Time is sometimes slower than a turtle crawling, and the October 1st holiday is finally here. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Cuckoo's heart Tao Yuanming's pastoral complex is deep-rooted, his father used to be a glorious rural people's teacher, since he was a child, he studied and lived in school with his father, and his classmates were envious, "respecting teachers and loving teaching" was still obvious in the small mountain village where his father taught, when he was a teacher in a big school, the people would give her the best things to eat, and from time to time fried a table for their father and daughter to fight tooth sacrifices, until the third grade, her life was simply a little princess, so that she was full of pride and pride, She remembered that when the teacher in the elementary school asked her to write "my ideal", she naturally wrote "my ideal is to be a glorious rural people's teacher." In 2006, the Ministry of Education, the Ministry of Finance, the former Ministry of Personnel, and the Central Office jointly launched the implementation of the "Special Post Plan", openly recruiting college graduates to teach in rural compulsory education schools in the "two basics" counties, and through the open recruitment of college graduates to teach in rural compulsory education schools below the county level in the central and western "two basics" to guide and encourage college graduates to engage in rural education work, and gradually solve the problems of insufficient rural teachers and unreasonable structure. Improve the overall quality of the rural teaching force. She chose "Special Duty Teacher." "She's going to the countryside.

The ideal is very plump, the reality is very skinny, the teaching life of the wind and the sun is always accompanied by strong wind and rain, this is not the pure land of the world, although the teaching has just been a month, a matter of events made her realize that she has made a little wrong choice, the surrounding mountains are quite like Lu Xun's pen only to see the four corners of the sky, she needs to have a complaint, but she is like a giant panda to protect the lonely, lonely, and her boyfriend's slander and parental abuse make her lose her soul, eleven is coming, Every night, she dreamed of working in a big city with many female classmates, so that when she woke up the next day, she took out a coin and prayed with both hands, and threw it in the air, the front fell to stay, and the back landed to walk, and the negative side was greater than the positive three times, but she was unwilling to be stubborn and threw dozens of times, until the positive side was greater than the negative, but she found that she really couldn't give up the children and teachers here in her heart, and she sometimes didn't know why she was doing this contradictory and boring game.

Home, always sad people's warm harbor, open the door of the house, a happy smell will rush to the face, the smell of stewed chai chicken in the pressure cooker swells the saliva in the mouth, the coffee table is neatly stacked with all kinds of clean fruits, father Du Chenglei sat under the balcony, the golden sunset broke through the window, the whole person is like a Bodhisattva around the aura, shining, he raised his head and looked at himself kindly, the newspaper in his hand was on his knees, and he didn't say a word. Somehow, deep down in his heart, Cuckoo respects his father far more than his mother.

Du Chenglei's teaching career ended when Du Juan was in high school, perennial desk work, cervical spine lesions, compression of nerves, walking well when the disease occurred and fell to the ground in the dark, and then had to do cervical spine surgery, the operation failed, paralyzed in bed, and could only open his mouth to eat, but his father has always been strong, no crying or sadness, just let his mother paste his life's award certificate full of ceiling, and gradually calm his days in the memories of happiness and pride. Later, I was able to use a wheelchair, but I still insisted on listening to reviews and reading newspapers. In the year of volunteering in the third year of high school, she asked her father, and her father said meaningfully, choose a normal college, it is not easy to find a job now, and her daughter's family must have a stable job, and teaching is much easier than other jobs. She knew that this was her father's wish for him to fulfill his unfulfilled wishes, and on the other hand, she hoped that she would have a stable life.

The mother came out of the back room, quickly took the bag in the cuckoo's hand, and opened the nagging: "You dead old man, the girl has come back all the way, her face is expressionless, and she doesn't even have a word of concern." ”

"It's okay, it's just that my stomach is singing." The cuckoo sat happily on the sofa and rubbed his stomach that had been bitter for a long time.

Du Chenglei is still laughing at Mimi, and his mother is still nagging: "Girl, why are you turning off the phone on the road, your father has called more than a dozen times and can't get through, you know that the road is far away, and your father and I are not sure in our hearts as soon as the phone is turned off, and we are also very afraid." ”

The cuckoo took out his mobile phone and exclaimed, "Oops, when did the phone run out of battery." ”

"I said it's okay, but your mother is anxious like a rat burning her ass, jumping up and down at home, and she doesn't touch the side of the chair." Du Chenglei finally spoke, and his voice with a slight vicissitudes of magnetism was calm and gentle.

