"Yikes! , it's snowing outside. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info" Jin Ling opened the curtain and said with some surprise.

"Yes." I replied in a faint voice, now I am no longer in the mood of stepping on the snow to find plum blossoms, how can this ordinary snow make me care!

"Isn't Niang Niang going out to take a look?" Jin Ling lowered the curtain, took a stove from the back room and stuffed it into my hand, and continued to sweep the main room.

I looked at the intricate inscription on the stove and shook my head, it was just a snow in the warm winter, I had seen it many years ago.

"Niangniang, you haven't been out of this garden for a few days, let's go out and have a look, just take a distraction." The voice of the golden bell rang back and forth in my ears.

I know that Jin Ling has good intentions, and it is also for the sake of my body, and I am afraid that I will be stuffy in this house day after day, so let's go out for a walk.

"Jin Ling, push me out."

In the past, Jin Ling wanted me to go out for a walk, I refused, I didn't expect that I would respond so refreshingly, Jin Ling was stunned for a moment, then reacted, and said happily, "Niang Niang figured it out, slave maid will prepare!" ”

I sat in a wheelchair and let Jin Ling dress me up, Jin Ling is always like this, from top to bottom, from small to large, she refuses to slack off at all, and it is so troublesome to even go out of the door.

Maybe it's because I haven't been out for so long, the face of the person in the mirror is a little pale, I look at the pale color like paper, I lost my eyes, it's only been half a year, I don't want me to be haggard like this.

Jin Ling carefully applied makeup powder and rubbed rouge for me, and took out the hairpin of the five phoenix beads from the makeup mirror box for me to wear, I haven't worn it for so long, but this hairpin has not lost its color, it is still as new, should I say that people's faces can't stand up to time, or things exist for too long?

The clothes that Jin Ling prepared for me were the same as I used to be in the Xiangfu, always to my heart, I looked at the young green embroidered jacket and royal blue Luo skirt I was wearing, such a cold color, but only Jin Ling knew, that is what I liked.

Jin Ling saw it very solemnly so that I could go out, took out a white fox cloak from the cabinet, and while putting it on for me, she said, "Although the weather is getting warmer, Niangniang still has to take care of her body." ”

"Jin Ling, it's hard for you." I opened my mouth, whether it was in the Prime Minister's Mansion or now in this garden, she was the only one left who remained loyal to me, and regarded me as the master as always.

"Mother, this is what a slave should do." Jin Ling's eyes turned red.

I had never imagined such a beautiful view outside the garden, and the golden bell pushed me as I walked slowly down the cobblestone path.

"Stop here." I found a random spot and stopped the golden bell.

The snowflakes fluttered and fell on my bun, and the three thousand green silks turned into vicissitudes in an instant, I touched my ears and silently watched the snowflakes drift to my body, Qin Tianjian said, this year will be a very warm winter, but I feel that it is still very cold.

I held the stove in my hand and soaked up that little bit of heat, since I had lived in this remote part of the plum garden, it had been three years.

Just as I was about to ask Jin Ling to continue pushing me forward, I heard a quarrel.

"Jin Ling, go and see, who is making a noise?" I've always liked to be quiet, and the plum garden has always been a remote place, and at this time, the sound outside is particularly abrupt.

Hearing my command, Jin Ling trotted all the way, and after a while, he came back to return to me, and it was Concubine Min who had a dispute with Concubine An, which brought the voice into the garden.

Knowing the reason, I don't care anymore, the battle of the harem has always been like this, no matter for any purpose, the favor of power is something that makes these harem women never let go and imprisoned in it.

"Won't you take care of it? No matter what, now Niangniang is still the owner of Xiaomei Garden. "Jin Ling pushed me with one hand and swept the snowflakes stuck to me with the other.

The owner of the plum garden, once upon a time, many people said so, but what was the result? Ridiculous identity, how many people identify with it?

"Let them go." I tightened my clothes, and even if I did, what if I did? Sometimes, the bitter fruit is brewed by yourself, whether you fight or not, you are always just a canary raised in this palace.

