It's late autumn and early winter, and the scorching sun is dazzling but cold. The pen and fun pavilion www.biquge.info quietly flowing in from the carved wooden window, and the room was full of brightness, Gillian raised her eyes and swept over, clothes, shoes and socks, brocade quilts, pillows, jade antiques......

She gently stepped forward to look at it, and suddenly her heart was both smiling and warm. I don't know when these will be cleaned up, Gillian went out of the Listening Rain Pavilion to call Bamboo Song and Xue Wu to clean up together, "Pick up some of our most useful ones, and we can't take them away if we have more." ”

When Zhu Ge heard this, he first packed up the Chinese medicines such as ripe mugwort, rhubarb, and miscanthus salt, and said that this was something that could not be bought in the wilderness when he went out to get money.

Xue Wu packed up her clothes and brocade quilts, and Gillian put them on the side. As for the jade and gold, these fine and soft are not within their consideration, let alone the bamboo chessboard.

Life in the mountains is free and comfortable, and it must be no worse than the fairy days.

Human nature is a little nostalgic and stable, so when they leave Songshi Zhai immediately, several people are very reluctant to give up.

Zhang Boda didn't know when he was playing with a dog's tail grass in his hand and slowly paced in, and when he saw that Gillian didn't seem to be ready to clean up, he said: "Whatever you have in store, just take it, listen to him." ”

Gillian raised her face and said: "It is right to say that the poor family is rich, but the mountain road is rugged, how can we take it down?" ”

The dog tail grass in late autumn is exceptionally green, Zhang Boda put this slender dog tail grass into the white jade bottle at the door and said with a smile: "Since he arranged it for you like this, you don't have to worry about it." It can also make you go further, the queen has been in the deep palace for a long time, and I don't know that there are many people in the world who kill the whole family for a few dollars, right? I don't know if the poor family dares to pick up an axe and cut people in order to stutter food, right? ”

He has always been a scholar, gentle and gentle, even Xue Wu is familiar with him, and he also said that he does not have the problem of ordinary sons and brothers looking down on people.

But unexpectedly, when he talked about all kinds of sinister places in the world, he still had gentle eyebrows and chuckled at the corners of his mouth, as if chanting the articles of sages, which inevitably made people's hearts chill.

Gillian was silent, and he put away his smile, "Take it all, so that you don't have to run around for hunger, cold and hardship outside." Then he turned and went out.

The poor family is rich, and it is better to seek others than to seek oneself.

Gillian waved her hand, "Okay, pack it all up." ”

A large room full of things was packed up in different categories, especially jade and ceramics, and it was even more wasteful to tie them up with cotton cloth strips.

It was not until the afternoon that the three of them breathed a sigh of relief at dozens of rosewood boxes, and went to the main courtyard to prepare dinner in the rain pavilion.

The lake in the backyard is dotted with residual charges, and the water is sparkling and cold. Occasionally, a bird flew over the lake, and the ripples rippled in a circle from fast to slow.

The white clouds and trees reflected in it also wrinkled, and the water was bright and bright.

Gillian's reluctance is even heavier, and the year in Songshi Zhai is like a peach blossom paradise isolated from the world and does not ask about the world, but once she goes down the mountain, where should she go?

Who can teach her?

No one could, not even herself, know where to go next.

She stopped by the lake, momentarily distracted.

Zhu Ge poked his head out from under the kitchen and called her: "Madam, the fish is killed, how to do it?" ”

Gillian lifted the corner of her skirt and slowly walked up the steps, and said with a smile: "If you want to be fresh, it is naturally steamed." ”

That night, after dinner, I waited for Gillian to go back early to rest, and the lunch box also went back to the bedroom first.

Gillian went to the kitchen to help, and Xue Wu saw her turn around and said softly: "The old man is uncomfortable." ”

That's right, the grandson who grew up since he was a child naturally hopes to be by his side.

After they left, there was only one person left in Songshi Zhai. It's good to live alone, but people are social animals, especially when they get older.

Several people were silent for a moment, closed the door and walked out of the corridor, only to see Zhang Boda waiting for the door and hesitating. No one spoke, but quietly went upstairs and went back to the Red Mansion.

Gillian lay down early that night, but she couldn't fall asleep for a long time. A year in the mountains, like a world away.

But once you get down the mountain, it's all coming back to you. It's okay if she doesn't return to the Han Palace for the rest of her life, and it's okay if she doesn't want to be the queen But she can't go to see Tangyi and wait for the same hall Tao for the rest of her life, she already has a lot of sorry for her father.

And what will she do in the future? How will we spend this life from God?

Those who have not been in a race against life all the time will not know how happy it is to live, let alone how sinful it is to live in emptiness.

Will she be able to find her dream in the Han Dynasty? Will she still love people?

I don't know, everything unknown makes her feel a little apprehensive.

