Chapter 167: He Feels Sick
When he was rescued by Tang Hanfeng, he was actually so numb that he was indifferent to everything. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 But when Tang Hanfeng was cut again and again in order to protect him, and countless blood splashed on his face, he deeply remembered the man in front of him who was completely strange to him, but he trusted him very much.
Later, after they escaped, Tang Hanfeng asked him for his home address and wanted to send him back to his home. If he had shown up a little earlier, perhaps he would have been very grateful to him for sending him home. But in the face of his dirty body at the moment, he felt that no matter where he went, the last place he wanted to go back to was home.
At that moment, he was just silent and didn't say anything, but Tang Hanfeng seemed to hear the voice in his heart and brought him back to his mansion.
It was at that time that he knew that the man in front of him who had saved himself was General Tang who had just arrived from the capital to take office on the frontier.
Although he didn't know why he was the only one who came from so far away from the capital to take office, he was extremely glad that he was the only one there at that time. Because apart from him, he really didn't want anyone to see the original scene, and only in front of him did he dare to completely relax himself and not deliberately disguise his sadness.
He didn't want to go home, he didn't want his father and mother to know what he had been through, he didn't want them to feel guilty and worried about him. So at that time, he asked Tang Hanfeng to send a letter to his family to report his safety, and said that Tang Hanfeng was a friend he accidentally met a few years ago, so this time he planned to live in his house for a while and have a good time with him. Originally, his father and mother were still worried, and they wanted to send those who protected him to his side to secretly protect his safety. He didn't want to see those people, so after repeatedly comforting him in the letter, and even after telling Tang Hanfeng's identity, they were relieved to let him stay there.
Tang Hanfeng was not a man of many words, he knew it from the time he rescued him from those people. Moreover, he arrived at the frontier one step earlier, and there was actually a period of time before he took office. It was during that time that he would often visit him in his house and talk to him from time to time. Although he didn't say much, sometimes it was a few simple greetings, just like that, he still felt that as long as this man was there, he would be very secure.
If he could, he would have liked to have lived with him all the time, because as long as he was there, he would rarely think about the things that made him miserable. But there are some things that you think are good, but reality does not allow it. It's time for him to take office, and it's impossible for him to stop him from taking office, and what qualifications does he have? And he also said that this house was originally rented temporarily, and when he took office, he would stay in the barracks most of the time, and basically would not come here again. What's the point of him being here alone without his yard? Besides, the father and the mother also began to urge, so in the end they went back to their respective places after saying goodbye.
Later, when he returned to the house, he wanted to pretend to be the same carefree but mischievous teenager he used to be. But since some things have happened, it is impossible to go back, no matter how much he forces himself to play, if he can't go back, he can't go back.
His father and mother noticed his strangeness and asked him if anything had happened during this time. He lied and didn't want to tell about his experience, so he only said that he learned a lot after meeting that friend, so he matured and grew up. And his father and mother also believed it, and from time to time they wanted to bring a thank you gift to thank Tang Hanfeng in person, but he refused. He didn't know what his purpose was in the first place, anyway, he didn't want his father and mother to see Tang Hanfeng, he didn't want to.
I thought it was just a brief episode between him and him, but when everything was over, they returned to each other's life tracks. But what he didn't expect was that there were some changes in his heart after that incident, he fell in love with Tang Hanfeng, yes, he fell in love with a man, the man who saved him from fire and water when he was in crisis.
He felt disgusting, really disgusting, otherwise he wouldn't have the same perverted hobbies as the men who forced him. He really didn't expect that he would change so much, he didn't know what caused it, only that even he was starting to dislike himself.
Tang Hanfeng is a god-like existence in his heart, sacred and untouchable, but he has such bad thoughts towards him, what is the difference between this and those perverts who kidnapped him in the first place.
During that period of time, he was really depressed, Tang Hanfeng was his savior, and he didn't want to defile him because of his thoughts, so he began to go to the brothel of the Qinglou, and all kinds of women changed their tricks, hoping to correct their orientation.
But every time in bed, when he stripped those women naked and looked at their snow-white bodies, he couldn't find the slightest excitement and feeling, and even felt the slightest disgust, no, very disgust. But in order to correct his orientation, he still forced himself, and even drank that kind of medicine to force himself. But no feeling is no feeling, no matter how much medicine you drink, it is only your body that is controlled, but the thinking in your brain is still clear and without any impulse.
Later, he began to drink heavily, and once after getting drunk, he vaguely saw the woman in the bed as Tang Hanfeng. He was very excited, he didn't expect that after such a long time, he would be able to see him again, and he jumped up and hugged him and said a lot. And at that time, he also became very gentle, and when he looked at him, he was even more kind with a smile, constantly bewitching his mind. By the gods, he cautiously kissed him on the lips, that is, the kiss, and suddenly it was out of control.
He knew very well that he hadn't taken any medicine that time, but just like that, he still carried him all night without feeling tired. And that night was also the happiest night he felt in so many days, and even slept feeling like he was smiling.
It's just that when he woke up and saw the people lying next to him, he seemed to feel a bucket of cold water poured on him, and it was cold from head to toe. (To be continued.) )