Chapter 181 Ten years, two vast
"Why is this happening?" My heart felt like it was being tugged, and the pain spread through every inch of my skin. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Looking at her legs with pity, I don't know what happened to the woman I once regarded as a treasure.
Fu Wenxin calmly looked at the verdant distant mountains: "Because of this earthquake, the school is gone, and when the last student in the classroom was rescued, a beam fell. Like you, I don't believe in fate, it's all our choice. ”
"What about the second generation of officials?"
"I have never had a marriage with the second generation of officials, it's just an excuse for me to make you feel at ease. I know you all too well, because we're so much the same. The moment I turned around and left you, how I wish you would catch up, take my hand, say that you love me, and want to grow old with me, and at the last moment of my life, let me leave quietly in your arms, and say what those girls love to hear, go to his second generation of officials, but you don't. I know you won't, otherwise, you wouldn't be Zeng Xiaoyu. Fu Wenxin's tears slipped down at the same time, but his face was smiling.
"Why did you do this to me?" I crouched down and clasped her hands.
Her hands were as cool as they were in college.
"For so many years, I thought very thoroughly that we couldn't be together. I told you that I'm a little woman and BJ isn't for me. However, I can't be so selfish as to make you give up your BJ dream and live the little life you covet with me. In fact, we are both characters who do not give in to each other, if we are together, maybe not for long, why not leave beautiful memories for each other? ”
"Why are you making your own claims? Why not let me choose for myself? Why should I be decided? You made up a false second generation of officials, making me hold a grudge against you for so many years. Do you know how much my heart hurts when I think of you? I've been torturing myself for more than ten years, do you know my pain? "I roared at her like a mad beast.
"I didn't make it up to the second generation of officials, at that time, my parents asked me to go back, saying that for the sake of my father's career, let me compromise and marry him. But how could I? I went home and met my parents, and then I came here. It didn't take long for my father to be investigated, and his career was over, and when my mother came to me, I saw her crying red eyes, and I had a sudden feeling, and I told her that this was what my father deserved. ”
"But all this is not what you deserve! Your legs, how can this be? ”
"The spinal nerve is damaged, and maybe, I will be in a wheelchair for the rest of my life."
"I won't allow you to do this, I'm going to bring you back to BJ for treatment."
"It doesn't matter, now I'm very satisfied, I have a husband who loves me and a lovely daughter, and my group of little angels, living in this beautiful and simple place, I am very happy, this is the life I want."
"You're married?"
"Well, he is also a teacher at school, and we are very dull and happy together. You know? I was happy with you, but I was afraid, like a bird with folded wings, flying precariously in the air, terrified, fearing that it would fall to pieces at any moment. When I was with him, I felt at peace and felt like I was stepping on the ground and not flying in the air. ”
"Have you ever loved me?"
"Hmph." Fu Wenxin smiled lightly, as if the mother looked at the helplessness of the child's coquettishness, "Have you ever loved it?" It never stopped, and now, what's the point of saying that? We can't get back the time, so why not accept the reality and let the future have no regrets. Seeing you slowly realize your dreams in BJ, I am here, happy for you; Reading your book, I will miss every bit of the past, miss the temperature of your body and the texture of your palm, I will cry quietly in the middle of the night, your joys, sorrows, and sorrows, I feel so empathy, I think, hey, this child who doesn't grow up. ”
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I fell on her lap and cried like a bear child.
So many years of misunderstandings, including my resentment towards her, all came from my own selfishness and conceit.
How I wish it had been a nightmare, and now, I woke up from a nightmare where everything could be reversed.
After school, I pushed Fu Wenxin home.
"Goodbye, Teacher Fu!" The childish children greeted her with a smile.
She responded enthusiastically, and that kind of enthusiasm could not be disguised, from the bottom of her heart.
At this time, I understood her so-called happiness more deeply.
In the warm and clean two-story building, a cute little girl ran out babbling: "Mom, Mom, I'm back!" ”
She has two upturned pigtails, bright eyes, clean, like the stars in the distance, I seem to see Fu Wenxin when I was a child.
