"I have. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info" In the café, Zhao Lifei said coldly.

"Got it?" I was stunned, "Are you ...... Are you sure? ”

"Sure."

"It's ...... me"

Before I finished speaking, I saw Zhao Lifei looking at me with terrifying eyes.

When I came home that night, I had chills all over my body.

Yu Yue asked with a hippie smile, "What's wrong?" It's like losing my soul today. ”

I ignored him, went into the room by myself, closed the door, thought about it and opened the door again.

"Get out of my world!" I yelled at him.

Then, I slept with my head covered until the next morning.

Yu Yue disappeared again, and this time he didn't leave me any note, maybe he was determined not to come to me again.

I never got my head out and woke up from the whole thing.

It's a mess all day, commuting to and from work, not eating at night, and going to bed when you get home.

I was thoughtless like the walking dead until one night a few days later, when I woke up from a nightmare and couldn't sleep again.

I turned on the light, my thoughts flowed, and I shrank at the head of the bed, as if I was the only one left in the world, standing alone and helpless.

The price of the romance of the past, the cruel obstacles of today, all linger in every fold of the room at this moment, like evil spirits to seek souls.

I couldn't hold back any longer and began to cry. Crying like a fool. Forced, let the tears flow sideways, flow into the mouth, salty.

After crying, I woke up.

I hurt a girl and I have to take responsibility. It's what a man should do, and it's what I have to do.

The next day, I told Zhao that we needed to talk.

In the evening, we were still at that piece café.

I stroked her hand and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

She stared at the white coffee cup, as if out of her body, and said lightly, "Who are you sorry for?" Am I still in my stomach? ”

"I'm sorry, concubine, I'll be responsible, let's get married."

"Hmph." She sneered and didn't answer, "I want to eat Chongqing noodles, you can take me to eat them." ”

We went to a noodle restaurant and asked for two large bowls and a whole bunch of other side dishes.

She didn't say a word, just added vinegar to the noodles, and then gobbled up the things on the table.

I looked at her, my heart ached, and I wished she was eating me.

She wiped her mouth and said, "You have nothing to be sorry for, we are all responsible." ”

"I said, I will take responsibility, I will marry you, and I will let our children grow up healthy."

"You've been saying you're sorry, you're only sorry in your heart, because you never intended to marry me, you just did it out of guilt and selfishness, I don't want such a marriage, I won't marry a man who doesn't love me. I'll do it, kid, you don't have to worry! ”

"You can't do that!"

"My body, I have the right!"

After saying that, she got up cleanly, picked up her bag and got up to leave.

Trying to grab her hand, she broke free of me and walked away.

I sat dumbfounded, all the people around me seemed to curse me, and when I came to the Huangpu River, the laughter of others seemed to mock me.

I was frightened, left the crowd, and walked aimlessly.

In this gorgeous city, Jiang Feng and fishing fire are so ambiguous and amorous, and I feel more despair and remorse from this amorous tone.

Why do you always have to hurt the people around you, and at the same time, you are covered in bruises.

I used to sneer at Yue and Yuan Zheng, but now, I am extremely disgusted with my body and soul, and this skin makes me feel disgusted and depressed.

Pick up a stone and throw it with all your might, but you can't see a splash. Tiny pebbles.

The mobile phone rang, and it was Che Zhen calling: "Xiaoyu, I haven't seen you for a long time, are you okay in Shanghai?" ”

"It's okay, I miss you old colleagues." I held back the negativity.

"I'll come back and see if I think about it. I called you this time to report a happy event to you, I'm getting married. ”

"Congratulations! Who is the bride? ”

"Sima Fang."

"Wow, I didn't expect it, I really didn't expect you to come together in the end, congratulations! I wish you all a quick hug of the fat doll, when will you do something? ”

"On the fifth day of the next month."

"Be sure to come there to congratulate you."

"Thank you. That's right, there's one more thing to discuss with you when I call you. I'm going to work at the headquarters of the media group next month, and the position of the editorial director of "New Speech" is vacant, and I have repeatedly agreed with Mr. Feng that I really can't find the right person. ”

"Thank you for your exaltation, I'm afraid I'm not capable enough to do it."

"Don't talk about that, think about it, okay, stay in touch at any time."

Hanging up, I let out a long breath.

I can't just walk away like this, all my experience and value is telling myself that I should pay for all my actions.

The next day was the weekend, and when I came to Zhao Lifei's house, I knocked on the door and no one answered.

When I got downstairs and saw her get into a taxi, I ran over shouting her name, but it was too late and the car was already far away.

Stop a taxi behind you and ask the driver to follow the one in front, keep up with it, don't lose it.

As a result, at an intersection, a red light separated us, and the driver braked sharply.

When she waited for the green light, she rushed over again, and the car that Zhao Lifei was riding in had long since disappeared.

I got out of the car, sweating profusely.

Call her and it's always off.

I opened the map and checked the nearby hospitals, and there were 32 in total.

There is no way, I called Fang Xiao and briefly explained the situation, I don't want Zhao Lifei to do stupid things, I must find out which hospital she is in.

Fang Xiao was shocked at first, but the matter was urgent, and she didn't think about it anymore: "You check one hospital after another, and I will inform Luo Da Prawn and Wu Shuang to help find the concubine together." ”

I didn't care about being tired, so I rushed into the gynecology department of one hospital after another, and when I entered, I asked, "Has anyone named Zhao Lifei ever come?" ”

The doctors and nurses were inexplicable, with innocent expressions, and after I briefly explained the situation, they all reluctantly said that there was no such person.

For the first time, the high-rise buildings in Shanghai made me feel so strange, depressed and panicked.

Like an ignorant insect, I fell into a nest of cunning pitcher plants, and my body was slowly corroded and melted.

I threw away my coat and ran desperately to the next hospital, the next one, the next one......

Finally, at the gate of a hospital, I saw a haggard Zhao Lifei walking out with broken steps.

I rushed up and took him in my arms: "What have you done?" ”

"You're free now......" After saying that, she fainted in my arms.

In the ward, Fang Xiao, Luo Da Prawn, and Wu Shuang were guarding the side, and the doctor came in and told me: "The patient is fine, due to blood loss, fatigue and mental pressure, there is some anemia, and it will be fine if you have a good rest." ”

I sat on the edge of the bed and touched her hand, it was cold.

She opened her eyes and asked softly, "Why are you all here?" ”

Fang Xiao held her hand: "Don't think too much, rest well." ”

"Are you hungry, this is the chicken soup made by Shuangshuang, I'll feed you." Luo Da Prawn looked at her with tears in his eyes and looked at her with concern.

"Can you go out first, I want to talk to Xiaoyu."

After they went out, I knelt down in front of Concubine Zhao Li, and tears flowed involuntarily: "You can beat me, scold me, do anything to me, this is what I deserve." ”

"Silly boy," she wiped her tears from my eyes, "you're really still a child, that's why I feel so sorry for you, I've never hated you, don't blame yourself too much." During this time with you, I am very happy, like I have found my first love, thank you for giving me such good memories. I thought about it for a long time, this is a mature decision, I can't be so selfish, I am not qualified to deprive you of your freedom, continue to look for the free life you covet, I will always silently bless you. ”

I cried even harder, and I couldn't stop crying.

She stroked my head like a kind angel and let me let the tears of remorse flow into her arms as much as I could......