Chapter Seventy-One: The Confession of That Moment
From that day on, Xu Herer deliberately alienated Chen Xukun, going out early and returning late every day, and Cheng Qinglian, who lived with her, couldn't say a few words to her, and people became silent and looked very depressed. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Cheng Qinglian didn't know what happened to her, Chen Xukun also asked her about Xu Her's situation, because he never answered her phone, sent text messages or QQ, and replied briefly and perfunctory, he didn't understand how it became like this all of a sudden. Even the song "Nothingeverhappened", which she liked Eason Chan very much before, was all deleted, and she didn't even dare to hear this song.
That afternoon, Xu Heer had just come out of the library and found that it was raining heavily, but unfortunately she forgot to bring her umbrella and stood at the door of the library hoping that the rain would stop as soon as possible. At this time, Chen Xukun called her, but Xu Herer still didn't answer, she didn't know how to face him now, and she could even say that she didn't have the face to see him.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the rain and mist blew on her, making her feel a little cold, and she planned to go into the library to read another book. At this time, a person with a black umbrella stepped on the steps of the library, Xu Hel didn't pay attention, and was about to turn around but was pulled by someone, Xu Hel was startled, only to find that this person was Chen Xukun.
Xu Hel looked at him in surprise: "Why did you come?" ”
Chen Xukun's face was a little serious: "If I don't come to you, will you come to me?" ”
Xu Hel thought of the phone call just now, thinking that he did it on purpose, she wanted to break away from his hand holding her, but she was grabbed tighter: "I, I studied recently...... I'm busy studying! ”
Chen Xukun didn't pierce it: "Really? Are you free now? ”
Xu Heer noticed that someone was looking around, so he hurriedly said: "This is the entrance of the library, I, I was just going to go in to read a book, this week...... I'm going to submit a 3,000-word essay this week, yes, I'm going to write an essay! ”
The displeasure on Chen Xukun's face was even more obvious: "I asked Cheng Qingpian about it, there is no paper at all!" What excuse do you have? ”
Xu Herer was so anxious that her head was sweating, a cool breeze blew, she couldn't help sneezing, Chen Xukun let go of the hand holding her, thinking that she was sick, at this moment Xu Herer took the opportunity to run into the heavy rain, the overwhelming heavy rain, the white space between the sky and the earth, Xu Herer only knew how to run hard, run as hard as he could, and he didn't know whether it was rain or tears on his face. She was afraid, afraid that Chen Xukun would know about her mother's affair with his father; She was desperate, feeling like she was going crazy, unable to find a way to solve it, and unable to see the way forward; She hated, hated why she grew up in such a family, hated why her mother did this......
Xu Her, who ran with all her might, stopped under a plane tree, she was soaked and rested against the plane tree, because of the shade of branches and leaves, the rain under the tree was very small, Xu Herr raised his head and looked at the gray sky through the gap between the leaves, there were few pedestrians on the road, almost all of them ran hurriedly with umbrellas.
She wanted to laugh, laugh at the cruelty of this world, but tears couldn't stop flowing from the corners of her eyes, she really wanted to disappear from this world when she ran just now, disappear completely, no one can find it, you can avoid these troubles.
"You're so afraid of me?" With a slightly rapid breathing, Xu Her's body warmed, and she was hugged into Chen Xukun's arms, and Chen Xukun's body was also soaked, a little embarrassed.
Xu Herr opened his eyes and looked at the puddles accumulated on the ground, and he was greedy for this moment of warmth for a while. She raised her hands to hug Chen Xukun's waist and buried her face in his neck, not wanting to answer any questions or thinking about any results, just let her relax for a while.
Xu Hel and Chen Xukun ran all the way back to Chen's house in the heavy rain as if they were nervous, there was no one at home, Xu Herer was so cold that she sneezed, and then she felt how childish her behavior was just now. Chen Xukun saw her trembling, so he asked her to go back to Meng's mother's room to take a hot bath, and he also went upstairs to tidy himself up, otherwise he would really catch a cold.
Xu Herer turned her face and let the shower water spray on her face, she was both conflicted and frightened in her heart, such a peaceful life will soon be broken, what will be the fate of her mother at that time, and what kind of action will the Chen family take after knowing it? She couldn't guess and didn't dare to guess, but she knew that the peace would soon be shattered.
Xu Heer took a shower and changed his clothes, and blew his hair dry again, and then came out to go to the kitchen to make some cold medicine to prevent it. But he didn't expect Chen Xukun to take the lead, even the ginger soup was cooked, brought to the coffee table in the living room, watching TV and drinking ginger soup, the afternoon rain made the whole room dim and dark, and the bright light of the TV screen was particularly conspicuous. Xu Heer sat on the sofa beside him, picked up his bowl of ginger soup, and drank it slowly.