"Jin Ling, push me back." There are some things that you don't want to know about, and avoiding them is the best choice.

"Yes."

The plum blossoms in winter are very charming, I never knew that there was such a good scenery in the abandoned garden of Xiaomei Garden, "Wait for Jin Ling, you go back first, the palace is here to rest for a while." "Unexpectedly, there is a red plum tree growing in the corner of the plum garden.

Jin Ling listened to my command and immediately retreated.

I looked at the plum tree silently, I hadn't seen such a good view in a long time.

Snowflakes fluttered, falling from the sky, falling on the brown branches of the plum tree, the branches became speckled, the crimson five petals intertwined with bright yellow stamen, blooming in the cold weather, like a cluster of open fire in the cold silence, people can not ignore, I can't help but reach out to fold, but the distance between my waist and the plum tree is beyond my reach.

Realizing this, I was about to give up when a joking voice sounded beside me.

"The queen is so interested."

Liu Yu, the king of An, the younger brother born to the mother of the current saint, has always had no scruples when walking in the palace, but he didn't expect that he would be here at this time.

"His Royal Highness King An has not forgotten that this is where the women of the inner palace live?" Liu Yi is uninhibited, but his behavior is prodigal and always annoying.

Liu Yu broke off the plum blossom branch that stretched out, put it in front of his nose and sniffed it carefully, with a calm expression, "Aoxue red plum, the taste is really different." After that, he looked at me with ulterior motives.

I could hear it, Liu Yu had something to say, and I smiled indifferently, "It's just the loneliness of lonely Fang's self-appreciation, I didn't expect King An's nose to be so sensitive, and he would smell different."

I folded back his words, thinking that it was best that the golden bell was not too far away, so that if anything happened, there would not be even a person around me.

"Brother Huang said that the imperial sister-in-law is different, imperial sister-in-law, what do you think?" King Ann handed me the plum blossom branch in his hand.

"Golden Bell ......" I called the golden bell, hoping that the golden bell would come soon.

"!" Jin Ling really didn't go too far, she hurried over, staring at Liu Yu with defensive eyes.

"Jin Ling, I'm tired, send me back." I know very well who Liu Yu will be.

"Brother Huang, you're going to be disappointed, she's gone." A figure flashed out of the rockery behind Liu Wei.

The bright yellow clothes are embroidered with exquisite nine-plate dragon patterns, highlighting the unique noble identity of the person who came, Liu Heng, the emperor of Kunqi, but I don't know how he is here with Liu Yi at this moment.

Liu Heng smiled bitterly, he didn't expect that to this day, her temperament is still so stubborn, and people who don't like it would rather offend than get contaminated, so he should have expected it.

"Brother Huang, brother remembers that it was the holy decree of the royal brother himself who grounded the queen in the Xiaomei Garden, why do you look like the royal brother is reluctant to give up now?" Liu Wei looked at the plum blossom branch in his hand, and an unknown color flashed in his eyes.

"She......" Liu Heng paused, "she is naturally different, didn't the imperial brother think so just now?" ”

"There are naturally different women in this world, but the younger brother just heard that it seems that the imperial brother's concubine had a dispute at the gate of the courtyard of Xiaomei Garden, and the imperial brother should take care of the ordinary ones first, don't let your own backyard catch fire!" Liu Wei had already heard the previous disputes, most of them were disputes among the women in the harem, and he didn't bother to do it, "Brother Huang, the younger brother remembers that there are still important things to do in the palace, so he won't bother the imperial brother anymore!" The younger brother has taken his leave! ”

Liu Yi walked chicly, looking at the whole country, he dared to be so presumptuous in front of the dignity of a country.

Back in Xiaomei Garden, Jin Ling hurriedly closed the window door, Jin Ling has always been a cautious person, knowing that Liu Yu would not visit for no reason, just in case, leaving someone to speak, so he hurriedly closed the door and window.

"Jin Ling, there's no need to be so cautious." I now seem to be a strong but middle-class queen, and such caution is just a ridiculous addition.

