The sixth episode of the cold night alone
It was already completely dark, and the golden bell pushed me, and our master and servant, after a year, finally returned to the place where we lived. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info
The uninhabited Juanfangju has long been full of fallen leaves and snow, only the jackdaws that crow from time to time are still stubbornly guarding the trees, and the snow that has been crushed by a wheelchair makes a creaking sound, this place is a part of my childhood, it is all of the golden bell, and it is the place where my mother once lived.
In my impression, my mother is a very beautiful, very gentle woman, her hands are very warm, very soft, she will always touch my head, gently hum to me those nursery rhymes like stories, coax me to sleep, the beauty of childhood is all here before I met Ruixun.
I don't know why my father and his women call me a wild seed, when my mother was alive, my father never came to see us, but occasionally people in the palace came to pick up my mother, after my mother died, all my protection seemed to be lost, those people in the prime minister's house, nominally treated me with the second lady, but in private they were like slaves to me, only the place where the mother lived, only the golden bell, and like before the mother was alive, by my side, silently guarding me.
My name is also taken by my mother, the girls of the Li family are all from the Chinese generation, Li Guanwan, Li Guanyu, people can know it as soon as they hear it, but I am different, my name is Yingge, my mother said, she hopes that I can be like my name, even in the boudoir is different from other women, I am not a delicate silk flower, I am a heroic eagle, no matter where I will not lose myself.
"Miss, Lord Xiangguo didn't send someone to clean up here at all!" Pushing open the door of Wanfangju and seeing the dilapidated of Wanfangju, Jin Ling said angrily.
"Forget it, Jin Ling, his words were for King An, not to mention that it's getting late now, believe me, he will send someone tomorrow." I smiled slightly, in fact, what does it matter, if my mother is here, I guess I don't like outsiders to disturb my purity!
Jin Ling pushed me to the inner room, where there is still a tablet of my mother, there are only two simple words on it, Mu, I don't know my mother's name, and my mother has never told me, but before she died, she pulled me and said that her surname was Mu, but her full name was never mentioned, maybe my mother didn't want to say it, people die like lights out, and the name is just a symbol when you are alive, a symbol used to distinguish......
There is a well outside the door, Jin Ling began to fetch water again and was busy cleaning, this girl always doesn't want to wronged me.
I picked up my mother's tablet and wiped it carefully, and there was already a layer of white ash on it, "Mother, Jun'er is back." "I put the tablet away and waited quietly.
"Miss, what are you thinking?" Jin Ling's hands and feet were neat, and he quickly cleaned up the back room.
I shook my head, "Jin Ling, it's so late, let's turn off the lights and rest." ”
I was lying on the bed, my limbs were already numb, I couldn't see the stars through the gap in the window, I couldn't see the moon, only a black expanse, blurred in the fog, two years, two more years, people are easy to divide, what will happen in these two years, I have tears in my eyes, thinking about my mother, and Ruixun, I will be there in two years?
When I first met Ruixun, my mother had just passed away, Jin Ling and I couldn't stand the harsh treatment of the Prime Minister's house, and one day, we actually escaped, thinking of separating from the eldest lady and other aunts, Jin Ling and I were complacent, but we forgot that survival needs money, and those yellow and white things are inseparable from the world.
Jin Ling is six years older than me, I was only seven years old when my mother died, I suffered three days of hunger in the broken temple, we finally couldn't stand it, Jin Ling pulled me, forced to steal a steamed bun, who knew that the boss who sold steamed buns was caught red-handed, the boss grabbed Jin Ling and didn't let go, threatened to sell Jin Ling to the kiln, I was next to Jin Ling, I couldn't do anything, I could only cry, Jin Ling also cried, but the boss who sold steamed buns did not forgive, at this time, Rui Xun passed by, helped us out of the siege, and took me and Jin Ling to the General's Mansion, We were given a clean set of clothes.
Brother Ruixun's mother knew that Brother Ruixun brought us back, not only did not blame us, but on the contrary, asked the cook to make a large table of food for us to fill our stomachs.
Jin Ling is always very stubborn, what delicious to push to my side first, during the banquet heard Jin Ling call me Miss, Rui Xun's brother's mother was surprised, carefully asked only to know that I was the second lady of the right Xiangfu, and so on to know the truth of the matter, Rui Xun brother and his mother are very angry, I didn't expect the dignified Xiangfu to treat an orphan girl like this, but because of the relationship with the Xiangfu, and it is not easy to come forward, I can only send me back to the Xiangfu, but in private, Rui Xun's brother's mother often let Rui Xun secretly take care of me, Behind the house is a bamboo forest, Brother Ruixun often takes me out to play, I am very grateful, I met a good person like Brother Ruixun and his mother, Brother Ruixun's mother asked me to call her Aunt Su, and I often went to Su Mansion to play.
