid that her tears would be the fetters of their dreams to chase.

There are two elites in the unit, and the director has a sad face all day long, and his performance is not as good as before in an instant, and Ruoyun is also unprecedentedly busy. The new videographer and editor always don't match Ruoyun, Ruoyun is still used to saying, Chen Shen will repair the photo, and pray for the moon to arrange another version for me. After speaking, I found that they had been gone for more than half a month, and there was no extra news except for the initial report of safety, and Ruoyun was stunned again. Fortunately, there is another thing called ** in this world, Ruoyun followed Chen Shen's ** as if he was also walking on the Silk Road with him. Qi Yue is much more low-key, ** there is only one piece of her dress in local costumes, and the smile on it is like a flower, Ruoyun knows that she is very good.

The days went on as always, and then Ruoyun couldn't bear the "harassment" of the director, and finally decided to go on a blind date after work and meet the IT elite in the director's mouth. For the "elite", Ruoyun is inexplicably a little timid, if it is really an elite, how can it be left, and how can it be reduced to the point of blind date. However, out of respect for the director, Ruoyun still attended in full costume. At the agreed place, Ruoyun met the elite and saw the elite. The so-called elite is not tall, but he is a third-class cripple, with a face full of potholes in the mud after the rain, needless to say, these two things are enough to make Ruoyun hate it. Ruoyun is in line with the principle of dedication, thinking about sitting down, drinking coffee and chatting, and then Shayanara. After sitting down, Ruoyun completely regretted his intestines, and sure enough, there was no coffee in the world that was drunk in vain.

After a brief self-introduction, the man said directly to Ruoyun, I am very satisfied with you, I think we can learn more.

Ruoyun is full of black lines, what are you satisfied with, do you mean to ask your sister, my sister is not satisfied with you, and my sister doesn't want to know more about you. Ruoyun didn't speak, just drank coffee quietly, let her be a lady, even if it was pretended.

say, you're a journalist? After getting married, I quit my job, although our family is not a big family, but we can't let my daughter-in-law show her face outside.

Before Ruoyun could speak, the man hurriedly said, Don't worry, I will support you.

you say, what are you going to do?

Ruoyun said honestly, nothing.

His mother obviously didn't expect Ruoyun to be so realistic, frowning and saying, Although our family doesn't require you to be obedient and virtuous, you should always teach your husband and children. No, there is no relationship to learn, after getting married, you will take care of all the housework, remember that your husband is your day.

"I didn't say anything, you just thought about what happened after you got married, are you too confident, aunt" Ruoyun said funny, then what did he do?

His mother had an expression of hatred that iron could not be made of steel, and it was natural to say that he had to work to earn money to support his family, and he couldn't always wait for his daughter-in-law when he came home from hard work outside.

Ruoyun is really a little crying and laughing, feeling that she met the legendary evil mother-in-law, no wonder she can't find a daughter-in-law at such an age, it turns out that it is not only because he is alone, but also because of family factors. Ruoyun finally understood the old saying, the essence of mother-in-law, a woman who will get along with you for decades, how can you not get along, mother-in-law and daughter-in-law are not in harmony but a taboo in marriage.

Ruoyun really couldn't pretend anymore, and said angrily, uncle, I think you and this grandma have made a mistake, thank you for your wrong love. I think you're mistaken, I don't have a crush on you, and I don't mean to marry you. I'm just here for coffee, and it's good coffee. As if to prove that she was here to drink coffee, Ruoyun took a big sip of coffee.

Ruoyun's words fell, and he expected to see the man and his mother's faces blue and red, and Ruoyun was in a good mood and drank a big sip of coffee.

The man doesn't give up and says, I don't believe you don't like me, I'm rich and handsome, unless you say you have a boyfriend, but how can you go on a blind date if you have a boyfriend?

Ruoyun was really speechless, a sip of coffee almost squirted out, and such a strange person, Ruoyun, who had always thought he was eloquent, suddenly found himself speechless. Who do you think you are, you are really narcissistic, you don't have as much money as Ma Yun, you are not as handsome as Shen Rufeng, why do you say that my sister likes you.

Ruoyun had no choice but to bite the bullet and say, I do have a boyfriend, and the director forced me to come. Ruoyun can't help it, people don't kill the heavens and the earth for themselves, so she can only sell the director, not to mention that the director forced her to come. Ruoyun immediately changed to a victim's expression, thinking that she had a family and a hospital, and she came on a blind date to "force good people to become prostitutes".

The man said, I don't believe it, he can be as good as me, since you came on a blind date, he must be not good enough, I don't mind if you have a boyfriend, you just make it clear to him.

Ruoyun really wants to scold, it is really Bai Suzhen who met Fahai, it is reasonable to say, you are so good in feelings, how did you leave it.

The man said that I would not believe it until he stood before me now and was better than me.

Ruoyun is really speechless and asks the sky, God please take him in, how can there be such a strange thing in the world. Ruoyun suddenly saw Shen Rufeng walking in from the door, it was too timely. Ruoyun ran over and pulled Shen Rufeng, and said proudly, Well, this is my boyfriend. It is obvious in the tone that you just can't even compare to one of Shen Rufeng's toes.

