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The fixity of the chapters, and the burst of inspiration.

Always contradictory.

So, while I was thinking about the plot of the psychological novel, my mind flew to "Dreams and Memories" as if it were time and space.

If you think this is a mess, it's not unreasonable.

Because people are always used to following the plot progressively, with ups and downs.

However, because there is no chapter order function, the sudden insertion of chapters always seems so abrupt and nondescript.

This is a fact that cannot be whitewashed for any reason.

But even so, I still have to break through this inherent order in order to express what I think is valuable; Rather than giving up the pleasure of being free for the sake of pursuing a formal beauty.

Truth is sometimes like this, and it does not conform to the good order in people's hearts, but moves forward in a form of leaps.

But in a novel or film, in order to deliberately pursue a formal beauty, the real discontinuity has to be whitewashed.

If you pursue this formal beauty too much, you may lose touch with reality.

This may be what people often say "too deep into the play", or "school buns".

I like to idealize and order things, and I can't accept the imperfections of reality.

But if you don't pursue this formal beauty at all, then you can't call it a novel and a movie at all.

One cannot expect to give any beauty and pleasure.

In the end, it's a matter of balance.

Fortunately, psychological books have this kind of whimsical, "freewheeling", unfettered privilege.

Because psychology emerged as a kind of supplement to traditional melodramatic fiction.

There is a group of people whose pursuit of the beauty of order has reached a pathological state, which is often referred to as "forced order" in psychology.

So, from this point of view, the chaotic chapters are barely plausible.

It would be a great pleasure for you to think from the bottom of your heart that you have absorbed valuable information from deep psychology. But if it's just from the structure, interest, and style of the article...... This book is no different from entertainment, which is not my original intention.

I often have moments of frustration.

Why do you not hesitate to write a book so confusingly, so discreetly, so difficult, and perhaps a little boring, but also try to express your opinion.

Why not add a lot of emotional judgments to make the article more rich and colorful.

Am I trying to prove something? What is it maintaining?

What I'm trying to say is: there is nothing wrong with proving and maintaining, and it's necessary.

The irrationality lies in the fact that it proves to be too eager and deliberate, and that the unintentional outpouring becomes an unnatural, unconfident deliberate work.

A person's simplicity and pleasure are the most important thing; Even if he seems to outsiders to be bland and unaccomplished.

But the temptation of reality is really powerful.

Especially interests and honors.

There are not a few who are lost in it.

I'm no exception, albeit only briefly.

However, the most important thing to understand is that behind the temptation is curiosity, and it is not possible to simply reject the temptation.

This will only deprive oneself of happiness and motivation.

But we must not succumb to temptation.

Driven by interests and honor, too many people have to force their faces to laugh and speak insincerely.

For the vast majority of people, this temptation is almost irresistible.

Even at the risk of getting lost and falling to the ground.

Therefore, even though I have a deep understanding of happiness and calmness, I still try my best to make this book more popular and beautiful from time to time, driven by honor.

This will inevitably lead to abandoning calmness and casualness, and sparing no effort to pursue articles that are rich in content, sufficient in words, and beautifully structured......

Even if it can be said in a few words, it has to be expanded to a few thousand words.

However, the instinctive freewheeling and lightness of it does not make me too impatient in pursuit of these things.

It may be a bit abstract to say this.

Therefore, the following topic will explore dreams about "innocence" and "hustle and bustle".

I hope it can evoke everyone's innocent and simple memories and resist the temptation and hustle and bustle of the prosperous world.

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Same dream

Piece one

In his dream, he dreamed that with his classmates, he was taking physical education class.

Sternly the PE teacher is giving orders and instructing them to do sports.

At that moment, he suddenly had a strong desire to take a leave of absence and go home.

Home is free, not so constrained at the moment.

However, he did not have the courage to ask for leave, and his body and mind seemed to be tightly shackled by the strict teacher, and he could not move.

In the end, it was only when he had a premonition that his mother might face some kind of harm that he had the courage to ask for leave.

Piece two

He was cheering with a group of friends.

But this joy is more of a compromise.

Because his heart is not really happy.

Just indulge in this hilarious format.

But he is reluctant to leave his playmates.

It was when he had a premonition that his mother was unexpected, so he decisively broke away from his partner and ran home.

Piece three

He encountered the saddest scene of his life - saying goodbye to his seriously ill mother.

The loyal father is silently guarding the bedside.

Seeing his arrival, there seemed to be a feeling of sympathy in his eyes.

Mom is still so kind and gentle.

At that moment, his heart changed dramatically, as if he had been uprooted.

I felt that all the things I was so nervous about before were so insignificant, and it turned out that the mother was the most important thing.

It's a feeling of déjà vu, the most familiar.

These are three fragments of the same dream.

To the uninitiated, these three pieces do not seem to be of any value in connection.

At most, it just shows that his mother is seriously ill and he wants to go home.

However, if you don't take it out of context, you basically understand the meaning of the previous chapters.

will understand: This dream is exactly the same as what happened in S's man's family, and his mother was threatened with her life.

Because when the mother's life is threatened, the child's instinctive resistance is suppressed due to unexpected circumstances, which leads to compromise to the danger and loses the intimacy with the mother.

In short - he lost the greatest importance of life.

Is it important to adapt to the outside world? Or is mom important?

It was only in a dream that he experienced the grief of the separation of mother and child again that he understood the importance of being light.

Or rather, a kind of memory recovery.

It can be seen that people often say unbearable psychological pressure, psychological troubles, sorrows, and pain......

It's not inevitable, it's going to be the same.

It's just a matter of losing sight of importance.

Why do you have to adapt to this work environment?

Why do you have to cater to your boss and leader?

Why do you have to get this job?

Why do you have to be satisfied with your teachers?

Why do I have to meet the requirements of my teachers and supervisors?

Why do we have to rely on the excitement of others in order to get a form of happiness? And not be able to find the truest happiness in tranquility?

The various pressures and troubles that people face in society that they think are difficult to alleviate are fundamentally reversed because of the fundamental reversal of the importance of the characters.

I believe that I must adapt to the rules of society and meet some requirements in my studies and career, which is the foundation of survival and happiness.

There is also extreme dependence on a specific environment in order to obtain an external happiness, such as a festive place; And you can't be happy in a peaceful environment.

But the reality is that it is impossible to change with your subjective will.

This will inevitably lead to many insurmountable obstacles and dilemmas in reality, which will gradually evolve into inner obstacles.

But a mother is different, she loves you only because you are his child.

You don't get anything for what you've done.

This is the only unconditional love.

True happiness is hidden in a curiosity about the outside world when you were only closest to your mother.

Rather than leaving happiness to certain circumstances and others in the future.

But don't interpret this as rebellious and unmotivated.

Rebellion is often not really rebellious, but mostly a disguised compromise with the sole aim of attracting attention.

Only when the love of mother and child is returned will people's curiosity and exploration be the strongest, and their enterprising ability will be the strongest.

Just like every child is always so curious when they are children.

Too much deliberate exaggeration of the need to integrate into society is actually difficult to forge ahead.

Because if a person has given up even the basics, no matter how much pursuit and enterprising he has, it will be a castle in the air.

The foundation of this is maternal love. (To be continued.) )