For a long time in the dark, there was a lot of light, all the time I spent with Ruixun, Ruixon's eyes, Ruixon's smile, and what Ruixon said......

"Jun'er, today is your fifteenth birthday, look at what I brought you!"

"Jun'er, it's okay for you to marry me?!"

"Jun'er, you agreed! That's great! ”

"Jun'er, what should we do?"

"Jun'er, I'll take you away!"

"Jun'er, you want to kill me!?"

"You don't deserve ......"

Ruixun's words were like a heavy stone hitting my heart, and I pulled Ruixun to tell him, no, it's not like this......

"That's not the case, Brother Ruixun...... "I watched Ruixun's figure get farther and farther away from me, I really wanted to reach out to redeem it, but it was all in vain, I saw Ruixun looking at me without saying a word, leaving me, going farther and farther......

"Don't ......," I screamed as I woke up from my nightmare. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

"Miss, do you feel anything?" As soon as I woke up, Jin Ling hurriedly asked me.

"Jin Ling, what's wrong?" I asked, a little weakly.

Jin Ling helped me up and leaned against the bed, "Miss, let's go, okay, get out of here, we have a lot of places to go, beyond the grassland, Mobei, no more, we can also go overseas, Miss, let's leave, look at what you have become!" Jin Ling wiped tears and cried.

By mistake, four years ago, Liu Heng went out on patrol in a micro-service, and met me in the teahouse, I was waiting for Ruixun, but I didn't expect to wait for the nightmare of half my life, I never thought that he insisted on setting me up as the queen, and my father for his own selfishness, even despite the fact that I and Ruixun had a marriage contract, personally sent me to Liu Heng, everyone said, the right prime minister Li Jiaying Pavilion girl, thanks to the good marriage of God, but only I know, I am just a chess piece, I know from the night Liu Heng got married without touching me, My father used me in exchange for his glory and wealth, and Liu Heng used me to check and balance the power of the Li family and the Su family, I thought that as long as I married Liu Heng, everything would be fine, but it wasn't until the palace banquet three years ago that I didn't know that Liu Heng had already had murderous intent for the Su family, and the imperial power needed only a dog like my father who had power but no military power, and everyone in the Su family, including Ruixun's brother......

The two hundred and thirteen members of the Su family, a loyal martyr, did not expect that in the end they would be accused of rebellion, so that their heads were in different places.

"Ge'er, I'm already in love with you, as long as you kill Su Ruixun with your own hands, I promise you, since there are three thousand beauties in the harem, I will only favor you, and even, I can assure you that the prince will definitely be your child, as long as you serve this glass of wine to Su Ruixun......" This is what Liu Heng personally promised me that night, the glory of the mother's honor in the world, the biological mother of the future prince, everything that all harem women dream, in order to get rid of Ruixun and get rid of the Su family, Liu Heng did not hesitate to use these to make a deal with me.

I sensed that something was wrong, and hurriedly sent someone to stop Ruixun, and in order to delay Ruixun's arrival, I fell from the observation deck, which saved his life.

But now, I killed another Ruixun with my own hands, a Ruixun who would smile and say that he loved me.

"Jin Ling, he will hate me, isn't it......" I hurt him so deeply, if I don't hate, it should be difficult......

"Jin Ling, you say, if Brother Ruixun had taken me away at the beginning, wouldn't it have been as painful as it is today? Or, three years ago, I should have fallen to my death? I turned my head and looked at Jin Ling a little stupidly, if I was no longer in this world today, Brother Ruixun might have forgotten me, maybe he had married and had children, at least, he wouldn't hate me......

"Miss, how can you say that about yourself! At that time, I obviously ...... "Jin Ling's eyes were red, and I don't know when Jin Ling began to cry sentimentally."

"The emperor has arrived in ......" The eunuch's report was very powerful, I didn't expect Liu Heng to come at this time.

"I heard that the queen is sick, so I came to see the queen." Liu Heng leaned over and sat beside me, his tone full of concern, but it was so harsh.

I didn't say anything, don't turn away, from the moment he decreed to marry me, I was already doomed to him, and there was no longer any possible relationship, even if it was a friend.