How abnormal Xu Heer is today, not to mention Chen Xukun, even she can detect it, so when Chen Xukun asked her if something happened, Xu Heer just shook his head, lowered his head and slowly drank the ginger soup in the bowl, and put the bowl back on the coffee table. She still lowered her head, not daring to look at Chen Xukun, she found a thousand reasons for her and her mother's behavior in her heart, but when facing Chen Xukun and Huang Zhihui, in addition to guilt and weakness, she could no longer get along with them normally.
Staying in the same space with Chen Xukun made her very depressed, and Xu Herer hurriedly said: "I'll go back to the room first!" She got up immediately, but unexpectedly Chen Xukun grabbed her left arm, and she fell back on the sofa before she could stand firmly. Before Xu Hel could react to what was going on, Chen Xukun suddenly stretched out his right hand, passed through her right shoulder, placed his forearm in front of her neck, and put his right hand on her left shoulder - he hugged her from behind! Chen Xukun buried his head in her still somewhat wet hair, his chest was close to her back, the warm breath hit the back of her neck, and the ironed body temperature warmed her cold back, Xu Heer unconsciously erected his hairs from beginning to end, and even shivered. She didn't know why Chen Xukun suddenly did this.
The raindrops outside the window ticked, washing away the dust between heaven and earth, and the leaves shone clean green; In the window, an advertisement for dairy products was playing on the TV, and a group of children were bouncing around and laughing throughout the living room. Xu Hel was still held in Chen Xukun's arms, he didn't speak, she didn't speak, I don't know how long it took.
Xu Herer has been nervous, hoping that this time will pass soon, and Chen Xukun will return to normal. But Chen Xukun couldn't hear her inner voice, but he finally let go of Xu Her, but turned her around by the shoulder, sat facing each other, didn't speak, just looked at her, put his face closer and closer, and put his lips on hers, Xu Heer couldn't even breathe, he could only stiffly straighten his back motionlessly, and didn't even dare to blink his eyes.
Chen Xukun just put his lips to her lips, did not go deep and did not leave immediately, when Xu Hel felt that she was going to faint because of holding her breath, Chen Xukun's lips finally left, his eyes stared at Xu Her's eyes, and he said clearly: "I like you!" Be my girlfriend! ”
Xu Hel suddenly came back to his senses, hurriedly got up and ran back to the room, and the ginger soup bowl on the coffee table was also swept to the ground by her anxious movements and shattered into pieces. Xu Her locked the door, leaned his back against the door, and pressed her heart tightly, the beating of her heart was so loud that it almost burst her eardrums, and the rapid beating overwhelmed her. After calming down for a while, Xu Herer sat on the edge of the bed with his weak legs, and after the panic in the sky, great despair and sorrow struck, and tears also fell.
Chen Xukun's feelings for herself, Xu Herer couldn't respond, and now the situation is very complicated, and she can no longer have any unclear emotional entanglements with Chen Xukun. However, there is a suppressed joy in her heart for Chen Xukun's confession, and her hazy feelings for him have only been confirmed now, but at the same time, she has to bury this feeling.
Chen Xukun looked at the white fragments on the ground, and suddenly smiled, was he too anxious and scared Hull? He didn't think about confessing today, but she sat next to him, and the smell of shampoo in her hair was too tempting, which made him fascinated for a while, so he made the move just now. He turned his head to look at the closed door, hoping that Hel wouldn't take him for a pervert.
When it was almost dinner, Meng Fangtian accompanied Chen Yimin back from the hospital, Chen Yimin went to visit an old friend, and suddenly suffered a cerebral hemorrhage. After taking care of the old man, Meng Fangtian returned to his room and saw his daughter lying on the bed without turning on the light, which was a little strange.
Xu Hel clenched his fists and said to Meng Fangtian in a thick nasal voice: "Mom, can you not be with Uncle Chen?" ”
Meng Fangtian was stunned for a moment, turned on the light, and saw that his daughter's eyes were red and swollen, and she seemed to have cried. She touched her daughter's head with concern, her hands were a little hot, and she said, "You are burnt and confused!" Why did you suddenly have a fever? With that, he got up and went to the bathroom to get her some cold water and put it on her forehead.
Xu Herr insisted: "Please! Don't ruin the lives of Uncle Chen's family! ”
Meng Fangtian sat on the edge of the bed, looked at his little daughter, and sighed: "Madame knows what I have to do with him!" ”
Xu Herr looked at her in disbelief, Huang Zhihui knew that her husband was cheating? But she didn't have any abnormalities at all these days, and she didn't even have mood fluctuations.
Meng Fangtian didn't want to say too much to his daughter: "This matter is between the three of us, you are all sick, so take a good rest." In a word...... Just let it be! ”
Xu Heer pursed his lips and stopped talking. Does love really have so much power? Break through the moral bottom line and break through the secular norms?