The fuck pulled the man to leave angrily, but before leaving, he left Ruoyun with two words: slut. Adhering to the principle of respecting the old and loving the young, Ruoyun endures it, but if Ruoyun endures it, it doesn't mean that Shen Rufeng can endure it. If it weren't for Ruoyun's desperate pulling, Ruoyun believed that the man would definitely be beaten, and he would be beaten very badly, so miserable that it was estimated that his mother who had been by his side didn't know him. Ruoyun doesn't want to be kind to others, but this kind of goods really can't arouse the interest of seeing the same knowledge as him.

Finally the idlers were gone, and the man and his mother fled this time in disgrace. It's just that before leaving, the man said to Ruoyun, don't expect me to pay you for coffee.

Ruoyun said angrily, it's not rare, don't forget to hand it over to you.

Seeing that Shen Rufeng's face was not good, Ruoyun said flatteringly, what are you drinking?

Shen Rufeng said, the same as yours. Blind date?

Ruoyun flattered and said, no, misunderstanding, you listen to me, I just came to save the scene, the director forced me to come, and people had to bow their heads under the eaves. Anyway, it's already sold once, and it's not worth much anyway, so Ruoyun didn't hesitate to sell the director again, and found that Shen Rufeng still had a calm face, Ruoyun said spinelessly, I said I just came to drink coffee, do you believe it?

Shen Rufeng suddenly laughed, he said, I just heard you say that I am your boyfriend, are you showing love to me, this time you are not allowed to play tricks again.

Ruoyun suddenly said with a heroic look, Shen Rufeng, let's fall in love with each other.

The spring rain is as expensive as oil, and the autumn rain seems to be as if it doesn't need money, and it is endless. This is really an eventful autumn, making Ruoyun wish that this autumn never existed. When Ruoyun received a call from Shen Rufeng, Ruoyun once again felt like the sky was falling, but this time even if the sky really fell, she had to stand up again.

When Ruoyun hurried to the hospital, Feng Changting was still rescuing, Xu Fanghua was there, and Shen Rufeng was also there.

Ruoyun said, what's going on?

Xu Fanghua was already crying into tears, Shen Rufeng replied on his behalf, I don't know the specifics, it seems that he fainted on the side of the road and was sent by passers-by. Ruoyun I know you can't accept it, but you still have to prepare for the worst.

Ruoyun said in disbelief, you mean my dad may not wake up?

Shen Rufeng hugged Ruoyun, even if he was used to seeing life and death, but when death happened to him, who would understand the pain? He doesn't want Ruoyun to hurt, not at all, if it really hurts, he would rather the person who hurts is himself.

Shen Rufeng said that this is only the worst plan, now that the medical level is so developed, and there may be miracles.

Shen Rufeng said it implicitly, but Ruoyun understood it, and he didn't want to understand how the father who was alive and well could say that he would fall down. Ruoyun said, the situation is very bad, isn't it, you tell me the truth, my father has fallen, I can't fall again, I still have to support this family.

Shen Rufeng said, we did a full body examination for him, and all the indicators were not very good, three highs, cerebral hemorrhage of about 10ml, heart function grade four, liver cirrhosis, this is not the worst, the key is that his stomach is not good, we consider the worst result, the final result has not come out, and wait.

Ruoyun listened to Shen Rufeng's words, and the whole person was stupid, his father, who had always been like a mountain, had so many illnesses on his body. It was she who only enjoyed his father's love as a matter of course, always thought that he was still very young, neglected to care for him, and forgot that the hard life in his early years had already overdrawn his body. Ruoyun, who had never cried, and Ruoyun, who didn't even cry when he was abandoned by Han Dong, suddenly burst into tears. Tears were overwhelming, surging in, Ruoyun never knew that he could have so many tears. I always thought that Han Dong was all she had, and without Han Dong, her life would have no meaning. When his father really fell, Ruoyun realized that the panic in his heart was unprecedented, they had always been there, and we had become accustomed to ignoring their existence as a matter of course. When they are not there, we really understand how important they are to us, and only then do we understand the sorrow of the son who wants to be filial but does not treat his relatives. The family affection that blood is thicker than water cannot be parted with, especially since they have given you life and given you home. Shen Rufeng just hugged Ruoyun tightly and gave her the most silent care and support, just seeing Ruoyun so hurt, Shen Rufeng only hated that he couldn't do anything for her, and even more hated that he couldn't do anything. In the face of life, we are so pious but so small, there is always something we can't do, there is always something we can't do.

It was only a few hours, but Ruoyun felt that centuries had passed, or thousands of years, and time seemed to have stopped at this moment.

The lights in the operating room finally went out, the door slowly opened, and the doctor walked out with a tired face, Ruoyun was unprecedentedly nervous and prostration, relying on Shen Rufeng's support to barely stand. Looking at the solemnity of the doctor's face, Ruoyun seemed to be resurrected on the spot with chicken blood, she rushed to the attending physician with an arrow, and her hand subconsciously grabbed someone's collar, she didn't have time to care about the doctor's emotions, because her brain was empty.