Liu Heng looked at me and was silent for a long time before he said to Jin Ling, who was waiting on the side, "Take care of your master." ”

"Queen, you take care of your illness, and I will come to visit you another day." Liu Heng put down his words, got up and left.

"Niangniang, the emperor is gone." Jin Ling closed the doors and windows as soon as Liu Heng walked away.

"Jin Ling, you go get a glass of water, cough cough ......" suddenly found that my heart was still so painful, Ruixun's departure was like a thorn, deeply pierced in my heart, whenever I think of Ruixun, the thorn will go deeper, always cone.

"Mother, you just woke up, drink slowly." Jin Ling handed me a small bowl of water and instructed.

"Jin Ling, you are so long-winded, who ...... Ahem...... If anyone marries you, then the ears are not poisoned by you every day......" I forced a smile at the golden bell.

"Miss......" Seeing me laughing, Jin Ling barely managed to squeeze out a smile.

"Ahem...... Ahem......"

"Miss......" Jin Ling looked at the shocking crimson in the bowl, and her face changed in fright.

I looked at the blood I coughed up in the bowl, and I couldn't believe it, no, how could this be, and stroked the corner of my mouth with my hand, only to find out that it was really blood.

Jin Ling's inexplicable cry reminded me of something, and I grabbed Jin Ling, "Jin Ling, are you hiding something from me?" Yes? Isn't it? ”

The blood in his hand stained Jin Ling's clothes red, and Jin Ling cried and knelt down, "Miss, the slave secretly heard the imperial doctor say to the emperor that Miss fell from the observation deck three years ago and broke her spleen, and this time she was entangled in her heart again, and her mind was stimulated, and she couldn't live for two years......"

"......Two years," I murmured, "I'm only nineteen years old, which means I won't live past twenty-one......

"Miss, don't be discouraged, there are still many doctors in the world, Miss take care of it, and she will definitely cure her illness......" Jin Ling can always see hope, but this hope is too slim, twenty-one years old, I never thought that my life would be so short......

"No wonder, Liu Heng would actually set foot in the Xiaomei Garden, how could I not have thought of it......" Liu Heng once said when he grounded me in the Xiaomei Garden, "such a disgusting person, I never want to see it again!" ”

"Miss, it's all wrong to blame the slave maid, as early as the beginning, I should have let Young Master Ruixun take Miss away......" Jin Ling cried very sadly, since Ruixun came, she no longer called me Niangniang, but inadvertently reminded me that in this world, there is also a Su Ruixun.

"That's right, how did I forget, and Brother Ruixun, it's better to die than to live in this world to be hateful......" Rather than living to let Ruixun hurt in my heart for a lifetime, let Ruixun hate me for a lifetime, now it seems that death is a relief for me.

"Miss, don't you be like this......" Jin Ling knelt on the ground, very regretful to herself, she should hide it from Miss, but how long can she hide it?!

Liu Heng made up his mind a lot, and he didn't walk out of the Xiaomei Garden, his mind echoed with the words of the imperial doctor, his life was short, even if he lived, he could only live for two years at most, he never thought that Ge'er's life would be less than two years left, when Ge'er went out in the morning, he could see clearly, Ge'er was fine, why did Ge'er faint and unconscious after only half a day?

Liu Heng returned to the Zhengde Palace, there were still mountains of folds on the table, Liu Heng pushed the folds aside, and began to think about it, "Ge'er, make you the queen, let you be my woman, did I do something wrong?" ”

Liu Heng remembered when he met Ge'er three years ago, when he was on a whim, thinking about going out of the palace in micro-clothes, but he happened to meet his fate in the teahouse, he didn't know, Ge'er was waiting for his fiancé, he looked at Ge'er and the girl next to him and laughed, he had never seen such a woman, not pretentious, not pretentious, laughing so real, in order to get acquainted with her, he dispatched guards and sent someone to steal her purse, but Liu Heng didn't expect that Ge'er attached so much importance to the purse, and kept chasing the guard who stole the purse, It was very logical that he came to the rescue and got back Ge'er's purse, and thus became acquainted with Ge'er.

