Chapter 9: Life Goes On
Qiaoping County No. 1 Middle School, Bishop's Building. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
In the past few days, Yu Bai often sneaks here in a daze, why secretly?
Because of the school holiday, there is almost no one in the school except for the old man who cares for the door. Outsiders are not allowed to enter, not even the students of this school. But it was hard for Yu Bai, who came in easily from the place where they often climbed over the wall, and then took a brick and slammed the lock in front of the door of the teaching building.
As for why you are here...... Yu Bai felt that only here, more or less could he feel the residual breath of Xiaopang. It is only here that you can say what you can't say to others in other places.
On the roof of the Bishop's Building, Yu Bai sat cross-legged, next to him a pile of empty beer bottles, and cigarette butts were even larger.
Yu Bai didn't care about any of this, just tilted his head and stared at the cloudy sky in front of him, muttering to himself.
"Actually, I can tell you, tell you where I came from, and tell you the calamity that will befall you......"
At this point, a cigarette between his fingers burned out, and he casually stepped aside, lying down with his head in his hands, ignoring the mess on the floor and the scattered beer bottles.
After lying down, he found that his pillow was uncomfortable, so he took a beer bottle and put it under him as a pillow, and took another sip of beer with only half a bottle of beer left from the side.
"I don't know if you're still there, maybe you're here...... Probably gone. ”
"I didn't go to your house, but I heard that it has become a mess, and my parents are busy with your burial, and they are busy...... Looking for the person who hit you, the police station ran countless times, but the result was the same every time, waiting for news, waiting for notification. ”
"Perhaps, it's okay to go, at least now you have a vision for this world and a beautiful future. It's better than a few years later, the edges and corners polished by life are gone, and the only remaining hope is also extinguished, if most people have the courage to die, I'm afraid no one is willing to bear this gap and disappointment, and go well. ”
“……”
Yu Bai was like this, for a few days, the regular bottles of beer, two boxes of cigarettes, climbed over the wall to the school, and then went up to the roof of the building to talk nonsense.
Lou Yuanming's accident may be an accident in the eyes of others, but in Yu Bai's opinion, it is an accident that can be avoided.
This is where others can't guess, and it's also where others can't understand, and even the three of them on the eighth are not persuading Yu Bai at once, at first they went to Yu Bai's house, and then on the rooftop of the school, but when they were there, Yu Bai was like a mute, except for smoking and drinking, he didn't say anything.
Only a few times, when they came over, they heard Yu Bai on the rooftop talking to himself.
After a few days, the servants couldn't work together, and Yu Baitie would definitely be scrapped if it went on like this.
So he called Zhao Xueman over without saying a word, as the saying goes, heart disease still requires heart medicine, although they don't know what heart disease Yu Bai has. But in the matter of comforting people, the girl has an advantage over the man.
Lying there with an empty head, Yu Bai didn't know what he wanted to do or what he wanted to do, so he felt uncomfortable.
He lit a cigarette again, and as soon as he took a puff, Yu Bai retched. There's no way, I can't eat a meal a day, I keep drinking and smoking, and no one can stand it for a few days. I vomited for a while, but nothing came out, only saliva from the corners of my mouth, and bursts of flushed face.
On the side, Zhao Xueman, who had come over a long time ago, stood there, but he couldn't stop frowning, and finally couldn't help it, walked up, and reached out to pat his back.
A hand tapped lightly, but he didn't say a word.
Sensing Zhao Xue coming, Yu Bai turned around and smiled at her.
This is the first time Zhao Xueman saw him since he had an accident, not because he didn't want to see him, but because he couldn't find anyone at all, if it wasn't for Mr. Xu and the three of them telling her, it might not be clear that Yu Bai has become what he is now.
His hair was messy, his face was a little dirty, his clothes were wrinkled because he was lying on the ground, and most importantly, Yu Bai's eyes were red, and he could smell the smell of cigarettes and alcohol from a distance.
"I heard them say...... You've been here for the past few days. ”
"Well, I know they'll tell you." Yu Bai said a word, then turned his head to look at Zhao Xueman, who was full of worry, and then raised the corners of his mouth and continued, "I'm fine." ”
Zhao Xueman didn't seem to hear it, "I know." After speaking, the original half-squatting posture turned around and sat directly next to Yu Bai.
Her reaction surprised Yu Bai, she knew? What does she know, knows she's okay?
Yu Bai's casual perfunctory words, maybe even he himself wouldn't believe it, if it was really fine, I'm afraid it wouldn't be the virtue he is now.
At this moment, Yu Bai's mushy brain finally began to gradually regain consciousness because of Zhao Xueman's arrival, and slowly recovered from the initial empty state.
"Do you remember that when Lou Yuanming was a freshman in high school, he acted in a skit at the New Year's Day party."
Turning her head, Yu Bai thought she was looking at herself, but no, she was just like her previous self, looking at the sky in the distance, as if she had seen something beautiful, her eyes were so focused.
Immediately, Yu Bai also turned his head and looked in the direction she was looking at, looking for the piece of sky she was looking at.
"I remember, but it doesn't seem to be a sketch, but a dance."
"It's a sketch, and there's a dance in the sketch."
"Okay."
