The small county town in the northeast at night is exceptionally dark. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Through the half-round bright moon hanging in the sky, you can vaguely see that in the small room, there are two people, one big and one small, lying on the hot earthen kang, both tightly covered with thick quilts, sleeping soundly in the hot quilt.

Zheng Huiya was asleep, and felt a terrible pain in her stomach, so she got up from the kang in a daze, and was about to go to the bathroom as usual, but hit the wall with a "bang". This bump, she "hissed" in pain, but it didn't wake up her confused brain, she turned around, and subconsciously pushed the door and went to the bathroom.

In a daze, I still thought, why is it so dark outside!

You must know that her home is on a main road, and the developed economy makes the street lights in this small town often turn off until the second half of the night, and she doesn't need to turn on the lights every day when she gets up in the middle of the night.

Before Zheng Huiya could figure out what was going on, the light in the back room turned on, and a young woman less than thirty years old pushed open the door, and through the dim light from the back room, she looked at her cousin who was standing at the door of her room in a daze, and looked at an empty rice bowl that she had knocked to the ground in shock, and asked, "Huiya, what are you doing?" ”

Zheng Huiya was stunned for a moment, and shook her head vigorously to make herself sober. But the more she woke up, the more confused she became, she closed her eyes vigorously, and when she opened them again, she confirmed that she was not dreaming. Squinting his eyes and hesitantly asked, "You, are you a cousin?" Then he shook his head again, no, how could my cousin be so young? She was really sleepy, but at the moment, her stomach was rolling badly, and the pain was wringing, and her mind flashed like this, and she didn't have time to think about it before she bent over, covered her stomach and moaned, "Oops, hiss, my stomach hurts, ah, no, I want to go to the bathroom." ”

Toilet?

She's talking about the toilet, although this cousin is capable, she has known stinky beauty since she was a child. Listening to this, it's quite exquisite. However, this name is quite apt, and it sounds good, but it is a little weird to hear her, a rural girl, say it.

Zhang Yalan pointed to a rubber bucket on the ground at the door, "In the middle of the night, someone is freezing to death outside, you just carry the urine bucket to your house." ”

Zheng Huiya glanced at the rubber bucket on the ground that could have ten centimeters of water, and shook her head like a rattle, what are you kidding, she has a stomachache, how can it be convenient in the house, this is too unsophisticated.

"Then you go to the thatched house outside, and I'll bring you the flashlight," the cousin smiled and shook her head, it is estimated that she is embarrassed to be convenient in the house, there are still men in this house! She turned around and went back to the house to get a flashlight and handed it to her, "On this cold day, you have to put on a padded jacket when you go out, so you will freeze into a popsicle after going out for a while." ”

As soon as Zheng Huiya looked up and saw a green military coat hanging at the door, she hadn't seen this style for many years, this thought flashed in her heart again, she pulled up a pair of cotton swords at the door, pushed open the door and ran.

Winter nights in the Northeast are exceptionally cold.

The cold north wind howled, whirling and whistling, Zheng Huiya sneezed several times in succession as soon as she came out of the house, feeling that her whole body was going to freeze, and her mind, which had been confused, immediately froze a little sober.

But her stomach was wringing so hard that she didn't care about what was wrong, so she ran into the vegetable garden according to her instinct, went into the toilet with wooden planks, and squatted down with her pants off.

After a while, her stomach didn't hurt so much, and she squatted in the toilet, and her reason gradually returned: young cousin, outdoor toilet...... Her body shuddered involuntarily.

Can't think about it, can't think about it, there are no ghosts in this world, she can't scare herself like this.

She closed her eyes, thinking that she was too tired to hallucinate, but when she opened her eyes again, she found herself still crouching outside in the leaky toilet. She decided that she didn't want to, she couldn't figure it out if she wanted to, the smell was smoking, and it was strange that her head could be sober.

Her stomach was happy, and she realized that she didn't bring paper, and it wasn't that she didn't have paper, but there was a wooden box in front of her, and the wooden lid on it was half covered and half left, revealing a square with pen words written on the front and back.

Zheng Huiya was embarrassed, but she couldn't take care of it much, and the cold north was blowing on her ass, and it hurt to the bone. She quickly tore a few pages of paper, tried her best to endure the physical and psychological discomfort, and after dealing with it, ran back to the house as if she were running away.

There was a lamp rope by the door, she pulled it casually, the light was on, and her cousin shouted in the back room: "Huiya, hurry up and go to bed, there is something to do tomorrow morning." ”

She casually agreed to "hey", and then she was stunned, this voice is her own? So crisp, so sweet, so ...... Young.