"You often say that your daughter is your heart and liver, it seems that you are just hanging on your lips, and your daughter has been in the car for more than 10 hours, can you not worry?" Mother said and put a bowl of fragrant chicken on the coffee table in front of the cuckoo, two fat chicken legs made the cuckoo's throat want to grow a thousand hands, she couldn't help but grab it and gnaw, the mother's craftsmanship is still so exquisite.

After the meal, the mother was cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, the cuckoo pushed his father's wheelchair around the living room for a while, and heard Du Chenglei's mobile phone ringing, the music on the mobile phone was a song "Go Home", the melodious and tactful voice of the saxophone made the cuckoo's heart tremble and moved, this must be the ringtone set by her father for her, and after her father answered the phone, she said: "Dad, can I wash your feet?" ”

Father Du Chenglei smiled and shook his head and nodded.

Foot washing water is the "Parma soup" that Du Juan bought for his father in the supermarket near the station, his father's feet are white like blistered steamed buns, there is no blood at all, the muscles have atrophied from the calf, thin like a shriveled locust tree, life lies in movement, and his father has to endure too much pain all year round, not to mention that his father is a strong person, Cuckoo washed and washed, and his heart suddenly turned over and over, she wanted to spit out all the sadness in the work to Du Chenglei, but she thought that would graft the pain to her father, and it was not easy for her father, Washing his feet with a faint heat, Du Chenglei has been looking at the cuckoo kindly, the eighteenth change of the female college, seeing his daughter grow up and get a job that he wanted, he felt relaxed and happy, he had no regrets, his daughter washed his feet softly, he felt what was the joy of family, he should care about his daughter, so he opened the conversation and said: "Juan, how are you in which school?" ”

The cuckoo's grievances and panic broke in her father's inadvertent warm question, she burst into tears, tears glided from her face to her chin, and fell directly into the footwash like a diver, only creating a halo the size of her eyes, and then disappeared without a trace, she tried to overcome it, but her tears were like springs, trying to suppress and want to rebound.

Du Chenglei gently stroked his daughter's hair and made her cry for a while like a baby.

"It's normal to not adapt to work at the beginning, and then it's good to adapt slowly, the rural conditions are difficult, you have to endure poverty and loneliness, and you will know what life is in this environment."

"I'll try to get over it." The cuckoo realized his gaffe, smiled reluctantly, and stopped his tears.

"If you choose, you will be responsible, your mother chose me, I was paralyzed for six or seven years, but she worked hard, did not abandon, did not give up, and persistently took care of my daily life. Teaching work is a conscience work, in the teaching work you will have happiness, joy, sorrow, but don't be entangled, you have to learn to stick to, keep the poverty, keep the loneliness, keep the misunderstanding, keep the complaint, both choose, must be responsible, you have to walk steadily on this road out of the effect, to do a line, love a line, drill a line, into a line, first of all, you have to have reasonable goals and dreams, no dream is more terrible than poverty、、、、、、 "Du Chenglei's words are like prose, pulling gourds and scoops, but the theme is clear, Du Juan knew that his father had good intentions, but his father's words did make Du Juan's mood silently repair a lot and firm.

Money is a person's waist, rich is hard, no money is soft. October 1 is a day to celebrate with the country, but also the day of Huang Chaoyang's housewarming, Huang Chaoyang's heart is not alive at all, he can't tell whether he likes or disappoints this city, he feels that he is out of place with this city, although he is really in it, most of his life savings are soaked in it, and he still owes at least ten years of debt that needs to be paid off with all his might.

When he went to the big supermarket the day before, Lu Xiaohe walked in front of him energetically and proudly, he really regarded himself as a county person, which made Huang Chaoyang quite disgusting, plus his mind kept wandering away from the last conversation between Lu Xiaohe and the boss, Huang Chaoyang really wanted to hit Lu Xiaohe's round ass in full view.

The supermarket is full of dazzling goods, dazzling, dizzying, many Huang Chao** can't be named, let alone used, but there is a sentence Huang Chaoyang remembers, the electronic screen on the elevator on the first floor is rolling "The rope is short in the thin place, and the safety is in the thick place." "He cares about school safety, and he agrees.