Jin Ling looked at me, and the persuasion that came to his lips still couldn't be said after all, Jin Ling sighed, "Miss, why do you despise yourself so much!" ”

Despising yourself?! I have never despised myself, even if I was a concubine, I was turned into a wild seed by those women in the Prime Minister's Mansion, and I didn't complain about it, but in today's situation, even if you put yourself in a very high position, so what?

"Jin Ling, bring me my lute." At this hour, I must be alone to be quiet, some of the past, since I can't forget the time, I can only think hard in the future, hoping that I can figure it out, and after understanding, I hope that I can let go.

The letter is played, and the long-term guards are not wished, and the intestines are broken, where are the people of the world? After a long time, yesterday's flowers are gone, the past is with the wind, the bright moon can not be round, personnel can not stay for a long time, it is a glass of wine can not be happy, and why bother to increase troubles?

"Jun'er ......"

Jun, it was the little word he chose for me, no one had called me by this name for a long time, my eyes froze, and I asked in disbelief with a trembling voice. "Brother Ruixun, is that you?"

"Jun'er, I'm right behind you, don't you look back at your brother Ruixun?" The voice that has been in my heart for a long time is still warm.

I turned around slowly, and the blurred outline of the past gradually became clearer, and the ignorant youth at that time, the bamboo horse and the green plum, were all on the person in front of me who called me Jun'er.

The corners of his eyes moistened unconsciously, "Brother Ruixun......"

"Jun'er, why are you crying? It's Brother Ruixun who is not good, Brother Ruixun is late, my Jun'er must have suffered a lot......" Ruixun gently hugged me into his arms and cared for me gently, "Jun'er, I'll take you away, okay?" ”

"Leave?" I didn't have time to think about it, so I grabbed Brother Ruixun, "This is the harem, Brother Ruixun, why are you here?" Hurry up! "After asking, I came to my senses, what kind of place is this, Brother Ruixun should have left a long time ago, why did he come here?

"Jun'er, I heard your pipa sound, you are not happy, I will take you away, get out of here......" Ruixun took my hand and looked at me longingly.

"Brother Ruixun, I ......" I can't leave.

I never knew how difficult it was to resist, I have resisted many things, my father's ignorance, the eldest lady's deliberate framing, the fall of other aunts in the house, living like a slave...... But at this time, in the face of Ruixun's sincerity, I can't, these three words are like arrows on the string, I have to send them, but they are extremely heavy.

"I'll take you away...... Ruixun hurriedly took me away, but in the middle of pulling, he dragged me off the wheelchair.

"Jun'er, I'm sorry...... Your legs ......" Ruixun's eyes widened, staring at me deadly.

The thin jacket that was draped over my legs was torn off, and the wheelchair under the seat was in full view.

"Brother Ruixun, you are not mistaken...... I said the truth flatly, "The imperial doctor has already diagnosed it, and Jun'er will be bad for the rest of her life in the future." ”

"How can this be...... Ruixun looked into my eyes, asking for the answer, and I, but from Ruixun's eyes I saw the pain he triggered for me, half a year ago, I fell from the observation deck, when the rapid and intense pain in my lower limbs came, I knew, perhaps, I would never stand up again in my life.

"Jun'er, tell me!" Ruixun squatted down and desperately asked me why, I understood how important this reason was to me, and how important it was to Ruixun, but I couldn't say this reason, if I did, Ruixun might blame himself in this life, and this is not what I wanted.

"Young Master Rui?!" Ruixun's voice finally made Jin Ling notice, seeing me fall to the ground, Jin Ling ran over and hurriedly helped me up, "Niangniang, are you okay?" ”

"Brother Ruixun, go back...... "This is never the place where you should be, I have never recovered in this life, and your beloved shouldn't be me......

"Jun'er......" Ruixun shook his head, "I won't go back, I'm here, guarding you." ”

"Golden Bell ......," I glanced at Golden Bell, "put my lute back." ”

"Niangniang......" Jin Ling hugged the pipa, not knowing what to do, I knew that Jin Ling might be hesitating whether to persuade me to leave here.