Ruoyun mechanically said, don't tell me you've done your best. Obviously the simplest words in the world, Ruoyun seems to have exhausted all his strength, and it seems that even his life is running out. Doctors often say that we have done our best. Seven words without emotion, but it is the cruelest thing in the world, and there is only despair if there is no hope.

The doctor said that the patient has been rescued and is stable, but the situation is very bad, we can only treat the disease, not save the life, you had better plan for the worst.

Ruoyun didn't understand what the doctor said, so he didn't know why, what did he mean?

When the doctor saw that Shen Rufeng was also there, he gave Shen Rufeng a look, and said that the patient would come out immediately, and remember not to let the patient fluctuate.

Shen Rufeng grabbed Ruoyun with great eyesight, and before Ruoyun could ask, Feng Changting was pushed out, and Ruoyun immediately restrained all his emotions. Feng Changting was arranged to the intensive care ward, Xu Fanghua went to accompany him, Ruoyun and Shen Rufeng went to go through the formalities and get the results of various examinations. There are many things to do, Ruoyun has no time to hide in his own world anymore and griev, Ruoyun feels that he has grown up in an instant. It used to be him who sheltered himself from the wind and rain, but now he has become his dependence. Ruoyun and Shen Rufeng went to the doctor's office together, maybe Ruoyun is still not as strong as he thought.

The doctor seemed to think about it for a long time before saying, the patient is even worse than we thought, his body has long been hollowed out, I think the general situation Shen Rufeng also told you, I will tell you in detail. The amount of cerebral hemorrhage is not very large, and based on his physical condition, we recommend conservative treatment to control the amount of bleeding. The patient's heart function is not very good, there are signs of heart failure, the key is the stomach, we did a gastroscopy for him to take a biopsy and do pathological analysis, which can basically determine the advanced stage of gastric cancer.

Ruoyun didn't know how she got out of the doctor's office, she was shocked by the sentence of advanced stomach cancer, and even the doctor said later: Follow him if there is anything, eat whatever you want, we will come up with the best treatment plan as soon as possible, Ruoyun didn't listen. Did the doctor mean to announce his father's death sentence, Ruoyun found that her world was turned upside down, and if it weren't for Shen Rufeng's support, she would definitely fall to the ground.

Ruoyun suddenly hugged Shen Rufeng, and the tears flowed down again without warning, flowing into Shen Rufeng's heart, burning his limbs and all the bones in pain.

Ruoyun said, Han Dong doesn't want me anymore, Chen Shen and Qiyue are gone, Dad is down, Shen Rufeng I only have you. Do you want me again one day, and I'm the only one left? Shen Rufeng, I'm not as strong as you see, I'll be tired, if one day you don't want me, I think I really won't be able to hold on anymore.

Shen Rufeng hugged Ruoyun with a painful heart, he wanted to protect her for the rest of her life, and he didn't want her to have a little pain, but he didn't do it. Shen Rufeng said firmly, there will never be that day, I will always be there, if I leave you one day, it will mean ·····

Ruoyun intercepted Shen Rufeng's unfinished words, she knew that Shen Rufeng gave her a promise, promised her a future, and promised her a stable life, so she couldn't selfishly let him say that sentence. She can't afford to lose anyone anymore, Ruoyun is now a rumor.

Shen Rufeng said, let's go back, you will never have nothing, you still have me, and Auntie, go back and accompany Auntie, now Auntie needs you more than Uncle.

When Ruoyun returned to the ward, Feng Changting was still asleep, Xu Fanghua kept holding his hand, sitting on the edge of the bed carefully, staring at Feng Changting tightly, but the tears on his face had long since dried up, and even his grief was well hidden. At this moment, Ruoyun realized that she only cared about her own sadness, but forgot that her mother may be more painful than her, but no matter how painful it is, she has to endure it, because the person they love the most is still lying on the bed, life and death are uncertain. Ruoyun suddenly found that her mother, who was still in her prime, yesterday, seemed to be old in an instant, maybe her genius really collapsed, but she still had to straighten up and support the piece of heaven that belonged to them. If Ruoyun felt that he had grown up a moment ago, he really grew up at this moment.

Seeing Ruoyun come in, Xu Fanghua said eagerly and quietly, what did the doctor say?

Ruoyun whispered, it's a little complicated, but it's not the worst.

Xu Fanghua said firmly, Ruoyun, we are the closest to your father, if your father is really gone, we are each other's only relatives, so you have to tell me the truth.

At this moment, Ruoyun suddenly found that her mother, who has always been weak and tender, has always been strong, they are each other's only, Ruoyun has never been so close to her mother's heart, at this time Ruoyun seems to feel that her mother's heart is beating with her at a frequency.

After making sure that his father was sleeping soundly and would not be woken up by their whispered conversation, Ruoyun said that everything else was fine, and the doctor said that he could basically be diagnosed with advanced stomach cancer.

Ruoyun looked at his father, who was haggard and sickly even if he was asleep on the hospital bed, and tears seemed to be about to vent again. Such a strong man, a father who is always happy and seems to have no troubles, how can he say that he is sick, as if yesterday she was still coquettish in his arms, he is not yet fifty, and he is still very young.