When the little girl saw me, she hesitated, threw herself into Fu Wen's arms, and asked shyly, "Mom, who is this uncle?" ”
"This is my mother's old classmate, Uncle Xiaoyu." Fu Wenxin kissed the little girl's forehead and said softly.
"Hello Uncle Xiaoyu, welcome to my house."
"Tell Uncle Xiaoyu what is your name?" Fu Wenxin said.
"My name is Zhen Xiaoni."
I squatted down and touched her fleshy little face, and I couldn't hold back my tears: "Nini is good." ”
"Uncle, why are you crying?" She reached out to help me wipe my tears.
"Uncle saw you, he liked it very much, and he was very excited."
At this time, a man came out of the house, wearing glasses, with a flat head, honest and honest, but not stupid.
"My husband Zhen Ye." Fu Wenxin introduced, "Old classmate Zeng Xiaoyu. ”
"Well, here we are." Zhen Ye shook my hand calmly, he seemed to know that I was in this place at any time, everything was logical, and his expression was unwavering, "Come into the house." ”
The furnishings are simple, but very warm.
There are potted plants and oil paintings, which must have been carefully arranged by Fu Wenxin.
Zhen Ye served me a cup of Mao Jian, and suddenly, the whole room was filled with the fragrance of tea.
Then, he gave Fu Wenxin a cup of traditional Chinese medicine: "You take a sip first, and I'll add some sugar if you feel bitter." ”
"You old classmates haven't seen each other for so many years, there must be a lot to say, you talk slowly, I'll cook." Zhen Ye deliberately created a space for us to be alone, "Nini, go to the kitchen to help Dad choose vegetables, Dad will cook you your favorite braised fish, how about it?" ”
Zhen Xiaoni happily ran over and put her arms around his father's neck, Zhen Ye lifted her to his shoulders, and the father and daughter happily went to the kitchen.
"I envy you."
"What's there to envy, aren't you guys pretty good at BJ?"
"Not so good."
"So, was Rumei or Geng Hao unable to keep his mouth shut and told you about my situation?"
"They all know? Why didn't you tell me? ”
"I don't want to bother you. Only the two of them know all this. After leaving BJ, Geng Hao returned to his hometown to find me, and I told him that there is only one person I have always liked, and that is you, and to love someone is not to restrain him and let him fly, so I gave up on you and went to Kangding. I said that I didn't deserve him like this, Rumei is a good girl, but he didn't listen, and said that he would never marry for me. ”
"It's really something he can do. Idiot! ”
"He came here during the earthquake and saw what I was going through and said he wanted to help me. All my worries are about the school, but the money allocated from above has not been in place, and the principal has gone many times to no avail. Now, the school is supported by some social assistance, and there is still a long way to go to rebuild it. ”
"In the past two years, the media has reported some bastards who have made a fortune, and I think that the above appropriation should be intercepted by some lawless people in the middle?"
"Maybe, our strength is too small, after writing letters many times to no avail, Zhen Ye and some teachers went to the relevant departments to ask for an explanation, and were brutally treated, and one teacher was injured in the head and is still in the hospital. If it weren't for Geng Hao's monthly remittances, the children's lunch would not have arrived, and I felt very incompetent. ”
"I see! Geng Hao is stupid. Force, this kind of thing has to be hidden from me, why is he so stupid?! ”
"What's wrong with him?" Fu Wenxin looked at me suspiciously.
"Wenxin, don't worry, I will ask my colleagues to check and do an investigation on the whereabouts of the funds for Mulong Village Primary School. It's just that Geng Hao is ...... now Now it's difficult. ”
After I told Fu Wenxin about the poison in Geng Hao's painting, she folded her hands in pain, clenched her fists, and pressed her head in despair: "Why is this happening? I knew that this was how his money came from, I ...... I won't take it alive or dead...... I would never allow him to do that. ”
"Haozi is such a stubborn person, even now, his heart is still warm, and he thinks it's all worth it."
"His remittance slips, the school keeps them, these things must help him, right?"
"Well, we want to use the power of the Internet and the human heart to let citizens know the truth! Let the evil be hidden! ”