That night, Xue Wei lay alone in the girls' dormitory, and she had insomnia again. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

At this time, she was no longer entangled in the emotions between her and Tang Sidi, but completely for the heartfelt words that Tang Sidi told her. Looking back, she couldn't help but have mixed feelings. She felt that she was really just living a life before, and she didn't have a clear goal in life.

Dream?

She kept recalling what Tang Sidi had said, is a girl like her, who has lost half her life, still worthy of a dream?

However, although she questioned this question, Tang Sidi's words had already resonated strongly in her heart.

The next day, she went to the bookstore with Tang Sidi to read the book, and continued to read the remaining little "How Steel is Made".

Tang Sidi waited for her to finally finish reading, and then lost no time in talking to her about the neglect she had encountered when she was growing up...

"Xue Wei, everything must be looked at with a dialectical eye. You always thought that your former classmates were looking at you with colored glasses, and that's understandable, after all, you're different from other children, you're a special child, but you've been living around normal children, which is a miracle in itself. Do you still want to be like an ordinary child, to get equal laughter and joyful play? Therefore, the alienation of your classmates in this regard does not mean that they snub you. They are more interested in protecting you, but your classmates at that time were also in the growth stage, and they still lacked some mature rational judgment, and made some incorrect moves against you. However, now that your classmates are college students and have matured in their thinking, they will not continue to isolate you like your middle school classmates. ”

When Xue Wei heard this, her big eyes couldn't help but pick up: "Are you telling the truth?" I've been enrolled for a few days now, so why don't I see the difference? ”

Tang Sidi smiled: "Silly girl, am I not very close to you?" I'm one of your classmates. Besides, we've only been in school for a few days? There is also a process of getting acquainted with each other. Over time, more students will like you. Of course, you also have to behave a little bit. ”

Xue Wei blinked again: "Sidi, do you really treat me as an ordinary classmate?" Will everyone be as good to me as you are in the future? ”

Tang Sidi nodded: "Xuewei, weren't you also very willful when you were a child?" At that time, your little friends were also the little emperors and princesses of the family at that time, and sometimes, they were top-notch with each other, lacking mutual assistance and friendship. That's understandable. However, now that everyone is mature, they will not have any grudges. For example, if I had been your classmate at the time, I might have been a little more distant from you. If you are a normal child, you may also be alienated from children who have a similar destiny to you. But the heart is not hateful, you have to understand that. Nowadays, your classmates are all adults, so naturally they will not be like ignorant children. ”

Xue Wei still couldn't believe Tang Sidi's theory, and she snorted in her nostrils: "I hope so." ”

Tang Sidi pondered for a moment, and then said earnestly: "Xue Wei, don't feel sorry for the so-called 'inequality encounter' in the past. As I said earlier, we must look at everything from a dialectical point of view. At the beginning, the teachers cared for and encouraged you, which cultivated your spirit of self-improvement, and the alienation of your classmates forged your self-reliant character. Sometimes, we just learn to accept and grow in a kind of 'loss'. Everything you go through may be your wealth. It can be said that 'the lost east corner of the harvest of mulberry elm'. Although you have lost the happy times you should have had growing up, you have developed a tenacious and unyielding spiritual quality, just like Paul. This may not be a good thing for you! ”

"Don't praise me, I'm far worse than Paul."

Tang Sidi smiled and shook his head: "Xue Wei, you can't say this. Paul is our role model, and the power of example is endless. We just keep chasing, and we don't need to go over. You just have to do your best and achieve what you didn't dare to imagine before. Then, you can think of yourself as a contemporary female Paul! ”

Xue Wei lowered her head and thought about every word Tang Sidi said, and had to admire his persuasiveness. Because his words were like a spark that ignited the passion in the depths of his heart.

After all, she is a girl, and she has a feeling of dependence on Tang Sidi. Although Tang Sidi claimed that he was also one of her ordinary classmates. However, when two young hearts merge with each other, the resonance is enough to echo throughout her life.

The military training of the students is over. The two of them couldn't go out together anymore, and they were a little more restrained in front of other classmates. However, Xue Wei was surprised to find that those classmates who had once stayed away from her gradually became enthusiastic about her again. In her class, the few girls also regard her as a best friend.

Xue Wei was confused. Of course, she didn't know that it was the work done behind Tang Sidi, and she thought that it was really like what Tang Sidi once said, and now her classmates are all mature people, and they have treated her very rationally. She also 'flattered' because of her classmates' competition, which slightly reduced her dependence on Tang Sidi.