Xu Fanghua said, Ruoyun don't cry, now is not the time to cry, we have already cried, so don't cry again, no matter what the ending is, we have to laugh. We are your father's dearest people, he only has us and we are only us, and his only wish in this life is to see our mother and daughter happy, so don't be a burden to him. We must be strong and hold up the piece of heaven he once held up for us, even if he will really go, we must let him go without worry, at least let him be happy, happy and have no regrets before leaving. Ruoyun, I ask you to smile sincerely at your father, really happy, can you do it?

If it really comes to that point, the deceased is like this, what should the living do, maybe only living bravely is the greatest respect for the dead. Ruoyun suddenly became firm, and instantly put away all her sadness, that was the person she loved the most, how could she bear him to grieve for herself.

Ruoyun firmly said that as long as we are together as a family, there is nothing else to ask for. Mom, if, I mean, if there is a day, you still have me. We are each other's only, so no matter how much it hurts, don't leave me alone.

Xu Fanghua said with a smile, I know, you are your mother's daughter, and your mother will not leave you alone on that day. Ruoyun, you go home, boil some porridge, and make a few light side dishes, your father is not used to eating outside.

Ruoyun went to the company first, and now she is the pillar of the family, and her father and mother need her, so she has to put her work aside first.

In the director's office, the director said helplessly, Ruoyun doesn't have to leave, Chen Shen and Qiyue are gone, I really can't do without you. You can take annual leave first, and I will talk to the above, you ask for leave first, and then talk about the resignation.

Ruoyun said, Director thank you for your help and tolerance in the past two years, a few of us were brought up by you, we are like your children. I know you're really good to us, but I don't want to have the regret of having a son who wants to be filial and doesn't want to be a parent, and I can find another job if I don't have a job, but my father will always have one.

The director said, I respect your choice, if you want to come back one day, remember to come to me.

The director is not a powerful person, and he is good to them, Ruo Yunming feels guilty, but the director is just a small director, and the leaders above can't count them, but the director still said this, which means that the director really regards her as a friend.

Ruoyun suddenly said, in fact, with your talent, there is no need to be a director here, if you come out to work alone, I will definitely be on call.

Ruoyun's words can be regarded as a reply to the director, and it can also be regarded as repaying the director's kindness back then.

When Ruoyun returned to the hospital, Feng Changting had already woken up and was talking to Xu Fanghua happily. Seeing Ruoyun coming, he said coquettishly, Ruoyun quickly tell your mother that I am okay and strong, is it okay for us to be discharged from the hospital, I don't want to be hospitalized, it seems that I will have to deal with it. Just now, the doctor also came, saying that I just have a little stomach problem, and I should pay more attention to eating, which is an old problem accumulated for decades, and I know my own body.

Ruoyun remembered Xu Fanghua's teachings, so he smiled and said, old children, old children, you are not old and you are starting to look like a child, how many adults are still coquettish. You just need to be obedient and cooperate with the doctor's examination, and if the doctor says that you can be discharged, I will handle the discharge procedures for you. The hospital is not as scary as you think, you take care of the food and housing, and my mother is also worried about you. Quick, I've brought you something to eat, but I made it myself.

Feng Changting happily took the meal and ate happily, but his body was there, and he couldn't eat it without a few bites. Feng Changting said embarrassedly, my daughter cooked for me for the first time, Fanghua, you keep it for me, and I will continue to eat tomorrow.

Xu Fanghua packed up the meal according to Feng Changting's requirements, and Feng Changting's eyes were full of reluctance. Ruoyun was sad for a while, and finally couldn't hold back, Dad, you are so selfish, you are embarrassed to save it for tomorrow, and my mother and I didn't eat it either. If you don't like it, I'll make it for you tomorrow, and I'll make it for you every day in the future.

Feng Changting cheered and said that he would be able to eat the food cooked by his daughter in the future, he was so happy, and this illness came at a good time.

In the next few days, Ruoyun suddenly made it for Feng Changting to eat, and Feng Changting did not raise the matter of the hospital again, but actively cooperated with the doctor for treatment. She knew that Feng Changting was in a lot of pain, so painful that she couldn't sleep day and night, but she couldn't hurt for him, the only thing she could do was to cook the food herself, even if he couldn't eat a few bites, Ruoyun still stubbornly made it herself. I always thought that they still had a long, long time, but now I realized that the time left by God for them was very short, so Ruoyun wanted to seize the last time, and he could do something for him. Ruoyun knew that he was in pain, even if he didn't say Ruoyun, he knew it, because Ruoyun saw him secretly taking medicine when he was half-asleep and half-awake, he never said that it hurt, and he was always happy in front of them, but Ruoyun still felt that he was in unbearable pain, because Ruoyun secretly heard him ask the doctor to give him morphine or other painkiller injections. He is enduring the pain, just wanting their mother and daughter to feel at ease, but he doesn't want their mother and daughter to be in the same pain as him, what kind of deep love is this.

