Where there are people, there are rivers and lakes, where there are people, there are gossip, and the tavern primary school is no exception, every time everyone sits around to eat, the gossip in the society will be scraped here, and recently Gao Shujuan has become the subject of discussion among several local teachers in the school after dinner. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Gao Shujuan and the village doctor in this village are good, which can bask in the sun in broad daylight. For her sake, the village doctor beat his wife and divorced. She didn't get divorced, but she gave birth to a son for the village doctor, and her son is now studying in this school, which is the one Gao Shujuan receives all day long. Gao Shujuan's husband always turns a blind eye, is addicted to drinking and gambling all day long, and as long as he doesn't divorce him, social rumors say that his man must be a eunuch, which is definitely not good, Gao Shujuan needs to cultivate a good piece of land.

Du Xiaoming generally listens to these things and does not spread them, but he still regrets Gao Shujuan in his heart, Gao Shujuan is very dedicated and responsible as a teacher, how can he be such a person, it is really a sea water that cannot be measured, people cannot be seen, and he is silently praying in his heart not to affect the work of the school.

After class that day, he paid special attention to Gao Shujuan's every move, Gao Shujuan is a standard beauty embryo, her figure is graceful, her breasts are round and peaceful, she is wearing black pointed scalp shoes on her feet, her buttocks show beautiful lines in the swinging legs and twisting waist bends when she walks, plus her lace news that can't see the sun, Du Xiaoming suddenly thought about it, he immediately cut off this evil idea and aesthetics her again from the perspective of work, Gao Shujuan was shouting slogans and leading a group of children to the toilet, The toddler's student followed her like a chick, a child's snot was about to slide into her mouth like a waterfall, she quickly took out the toilet paper in her pocket and wiped it gently, after a while, a child just came out of the toilet, the pants were not drawn, and she shouted "Teacher Gao, Teacher Gao" immaturely, she quickly ran over to pull the pants for the child, from these few trivial actions, Du Xiaoming felt that this woman is serious and responsible, beautiful and kind, this is a loving and reassuring teacher.

The night in the countryside is monotonous and long, without noisy night markets, noisy dance floors, bright lights, only cloudy and sunny moons, and sonorous and deep mountains. Du Xiaoming's night also has an extra responsibility, 66 students eat and live in the school, although there are teachers on duty at night, but the long-term professional habit is to go to the dormitory after 10 o'clock every night to patrol, cover the quilt for the sleeping boy with poor sleeping posture, shout to the child who often wets the bed to relieve urine, and focus on discovering and digging out the potential problems of boarding students in order to solve them in time, the last sleep every night, basically 11 o'clock can sleep peacefully. Every night before 11 o'clock he used this time to calm down to study education-related policies and regulations, as well as educational research related theoretical books, in order to enrich their knowledge and self-cultivation, accumulate their own experience, recently he participated in a distance education training, to "Tudu" to apply for a QQ number, the next night there was a little penguin to greet him, to him to send roses, he ignored, the third day the other party sent a sentence "Little Duge, is it you?" ”

Du Xiaoming's mind quickly rolled over and replied: "Yes, are you?" ”

"Wang Bingxue, little Duge, I want to kill you."

Du Xiaoming smiled "hehe" and replied: "I miss you too." ”

"Can you give me my phone number? Would love to hear from you. ”

Du Xiaoming looked at the other party's QQ space, diagnosed the identity of the other party from the album, and sent the phone number.

The other party hasn't heard back for a long time.

Looking at the photos in the space, Wang Bingxue's figure immediately flashed clearly and dimly in front of him like a movie.

The days of college are always so memorable and unforgettable, Wang Bingxue is one level lower than Du Xiaoming, that day the cold wind is Xiaoxiao, the snow is fluttering, at the door of the school cafeteria Du Xiaoming quickly helped up a girl who was about to fall, the girl was slim, thin eyebrows and big eyes, held Du Xiaoming's hand tightly, with a frightened and shy expression on her face, seeing the girl standing steadily, Du Xiaoming immediately withdrew the hand pasted on the girl's waist, which was a soft and warm waist that made people feel comfortable and wonderful before, The girl stood calmly and stretched out her hand very generously, without any shyness, and said, My name is Wang Bingxue, thank you.

It can be regarded as a featureless hero to save the United States, Du Xiaoming got an unforgettable first love, everything is so smooth and natural, eat together, watch movies together, sing together with me, and swear together.

