Chapter 180: No Regrets

As soon as he finished speaking, Empress Chen burst into tears, broke free from his arms, and shook her head again and again to cover his mouth. "Don't ask, no one is worth asking for."www.biquge.info ”

No one can, the Empress Dowager can't, the Huns can't. You are the emperor of the Han Dynasty, and if you bow your head, the whole world will bow your head, and the blood of a nation is bowing to people.

She looked at Liu Che with tears in her eyes, and he was also visibly choked.

It is very strange that at this moment, Gillian and Empress Chen have a sense of heart-to-heart. I know that they are reminded of the collapse of the New Deal, the defeat of Mayi, and the many difficulties of their youth.

She has accompanied him through the most difficult times, and since then, she has stood by his side as a matter of course, not half a step back.

Liu Che smiled with tears, his black and white eyes looked at her fixedly, and said slowly: "Please don't be ashamed." ”

When Empress Chen heard this, her heart was full of ups and downs, and she had no guesses when she was a child, and the lingering love of the young husband and wife all poured into her heart. I couldn't speak for a while, and tears rained down.

Liu Che was even more sad when he saw her like this, tears rolled in his eyes, but he didn't cry in the end. only persuaded softly: "Don't cry, don't cry, the child should think that you don't like him when he sees you crying." ”

As he spoke, he took a handkerchief to wipe Gillian's tears, but Empress Chen made him laugh, and said with some fear: "Every time A-Niang enters the palace, she tells me, don't cry, it's not good." ”

Liu Che smiled and said: "So don't cry in the future, no matter how unhappy you are, it's better to wait for the child to be born and then plan with me?" ”

Empress Chen nodded again and again, leaned her head on his shoulder meekly, put her arms around his neck and said, "I don't know why, I can't control my temper lately." ”

Liu Che hugged her, feeling that nephrite was in his arms, and his heart was very stable. "It seems that he is still a bad-tempered boy, like Daddy."

Empress Chen chuckled: "Are you so sure of being a son?" ”

When Liu Che heard this, he paused and replied seriously: "It's a princess, she has a big temper, and I can rest assured when I get married." ”

In his words, it seemed that he had seen more than ten years later, and Gillian clearly felt the throbbing in Empress Chen's heart at this moment. All Empress Chen wants in this life is to grow old with Emperor Wu, and his words hit the softest place in Empress Chen's heart.

It's really fate, and it's fate. Gillian sighed in her heart, how could Empress Chen still have the power to parry after saying such words?

When Empress Chen heard this, she fell on his shoulder and couldn't speak. The waves in my heart fluctuated, love and hatred were intertwined, and in the end it only turned into a heart full of sweetness.

Regardless of the road ahead, she decided to believe it. Only by believing can she live.

As for the past, it doesn't matter anymore.

Gillian really felt this sweetness, but her heart hurt a lot.

What Empress Chen wants is a couple for a lifetime, and although Liu Che loves her, he can't give her all the love anyway.

The happier she is now, the more disappointed and painful she will be in the future.

She is now rekindled hope, and when she is dashed, she will not be able to afford to be ill, and she will not even be able to take care of her long-awaited son and leave.

How much love and how much hate will make her say that she will never see each other in her life?

Gillian didn't know that Empress Chen's bright smile made her feel heartbroken.

She wanted to tell Empress Chen that this person was not worthy of her love, unless she lowered her expectations, otherwise there would only be endless tears in this life.

But Gillian can't do it, can't do it.

There was nothing she could do, she couldn't tell Empress Chen.

Even if she could, would she bear it?

Gillian couldn't bear it, she was happy to see her for the first time in her dreams many times after she came to Chen.

Gillian tightened her mind and slowly pulled out of Empress Chen's body. looked at Empress Chen with sadness, and almost roared in his heart: If you want me to come, do you want me to change your life, but I can't do anything.

I can't change anything, you know? Why do you want me to go through your joys and sorrows again?

Gillian's eyes were full of water, and she looked at Empress Chen stupidly.

saw Liu Che gently pull her over, and smiled and imprinted a series of sweet kisses on her forehead and cheeks. Empress Chen's face was flushed, her eyebrows were smiling, and her joy was overflowing.

Gillian stood in the hall, only to feel that this sweet and dazzling made her heartbroken.

She had already seen the day when Empress Chen died of heartache, knowing that Empress Chen would only get disappointment in the end, how could she bear to watch it?

She turned away. Pacing to the window. The wooden windows were open, and at dusk, the sunlight cast a golden mist on the courtyard.

The distant eyes go with the sky, and the sun shines brightly on the trees.

As far as the eye can see, there is a transparent green and purple and red. The ears are full of birds, and the fragrance of flowers mixed with the warm wind is coming, which makes people feel fresh and refreshing.