The doctor has already come up with a plan and talked to Ruoyun in detail in the office, many medical terms Ruoyun doesn't understand very well, but fortunately Shen Rufeng is also there. The doctor gave two options, one is conservative treatment, that is, chemotherapy, to curb the spread of cancer cells, treat the symptoms but not the root cause, and chemotherapy will affect his own immune system. The second is surgery, gastrectomy, with an artificial stomach, but according to his own situation, the current conditions are not very ideal, and the operation is very risky.

Ruoyun said, how long will he have if he doesn't have surgery?

The doctor said that a conservative estimate of three or five months, or more than half a year, of course, does not rule out the possibility of a miracle.

The existence rate of miracles is too low, and it is just a hope that people are unwilling to believe in reality and deceive themselves into giving themselves. Ruoyun said again, how long does he have if he has surgery?

The doctor said that this is even more difficult to say, if it is successful, it may be three or five years, maybe seven or eight years, and it may not be able to get off the operating table. Our advice is conservative treatment, and of course the decision is yours. The subtext that the doctor didn't say was that there was no need to suffer that sin and spend that unjust money.

Shen Rufeng said, how sure is it if you do surgery?

The doctor said that if we do it, at most 30%, he has obvious heart failure, mainly because he is afraid that he will not be able to get off the operating table, but if you invite foreign experts, it can be 70%. In fact, you also know that even if the operation is successful, the later recovery is also a problem, you are an expert in the heart, and you understand the severity of heart failure if I don't say it.

Shen Rufeng didn't speak, just looked at Ruoyun, he couldn't make a decision for Ruoyun.

Ruoyun said that I will not give up until the end, and I will not give up even if it is really in the end.

Shen Rufeng said, then conservative treatment first, I will contact foreign experts, including cardiology.

During this time, Feng Changting was very thin, a person who was once so strong, and was tormented by illness. Feng Changting also had one hundred and seventy or eighty pounds when he was hospitalized, and now he has one hundred and twenty pounds, Ruoyun never knew that a person could lose weight so quickly. He was weak at this time as if a gust of wind could blow away, even so he always had an elegant smile on his face, even if he was ugly, Ruoyun still felt that he was the best-looking man in the world, better looking than Shen Rufeng. He went from a semi-liquid diet to a liquid diet at the beginning, and then now he can barely eat anything, and he only relies on drips to maintain it. Xu Fanghua washes his hands, washes his face, soaks his feet, and scrubs his body every day, so that he can be refreshed and refreshing at any time, massage him on time, and talk to him.

Feng Changting said, Fanghua has worked hard for you, am I a dirty and ugly bad man now?

Xu Fanghua said, you have worked hard for our family all these years, and you will always be the most handsome, best and cleanest in my heart.

After a few days of busyness, Xu Fanghua finally slept on the sofa, and Feng Changting motioned to Ruoyun to push him outside. He knew that his time was running out, and while he still had some strength and still understood clearly, some things should be said earlier, and some things should be explained earlier. Ruoyun pushed Feng Changting in a wheelchair to the small garden of the hospital, the afternoon sun shone on his body, warm and lazy, life is so beautiful, how can he be willing to leave? When I arrived at the park, I found that the flowers in the garden had failed, and even the leaves were about to fall, and it turned out that autumn had passed, and winter had arrived unconsciously.

Feng Changting said, girl, I have suffered you during this time, and I want to give you and your mother a stable life, but it still drags you down. Shen Rufeng is a good boy, I am very relieved to hand you over to him, maybe God can't see that I have been too happy all these years, so he is jealous and wants to take me back. If I leave, the most worrying people are you and my mother, Ruoyun promised me to take care of my mother. She loves you as much as I do, she just doesn't know how to express it, she always feels sorry for me, she is an old thought, you are the best gift from God to us.

The tears that I had endured for a long time fell again, and the sound of falling to the ground could be clearly heard. Feng Changting said, don't cry, Dad hopes that you can be happy every day in the future. Remember that I have to take care of my mother after I leave, and my father may not be able to be with you anymore, so I have to take care of myself. The house is left to my mother, and the hotel is my dowry from my mother and you.

Ruoyun wiped away her tears and said, Dad, you will definitely be fine, Shen Rufeng has already contacted foreign experts.

Feng Changting said, silly girl, life and death are in the sky, and my father has already seen it, remembering that no matter what happens in the end, I must cherish myself. Dad just regrets that he can't personally watch you get married, and he can't watch your child be born.

Ruoyun said, you will definitely live a long life, you will definitely see me get married and have children, you will get better and live for many years, many years.

The operation was scheduled for three days later, and Feng Changting originally did not want to have the operation, because he wanted to leave Ruoyun with more dowry in the end, instead of debt. He understands that the originally solid family foundation is about to be hollowed out because of his illness, he doesn't want to be a burden to Xu Fanghua and Ruoyun, if everyone dies in the end, then he will face it calmly, but Ruoyun insisted. Money is not a problem, although it has cost a lot, but the money for surgery and post-recuperation can still be obtained. Since Feng Changting was hospitalized, in the face of high medical expenses, Ruoyun really understood that the poor really couldn't afford to get sick, but fortunately, there was no shortage of their families

Money, if it is because she has no money to see a doctor and leaves regrets, Ruoyun thinks that she will not forgive herself.