Liu Heng will never forget, Ge'er learned the scene of people on the rivers and lakes calling him Brother Liu, and he learned afterwards that Ge'er was the second daughter of Li Puzheng, the right minister, and his name was Yingge, killing two birds with one stone, he was worried about the relationship between the Li family and the Su family was too close, and the appearance of Ge'er just provided him with an opportunity, an opportunity to win over the Li family, so he made an order and insisted on establishing Ge'er as the queen, and on the night of the wedding, his imperial brother Liu Yu told him that Ge'er already had a fiancé, That fiancé is Su Ruixun, Ge'er's childhood sweetheart since childhood, he walked into the marriage room, looked at the purse that Ge'er held tightly that was said to be a token, and was angry, as the king of a country, he has supreme rights, how can he allow his women to think about others! So on the night of the wedding, he snubbed Ge'er, and he didn't see Ge'er again in the future, and everyone in the palace knew that the emperor didn't want to see the queen, and gradually began to snub the queen.

Ge'er's life in the palace was not easy, he wanted Ge'er to retreat, but he didn't expect Ge'er's temperament to be so stubborn, until three years ago, when he and Liu Yu finally had the opportunity to get rid of the Su family, he summoned Ge'er and told her that as long as she killed Su Ruixun with her own hands, he would give him the supreme glory of the harem woman.

He has always thought that although women have some small differences, they are essentially the same, and they can't escape the shackles of honor and favor, but Ge'er is an exception, he never knew that Ge'er loved Su Ruixun so much, and he didn't hesitate to jump off the observation deck for him, it was Ge'er's decision, but the person who forced Ge'er to make this decision was him, he liked Ge'er, after all, he moved his compassion for Ge'er, he ignored the opposition of his imperial brother, and secretly ordered Su Ruixun's life to be retained.

It's just that it's still too late, the doctor told him that Ge'er won't be able to walk in the future, Ge'er has become a waste, he knows that Ge'er's heart must hate himself to death, so he issued an order to confine Ge'er in Xiaomei Garden, in order to ensure Ge'er's safety, and send people to guard it quietly day and night, he thought, even if Ge'er hates himself to death, but as long as Ge'er can live well in Xiaomei Garden, he will be at ease.

"Ge'er, I did something wrong, I really fell in love with you, why did you refuse my request at that time......" The day after Ge'er's accident, he ordered the canonization of the Li family's concubine Li Yunwen as a concubine, and slapped the Li family hard, he didn't mean to insult Ge'er, he just wanted the people of the Li family to know that even if Ge'er was not favored by him, his queen could only be Ge'er alone.

"I heard that the imperial brother went to visit the imperial sister-in-law again in the afternoon? Or a visit in person? I don't know when, Liu Qian has already entered the main hall.

"Brother Huang, something happened to Ge'er...... Liu Heng looked at Liu Yu decadently and said, "The imperial doctor told me that Ge'er won't live for more than two years at most......"

"What?" Liu Yi was shocked, "How can it be like this?" Isn't it okay early in the morning? ”

"I don't know...... Why did it become like this......" Liu Heng stepped down from the dragon chair, "I, I just want her to live well, I didn't think that she would fall in love with me like the other women in the harem, I just want her to live well...... Why did Heaven ignore even this request......

"Brother ...... Emperor"

"Jin Ling, you push me out, I want to go out of the Xiaomei Garden......" I sat at the head of the bed for a long time, and suddenly, for some reason, a thought flashed in my mind, leaving......

"Slave and maid, let's prepare!" Jin Ling hurriedly wiped away her tears and began to work again.

Jin Ling pushed me, slowly marched on the path of the Xiaomei Garden, and soon arrived at the gate of the Xiaomei Garden, I looked at the blue sky outside through the courtyard gate, and made up my mind, "Jin Ling, let's go." ”

"Niangniang, the emperor has ordered that you can't leave Xiaomei Garden."

Jin Ling stopped, and a brocade guard stretched out his hand to block the way between me and Jin Ling, is there really anyone blocking it?

"Jin Ling, let's go." I ignored the guard's interception, I didn't want to stay in the abandoned garden of Shinomei Garden anymore, even if I died, I would die outside, die freely.

"Niangniang, please don't be embarrassed." The guard said with a grimace.