However, Tang Sidi did not feel any loss because of this, he still cared for Xue Wei silently and consistently, which made it difficult for Xue Wei to get rid of his shadow in his heart.

Because Xue Wei is full of love around her, she finally enjoys the sunshine that life brings to her. This has undoubtedly added endless motivation to her studies. Her academic performance is still at the top of her class.

One day, Xue Wei took the initiative to find Tang Sidi and excitedly told him: "Sidi, I already have my own 'dream'. ”

Tang Sidi also seemed very excited, and immediately asked, "What is your dream?" ”

Xue Wei said excitedly: "My dream is to learn agricultural knowledge well and contribute to the agricultural development of our country!" ”

Tang Sidi said excitedly: "Okay, it's the same as my dream." However, first and foremost, I want to benefit my fellow villagers in my hometown. And your dream is to be a step higher than mine for our whole country. Congratulations! ”

Xue Wei's eyes suddenly moistened at this time, and said softly: "Sidi, thank you..."

Tang Sidi was stunned: "What are you thanking me for?" ”

Xue Wei said emotionally: "Thank you for taking care of me, thank you for pointing out the life beacon for me." ”

Tang Sidi looked at Xue Wei with a sincere expression, and couldn't help but feel an inexplicable emotion in his heart. Although he regarded himself as Xue Wei's ordinary classmate, his care for Xue Wei had long gone beyond the scope of ordinary classmates.

The same goes for Xue Wei's emotions. No matter what she has on her mind in the future, she will go to Tang Sidi to confide in.

Xue Wei's life seems to have been injected with new vitality in this harmonious university campus. There is a smile on her pretty face every day. Although a routine examination of her heart proved that her heart was gradually failing. But her spirit was unusually high. She continues to surpass herself and create her own miracles.

As time passed, the three years of college were coming to an end. Their relationship has reached a point where it is difficult to let go. Although they did not admit that they were in love with each other. Because they didn't go to the day rental houses specially prepared for male and female students in love like other male and female classmates in love, to find physical pleasure. But the heart-to-heart blending of the two has made their 'campus love' so noble and great!

is about to graduate, and Tang Sidi's volunteer is of course to return to his hometown. This is the easiest thing for him to do. Because, like him, many students who came out of the countryside are trying to stay in the city or develop in more developed areas.

However, Tang Sidi is also a little entangled, if he goes back to his hometown, what will Xue Wei do? After all, she is from the Northeast, and she is not from the same place as herself. Where does she go from here?

Tang Sidi led Xue Wei out again one day, in the amusement park three years ago, it was still on the same seat, and Xue Wei, who was tired from walking, leaned on Tang Sidi's shoulder again.

Tang Sidi reached out to help Xue Wei comb her hair that was blown by the breeze, and then asked softly, "Xue Wei, do you have any plans after graduation?" ”

Xue Wei said helplessly: "Of course I want to find a platform suitable for me to play." But... Which company is willing to ask me to be a graduate with only half my life left? ”

Tang Sidi plucked up the courage to say at this time: "Xuewei, even if you are admitted by the employer, I am not at ease." I... I don't want you out of my sight! ”

When Xue Wei heard this, she immediately straightened up and looked at Tang Sidi with shocked eyes.

Tang Sidi impulsively wrapped his arm around Xue Wei's shoulder, and said emotionally: "Xue Wei, please promise me to be my girlfriend officially... ”

Xue Wei shook her head in a panic: "Sidi, what are you talking nonsense?" How can someone like me marry you? Doesn't that drag you down alive? No way! ”

Tang Sidi looked extremely excited and said, "Xue Wei, I know your situation, but I really love you." I've actually been thinking about it for a long time, and today I finally have the courage to say it, which means that I have made enough mental preparations! ”

Xue Wei felt crying, but still shook her head in pain and said, "No! I won't promise you... I don't have the right to fall in love at all... Please don't do anything to yourself... It's not fair to you..."

Tang Teng was stunned and said, "Xuewei, how can you say this? Anyone has the right to fall in love, not even Paul. I love you because I would be happy to have you. How does this 'practice' itself? How can you be unfair to yourself? ”

How could Xue Wei be willing to give up Tang Sidi in her heart? In the three years of college, their feelings for each other have been sublimated to the point of inseparability.

She said with tears on her face: "But, even if I can give you a while, I can't give you a lifetime... When you lose me, you will suffer a great deal of pain... This far hides the little happiness that can bring you before..." )