While Feng Changting was sleeping, Xu Fanghua accompanied him, Ruoyun went to Shen Rufeng to talk about the details of the operation, but Ruoyun didn't know what was wrong when he arrived at the cardiology department. The entire internal medicine building was surrounded, there were wreaths and banners, and there was a filial son wearing linen and filial piety, Ruoyun could see it at a glance, medical malpractice. There are about a few hundred people, but most of them are watching the excitement, that is, the companions of the hospital patients, which is really not a small matter to watch the excitement. Soon Ruoyun knew the whole thing from the enthusiastic and gossipy lady beside him: an eighty-year-old man with coronary atherosclerotic heart disease, commonly known as coronary heart disease, decades of old disease, has heart failure, plus the old body has aged all functions, has been in a shallow coma, and several times once he was in a severe coma and had to be rescued. The advice given by the attending physician was conservative treatment, and there was a possibility of death at any time, and various situations were explained to the family, and the family expressed their understanding and signed a critical illness notice, which was actually spending money and breathing a sigh of relief. It's just that when the time comes, no matter how good medicine and advanced medical equipment are, they will not be able to bring the dead back to life. When the nurse on duty at night routinely inspected the ward, the indicators on the instrument were still stable, so she told the elderly to pay more attention to the changes in the indicators on the instrument, and press the call bell if there was anything. Because the escort was woken up, he reprimanded the nurse impatiently, and scolded and scolded. Before the nurse finished inspecting the ward, she heard the alarm on the instrument here, and it happened to be Shen Rufeng and Han Dong on duty. When Shen Rufeng arrived, the various lines on the instrument were straight, and the number was reduced to zero, Shen Rufeng, Han Dong and the nurse hurriedly rescued, and the tracheal intubation was put on a ventilator and defibrillation, and then sent to the intensive care unit. In the end, the patient still died, and we finally answered that sentence and tried our best. Then the patient's family was unwilling, sons, grandsons, great-grandchildren, nephews, nephews, grandsons, sons-in-law, nieces, nephews, sons-in-law, as long as there was a little relationship with the men, who did not have a few relatives, so there were dozens of people. It is said that the old man is a retired cadre, and the medical treatment is reimbursed, so there is no problem with money, it is said that there are tens of thousands of pensions in just one month, Ruoyun is understood, the more it is said that it is not because of money, but because of money. As long as the old man is alive, even if he is a vegetative person, he is raised by the state, and then tens of thousands of dollars are received every month, but now he is dead, and everyone who understands can understand what is going on. Ruoyun looked at the troublemakers led by the others, it is said that they are the sons and grandsons of the old man, full of fat intestines, well-developed limbs, simple-minded, and not hungry through the exploits of their ancestors, in fact, they are also a major tumor in society. The group of people was arguing with more than a dozen security guards, one time the doctor used the wrong medicine, another time the doctor was not good enough to rescue him, and the other time the nurse on duty had a bad attitude, in short, there were thousands of reasons to find trouble. Even if he said that he killed people because of the bad feng shui in the hospital, or because the food in the hospital was too salty and killed people, you can't help it, even if he has been in a coma since he was hospitalized, but his mouth grows on others, and he doesn't say what he wants. According to Ruoyun's many years of unreasonable experience, you can only be more unreasonable when dealing with unreasonable people, and it is useless to move with emotion and understand that reasoning is useless, so the simple, direct and effective method is to counter violence with violence.

When there was a commotion here, Ruoyun saw more than a dozen security guards surrounding Shen Rufeng and a few people coming out, and it seemed that it was not only Shen Rufeng who rescued him, but also the attending doctor. Ruoyun looked at him worriedly and eagerly, and found that there seemed to be nothing else except a little haggard, and Shen Rufeng gave Ruoyun a reassuring look. Ruoyun thought that I didn't have anything to worry about, and it wasn't my business, and then Ruoyun seemed to see a smile on the corner of Shen Rufeng's mouth, and he could laugh in this situation, and he was really worried about him in vain. Then Ruoyun saw Han Dong and Chen Yunxi, as well as a few doctors that Ruoyun didn't know. Goodbye Han Dong, Ruoyun still has an indescribable bitterness in her heart, this is not the first time Ruoyun has seen Han Dong wearing a white coat, but it still gives Ruoyun the feeling of being in a different world, and her teenager has finally grown up. Her favorite Han Dong, the Han Dong she once loved deeply, liked everything he liked because she liked him, but now looking at Han Dong with a resolute face, they are finally getting farther and farther away, and they can never go back to the beginning.

