The work in the warehouse and Ane's personality are quite compatible. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

A quiet working environment that is largely isolated from the outside world gives Ane plenty of freedom.

Only here can his mind be at peace and divergent for a moment.

Especially at night, lying on the old wooden bed in the small room of the warehouse, bathed in the soft moonlight seeping through the window lattice, his heart is like a pool of still water, and there is no anxiety of the past.

Everything that was unbearable and humiliating in the past formed a free will in his mind, and he couldn't help but flow:

Since his college days, his fate has hung by a thread on the edge of pleasure and pain.

Every time he goes on a date, he can't escape the careful preparation in advance and longs for love; Afterwards, it was like falling into the abyss of fate.

Little by little, beautiful dreams are stifled by reality.

What is the pursuit of romance, hairstyles, clothing, entertainment...... The pursuit of young people's interests has gradually lost its meaning.

He began to become lazy and passive, so much so that now he felt nothing wrong with being unkempt and untidy; Even if he doesn't go out for a month, as long as he has a computer to access the Internet, he feels very satisfied.

His faith had been severely eroded by reality, leading to a deep sense of uncertainty and anxiety.

Once, he thought that as long as people were not ugly, had a good temper, knew how to be romantic, cared for, and created happiness, there was no reason why there would be no love.

But the reality is: love has nothing to do with all this, and is often decided at the first sight of the two parties. -- That can't be changed.

There may be only one explanation - some people are born with love.

Although the vast majority of people say, "The outside is not important, the inside is important." ”

But inside is something much more abstract.

Sometimes it can even be so extreme that there is no word for the sin that you want to add to it.

If she doesn't like you, she will feel bad no matter how good you are.

Of course, this kind of desire and sin is not obvious, but subconscious, and even a prejudice that the girl herself can't tell.

As a result, the vast majority of people will say, "It must be that you are not good enough." ”

When hearing such remarks, Ané can only try to try to correct his shortcomings, however, when corrected to a certain extent, he can only suspect that there is something wrong with his personality or personality; Because girls like boys who are domineering, open-minded, and humorous.

This is an extremely painful self-examination.

Because it literally uprooted him.

He didn't know why he was so restrained, nervous and serious in front of the girl.

Deep down, he seems to be forever guarding something, and he doesn't dare to let people touch it.

Although many friends who know him well say that he is too wooden and introverted, he should be able to let go.

However, when he tried to let go, he found that he had gone to another extreme - indulgence.

It is also criticized.

The final conclusion is that he was born without love.

To say that something is not done well is nothing more than a beautiful lie.

If there is true love, one should accept everything from the other person unconditionally.

Prejudice is an amazing thing.

You are kind and gentle, and others will say that he is not manly; A boy with a stubborn temperament, others will say that he has courage.

In terms of career, he also encountered the same confusion, high or low. This is often used to describe college students' eyes and low hands.

But in him the complete opposite.

He said that he wanted to be a warehouse manager with a bachelor's degree, but others thought that he was incapable and would lower his expectations.

At work, he completely abandoned the bottom line of dignity.

An introverted and taciturn person has to force a smile, go left and right, and say insincere things to please others.

Instead, they were despised.

However, he could not help it.

In that factory with a strict system, if he didn't try to curry favor with the squad leader and captain, a wrong word might lead to a combination of punches and kicks.

He had a very secret sense of shame - the shame of being beaten and ridiculed was far greater than the physical pain.

At that moment, his soul seemed to merge with someone.

If you are beaten, you are beaten by that person.

And that person is the person he has been desperately guarding all his life.

His body and mind seemed to have merged with her.

No violation of his or her body by anyone will not be tolerated.

What a sense of intimacy and belonging that has not been felt in a long time!

At that moment, Ane had a flash of inspiration, and finally understood what he had been trying to protect in disguise. (To be continued.) )