Chapter 8: Sorry, go

Yu Bai forgot how he came out of the house, but remembered that after hearing the news, he rushed towards the place where Lou Yuanming had an accident. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

The location of the accident is still the 107 National Highway on the edge of the county, and the surrounding crowd is full at the moment, whispering questions, shouting loudly, and ...... Bursts of crying.

Standing outside the crowd, Yu Bai, who was panting, couldn't move a single step, and didn't even have the strength to raise his hand to push the crowd away, as if he had just been fished out of the water, sweating profusely. And the person next to him who looked anxious, probed his brain, and wanted to see the situation of the clear face, when his head turned, Yu Bai, who skimmed to the side, looked surprised, and couldn't understand what he was doing, so he turned his head again, and while trying his best to pick up the crowd, he asked in a low voice how it was inside.

How so...... How could something happen...... It's been a month, why is there still an accident...... How so!!

Yu Bai read these words over and over in his mind, since the college entrance examination, he has been quietly paying attention to Lou Yuanming, because he can't tell him, so he can only find a little fat man to play every once in a while, and because the time is getting farther away, he feels that it may be fine. gradually relaxed his vigilance, and gave up taking care of Lou Yuanming.

But who would have thought that it had only been a few days since then, and Chubby would ...... Even Yu Bai can clearly remember that a few days ago, the little chubby Han smiled and smiled like a line of eyes, and kept urging him to sign quickly.

Thinking about it, there was a sudden sound of 120 ambulances in the distance, and the sound of the whistle came from far and near, and this process made the crowd of people besieging the city begin to disperse by the traffic police inside, and gradually the original impassable accident scene began to be revealed. Gradually, Yu Bai's body, which was about to be suffocated, began to be quieter.

Bloodstain! The crowd dispersed, and the first thing they saw was a long stretch of blood on the ground, and then Yu Bai saw a few people kneeling on the ground, crying.

Yu Bai knew them, it was Xiaopang's father, who was also his math teacher Lou Yan, and his wife, Zhang Yan, who taught Chinese in the first year of high school, and ...... Lou Yuan's sister who will only be eight years old next year.

My parents are in their early thirties, in the prime of life, and they have lost their children in middle age, and their tears have long since dried up, leaving only a low roar, and the sound seems to be retaining...... And the eight-year-old sister, probably tired of crying, standing aside with a pair of eyes staring at the brother who was lying on the ground, unrecognizable, one hand subconsciously maintained the previous action of wiping tears, and the other hand tightly pulled the clothes, because of fear and other reasons, the fingers were white, and the small body was trembling because of the constant choking.

Seeing it, Yu Bai saw Lou Yuanming, and saw this person who was alive a moment ago, lying in a pool of blood.

Yu Bai wanted to open his mouth to call out his name, but he couldn't say the last word, his throat seemed to be dried, and his hair was so dry that it seemed that his Adam's apple would stab and hurt if he moved.

At this time, Yu Bai was hit by someone, his body moved to the side crookedly, and when he turned his head to look over, it was several doctors carrying stretchers and running in quickly.

After a routine examination, without even taking out the first-aid equipment, the doctor announced the result of death.

With this result, Yu Bai only felt that his breath was even more severe, and his heart felt as if it was pinched by a fist, and his heart hurt.

Suddenly, someone tapped him on the shoulder.

"What's wrong with you, Xiaobai? The face is so ugly. ”

When he turned his head, he saw that it was the three of them, Mr. Xu and Sister Yao, Yu Bai didn't say a word, shook his head, and then pursed his mouth, staring directly at the little fat who was at the mercy of the doctor.

Maybe everyone felt Yu Bai's emotions, so they opened their mouths to comfort them.

"It's pretty fucked, a person who was fine two days ago, and suddenly it's gone." After Mr. Xu finished speaking, he also stood next to Yu Bai and watched the doctor say that Xiaopang was carried to the stretcher.