When he first went to college, Ruoyun accompanied Han Dong to dissection, physiology, and various experimental classes, and was known as a legend in the university at that time. At that time, it was jokingly called: the bloodiest, ** love, and there are jokes flowing out, you must not look for a medical department when you fall in love, especially a clinical professional, kissing is counting your teeth, don't think that he always looks at you with affection, he is either studying your two hundred and six bones, or studying your various organs. The key is that there is a girl who can accompany her boyfriend to an experimental class like Ruoyun, dissect all kinds of corpses and endure the pungent smell of formalin. Therefore, in the past few years after Ruoyun and Han Dong graduated, it was said that clinical medicine was the most unpopular major in the school, because they couldn't find a girlfriend from a foreign department, and they could only find anesthesia or nursing majors in the same department, and then they went to dissect the corpse hand in hand, or count the bones on each other's bodies. The once respected profession, what is life-saving and helping, angels in white, now either facing employment difficulties or facing strange patients, in addition to seeing a doctor, there are all kinds of disputes that have not been played, can't you go to work well?

Now the most rumored is that you must not marry a doctor when you marry, because you don't know when he will be called back to the hospital to work overtime, three hundred and sixty-five days a year, he is either at work, or on the way to work, they have no so-called holidays, except for the night shift there is no fixed rest, he has no time to accompany you, no time to take care of the family, because the hospital is home, he may not be able to answer your phone at any time, because he may be in the operation to save patients, even then he is not understood by many people, you will have a hard time, You have to take care of the children by yourself, take care of the elderly alone, endure loneliness, maybe he will never be able to be by your side when you need him, and earn money selling cabbage with a hard heart, even then do you want to marry him? Ruoyun was taken aback by her own thoughts, since Feng Changting said that she wanted to see her get married and have children, she unconsciously thought of Shen Rufeng, Ruoyun asked herself if she still wanted to marry him even so, Ruoyun's answer was yes. There is also a wife must not marry a nurse, the reason is the same, nurses are the first line of clinical practice, the work intensity is greater, there are a number of doctors' mouth nurses' legs, doctors move their mouths nurses run legs, earn less than doctors, suffer more grievances, now in the eyes of the world hospitals are the service industry, forget the particularity of their work, forget their pay, forget that they also have seven emotions and six desires, not to mention the hard work, there are no doctor-patient disputes, as long as there is a dispute with the patient at work, the fault is your fault, right is also your fault, There is no place for you to be reasonable, and the way the hospital adopts is always to calm people, blindly asking them to back down and pay, forgetting that they are also knowledgeable, sensible and bloody people, not mass-produced machines.

Who has really understood them, even the people next to them may not really understand them, not to mention those who do not know the real situation, in the name of exposing the truth and helping the disadvantaged, foaming at the mouth, and pushing hospitals and even individuals as doctors and nurses to the forefront again and again. You think you are the embodiment of justice, but you are just aiding and abetting, you are obviously on the front line of saving lives and helping the wounded, and you are obviously the most respectable person, but you are not understood or even misunderstood, and you are about to become a rat crossing the street. It's almost about the hospital has changed color, the doctor has no medical ethics, the nurse has a bad attitude, the hospital only knows how to make money, I just want to ask, there is no one who eats cereals and grains without getting sick, dare to ask you if you don't need to see a doctor when you are sick? Blind tolerance and concession will only exacerbate the contradictions, and doctors and nurses are in the most awkward position, chilling their hearts, and work is only a means to make a living, nothing more. It has been reported that the profession with the highest rate of sudden death is doctors, and the high level may have pulled patients back from the brink of death, but they have not been able to get off the operating table. The second is the nurses, who may still be working in the hospital when they are sick, and they are not in the line of fire with minor injuries, but they only save others but not themselves. Without the corresponding social status, it is not understood by the world, because a group of black sheep are even more misunderstood by the world, and it is really bad to do the work like this. Ruoyun suddenly had the idea of not letting Shen Rufeng become a doctor, she wanted him to be well, and the work was all over the street, so why bother so hard.

The bustling crowd suddenly quieted down, and it turned out that Dean Fang was also here. What kind of woman is that of a peerless generation, calm, elegant, mature, charming, shrewd, capable, with a subduing temperament, no amount of words can describe one ten-thousandth of her. At the age of her early fifties, she looks no more than thirty-seven or eighteen because of proper maintenance, and if every woman is a half-finished product of God, she is definitely a finished product carefully crafted by God.

Dean Fang was holding the deceased's autopsy report in his hand, and it was very clear that the patient died of natural causes.

Dean Fang hoped that the other party could send two representatives to her office to talk, and he would definitely give them a satisfactory answer. Obviously, for people who don't make sense, there is no answer that they are satisfied with, and some people say that this is the territory of the hospital, who knows that the autopsy report is not what they want to do.

Dean Fang said with amusement that the autopsy report was issued by the forensic doctor of the Municipal Public Security Bureau.

Some people in the crowd said that you are a system, officials and officials are mutually exclusive, and it is not you who have the final say, and we ordinary people have no place to reason.

Dean Fang said, then what do you want to do?

And some said, "What should you do, the living have given you this, but you die, and you don't know what to do."

Ruoyun really can't listen to it anymore, how can there be such a scoundrel, it is really invincible if you are the cheapest, and you can find something so justifiable.

Ruoyun stepped forward and said, be a man with a conscience, stop in moderation, and don't go too far. The hospital only treats the disease and does not save lives, the natural law of birth, old age, sickness and death, how can the hospital be blamed.