Gillian took a deep breath of the dark fragrance in the room, and finally fell asleep sleepily.

How many abilities should a person have to be considered a normal person?

The blind, the deaf, and the lame are all disabled.

Isn't not being able to dream a little disabled?

After Gillian was sure that she had entered the world of Empress Chen again, she thought wistfully.

The dreams she has experienced in the past 20 years, except for dreaming of Yu'er, the rest are all scattered in the world of Empress Chen to see her life.

Gillian sat on the couch and looked at the Zhaoyang Palace, which she had come to once. I couldn't help but smile bitterly in my heart, could this be the resentment that Empress Chen had in this world? And she just lived Hou Chen's life again, so let her come and see her and ask her to experience?

But why her?

Gillian has a thought that has been restless in her heart since she was reborn, but she has never dared to think about it deeply, so as not to think about it carefully.

She was also called Chen Jiao in her previous life!

The name Chen Jiao is ordinary and nothing, but once this Chen Jiao becomes Chen Ajiao, the queen of filial piety, is it just a simple coincidence?

Is she Empress Chen's past and present life? Or is it the node where Empress Chen is trying to change his fate?

No answer, no answer.

What she sees now, what she experiences. She's all an outsider, there's nothing she can do, there's nothing she can do.

Gillian sat on the couch in a daze, the sky was faintly bright but there was no light, and the hall was still silent and dark. It's bright outside, and there is a faint sound of talking.

Now, Empress Chen is Mrs. Li.

While staying and wearing silk shoes, Gillian thought sarcastically, changing her name and surname, and everyone in the harem would refer to the deer as a horse. This is what the Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty, who has been strong all his life, can do it, if he wants to call the singer the queen, he will be the queen, and if he wants to call the queen of the Yuan as the favorite concubine, he will be the favorite concubine.

How could the previous dynasty be able to restrain the slightest? Compared with the emperor who is favored by later generations and who has to be crowned by her mother's power, Emperor Wu of Han is really happy.

Gillian couldn't tell what year it was at this time, but when she saw a bright yellow plain yarn Zen robe on the Huanghuali hanger, she took it and put it on and walked out of the hall.

Liu Che was calling the palace people to serve and freshen up outside, and he caught a glimpse of Gillian's figure. Then he took the handkerchief, wiped it himself, straightened up, and called, "Why don't you sleep anymore?" ”

Gillian looked at the familiar and handsome eyebrows, and unconsciously overlapped with Liu Che in this world and it was difficult to distinguish, and her eyes were full of water and almost cried.

She shook her head slightly, and turned to enter the temple.

This should be the time when Empress Chen is pampered by Mrs. Li, and Gillian feels sad in her heart.

She loves Liu Che, but she definitely can't be so low in the dust for him to become a stranger to herself.

It is said that a lover first pleases himself, but when this love is only full of devastation but he still has to grit his teeth and continue, how much courage does it take?

Gillian didn't know, but now based on her natural affection for Empress Chen, she felt disgusting from the inside out.

Liu Che came in with his heels, strode forward and hugged her, and saw that her face was unhappy. Softly asked, "What's wrong?" What's uncomfortable? ”

Gillian's stomach tumbled for a while, and she didn't have time to reply to him, so she broke free and ran to the spittoon and vomited.

What can I vomit in the morning, but it's just some bitter water, but I still want to vomit. Liu Che patted her gently on the back, and handed over a glass of warm water, and Gillian felt better after taking it and rinsing her mouth.

Liu Che helped her onto the couch and took off her shoes and covers. Tucked the quilt for her, and the gentle and affectionate between her eyebrows almost made people want to indulge.

It's no wonder that the arrogant Empress Chen will succumb, her name is not important, but it is only when she can regain Liu Che's wholehearted love that she is moved.

It's just that in the end, this love is not complete, it has to be distributed to Wei Zifu and many concubines in the harem.

Gillian felt bitter in her heart, closed her eyes and refused to speak. Liu Che seemed to be used to her being so cold and arrogant, and leaned over and kissed her lightly on the forehead.

His kiss was so familiar and so nostalgic, it reminded Gillian of the decades she had been in the palace before.

She finally rolled two lines of tears from the corners of her eyes, she couldn't lie to herself, she missed him, she didn't care about anything and didn't hate anything, as long as she could go back to the past, back to him.

But no, no.

Tears welled up in her eyes, and even she was startled. She could feel that Liu Che on the side of the couch suddenly saw her tears and panicked, hurriedly wiped them away for her, and coaxed her in a low voice: "Gillian, don't cry." I know you've been wronged, I know. For the sake of the child, don't cry. ”

Child?

Gillian opened her eyes as soon as she opened her eyes, and Liu Che said with a smile: "I know that your heart is still important to children." ”

She gently stroked her stomach in the quilt, and her heart was full of sweet and sour.