"What are you still doing here! If I'm out of power now, you won't listen to me! I snapped.

"No......" Hearing this, Jin Ling was so anxious that tears were about to fall, "Slave and maid, go down!" ”

After Jin Ling left, Rui Xun said softly, "Jun'er, you know that Jin Ling will definitely persuade you to leave, why do you treat her so harshly!" ”

Ruixun and I grew up together, I know his temperament very well, if he doesn't take me out this time, he will definitely not give up, but I can't drag him down anymore, my legs are ruined, as if he is already a waste.

"What, Brother Ruixun, are you blaming Jun'er? Still, you've got a crush on that girl! "My tone changed, and there was a lot of sarcasm between my words, Brother Ruixun, I'm sorry, in order to force you away, Jun'er can only do this.

"Jun'er! You know I'm not ......," Ruixun hurriedly defended.

"Enough!" I immediately interrupted Ruixun.

"Su Ruixun, you are really self-righteous enough!"

"Jun'er, ...... you" Ruixun looked at me, full of questions.

"Su Ruixun, do you really think I like you! Let me tell you, what I like you is just your status as the major general of the Su family and the power of your Su family, but you are stupid, you still think I really like you as a person, do you want to know why the entire Su family was wiped out overnight half a year ago, I think, you must have been confused for a long time. ”

Rui Xun looked at me blankly, I quietly avoided Rui Xun's gaze, the arrow had already opened the bow, and I couldn't turn back, "Because, you, hindering me, the emperor likes me, and I am about to become the queen, but you, your Su family, have taken out the marriage book to hinder me...... I really have no choice but to let my father play and give your Su family a trumped-up charge......"

"Jun'er, do you know about the marriage book......" Ruixun seemed to take a lot of effort to say it from his mouth little by little,

I held back my tears and said to Ruixun, "So, you're stupid, you can't even tell the difference between truth and falsehood......"

"However, I never expected that you would escape......"

"Jun'er, are you telling the truth? It's you who want to kill me!? ”

I looked at Ruixun Paper's instantly pale face, and I seemed to be smiling.

"Jun'er, I want you to answer me!"

Ruixon grabbed me like crazy, but quickly let go again.

I looked at Ruixun's trembling hands and said mockingly, "Su Ruixun, you won't hate me, never, because you can't hate me at all......"

Ruixun took out a square red wrapped mandarin duck match from his arms and held it tightly, "Once, this is what you wanted, but, you-no-match!" The mandarin duck match hit me in the stomach and fell to the ground, the debris was stained with red blood, the broken bit of color, shook my eyes, I know, at this moment, Ruixun's heart, like the mandarin duck match, has been broken.

"I wish to have one heart, the white head is not separated, hahahahaha......haha

I leaned over and picked up the mandarin duck match, silently, tears fell drop by drop, melted into Ruixun's blood, I wanted to tell him how much I loved him, I have loved him to the bone......

Mandarin duck matching, is I sixteen years old and Ruixun traveled together, accidentally got a side of the bluestone engraved, Ruixun will be bluestone divided into two, please carve the seal, my side for the Mandarin Duck matching, on the book, the hand of the son, and the son of the old, his is a wild goose seal, on the book, wish to have a heart, the white head is not separated, as a token of our commitment, exchange with each other, the seal in my hands, the mandarin duck with my own hands into his purse carried by me, this is me and he regard as a treasure, now the mandarin duck with him was broken by him, visible, How much his heart would hurt......

I tearfully took out a brocade handkerchief from my sleeve, opened it carefully, and there was the Hongyan seal lying upright, I carefully wiped the fragments of the mandarin duck and put it away, put it together with the seal, and put it away.

I looked out the window, there seemed to be the shadow of Ruixun there, "Brother Ruixun, it's really cold this winter......" My consciousness gradually blurred, and I only heard Jin Ling shouting in panic in my ear......

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