Lu Xiaohe walked and stopped, saw many commodities and couldn't put them down, and then looked at Huang Chaoyang with expectant eyes, Huang Chaoyang glanced at it obliquely, and said, "This is useless for the time being, let it get in the way at home." ”

asked a lot, the answer was the same, Lu Xiaohe's face was as black as a pig's liver, and he simply accepted Huang Chaoyang's right to suggest and speak, aimlessly, buy it if he likes it, Huang Chaoyang followed behind, carrying heavy things, thinking about my salary for a few days, and my salary for a few months, I only felt panicked in my heart.

As for whether to invite relatives and friends to the house, Huang Chaoyang and Lu Xiaohe had a fierce battle of words and tongues on the night of September 31.

"I can move a few times in my life, let's still be fine, find a Mr. Yin and Yang to see and find a day."

"What age is it, it's still so superstitious, Mr. Yin and Yang catch gods and ghosts, it's nothing more than fooling two money, I don't believe in that."

"You feel sorry for your money, then you say a moving day."

"Tomorrow, October 1st, celebrate with the country, the country and the people, what a good day."

"Tomorrow, you're too casual to take the move as a child's play."

"What kind of child's play, what was there to move in the past, didn't the family live a prosperous life? What is popular now to move, nothing more than polite exchanges. ”

"Don't talk about the past, in the past, what was the name of a home when you got some mud and slapped an earthen wall, and now it takes half a lifetime of savings to get a home, and for you, it is your life's savings, not to mention that now you pay attention to keeping pace with the times, and you have to be glorious when you move."

"That's called death to save face and suffer crimes, or to buy a house, our life is not quite moist, now it's good, buy a house and owe a lot of debt."

"I dare to love because I have to buy a house, who bought the house? It's not you who buys it, and when it comes to buying a house, I'm not angry. Lu Xiaohe's chest fell together, and his breath became thicker and thicker, "Now I buy it and I'll live alone?" When the baby is older, he wants to marry a daughter-in-law, can he do it without a house in the county? I'm kind enough to be a donkey's liver and lungs, you are a big man all day long, what kind of big heart has you done in your life, the man is not going out to earn money, so that the mother-in-law can enjoy happiness at home, you are good, the money you earn can't even support your son, and you really have been moldy for eight lifetimes. ”

"Hello man, you go and knock on the corner of other people's walls, you can be careful that the wall will kill you." Huang Chaoyang didn't know why such a headless sentence suddenly popped up, maybe he had been haunted by the scene he saw in the car last time, maybe Lu Xiaohe's words just now were really too hurtful to his self-esteem, he said it openly, he wanted to slap himself when he said it, he knew that he had stabbed the hornet's nest, he quickly bounced up and prepared to go out for a walk.

"What do you mean by this, if you don't explain it to me today, you don't want to go." Lu Xiaohe was impassioned, pinching his waist with one hand, stretching out his other hand, and stretching his five fingers forward with his single index finger, as if he was pointing out a sinner, such a condescending momentum made Huang Chaoyang feel obscene, like a mouse forced into a corner, it was difficult to escape.

Huang Chaoyang didn't say a word in front of the bed he just bought, but it stimulated Lu Xiaohe's fighting spirit even more. "You make it clear to me today, are you deaf or dumb." His fingers kept approaching the tip of Huang Chaoyang's nose.

Huang Chaoyang couldn't bear it anymore, so he knocked Lu Xiaohe over on the bed, then turned her over, twisted her hands back, and let Lu Xiaohe have no backhand power, in order to vent the evil anger in his heart.

"You've seen it for a long time, you dare to beat your wife." Lu Xiaohe stubbornly turned his head around while panting, and rolled his eyes desperately, as if he wanted to turn out all the whites of his eyes to show his contempt for men.

is simply a shrew, Huang Chaoyang feels that he has no intention of fighting again, it really damages his image, as soon as he let go, Lu Xiaohe came forward, even grabbed and twisted, and bit if he could, making Huang Chaoyang embarrassed, gritting his teeth and lying on the bed and letting Lu Xiaohe toss around, until Huang Kai knocked on the door, Huang Chaoyang was already bitten with five blue and red gums on his arm, and there were two painful "white bone claws" on his face.

After his son Huang Kai entered the house, he immediately understood something, closed the door without saying a word, and walked away.

The home was as quiet as death in an instant, and both of them were lying on the bed, motionless, allowing resentment and sullenness to ferment in each other's hearts.