Gillian's gloomy heart was not relieved at all, and she quietly looked at the Zhaoyang Hall at dusk.

A pair of beautiful people slowly walked in the courtyard, it was Chen Hou and Liu Che.

They laughed and hugged each other.

Gillian slowly let the tears go, she closed her eyes and let the tears run down her cheeks. was full of pain, so he simply let himself cry happily, and was the queen for himself.

Gillian suddenly felt dizzy and dizzy, and she couldn't stand on her feet and fell down, only to feel that she had brought a lot of things down in a crackling room.

I thought it would be a heavy fall, but I didn't want to wake up from a dream with tears on my face.

Gillian was stunned on the couch for a moment, and finally affirmed that this was Songshi Zhai, and she didn't dream.

Jasmine Jade Leaky Didi Tata walked, making people feel relieved for no reason. Gillian was immersed in melancholy, and her heart was still blooming with Queen Chen's sweet and satisfied smile.

As long as she thought of Empress Chen's desperation before her death, she only felt pain and could barely breathe.

She smiled helplessly in her heart. Why is Empress Chen's pain so empathetic?

After a long time, Gillian looked at the leak.

It was only three moments before she let out a long sigh. Thinking that tomorrow I was going down the mountain, I forced myself to empty my mind and fall asleep.

Gillian woke up very early the next day, and she couldn't sleep anyway, so she got up and went to fetch water and wash herself.

The late autumn breeze was cool, and she couldn't help but walk much faster through the Flying Pavilion. When I got to the kitchen, I was surprised to find that the smoke was already curling.

Zhang Liangzheng cut the beef with a knife with a serious expression, piece after slice, skillfully but like a great enemy.

Gillian didn't feel a little funny and warmly moved, and stayed in a noble family, even after the destruction of the country, she was quickly accepted under Gaozu with a strategy. Pointing out the world with the weak body of cloth clothes, not to mention pampering, I have never touched Yangchunshui.

Now they are cooking for them early, and the old man is reluctant to do so, but he doesn't say it, but he refuses to tell Zhang Boda that he can't leave.

Gillian sighed in her heart, raised a smile, and walked in gently. "Taigong, what do you want to eat for us?"

The old lady didn't look back, and gave a meal, "Stew a beef soup, and bake some cakes, this will be a long day." ”

Gillian answered and went to light the fire. But I vaguely heard something neighing outside, like a horse barking.

After lighting the fire, she got up and went to the window to look into the distance. But I saw more than a dozen good horses tied to the edge of the pine stone forest, and they kicked and whirled in the sun, and the neighing sound was made by them.

Gillian was pleasantly surprised: "Taigong, where did this horse come from, it was used for us to go down the mountain?" ”

Zhang Liang still didn't look at her, and said sullenly: "Otherwise, the old man will use these horses to plow the land?" ”

The old man is in a very bad mood today, Gillian secretly worries in her heart, and she doesn't ask how this horse came from. walked up to Zhang Liang briskly, and said with a smile: "Taigong, when Zhang Boda comes back in a few years, I'm afraid that I will have to drag my family with me." When the time comes, a villain will call you grandpa, and you will have such a cold face? ”

As soon as these words came out, the old man's cold face couldn't hold back, and he couldn't help laughing: "I don't know if he fights or not." ”

Seeing that Gillian was still in the kitchen, he ordered: "Go and call Boda up, and tie the luggage on the back of the horse with that servant of yours, you are not needed here." ”

Gillian agreed, and when she returned after putting her luggage away, she used up the hot beef soup and scones and set off.

Zhang Liang didn't send them, and after dinner, the old man went into the study, and it seemed that there was nothing special about this day.

The group had to say goodbye to him at the door, and Zhang Boda turned back three times in one step. But he didn't wait for Zhang Liang to open the door and come out, so he had to lead the horse and slowly descend the mountain according to each other.

They didn't know that Zhang Liang was holding a silk book in the study, but he hadn't opened it for a long time. After they left, he opened the door and slowly paced in the pine stone house where he was the only one.

When going down the mountain, the big array was sealed, and it was downhill again, but it was much faster than when going up the mountain.

After going down the mountain at night, and then arriving at the town at dawn, a few people first didn't care about eating, went to the carriage and horse shop, bought three carriages, put their luggage in the car, and then went to the shop to eat and sleep happily.

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The most popular people in the palace recently are not Ning Lang and Yin Yue, who gave birth to the prince, but Lin Ling.

The Lin Ling, who originally relied on Yin Yue, was so supple that Lin Ling didn't have his own temper.

When she entered the palace, His Majesty summoned her once and left it, but there was no such person, but she didn't expect that more than a year later, she suddenly became a saint.

Half of Her Majesty went to her palace in January, and the remaining half was naturally reserved for the seriously ill Queen.

It's strange to say, the queen has been sick for a long time, sometimes good and sometimes bad, but she just hasn't had a life.

