Chapter 14 I need to think about life.
(Subtitle: I've got the strongest booster ever.) Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ¼
At the end of July, the waning moon hung obliquely in the sky, and the fluorescent light was swallowed up by the dazzling lights in the community square. In an ordinary residential building in the community, a mermaid is hiding behind a curtain, enviously looking at the children running around through the small window. She wore a simple and majestic crown on her head, her whole body was wrapped in shiny fish scales, and her open predecessor was no different from that of a normal girl, and it was also full of youthful beauty. The fly in the ointment is that the stratum corneum on the forehead suddenly sinks down, leaving a small hollow, revealing white skin.
Liu Muzi didn't know when she awakened the attributes of her hairy hands and feet, in the dozens of minutes just now, she walked out of the bathtub three times against the water resistance, once brought a mouse pad, once found the magic data cable given to her by Annie, and once locked the bathroom door. After barely mastering the duration of his spell, Liu Muzi didn't fall to the ground again three times, messing up the bathroom again.
It's been messed up anyway, okay...
"It's so boring... The night was not yet deep, and Liu Muzi didn't want to hang in the game so early. Taking advantage of the fact that no one cared about her at this time, Mu Zi relaxed the nerves of his whole body like this, and lazily closed his eyes in the bathtub filled with water.
When people relax, they instinctively want to think. At this moment, the question of having no time to think about it for three days and two nights came to Liu Muzi's mind.
I am now ... Not a human anymore?
You can still feel the weight of the stratum corneum on your head, the strange touch of the fish's tail is constantly coming from below, and most importantly, humans will never have such hydrophilicity - Liu Muzi even feels the skin and scales that come into contact with the water are moaning in comfort. Touching the back, the scales give the hand a slippery and greasy feeling. The place where the forehead was originally inlaid with gems was aching faintly at this time, but it did not attract Liu Muzi's attention.
"Little brother, what do you want?" Kazik's slightly beaten voice sounded for the first time in a long time.
"Why have you been silent for so long? Isn't that your style? ā
"I'm the one who has a girlfriend, so I've got to help her fight. Forehead.. Buying ingredients, cooking or something, like you, just a single dog. ā
"I'm only fifteen years old, so I'm not in a hurry." Regardless of whether the accident happened before or after, Liu Muzi had no intention of falling in love, so she did not pierce the thin layer of paper between her and her goddess.
āććć Yes, I'm just a kid. Kazik accentuated the words "child".
āćć Let's not mention this first. Liu Muzi couldn't refute, after all, even after going through so much, she was just a minor child, so she changed the topic, "Or didn't you just ask me what I was thinking?" ā
"Huh?"
"I'm thinking, I'm not a human being anymore, all the difficulties in life, what should I do in the face of them?"
"That's it?" Kazik said disdainfully, and he revealed his history in a big way, "You know, I think that for the sake of Jia'er, I gave up my body that I had used for hundreds of years to become a human being, and the pain at that time is still fresh in my memory, but I am not alive and well?" Sometimes race is really just a marker, and it doesn't determine the trajectory of a life. ā
"Actually, it's okay... It's not unacceptable to me to be racially humanoid. Liu Muzi scratched his head, but what he started was a hard feel, which turned out to be scratched on the crown of his head. He looked down at the body immersed in the water. Although the lower limbs have become fish tails, it seems that I can't see any gender, but I feel that the genitals should still be there, but Mu Zi, who has not learned biology well, doesn't know where it is. Besides, the strangely shaped long hair on the head and the things on the chest can't be fake, right?
āćć Just in case, I'll still ask, are you... Male, right? ā
"You're so stupid... Kazik couldn't help but laugh, "If I'm a female, how can I chase Jia'er?" ā
"That's not necessarily, who said that women can't do it... Liu Muzi muttered, but Kazik didn't hear clearly.
"So you've always been male?"
"That's right."
"That's the end of it! Anyway, your gender hasn't changed, what about me? What about me? Liu Muzi finally found an outlet, and shouted at the other side, "My seven-foot man has shrunk by almost 20 centimeters now, and I still want to increase one and two, do you know how unhappy I am?" ā
āććć Why are you so strange ... It seems that Kazik does not understand how important it is for boys to awaken their sense of gender during puberty, "Racial issues don't bother you, why does a single gender make you so entangled?" ā
āććć I'm a dead otaku, and I'm forced to adapt!! I'm adaptable, but I'm too self-conscious!! Liu Muzi, who gave up on himself, reluctantly ended the topic.
"What is a dead house... Kazik asked, but Liu Muzi didn't bother to answer.