When she woke up the next day, Lu Xiaohe kept her original posture like a zombie and stuck to her original position without moving, Huang Chaoyang called her out and said, "Lu Xiaohe, today is a good day, don't let bad luck hurt our good mood." ”

Lu Xiaohe only turned over, showing the other party that he was still alive, and then kept his original movements unchanged.

Huang Chaoyang had no choice but to get up by himself, paste couplets, set off firecrackers, and a major event in his life was solved.

All day, Huang Chaoyang saw Lu Xiaohe go to the toilet once, and the rest of the time he was glued to the bed, and made her a bowl of egg noodles and put it in front of the bed, which has never been touched.

At night, I wanted to think of how to make Lu Xiaohe happy, Lu Xiaohe's mobile phone rang crisply, seeing that Lu Xiaohe had no answer, Huang Chaoyang pressed the answer button when the mobile phone rang for the third time, Huang Chaoyang put the phone on his ear and calmed down. On the other end of the phone was a man who was obviously drunk, and said in a demonic manner: "Hey, Xiaohe, baby, what's wrong today, I haven't seen a shadow for a day, I miss me." ”

This sentence was undoubtedly a thunderbolt on a sunny day, which made Huang Chaoyang, who had just repaired his mood, angry, he felt that his whole body was trembling, and even his heart was about to explode, and he said clearly word by word: "I am Lu Xiaohe's husband, she resigned and quit." Then he simply hung up the phone, and the phone instantly became shattered on the floor with a "pop".

Lu Xiaohe got up, glared at Huang Chaoyang angrily, and said for a long time, "Why did you answer someone else's call?" You give me back my phone. The tone of the words was still like a boiled duck, without any embarrassment or guilt.

"Others, you are 、、、、、、" Huang Chaoyang only felt that he was trembling all over, and wanted to sarcastically and sarcastically mock her, but there was no suitable text to vent, and he yelled loudly: "Divorce." The language is undoubted, after throwing off these two words, Huang Chaoyang also fell down the door, and he didn't want to stay in this home for a moment.

The colorful neon lights mocked and sarcastically looked at Huang Chaoyang without blinking, Huang Chaoyang wanted to pick up a stone and smash it over, but he didn't see a small grain, he wanted to stomp a few feet on the electric pole, but the people who came and went looked at him with fierce eyes, they lived with dignity and status one by one than himself, he seemed to be about to collapse, he didn't want to stay in this city for a moment.

He rode a motorcycle, running wildly all the way, tears involuntarily and silently flowed all the way, he didn't go back to his hometown, he knew how depressed he was, his hometown only had his mother in Huajia. The motorcycle swayed away from the bustling city, and drove into the lonely tavern school, where only the school could calm his heartbroken feelings, and there was a warm bed of his own, which was an unforgettable night.

Du Xiaoming led his wife and daughter back to his hometown, and the neighbor's cow gave birth to a calf at some point, looking at them strangely, "mooing", Liu Xiaomi shouted in fear to go back to the home in Jixiang Town. They only stayed at home for one day, and the smiles on their parents' faces were also flooded for a day, picking up the best meals and carefully serving their family of three for a day, the next day Du Xiaoming borrowed Liu Xiaomixiao as the name to go back to Jixiang Town, his parents did not keep it, they made a table of delicious food for them early in the morning, and when they left, they filled two bags full of peanuts, sesame oil, dried vegetables, etc., which made Du Xiaoming feel a little unhappy.

Looking at the situation of his parents seeing his family of three, Du Xiaoming thought a lot - Du Xiaoming is an only child, this time, there are two old people left in the family, the parents are in their sixties and should enjoy the joy of their children and grandchildren around their knees, but for their son to work with peace of mind, his parents are always so generous, first of all, the son bought a house in Jixiang Town and gave all his savings to his son, and then tolerated his granddaughter to change her name and surname, these practices are absolutely avant-garde in the countryside. In the face of his parents' generosity and tolerance, he felt that he was selfish and obscene.

This kind of idea is only in Du Xiaoming's heart after a short period of entanglement, immediately back to the development of the school, in fact, this time the purpose of leaving home in advance is mainly to quietly solve the school affairs, through a month of investigation, he needs to use this holiday to calm down to sort out, analyze, plan, he knows that the rectification of many places in the school is imminent, and the student's learning must not hesitate, he must do a good job in the school's next strategic planning, excavate the connotation of the school, and innovate the management mechanism.