I can't forget the heroic little brother on the jujube red horse, in the blink of an eye, many years have passed, the little brother has become my Ruixun brother, and the paper finally can't contain the fire, I and Ruixun's affairs are still known by my father, Aunt Su and Uncle Su are very reasonable people, they know that Ruixun and I love each other, and they are afraid that I will be embarrassed in the Xiangfu, so they specially let Ruixun bring a dowry.
Dad was very surprised that the Su family could admit this marriage, considering that the alliance with the Su family was beneficial, he happily agreed, I thought that just like that, I could be with Ruixun for a lifetime, but until that day, Liu Heng's holy decree after the seal, as well as the destruction of the Su family, Aunt Su and Uncle Su are such good people, why did they end up like this? God is really unfair......
Tears fell, and I found that after so many years of suffering and happiness, I still couldn't hide from it......
Brother Ruixun, where are you now?
I can't sleep all night, many things, many people, like a flood, whether you want it or not, all of them pour into your head and shout and rage.
Dawn was approaching, and the jackdaws outside the window fluttered their wings and flew around the yard, and Jin Ling heard the movement, got up and washed, and began to work again, and when everything was cleaned up, he began to take care of me again.
"Miss, since we're out, don't think about it anymore." Jin Ling looked at her puffy eyes and sighed, expecting that I hadn't slept all night.
"Jin Ling, I didn't ......" Just as I was about to defend myself, there was a neighing sound of horses from behind the Juanfangju.
Jin Ling looked at me with some surprise, "Miss, this voice ......"
I couldn't hold back the joy in my heart, this voice was familiar to me, "Jin Ling, it's Fengxiao!" It's the wind! Quick, push me to the small bamboo forest to see ......"
I couldn't wait to comb my makeup, my hair was scattered, and I walked out of the door with a piece of clothing in my clothes, and when I went to the small bamboo forest, I saw that a black black black horse was leisurely eating the pile of winter bamboo shoots behind the small bamboo forest.
"Feng Xiao!" I shouted out the name of the wind man.
Feng Xiao glanced back at me, looked up and chirped, and slowly walked towards me with four little pony hooves.
Feng Xiao was next to me, rubbing desperately against me, this little guy, why did he come back?!
Feng Xiao is a gift from Ruixun, raised from a young age to a big little guy, the night before entering the palace, I and Jin Ling let Feng Xiao go, after a year, it has not forgotten my irresponsible master.
"Miss, Feng Xiao ran back, should we keep it in the Prime Minister's Mansion temporarily, or send it away?" Jin Ling thinks it makes sense, I look like this now, I can't ride a horse anymore, after all, Feng Xiao's nature is lively and active, if no one takes it, I don't know what it will be like in a hurry!
"Jin Ling, I want to stay in the wind." The wind is a part of my fond memories, I want to desperately stay, pretend that nothing happened, like a person floating in the sea, always trying to grasp the straw that actually has no effect.
"Miss said to stay, just Miss, where do you keep Feng Xiao?"
"It's good to keep it in the small bamboo forest, there are fresh bamboo shoots in the small bamboo forest all year round, and the wind will not starve." In fact, I thought about it, if I could, I could also beg Liu Heng to raise Feng Xiao in Xiaomei Garden, and when I died, let Jin Ling and Feng Xiao leave again.
In the past, the mother was there, so Wanfangju had her own small kitchen, and Jin Ling saw that the bamboo shoots in the small bamboo forest grew very well, so she dug a few and made them into cold bamboo shoots, with soft and glutinous white rice porridge, and poured rice.
"The food here is so fragrant, and the king smelled it early in the morning." Liu Qi's joking voice came, and I knew that the guy had come uninvited again.
"Does the prince always come uninvited like this?" I put down my chopsticks and looked at Liu Yu.
Liu Wei changed into a green shirt today, but it looked like his usual brocade robe, Liu Wei walked straight to me and sat down, "Bring another pair of dishes and chopsticks." ”
Jin Ling stood and didn't know what to do, seeing that Jin Ling didn't move, Liu Yu said again, "Is the imperial sister-in-law so stingy?!" ”
"Jin Ling, get a pair of dishes and chopsticks for the prince." I reluctantly said, Liu Yu is obviously a prince, but sometimes he looks like a scoundrel.
The dishes and chopsticks were brought, and a plate of shredded bamboo shoots actually made him eat seven, seven, eight or eight.
"The prince is also full, what's the matter with the prince?!" I said angrily.
"The imperial sister-in-law is angry?" Liu Wei wiped the corners of her mouth elegantly, "The imperial sister-in-law won't really be so stingy, it's just a meal." ”
"You ......" I froze.
"Ang ......" a hiss, Feng Xiao shouted at this time?
I made a look, Jin Ling hurriedly went out to look, it turned out that the back door was not closed, and I have never had the habit of tying Feng Xiao up, Feng Xiao This little guy actually ran to the yard.
"What sound? The king went and looked. "Liu Wei moved quickly, and disappeared immediately, leaving me alone in the room uneasy, I don't know what Liu Wei will do with Feng Wei.