She suppressed the turmoil in her heart, and hesitantly stood in front of the washstand behind the door, on which hung a mirror about a foot and a half long and a foot wide.

Her heart was pounding so fast that she didn't even dare to raise her head, she washed her hands with the water in the basin, and then took a deep breath and raised her head bravely as if she was going to die. Through the dim light, it was reflected that the people inside were very young, combing two braids, with delicate eyebrows, small round faces, big eyes and double eyelids, and two shallow dimples, frowning slightly, not tall or short, not fat or thin, looking very strong and healthy, and not lacking in women's softness.

This softness is innate, but this firmness is tempered by doing farm work.

She reached out and touched the mirror, trying to smooth the brow of the person in the mirror, and the person in the mirror also reached out to touch her.

She wanted to help the person in the mirror wipe away her tears, and the person in the mirror also wanted to help her dry it, and the tears flowed down her face unconsciously.

Zheng Huiya wiped away her tears fiercely, but the tears couldn't stop, they kept dripping, she simply didn't wipe them, with tears in her eyes, she looked back at the small kitchen.

This is my cousin's home, and my cousin's family and my mother-in-law live in the same yard, divided into east and west gates, and it is a house that was just built in 1977.

This memory is so long, but it is remembered because it is profound.

For so many years, she has been thinking that if she didn't go to her cousin's house at the beginning, she was not so stubborn and wanted to leave that home, and her life would be different.

Her tears involuntarily slipped down again, she squatted down, added a few more wooden stumbling blocks to the kang pit, washed her face with cold ice water as if she were masochistic, made herself more sober, and then got up and hung up her coat, turned off the kitchen light, pushed the door into the room, and groped her way up to the kang.

She covered herself in the quilt and burst into tears.

She remembered that day, the young female teacher she hired was on leave because of something, and she sent the younger children who were eating at her place at noon to go to school.

She was on the opposite side of the elementary school, opened a cram school and a small dining table, there were more cars in front of the school, and every time she had to pick up primary school students to cross the road, she was organizing students to cross the road, a fast BMW turned around, and it was about to hit the two primary school students in front, the two children were already scared silly, standing there and not moving at all, at that time, she pushed the two children out, and then ...... There is no then, and here you are.

In her life, it is not easy to live, and it is bumpy, it can be said that she really worked hard to bring up her daughter, and she has been camping all her life in order to survive. first relied on his daughter for his life, and then life was really difficult, and under the persuasion of his mother-in-law, he found a man to live. The man revealed his true nature within a few days of marriage, and scolded her, she wanted to divorce, but she didn't expect to find out that she was pregnant again, and she endured it for the sake of the child in her belly. Unexpectedly, the son he gave birth to was a child with cerebral palsy, and the man disliked the heavy burden and stole the only little money in the family and ran away. Since then, she has been living alone with her two children, and under the weight of heavy life, she has thought of death several times, and if it weren't for the fear of leaving the poor children and no one to take care of them, she would have jumped into the river long ago.

It's a hundred years to be dead, but it's an inexhaustible sin to live.

Fortunately, her sister helped her through the difficulties.

She has been busy all her life, a few years ago she sent away her son with cerebral palsy, and her daughter also found her lover after a family, in order not to increase the burden on her daughter, she simply rented a house opposite the school and opened a small dining table, and the money she earned can also subsidize her daughter.

A few years after life was just right, there was such a thing as death and rebirth.

The car that hit her was a BMW, which is one of the best cars in the local county, and she should be able to compensate her daughter for some money, so that she can be considered dead.

It's good that my daughter is older and has her own life. If God lets her live again, then she will be ready to welcome her new life!

In the previous life, she married a soldier, but from the time they met to the third day after they returned to the army, the two of them did not even have half a month of contact together, and he died because he went to the front line.

This is also the source of his difficult and bumpy life.

Since God let her live again and let her go back to the first day she met her husband Li Tianming in her previous life, then she just needs to find a way to avoid him tomorrow and the two will not meet. Li Tianming's conditions are much better than his own, and he definitely doesn't have to worry about finding a daughter-in-law, if it weren't for the fact that her mother-in-law in her previous life took a fancy to her capable, she was also beautiful, and Li Tianming, who had eyes above the top, might not be able to agree to this family affair!

In this life, she will never marry Li Tianming again, even if he is a hero!