At this time, Zhu Zhanji suddenly made a new discovery. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

"It turns out that I have been so obsessed with Sun Lingwei being my queen at the beginning, it seems that it is just to realize a political ambition. Maybe it has nothing to do with love. When all the goals are achieved, it should be physically and mentally happy, but I only have the happiness of the mind, not the happiness of the soul. ”

So what exactly is "love"?

Zhu Zhanji asked himself seriously.

"Isn't my sister and me love? If the story between me and her is not love, then what is love? ”

At this time, Zhu Zhanji recalled every heartbeat, heartache, shock, sadness, and joy experienced between him and Sun Lingwei in the past 20 years......

I suddenly found that if those unforgettable, confused, and heart-rending that were going to die or live at the beginning were called love, then I would rather not have such love!

Is the so-called love actually just an emotion at the time?

Why did we cry and make such a fuss at that time? Is it all just because of youth?

At this time, Zhu Zhanji became very scared and conflicted!

On the one hand, he really felt that there seemed to be something wrong with his feelings for Sun Lingwei!

He had always believed that she was the person he loved deeply, but now he felt that the friendship between them for more than 20 years had left only some fluttering memories.

Thinking about it carefully, he was just a youthful frivolity at the beginning, and Sun Lingwei attracted him only because of her beauty and pitifulness.

From the age of 9, when she first met Sun Lingwei in Mrs. Peng Chengbo's melon field, what attracted him was her pity.

Her loneliness aroused a strong desire to protect Zhu Zhanji, a young man who was still far away from the center of power and even the entire family was in danger at that time.

And it is this desire to protect another person who is weaker than himself that stimulates Zhu Zhanji's potential and makes him gradually stronger.

That's just a self-motivated potential, not love.

Later, when Sun Lingwei gradually grew into a beautiful girl, his liking for her was just an instinct.

A natural instinct of a man with a strong blood to like a beautiful woman.

That's just a human instinct, not love.

Later, he made a private agreement with Sun Lingwei in the "Lingwei Painting Garden" for life, just because of Zhu Zhanji's mother Zhang Cuiyun's intentional arrangement and matchmaking.

At that time, Zhu Zhanji was 16 or 7 years old when his blood was boiling, and Zhang Cuiyun wanted Zhu Zhanji to marry Sun Lingwei, the goddaughter he raised single-handedly, so he did not hesitate to let the two young and frivolous lonely men and widows stay alone in the same room in the name of learning painting, away from the monitoring of the crowd, and the two young and ignorant bodies, if nothing doesn't happen, to be honest, it's really difficult.

Now that I think about it carefully, Sun Lingwei has already understood Zhang Cuiyun's arrangement, so he handed over his body to Zhu Zhanji urgently before the emperor did not mention marriage.

To put it mildly, Sun Lingwei really used his body to seduce the suspicion of the young Zhu Zhanji.

Not to say that it is "seduction", at least Sun Lingwei is using the capital that he is most proud of, the beautiful body is not disguised, and he is not restrained to "attract" Zhu Zhanji.

Therefore, all kinds of thoughts about Sun Lingwei before the big wedding are actually not love, but just a kind of attraction of "sex" and "love".

That's still not love.

Since Zhu Zhanji married Sun Lingwei, he has no limit to come to pamper Sun Lingwei every day, in fact, at that time, it was not all Sun Lingwei's body attracted to him, but more Zhu Zhanji, who had never been able to make decisions and completely controlled the power in his hands, was just fighting against his fate.

He snubbed Queen Hu and favored Sun Lingwei alone, but he was dissatisfied with the emperor's grandfather's arrogant arrangements for him.

"I am an extremely conceited person, and my fate can only be arranged by me, and I can only control other people's lives, not my destiny by others."

Zhu Zhanji has such a mentality, so after becoming the emperor, Zhu Zhanji was very active in showing his ambition to send Sun Lingwei to the throne of the queen.

An exception was made to give Sun Lingwei a golden treasure book, making "the concubine has a treasure since Sun's" a moment engraved in history.

Later, he repeatedly used tricks to force Empress Hu to abdicate the throne, and Zhu Zhanji was very active and decisive in implementing all this.

"In the past, I always felt that I owed my sister a queen, but now I suddenly understand, it turns out that I don't owe my sister a queen, I owe myself a 'queen' dream."

Zhu Zhanji suddenly had a feeling of enlightenment:

"This queen of my sister, I have never fought for her, I am fighting for myself."

Because of "let Sister Wei become the queen", that is the childhood dream of the teenager Zhu Zhanji.

This dream was almost stranded due to many obstacles, but in the end, Zhu Zhanji finally relied on his political wisdom and perseverance to complete this dream.

Therefore, because he wants Sun Lingwei to be the queen, the various cherishes and favors he shows to her are also not love, but just a kind of power that is obsessed with dreams.

Therefore, when he finally completed this dream, Sun Lingwei, for Zhu Zhanji, could already retire. Because she is not his love, but just a "shell" of his dream for many years.

When the dream has broken through the ground, then the once beautiful shell wrapped around the dream can only be wiped out.

Therefore, Sun Lingwei is destined to be out.

Sheng Ji is followed by annihilation, and since she ascended to the top of the posterior, she is destined to fade out of Zhu Zhanji's life.

It's a pity that she doesn't know it yet, and she is still stuck in Zhu Zhanji's forgetful love for her in the past, so she can't show the interest and concession of a smart woman, but has to ask Zhu Zhanji to be good to her like before, how is this possible?

Therefore, Zhu Zhanji has become more and more disgusted with Sun Lingwei now, and even jealous.

But he couldn't show his dislike for Sun Lingwei in front of his ministers, because he was the emperor, and Sun Lingwei was the queen he chose by all the people.

Sun Lingwei is his face.

If he dared to openly snub Sun Lingwei in front of others and despise his queen, wouldn't Zhu Zhanji be slapping himself in the face?

So he will never show the disgust of the old queen in front of people, and he will not even admit it in front of anyone at all, he already hates Sun Lingwei a little.

However, he could not deceive his heart.

Therefore, everyone will have reason, but in the end they will succumb to their inner feelings.