At that time, the video hall was quite popular, and it was the best place for lovers to go on weekends and Sundays, and they could sleep peacefully in the bedroom for a day the next day, and save at least three meals in two days, which can definitely achieve the purpose of saving money. There are always some unsightly shots in the middle of the night in the video hall, and in that ignorant era, curiosity and the desire to explore can always break through the defense line of reason. This is a love in full swing, but it is like an exploration, and it is like an attempt, on the night of Du Xiaoming's graduation, on the riverside of the small garden, the summer breeze is refreshing, the night is hazy, lying on the rented seat, the two hot flesh are impenetrable entangled, the greedy saliva is flooding like a flood, after a period of unforgiving kisses, Wang Bingxue whispered hungry and thirsty, Brother Xiaodu, come on, I want to keep you, we really love each other, come on. Then like a docile lamb obediently trembling and waiting for the invasion of the male teacher, the love words are sultry, the horn is irrepressible, the hands and lips that used to only travel in the upper body can't wait to advance downward, in order to enjoy the dreamlike feeling of the yellow love drama, Du Xiaoming is doing a variety of exciting preludes to the scene of the video according to the script, and finally can't hold back, when Du Xiaoming bravely broke through the jade gate, a white elixir sprayed out, like a tender white shampoo sprayed on Wang Bingxue's delicate porcelain thighs, Du Xiaoming immediately became helpless, his heart was beating faster, and he had no intention of appreciating the beautiful scenery of the ** holy land he dreamed of. Wang Bingxue was still fascinated, hugging Du Xiaoming's weak body tightly, and said excitedly after a while, our children will definitely be as handsome and chic as you. Du Xiaoming was stunned for a moment, he was extremely ignorant of sexual knowledge and physiology, he became worried and uneasy, and then he no longer dared to invade the desperate and mysterious holy land, which would cause extraneous branches, his front table was pregnant because of early love and was just sent home by the school, which caused an uproar in the whole class and even the whole school, and the tone of the classmates was contempt, criticism and ridicule. Later, after making love with Wang Bingxue enthusiastically, Wang Bingxue would always involuntarily shift the topic to having children and how to do a good job of underground concealment, Du Xiaoming's nerves were always tense, and he was always frightened to explore the clues of her belly with his lips and hands during intimacy, and he bred a virus-like rejection of Wang Bingxue's lower body bones, and he never dared to touch it again.

Wang Bingxue's sister found Du Xiaoming, who was an elegant woman, in a pleasant hotel, she said euphemistically: "My family Xue is very affectionate to you." ”

Du Xiaoming didn't dare to slack off, cautiously refilled the tea for the woman, released enthusiasm and flattery, and said, "Sister, she is a good girl." ”

"A good girl should give her a good home, right?" The woman flickered her eyes and stared at Du Xiaoming very steadily.

Du Xiaoming nodded, but he didn't dare to stare at those cold eyes.

"My sister I understand, she's too young to understand anything, she has one year to graduate, you will graduate soon, you will be an adult after graduation, your two families are too far apart, it is not easy for my mother to support her daughter, I don't want her to marry so far, do you understand?"

Du Xiaoming's tears instantly flooded his eyes, and he mustered up the courage to say, "Sister, distance is not a problem. ”

"Distance is not an issue, but can you solve the subsequent problem? I asked Xue your background, your roots are in the countryside, and when you go home, your work arrangement is the problem, can you guarantee Xue's work arrangement? And our family is in the city, the house and the car are all available, and when we go home, we can't arrange work, and she still has no worries about food and clothing, what can you give her? The woman's tone became burning.

Du Xiaoming was speechless with shame and indignation, feeling that she was insulting his ability, and tears were broken on the placket of his chin.

The woman handed over a napkin and said in a soft tone: "If you like her, you should let go and give her a happy living space. Then he haughtily paid for his meal and walked away.

Du Xiaoming graduated two days after this conversation, he finally chose to escape and let go, he did not say goodbye to Wang Bingxue, but left silently, he was still a timid and afraid of things and did not know how to be responsible.

At that time, Du Xiaoming felt unprecedented pain, and burned a deep scar on his arm with a cigarette butt to torture himself, and later with the deepening of his experience and the busyness of work, Wang Bingxue seemed to be just one of the closest passers-by in her memory, she made her history full and full of aftertaste, although later he knew in practical experience that Wang Bingxue would not conceive his own child at all, but his emotional intelligence was becoming more and more mature, and at the same time he had a love-hate relationship with the video hall, although he was an enlightenment teacher in some aspects, But the flashy action inside made him hate it to the bone.