However, the people in the harem did not dare to care about the stability of the queen's sacred heart for so many years, which was what she deserved.

And Lin Ling is really surprising, and it makes many people want to ask why?

yes, why? Why is she?

This sentence is more wanted to ask Yin Yue, she casually recommended Lin Ling, yes, but where would she have thought that she could squeeze herself into a month and it would be difficult to see His Majesty.

Lin Ling was not publicized, and after being favored, she came to the palace to talk to her as before, and she was still a sister. Speaking of being favored now, I can't wait to kneel down to thank her several times.

What else can Yin Yue'e say? It's a little sour in my heart, and it's not good to slap myself in the face, so I have a prince for life.

When her mother came to the palace, she also persuaded her that Lin Ling had a good temperament, so she had to be a good arm to be her.

All these things add up, is it up to her to choose? Could it be that if she doesn't like Lin Ling, His Majesty won't favor her?

Lust decay and love relaxation, how can she not understand this truth. It's just that I didn't expect the color to be in full bloom, so I fell out of favor.

The only thing that made her feel at ease was that Lin Ling had been favored for more than half a year, but she still couldn't get pregnant, so she still had to rely on her.

This pet is a little real and a little empty, once he is gone, these jealous people in the past can tear Lin Ling apart.

But if she is pregnant, no one can touch her, regardless of whether she is a princess or a prince.

No matter what, it's always good for yourself. Yin Yue'e has repeatedly told herself this, so that she can really care about Lin Ling as before.

Just waiting for Lin Ling to get up shyly to say goodbye, Yin Yue'e still couldn't help but feel a little sour, and she couldn't wait to drop the hosta in her hand immediately, but she still endured it and said with a smile: "Thank you for coming to give me a hairpin today, if you have something to do, go back first." ”

Lin Ling said: "What does my sister say thank you or not, it was Lin Lingshou's sister in the past." ”

Shall I be rewarded by you now?

In the end, Yin Yue'e didn't say it when she put it in her mouth, but stood up and said: "Xu Er is clingy, I should cry when I wake up and don't see my mother, I won't send you." Come back tomorrow when you have time, and wait for you with snacks. ”

Speaking of children, Lin Ling was envious. "Where did my sister speak, how could you give it to me? The identity is wrong, I made a small dress for the third prince and brought it over tomorrow. ”

Yin Yue'e saw her envy, and her heart was a little happier. "You are the most careful, and your craftsmanship is good, thank you in advance."

Lin Ling retreated, and it was difficult to distinguish the taste in his heart for a while. After returning to the palace, after bathing, he sat on the dressing table and asked the maid to make up.

But she didn't know why she was not very interested, and the ghost made a god and said, "Just pick it up, don't bother so much." ”

The maid smiled in surprise and said, "Young envoy, Your Majesty is coming in the evening, so naturally I have to dress you up well." ”

yes, she's being favored right now.

Lin Ling closed his eyes and fiddled with her, but he sighed in his heart? Will you call her now or a young envoy?

In the past, when the deep palace was cold and lonely, I wondered if there would be a day when I could be as favored as Yin Yue, which also made this day less sad.

Now I look forward to it, but the taste is difficult for outsiders.

She had dinner alone, and it was a bit tasteless. After sitting under the lamp for three more moments, he finally waited for His Majesty.

Lin Ling greeted him with a smile, served His Majesty to change clothes and wash, and finally it was time to go to bed after grinding the ink for another hour.

When she came back from removing her makeup, she saw that His Majesty had already slept on the couch on her side. She stepped up lightly and pulled over another quilt to cover it.

His Majesty never let people cover the same quilt with him, his things are his, and it is clearly distinguished.

Lin Ling had never seen a person as cold as him, as if nothing could attract the slightest attention from him.

Her jade-white body couldn't arouse the slightest interest in his eyes. There have been a few times by chance, and there must have been a bowl of ink-like decoction waiting for her afterwards.

Isn't what the people in the harem want to be a child? His Majesty refused to give her this, but told her to be the target of the public.

In this way, is it a pet?

Lin Ling wanted to say no, but did anyone believe him when he said this to the concubines in the harem who had not seen His Majesty for many years?

I'm afraid that I think she is cheap and behaved, not to mention how can she be qualified to refuse? After all, this is what she is willing, and no one is to blame.

Just thinking of Yin Yue'e's cute child, I still can't stop envious. I don't know when I will have a child, if she is as obedient as she is now, will Your Majesty give it?

By then, will she still be able to give birth?

I don't know, there is no answer to everything in the future, she can only hold on to the present.

She knew that His Majesty favored her, just to see that she had no temper, not as pampered and arrogant as Yin Yue. She will be more docile and more reassuring to your majesty.

She thought about it on the couch and finally fell asleep. (To be continued.) )