The two immediately laughed, and they didn't know if it was because they thought of dancing with their chubby bodies, or because of what the two of them said.
The laughter was followed by a silence, and for a while Yu Bai didn't know what to say, let alone how to explain his behavior to her, after all, it was incomprehensible to others that he was doing this unnecessary.
As for Zhao Xueman's quietness, it's not because she doesn't know what to say, but because she is thinking about how to make Yu Bai get better, no matter what reason he makes it like this, it's time to come out, even if it's sad and decadent, there should always be a limit.
The quiet time was not long, nor was it short, in short, after a while, Zhao Xueman slowly spoke.
"I've been to your house, and my aunt told me that you haven't been very obedient in the past few days."
"Not very obedient?"
Turning her head, Yu Bai noticed that she had a vague smile on her face.
Feeling the gaze, Zhao Xueman also turned his head and replied playfully, "That's right!" ”
"Why are you disobedient?" In an instant, she was melted by her beautiful and flawless smile, and Yu Bai was completely relaxed like she had never been, and subconsciously asked.
Zhao Xueman seemed to be waiting for this sentence, and immediately spoke, and while saying with one hand, he also made a counting motion, "Don't eat well, don't sleep well, don't write articles well, and ......"
"Don't worry, what you're talking about is disobedient?" Yu Bai interrupted her.
"Why don't you count, this is what my aunt told me personally, she said that there is a person named Hetan to call you, you will call the landline at home when your mobile phone is turned off, and Auntie will let you go back to the past when you are free."
Yu Bai smiled helplessly and shook his head, "It's like I'm a child." ”
"Why not, in the eyes of our parents, we will always be children."
“……”
opened his mouth, Yu Bai was stunned, it is true, no matter when, he will always be a child in the eyes of his parents.
Immediately exhaled a mouthful of turbid gas in his body, and he felt a lot more relaxed.
"By the way, Auntie asked you to call the person back and say that it was a matter of publishing, and it seems that she is in a hurry." As he spoke, he took out his mobile phone and handed it to Yu Bai.
Yu Bai didn't move, looked ahead and said, "That person's name is Wang Tansheng, the editor-in-chief of the publishing house, and "Scarlet Years" was published by him. Two days ago, he told me on the phone that the sale date of "Triple Gate" was set for the beginning of next month, and he also said that there might be several signing sessions at that time. ”
""Triple Gate" is also going to be published? It's really good. At this moment, Zhao Xueman was like a little girl, happy, and then seemed to think of something, and suddenly asked, "You just said that there is a signing meeting?" ”
"Well, it's the kind of activity where I sell and I give people autographs over there."
"Isn't that something that celebrities only do?"
Yu Bai spread his hands, "Actually, I can also become a star, a writing star." ”
"Cut, you'd better go home and take a shower first, like a fool, it stinks, and it's a star."
At this moment, Yu Bai didn't say anything more, but you tilted your head like this, staring at Zhao Xueman with a disgusted expression, and only said softly after a long time, "Thank you......"
Zhao Xueman originally looked ridiculous, but he was a little at a loss for a while by his affectionate appearance, and looked around left and right, "Thank me for nothing, I didn't do anything." ”
"You didn't do anything, but you made me figure out one thing."
"Huh?"
"Life goes on."
……
Not far away, the three of them who were hiding in the shadows were relieved to see that things had improved.
But at the same time, he felt that the egg hurt, because their brother had wasted his old nose strength, and he didn't make Yu Bai better, and he didn't even want to say a word, but Zhao Xue came over and made Yu Bai turn the corner in minutes.
Staring at the two of you and me over there, I don't know if it's jealousy or what, Yao Mei took a big puff of cigarette, "I've only heard of having a daughter-in-law and forgetting my mother, but I've never seen a daughter-in-law forgetting my brother. ”
"Don't talk about these useless things, when the time comes, you will have a virtue with him...... Hey, you see, see if this is going to be hugged. Mr. Xu pointed to the two people in the distance and shouted.
"Be quiet, don't let the Xiucai fish find out! Anyway, as soon as the summer vacation is over, we will go our separate ways and stay one more day. ”
No. 8 was difficult and deep, but before he finished speaking, he found that the eyes of Mr. Xu and Yao Mei began to be wrong.
"What kind of eyes are you two?"
"What eyes? It's like you don't know, tell me honestly, what's going on with that Li Weiwei. Mr. Xu looked proud of catching the adulterous feelings.
And Yao Mei patted No. 8's shoulder and pretended to be an old chief, "I said that you, comrade, can you be a little conscious, love is love, love has to be said out loud!" It's not appropriate for you to hide it like this. ”
"Hell knows what you're talking about." Number Eight wanted to withdraw as he spoke, but he definitely couldn't run at this time.
After dragging it back, Mr. Xu directly said what he found.
"Don't pretend! The day before yesterday, Sister Yao and I went to your house to look for you, and saw you and Li Weiwei downstairs, talking and laughing, and finally giving each other gifts, I really thought we were stupid! ”
"I just don't want to debunk you, thinking about comrades, in order to protect our revolutionary friendship, you will confess and be lenient yourself, who knows that you don't plan to say it to this day."
“……”
In this way, the alliance of four people who did not bubble up the girl at the beginning, in the process of the team's march, has lost more than half of it silently!