"If you don't say that there is wine today and drunk today, the ancients had great wisdom, and disasters will come, not to mention Xiaofat, even if it is one of us, I am afraid we will not be able to avoid it." After Yao Mei finished speaking, she took out a cigarette, smoked it by herself, and stood by to watch the doctor cover Xiaopang with a white cloth.

"******, if I let Lao Tzu catch the driver who hit Chubby, see if I don't kill him." No. 8 scolded, also stood together and lit a cigarette, so the four of them lined up in a row, standing not far away and looking at the little fat lying there, just like this watching him being carried into the ambulance on a stretcher.

The crowd dispersed as the ambulance left, but the words about Chubby were better than before.

"You said that Lou Yan is usually a good person! The class is also taught well, my son is so old, why did he suddenly make such a fuss. ”

"Who knows. Anyway, the person who hit the person has already run, so it's strange that we are next to Highway 107 here, and this road is not bad in any year, alas. ”

"Do you think you can still hold on to the hit?"

"Hanging! This hell place, far away from the toll booth, there is not even a camera nearby, where to catch it? ”

"It's a pity that such a big kid."

“……”

Just a few minutes later, the highway, which had been fenced off by roadblocks due to the accident, resumed traffic after the crowd had evacuated.

The three people who were standing on the side of the road and finished smoking a cigarette turned around and left, and after walking a few steps, they found Yu Bai still standing there, motionless.

The three of them looked at each other, turned back, and shouted.

"Xiaobai, let's go!"

"We can't help it."

"yes, who would have thought that Chubby would ......"

Before the servant finished speaking, he only heard a snap.

At first, the servants didn't react, but soon, they saw clearly that it was Yu Bai who was shaving his ears with his hands.

"Smack...... Syllable...... Smack......"

One after another, one after another, and when the servants ran back, after a while, Yu Bai's cheeks became red and swollen, and the finger prints on both sides of his face were clearly visible.

"Damn, you're crazy!"

"Damn, don't stop yet."

"You two ****! Hurry up and hold him! ”

While speaking, the servants hurriedly went up and grabbed Yu Bai's two hands firmly, which stopped Yu Bai's movements.

"Are you sick, didn't we just say this kind of thing, we can't help it, we're not immortals, we don't know how to tell fortunes, we can't complain about us, you don't need to ......"

I didn't feel anything, Yu Bai only felt unhappy all over his body now, as if his whole body was about to be torn apart.

From the moment he heard that Fatty had an accident, from the time he saw the crowd piled up on the road, from the time he saw Fatty's family crying there, from the time he saw Fatty being carried into the ambulance on a stretcher......

Everything is stating an established fact to him.

Chubby ...... Still gone.

He's upset now because he could have prevented it from happening. slapped himself because he could have kept Chubby from leaving.

However, what should have happened happened.

He couldn't tell the secret of his heart, just as he couldn't tell the reason he was doing now.

Whether it is the words of Mr. Xu and the others, they are like extremely sharp needletips, piercing Yu Bai's body one by one.

Compared to this pain, these slaps are nothing.

The reverberating voice of consolation in his ears was like a wake-up speech, reminding Yu Bai that Xiaopang left because of him.

The voice was getting more and more pronounced, clearer and louder.

This caused Yu Bai to reach out and start slapping himself, but after being dragged by them, Yu Bai, who couldn't vent, could only stop, followed by the whole person as if he was holding up, and then suddenly roared loudly.

"Ahh

Then Yu Bai, whose body was tense, weakened, and the hand that grabbed him slowly let go, and Yu Bai slowly curled up, until he finally squatted on the ground, hugged his head and cried.

If he could, he wanted to say sorry to Chubby loudly, and wanted to say that it was his fault.

But he couldn't!

Not only can't, but can only be held in the heart forever, the deepest part of the heart.

The only thing I can do is to say to Chubby from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry! Let's go!