Some people say, who are you, what are your business, and don't meddle here?

Ruoyun said, I am a family member of the patient, and there are naturally people who take care of the injustice, and I can't lift a single word in everything. Everyone present heard clearly and understood, since it was a natural death, it was okay not to be grateful to others, and they were still looking for other people's bad luck, and people worked very hard, so how could they have time to accompany you.

Ruoyun's few words exploded in the crowd in an instant, and most of the onlookers were family members of patients, although the doctors and nurses did not regard them as relatives, but the hard work and dedication of the doctors and nurses were still remembered in their eyes. So if you don't appreciate people, how can you still find trouble, not to mention that it is obviously old and sick and dying, doctors only see patients and do not save lives, doctors are human beings, not gods, when the time comes, the king of Hades takes people away, and what is the matter with hospitals, doctors, and nurses, it is really unreasonable. This is still a nice thing to say, and some people even say that this family clearly wants to make money and spoil their hearts, so when people die, they are also necrotic. Public opinion turned against the hospital, obviously towards the hospital, and the patient's family was not happy, so they became angry, since they did not take advantage of the words, then solve it by force. The scene was completely chaotic and out of control, and the gun shot the first bird, and unfortunately Ruoyun became the target of public criticism.

The patient's family shouted that they would pay for their lives, and rushed up, and more than a dozen security guards hurriedly surrounded them, taking people's money and property to beat others, at least they wanted to protect the hospital director. Ruoyun has a few people around him, both men and women, and he still looks up to Ruoyun very much.

Someone in the crowd raised the voice of justice, and it was not a shame for so many people to bully a little girl?

Someone then said that they did this shameful thing, and I am afraid that they don't know what shame is.

Shen Rufeng took off his white coat, threw it to Han Dong, and said, you take care of Yunxi. rushed to Ruoyun's side and hugged Ruoyun in his arms, he would rather lose his job than see Ruoyun hurt a little. You can look for another job if you don't have a job, but Ruoyun only has one.

Seeing Shen Rufeng, the family members of the patients immediately said, no wonder they spoke for the hospital, it turned out that they had a leg with the doctor here. It's clearly the tone of the enemy's eyes when they see each other.

Before the man's voice fell, he was punched by Shen Rufeng on his mouth, so the scene was really out of control, and there was a fighting sound in all directions. Shen Rufeng protected Ruoyun with one hand and fought with the other, although he was a good fighter, but his hands were difficult to defeat with four punches, not to mention that he was still one-handed, so he unfortunately hung up the lottery, which further fueled the arrogance of the wicked.

Ruoyun said, Doctor Shen, I remember I said that your hand is for holding a scalpel, not for fighting. You just let me go, just watch from the side, and watch me teach these people a lesson for you.

Seeing Ruoyun's firmness, Shen Rufeng let Ruoyun go despite his doubts, even if his fists and feet were eyeless and it really hurt to hit his body, he still chose to believe Ruoyun. Because he also found out that Ruoyun had not worried about Ruoyun since Han Dong appeared, although it was his girlfriend who didn't need Han Dong's concern, but after all, they had known each other since childhood, and they had nothing to fear.

Shen Rufeng said to Han Dong, you and Yun Xi escort the dean back, and by the way, call Xingchen, and let him deal with this matter. Since you have provoked the matter, don't be afraid of small things, I don't care if you want to blackmail money, but if you slander Ruoyun, I will let them know that there are some people who they can't provoke. Tell Xingchen that you must not tolerate adultery, sue them for me, and follow the procedure, no less.

Ruoyun set up a basic Tai Chi style shelf, and ten minutes later, after finishing the work, the people who fell to the ground, including women. Ruoyun's hands are not heavy, they are all skillful, and they can't see the injury, but it is enough for them to hurt for two months. There were also people injured in the hospital, and more than a dozen security guards hung up colors to varying degrees, and the injuries were obvious, most of them were on the face, either the nose was blue and swollen or the woman's fingernails were broken. Shen Rufeng knew that Ruoyun should be good at kung fu, but he didn't expect Ruoyun's kung fu to be so powerful, dozens of ordinary people are not a problem, and it is really not ordinary. Shen Rufeng wants to listen to Ruoyun for everything after getting married, no matter how big or small, this is definitely the wisest decision Shen Rufeng has made in his life. This is also thanks to Feng Changting, thinking that he was holding Feng Ruoyun, who was a few years old, and saw that other people's little dolls went to interest classes, so he thought that Ye Ruoyun would sign up for a class. After weighing and comparing for a long time, Feng Changting enrolled Ruoyun in two classes of Chinese martial arts and tai chi, thinking that even if he couldn't become a martial arts master, he could still strengthen his body. So in addition to fighting when I was a child, fights and brawls were commonplace, after so many years of study, Ruoyun's specialty column will always be martial arts and tai chi. So after so many years at the school's New Year's Day party, watching other classmates singing, dancing and playing the piano, Ruoyun wondered if her father had pointed her in the wrong direction for so many years. After so many years of fighting, Ruoyun finally found that he had learned a lot, and his life was finally complete.