"You don't have to feel embarrassed, if you say something wrong, then the emperor will blame it, and the palace will take it all together, cough cough ......" seems to be getting less and less energetic, and I feel so tired even to say a word.

"If Niangniang insists on this, please wait for a while, and wait for the lowly post to ask the emperor's will, if the emperor agrees, the lowly post will naturally let go." The guard's tone was very respectful.

"No need, Jin Ling, let's go." Wait until Liu Heng's will, I'm afraid, even if it is two years later, even if I die, I will not leave Xiaomei Garden for half a step.

"Since the mother is so stubborn, please forgive me for the offense."

"Bold, you little guard, what qualifications do you have to stop the queen mother!" Faced with the obstruction of the guards, Jin Ling stepped forward.

When the two of us were at a stalemate, I didn't expect Liu Heng to come, and Liu Heng came with him.

"If you want to go out, you can send someone to inform me, there is no need to be here alone with the maidservant." Liu Heng's voice is dull, and his words are clear, but if it is true understanding and permission, I am afraid that only he knows!

"See the emperor!" When the guards saw Liu Heng coming, they immediately leaned over and saluted.

"Let's go down." Liu Heng waved his hand, and the guard immediately retreated respectfully.

"The warm orchid of Fangqing Pond is blooming just right, it is rare to have such a fresh scenery in winter, the queen might as well accompany me and the imperial brother to take a look." Liu Heng said very commonly, as if he and I were a loving couple, could the monarch be like this, regardless of the wishes of others, and forcibly make decisions?

"Jin Ling, don't serve your master well!"

That's it, Jin Ling pushed me behind, and I had to go parallel with Liu Heng and Liu Wei, along the way, the three of them were silent, I looked at the snow on the road, I remember Ruixun once said to me, he likes the snow in winter, he said, that is the most beautiful and pure imagination given by God, I still remember, many years of winter, Ruixun and I pushed snowmen by the Huanxi River, chiseled ice fishing, Ruixun pointed to the two snowmen that had been piled up and said, when we became relatives and had a baby, he would pile another fat doll, he also said, The baby will be very filial, even if I want to eat fish in the winter, the baby will lie on the ice to get a golden carp for me, I laughed at Ruixun thinking too far, but now, from Ruixun described to me, it is really untouchable.

Many years have passed, the prosperity of Fangqing Pond is still the same, when I was very young, my mother was summoned by the queen mother, I once followed my mother to Fangqing Pond once, at that time there was a woman sitting in the center of Fangqing Pond with a smile like a flower, I thought she was the queen mother, but later I learned that it was not the queen mother, that was the emperor's favorite concubine Ji Fangfei, the first emperor in order for her to be able to see orchids in winter, specially ordered people to build Fangqing Pond, so that craftsmen can cultivate various styles of orchids, for her to enjoy.

When I was a child, I envied her very much, and felt that it was a very happy thing that she could be so pampered by a person, but now I understand that the happiest thing in this world is not how much honor she has, but that she can stay with her beloved.

As soon as you walk into Fangqing Pond, the rich aroma of orchids will come to your face, and it is really hard to imagine that this is in the cold winter.

"Ahem......" Although the aroma of orchids is faint, it is still too strong, "ahem......"

Although I tried my best to suppress my cough, it still caught Liu Yu's attention, "Imperial sister-in-law, are you okay?" ”

As soon as Liu Yu said at this time, Liu Heng also turned around, bent down and put his hand on my forehead, "Jin Ling, go to Xuan Taiyi." ”

I don't know why, subconsciously, I actually knocked off Liu Heng's hand on my forehead, my sudden action made Liu Heng a little abrupt, he stood in place and looked at me, I looked at Liu Heng, but I saw distress in his eyes, the same distress as Ruixun, why did I see Ruixun's eyes on Liu Heng's body?

Seeing this situation, Liu Yi was a little sneering, "The imperial doctor should be here in a while, and the imperial brother doesn't have to worry too much about the imperial sister-in-law." ”

Sometimes I really don't understand why Liu Heng is present for everything about me and Liu Heng, and it wasn't until later that I realized that it turned out that sometimes, the bonds between us were entangled in the dark.