When Xue Wei was grabbed by Tang Sidi's shoulders, she was first flustered, and when she heard his condemnatory remarks, she couldn't help but say sadly: "Like me, a person who is afraid that he won't see the sun tomorrow at any time, why do you still expect me to pay?" I know that my life is a reward from others. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info But at the same time, I feel the indifference of society, do you think that is a favor to me? ”

Tang Sidi did not let go of Xue Wei's shoulders because of her struggle, but looked directly at her somewhat panicked face, and said word by word: "Xue Wei, I know that your life has been very isolated, but your thoughts must not be too extreme. In fact, you live in the care of others all the time, and they are not what you imagined. Including your biological parents..."

When Xue Wei heard him mention his parents, she couldn't help but interrupt angrily: "Please don't mention them!" Although I haven't met them, they are the most cold-blooded couple, since they gave birth to me, but they abandoned me irresponsibly...

When Xue Wei said this, she couldn't help choking up, and crystal tears rolled down from her eyes.

Seeing this, Tang Sidi's heart softened, so he hugged her into his arms, so that she could have a harbor for her emotions to vent.

When Xue Wei lay in his arms, she really buried her pretty face deep in his arms, and let her face be full of tears to soak his clothes...

Tang Sidi gently patted her quilt and said softly: "Xue Wei, you have never been a mother, of course you can't understand your parents' feelings for your children, your biological parents may have had a hard time at the beginning." had to make the most cruel choice for them. This is because when you are born, you are not like a normal baby. You will be able to survive without knowing how much society has paid for you. Why does society pay for you? Because you're an outcast! Society has a responsibility to extend a caring hand to you. But if you are not an abandoned baby, can your experience still attract the attention of society? Then all the costs of your treatment will have to be borne by your biological parents. But it is said that they are farmers who come from outside to work. Do they have enough financial resources to save your life? Even if they can maintain your life temporarily, then they may go bankrupt to save you, can they still give you material help in the future? Including you going on a college campus, is this a price that an ordinary family can afford to pay? Can they afford it? Perhaps, they are afraid that when you become sensible in the future, you will have to endure pain that other children can't bear. So... Actually, you obviously grew up under the care of the whole society, but aren't you still full of resentment? ”

Xue Wei listened to Tang Sidi's words, and suddenly had mixed feelings, she sobbed: "Your words may be right... If I was found in the garbage heap, it would have been a relief to me... but, God made me understand my misfortune...

Tang Sidi hurriedly stopped: "Xuewei, don't cry first, and don't have such thoughts." I am telling you this in the hope that you will not resent your parents too much, and if you always maintain such resentment in your heart, it will not be beneficial to the establishment of your future outlook on life. They naturally had a lot of helplessness at the beginning, but their abandonment may be a blessing in disguise for you. You can't live a healthy life like any other child. However, life is fair to everyone, and no one's life is perfect. We all live in a kind of regret, only know how to cherish what we have, make every effort to reflect our value in this society, that can we reflect perfection in our regretful life. ”

Xue Wei couldn't help but sigh when she listened to every serious sentence Tang Sidi said. But Tang Sidi's words were like a beam of sunshine, shining on Xue Wei's dark heart that others couldn't reach.

Tang Sidi paused, and then continued: "For many people, the kindness of parents is the greatest, although your biological parents gave birth to you, but many people in society have given you kindness that you can't even give your biological parents, they are closer than your biological parents. Doesn't it feel like a blessing that you have so many loved ones who are beyond your biological parents? Shouldn't you be yourself and try to repay them? ”

Xue Wei's mood finally stabilized, but she pondered for a long time before she said softly: "I know that I have caused trouble to many people, but my inner world is like a pool of stagnant water... ”

"Xue Wei, although your body is not healthy, as long as you have a beautiful mind..."

"Sidi, please don't say that! The place where I am sick is this heart. ”

Although Xue Wei interrupted him, she blurted out 'Sidi' for the first time, inadvertently bringing him closer to herself.

Tang Sidi was stunned for a moment, and then explained: "The place where you are sick is the heart, not the heart!" Do you know what a 'heart' is? The 'heart' is the soul of the heart. It has been said that the body is dead, but the soul remains. Your heart is sick, but your heart should be healthy! ”

Xue Wei looked confused at this time, left Tang Sidi's arms, and continued to walk forward alone...

Tang Sidi immediately followed her, he only hoped that his words could save Xue Wei's pessimism and give her the motivation to live, instead of stimulating her, thus increasing her psychological burden. So, he kept a kind of apprehension.

Xue Wei kept walking in the direction of the school, and her expression gradually became relieved. Tang Sidi followed her closely, and his heart calmed down a little.

When she looked at the gate of her school, Xue Wei suddenly stopped, and turned around and asked Tang Sidi: "What do you think I should do to repay those relatives who care?" ”

Tang Sidi felt that Xue Wei's mind had already opened up a little, so he replied excitedly: "As long as you have such a dream and hope to reflect your value to the society, it is enough!" ”

Xue Wei was stunned: "I... How should I reflect my value?" ”

Tang Sidi smiled: "Of course, it is through the knowledge I have learned to contribute to my strength!" ”

Xue Wei was still dazed: "My current major is agricultural knowledge... ”

Tang Sidi asked at this time: "Then why do you want to apply for Agricultural University?" ”

Xue Wei shook her head and said with a wry smile: "It's not the agricultural university I chose, it's the agricultural university that chose me!" ”

Tang Sidi was stunned: "What's going on?" ”

Xue Wei gloomily recounted her experience of entering this university.

Tang Sidi pondered for a while, and then said to Xue Wei: "My situation is different from yours, I voluntarily applied for the Agricultural University. You know why? ”

Xue Wei shook her head slightly, and showed an expectant look, wanting to hear his reason again.

Tang Sidi said with a solemn expression: "Because I am from the countryside, I have a dream of revitalizing the rural economy in my hometown. It is necessary to fully grasp the knowledge of agriculture and bring benefits to the people in their hometowns. And your aspiration is not an agricultural university though. But as long as you are in the spirit of doing one line and loving one line, you can still benefit the majority of farmers. ”

Xue Wei smiled at this time: "Sidi, do you think I can be a scientific and technological talent like Yuan Longping?" ”

Tang Sidi said with a serious expression: "Why can't you?" As long as you have such a dream, it is possible to achieve it! ”

Xue Wei sighed at this time: "For me, a girl who drags a sick body, it is really difficult to achieve a career." You don't have to coax me. I knew I couldn't be that kind of person. ”

Tang Sidi sighed: "Xuewei, I'm not coaxing you, and I know that many people can't realize their dreams. However, we have to pursue a process, and it is not so important what the final result is. ”

Xue Weixing's eyes rolled at him: "You mean that you are right to deceive yourself?" ”

Tang Sidi shook his head: "You don't understand it like this!" Each of us must have a dream, and only by living for the dream will we have a passion for life and the driving force of life. It gives us a sense of hope in life. So, it doesn't matter if it ends up being realised. As long as we indulge in it, we will feel that life is good. ”

Xue Wei didn't refute anything, and walked silently towards the school gate again...

Through the brief contact with Xue Wei in the past two days, Tang Sidi realized that she was not a closed girl, but a particularly easy to communicate. She used to be withdrawn because of her personality, and she didn't integrate into her classmates at all.

In order for Xuewei to have a sunny mentality. He had to give Xue Wei more enlightenment and do something for her. I don't have a chance today, so let's talk about it tomorrow. And, there's a future.

Tang Sidi knew in his heart that his relationship with Xue Wei had just begun, and there was still a lot of time to come... )