"This race, race issue, in fact, is just that, after all, if I survive like this, I can still operate as a human being." Shaking his head, Liu Muzi turned over, his blue eyes staring at the white bathtub tiles, and a trace of confusion and fear appeared on his face, "What I am really afraid of is your strength." Or rather, the power of the old man named Ryze. ā
"Ryze... He.. Kazik seemed to want to say something, but finally swallowed, "I think, before you don't cross his line, among these celebrities in Valoran, he is the one you should not be afraid of." ā
"It's not him who I'm afraid of, it's the power he holds." Shaking the tail of the fish, which had not moved for a long time and was somewhat stiff, Liu Muzi buried his head in the water, "That kind of power is so powerful that the traces of the human named Liu Mu before are about to be erased by it." In this world, except for the memory of my friends, there is no longer a 15-year-old boy Liu Mu, only the merman Liu Muzi, except for him, everyone else has a completely different memory from me, so who am I? Was my previous self real or fake? ā
"Is this one? . . . This serious question made Kazik not know how to speak, he wanted to persuade Liu Muzi not to be confused by power, but this was a plan against them, so the purple-haired young man was silent for a while.
"Kid, I'll answer that question." The old man's voice rang out.
"Ruiz!" Liu Muzi was shocked and suddenly came to his senses.
"You're here." Kazik greeted him lazily, "Does that mean I can get off work?" ā
āćć Well, you can go. "You'd better take care of your girlfriend and catch her another dragon lizard to satisfy her hunger." This is the third time that Kree has reported that his mount has been attacked by your little girlfriend. ā
"Uh... Apologize to Uncle Cree for me, and I'll go back to the care now. Kazik's voice sounded embarrassed.
"Okay, goodbye. Oh yes, did you see Nami? ā
"Sorry, no. After I took her class, she went out, and I didn't know. Goodbye, old man. Kazik's voice faded into the communication.
āććć Uh, Uncle Ryze... Liu Muzi didn't know how to speak for a while.
"Don't be nervous. Kazik is right, as long as I don't touch my bottom line, I'm probably the safest big guy in Valoran. "Praise yourself without modesty, Ryze
Said confidently.
āććć How do you do it ... Erase the existence of Liu Mu? ā
āććć I'd like to explain it to you. Ruiz smiled, "But do you understand... ā
"Uh... That can always be given to me ... Liu Muzi was speechless.
"I'd better answer your question." Ruiz interrupted her, "It seems to me that whether your past is true or not, it doesn't matter now. ā
"Doesn't matter? How could it not be important? ā
"Can it be more important than now, can it be more important than now?" Rhyze retorted kindly, "If your past is true, can you go back in time now?" Can you go back to that boy's life? ā
"It's not all you." Although it was a small mutter, in fact Ruiz heard it, but he didn't mind.
"If your past is fake, then it is more important to create your own reality than to indulge in the illusions of the past?" Ruiz's voice sounded solemn and majestic, which made Liu Muzi respect the other party from the bottom of his heart, this is not what magic Ruiz used, this is just respect for wisdom, "More importantly, in this process, is your heart still there?" ā
āććććććā Liu Muzi didn't reply, but her frowning brows showed that she didn't listen too much.
āććć Alas. Ruiz shook his head helplessly, he had spoken violently more times in the past thousand years, but now his mouth cannon couldn't handle even a child, "There is one more thing." I'm really sorry that you've been affected by things on Valoran's side, but everything is not without cause and effect, and I can't explain it to you for various reasons, so I ask for your understanding. ā
āćć It doesn't matter anymore. Liu Muzi has a habit that can't say whether it is good or bad, that is, when he can't figure it out, he doesn't think about it, "But uncle, why can't I take out the staff that Sister Nami gave me, can you help me check it?" ā
āććć You destroyed the exit, how did it get out? Thinking of Liu Muzi's irrational behavior last night, Ruiz sighed deeply, "In addition to being able to continue the life of the merman, that sapphire also has a certain spatial expansion attribute. It's just when you take back your staff, after all, you are also a descendant of the Shark Clan's Tide Caller, and it doesn't cost anything to recuperate, but if you want to manifest it, your magic power will not be enough. On your own, you won't be able to take out the Staff of Impact until you retrieve the Blue Stone. ā
"That's right..." Sighing in disappointment, Liu Muzi's eyes rolled, "Uncle Ruiz, are you on duty tonight?" ā
"Ah, yes. It's rare to get things done, but I'm not used to a too quiet life because I'm tired, so I found this leisurely job. ā
"Are you a summoner, then?"
"I am. Why do you ask this? "Ruiz is a little confused.
"Then you can help me, right?" Liu Muzi caught the message in Ruiz's words just now, "Help me take it out." ā
āććć What are you going to do? Ruiz was a little puzzled, but still helped, and the staff of impact "grew" out of the gap in Liu Muzi's forehead and fell into her hand.
Liu Muzi looked at the laptop on the pad, and then looked at the magic change data cable that was placed on the windowsill, and smiled. She connected the cable and clicked on the "L" icon.
"Then as compensation for you disturbing my life, you can help me get up."