Child, this must be Liu Ji.

Thinking of the child who called her mother, her nose was sore, and she finally held back her tears and nodded gently. Empress Chen was afraid that she hadn't given Liu Che a good face for a long time, and she smiled at him like a treasure.

He dropped a series of kisses on her forehead, and then got up and called Begonia and Yulan to tell her carefully, and then came to Gillian and said with a smile: "I'll come back when I'm done." ”

Gillian looked at his figure disappearing at the door of the hall, only to feel that her heart was full of complexity, sweetness, sourness, and resentment, which was unspeakable for a while.

She closed her eyes, and in a moment fell into a deep sleep. When I opened my eyes again, the sun was three poles. Begonia and Magnolia came in to serve her to freshen up, Gillian was out of the palace for a long time, and they only felt very cordial when they saw each other.

Especially at this time, their smiling faces make people have the illusion that they are still in the Jiaofang Palace.

Gillian also smiled a little and got up with a yawn. The two servants were a little happy when they looked at each other, and they served her more and more attentively.

After dinner, when Gillian was resting on the couch, Begonia entered the hall and handed Gillian a cup of warm ****. But sitting on the small pestle next to the couch, Gillian remembered her previous look and knew that this begonia, who had always been the most worried about her, must have something to say.

He looked at her and waited for the following.

"Queen, Wei Zifu is in charge. In the end, it's none of Your Majesty's business, it's for the sake of the child, don't be angry all the time, the eldest princess can rest assured like now. ”

Gillian didn't understand, but she wasn't surprised. Wei Zifu entered the palace as a singer, was named a lady, second only to the queen, and gave birth to three daughters in a row.

After finally giving birth to the prince, he respected Rilong, and finally defeated Empress Chen, who was hidden in the golden house, and ascended to the queen's throne and entered the Jiaofang Palace.

didn't expect that Chen Ajiao, who had almost lost her sister and brother's lives in the past, would be able to return to the harem.

With the identity of Li Miaoli openly, she was named the queen's favorite harem.

Even the most meek people dare to worry, after all, it is Queen Chen, who used to regard herself as a big trouble.

Tempting and suppressing it, and understanding Liu Che's plan, he still has to take advantage of it, just like what Wei Zifu should do.

Gillian is not surprised, not at all.

Wei Zifu here may be as gentle as the Wei Zifu she knows, but in a completely different environment, she can't keep her former kindness.

In other words, Gillian stood in Wei Zifu's position, and she couldn't tolerate Empress Chen.

"Why do you still call me a queen? Let's call Mrs. Lee. Gillian said lightly, seeing the surprise between Haitang's eyebrows, she knew that Empress Chen's temper must be unwilling for others to call her another person in private.

It doesn't really matter what it's called, Empress Chen just wants to retain the last of her self-esteem.

Gillian sighed and asked, "What did she do?" ”

Haitang was even more surprised, but seeing that her eyebrows were calm, she couldn't figure out for a while whether Gillian was deliberately sarcastic.

Facing Gillian's gaze, he had to hesitate to reply: "She asked you to salute her......"

It turns out that this is the case, and it is no wonder that Empress Chen is so angry. Wei Zifu really touched the arrogant vein of Empress Chen, knowing that asking Empress Chen to give the concubine who had never been in the corner of her eyes in the past was tantamount to killing her.

It's just that Liu Cheming can't find fault with his face, who called her Mrs. Li now, but Wei Zifu is the queen?

Gillian didn't get angry when she heard this, she just said: "I know, you go down and tell the people in the palace not to make trouble." ”

Begonia happily agreed to the promise and retreated.

The hall was quiet again, and the sunlight gently blew the silk curtains.

Pregnant people are sleepy, and Gillian sleeps until dusk before waking up. As far as the eye could see, it was facing Liu Che's brilliant eyes.

"Jiaojiao, get up. Tomorrow is fine, I can accompany you for a day. Want to get out and about? ”

Gillian wanted to shake her head, but heard her own bitter and unforgiving voice. "Get out?"

This is Empress Chen.

Gillian was stunned and suddenly understood. In the past, when she entered the dream of Chen Hou, Chen Hou would always appear as the main or as an auxiliary.

She heard Chen Hou continue: "Is that to make others call me Chen Ajiao?" Or Li Miaoli? ”

Hearing this, Liu Che's eyes were gloomy, and the people in the palace had already retreated.

His mellow voice rang in Gillian's ears, "Don't be like this, Jiaojiao, don't be like this." With grief in his eyes, he reached out to come and put his arms around her.

Empress Chen dodged and sneered, "Which one? What am I? Who in this palace doesn't laugh at me behind my back? ”

As soon as she said this, Liu Che's face changed, and finally he bowed his head first. His face softened, and despite her resistance, he took her into his arms and coaxed: "Jiaojiao, please, please." (To be continued.) )