This sweet and regretful memory has just been happily recalled, and an unfamiliar number woke Du Xiaoming up from his memory: "Hey, little Brother Du, I think God is too good to me, hehe, do you know that I have been searching for you recently?" Hehe, I think I'm looking for a needle in a haystack to fish you out, hehe, it's still a long eye in the sky, and the hard work pays off, I finally found you, hehe. On the other end of the phone was a soft voice, cool and mellow, and the laughter of "hehe" was as active as punctuation.

"Hehe, thank you for remembering me." Du Xiaoming said heavily.

"Hehe, if I want to forget you, unless I become a vegetative person, hehe, don't you want me?"

"I don't want it to be a lie, it's a friend who can't help but think about it after a long absence."

"Hehehe, you think of me, I also want you to have a heart, I still dreamed of you in my dream last night? Today I've been searching for the pen name you wrote, hehe, you're too conceited, and you're gone like disappearing from the earth, hehe, it's my mouth that shouldn't criticize you, don't mind, little Duge. ”

"I don't mind, I feel a warm current in my heart when I hear your voice."

"Me too, hehehe, little Duge, sister-in-law, is she beautiful? I think she's definitely prettier than me. ”

Du Xiaoming laughed dryly and said, "It's worthy of the public's eyes, Xue'er, let's talk on QQ, so the phone bill will have a fever." Seeing that the other party was rambling on the topic, Du Xiaoming said from an economic point of view.

"Hehe, it's okay, don't worry about my phone bill, I just want to hear your voice, the sound makes people feel down-to-earth and comfortable, I like this feeling."

The phone continued, Du Xiaoming kept replacing the phone on his ears with his sore hands, and Wang Bingxue still spoke with relish, from the subsequent conversation, everyone learned about each other's families, Du Xiaoming concisely introduced that his 7-year-old daughter was in the first grade, and his wife taught the third year of junior high school in the town junior high school, but Wang Bingxue's family was full of legends.

Wang Bingxue married a wealthy family in the second year after graduating from university, and her in-laws are well-known public figures in the local area. The husband is a playboy, there is a row of women outside, she has fought with **, and now has two children, the eldest daughter is in the second grade, the younger son is less than two years old, and the husband was sentenced for committing the crime of ** underage girl during her pregnancy with her son.

Wang Bingxue's voice changed from the initial crisp to sad, and finally to helpless sobbing, she cried and said bitterly: "Little Brother Du, I found that my youth was martyred for an irresponsible person who is not worthy of love, it is simply a caged bird, there is no opportunity to see the beauty and excitement outside, and there is no magnificent struggle, after my husband was sentenced, I rarely go out, I can't stand the ridicule behind me, you say what is wrong with me, woo、、、、、、 I also want to try my best to save this family." , stalking him like a detective, scolding his rival like a shrew, but when he meets such an irresponsible man, woo 、、、、、、" After a burst of crying, she said sadly: "I'm sorry, my past has affected your good mood, I'm sorry, don't laugh, I've been depressed for too long." ”

"It's okay, the difficulties will always pass, the good days will always come, be strong." A heart-rending pain and pity rose in Du Xiaoming's heart.

"Well, I'll listen to you, be strong, I've bothered you too long tonight, thank you for listening to me on these sad topics that have nothing to do with you, after talking to you, I feel much better."

"It's okay, you treat me as your Band-Aid, my phone is always available for you, and I will serve you religiously 24 hours a day."

Du Xiaoming's humorous words made Wang Bingxue burst into tears, she resumed her tone, and said: "Little Brother Du, bad brother, sister-in-law is so happy to have you, alas, I don't talk to you anymore, my son is still crying and eating?" ”

The deafening cry of a child rang on the other end of the phone, and Du Xiaoming said like a savior: "Xue'er, concentrate on nurturing the next generation, and the descendants of the revolution are supreme." ”

"Well, thank you, little Duge, good night."

"Good night." Du Xiaoming looked at his mobile phone and cooked phone porridge for an hour and a half.

"The bright moonlight in front of the bed is suspected to be frost on the ground." Sleeping on the bed, Du Xiaoming's brain is as bright as the moonlight on the ground, ten years like this, the world changes, good flowers do not bloom often, the prime of life does not come again, youth can not return, life can not be rewinded, choose the right road for a smooth life, choose the wrong person for a lifetime tragedy, Wang Bingxue, the person he once loved the most, regret, pity, sympathy、、、、、、 that night, Du Xiaoming lost sleep.