"Lord Wang, you can't ...... like this" The sound of the golden bell and the sound of the horse's hooves made my heart numb, what happened?
"Miss......" Jin Ling ran into the house and pushed me out the door.
I went out to see that Liu Wei was on horseback, full of confidence, Feng Xiao except me, Rui Xun, and Jin Ling, there has never been a fourth person who can get on it, how could Liu Qi subdue Feng Xiao so easily?
"This king doesn't know that the imperial sister-in-law has such a good horse here!" Liu Qian rode the wind and spun in place.
"You come down!" I shouted angrily, disgusted with Liu Yi in my heart, how can this person be so annoying!
Perhaps hearing my words, Liu Yu backhanded, his movements were neat, and he jumped off Feng Xiao's body in a very chic manner.
Liu Yi came up to me, leaned over and asked, "Are you angry?" ”
"Golden Bell, tie up the wind so that it doesn't run around and run into the bad guys!" If it weren't for the fact that my lower body couldn't move, I really wanted to get up and walk away.
"Hahaha......" Liu Yu smiled, "Okay, don't be angry anymore, I'll take you to a good place today!" ”
"Hey! What are you doing! You let go of me......" Before I could react, Liu Yu actually pushed me all the way out of Wanfangju.
"Stop!" Out of the Wanfang Residence, this look, how can I see people in the future!
Liu Yu stopped, "Okay, I won't make trouble with you, I have already said hello to Li Xiangguo, you can rest assured that you can go with me!" ”
"Golden Bell...... Jin Ling ...... "I called Jin Ling loudly, I thought that calling Jin Ling would stop Liu Yu, who knew that he would even more intensified, and quickly pushed me out of the Prime Minister's Mansion without saying anything."
Liu Qi put me in a carriage, he sat on the side, I watched him the more he thought about it, the more angry he became, the more angry he became, the more he was aggrieved, he bit his lip, and the more he thought about it, the more he wanted to cry.
I trembled my shoulders, I couldn't help it, and tears fell down my eyes.
"Are you crying?" Liu Yu looked at me, helpless, "Don't cry...... I ......"
Liu Yi stretched out his hand to wipe my tears for me, I pushed him away, and my fingers beat on his chest, "There is no good person in your royal family, you never care about the wishes of others, and whether others are willing to always impose their ideas on others, Liu Heng is the emperor, so he made me the queen regardless of whether I want to or not, you are the prince, so now, you don't have to take into account my thoughts, just obey you, yes, you have the right, but have you ever thought about it, How painful it is to force others to do things you don't want to do! ”
After I finished speaking in one breath, Liu Yi looked at me in a daze, as if he didn't expect me to have such a big reaction.
"I'm just kidding you......"
"You don't have a good person...... I didn't sleep all night, and now I quarrel with Liu Wei like this, I have no strength all of a sudden, and when I saw Liu Wei's worried look at the last time, I didn't wake up.
"Li Yingge! Wake up! Lee Young-gok! Wake up......" Liu Yu didn't expect Ge'er's reaction to be so strong, "Dumb slave, go to the Miao Doctor Pavilion." ”
The carriage galloped and soon stopped in a small remote valley on the outskirts, Liu Wei picked up the pavilion and hurriedly walked into the valley.
"Skyblazing...... Skyblazing ...... Come out of here......"
"I haven't seen you so flustered, what's wrong?" A man in white jumped off the roof with a smile, "Fortunately, the formation at my door has not changed, otherwise you will have to suffer!" ”
"Save people first...... Liu Yu didn't care about teasing the man in white, hurriedly pushed open the door, and put the pavilion lightly on the couch.
"Okay, don't you know my medical skills, you sit down and rest and wipe the sweat on your head first!"
Tianchi put Ge'er's wrist aside and carefully checked the pulse.
Seeing Tianchi's expression gradually become solemn, Liu Qi began to sit still, got up and asked, "How is she?" ”
"Yan Xuan, you tell me the truth, who is she?" Tianchi put Ge'er's hand back and asked very seriously.
"Tianchi, you haven't told me yet, how is she now?" Liu Yi grabbed Tianchi and asked frantically.
"Her spleen has long been ruptured, but the doctor who treated her before used a method to coagulate her spleen, as long as she is still, it is not a big problem, but I don't know what stimulation she has suffered, or it is an impact, and her spleen has problems again." Tianchi said calmly, "I have already told you about her condition, and now, Yan Xuan, you should tell me who she is." ”
"Her name is Li Yingge, she is the second lady of the Right Prime Minister's Mansion, the queen of my imperial brother, and my imperial sister-in-law......"
"What do you say? She turned out to be ......" Tianchi looked at Liu Qi in surprise and felt incredible.
"Tianchi, don't worry about these for now, you tell me, save her, how sure are you?" Liu Qi understands Tianchi's medical skills, if Tianchi says that there is salvation, then it must be rescued.
"Yan Xuan, I'm not sure to save her, her life will only be a year at most."
"No......" Liu Qi muttered, "The Imperial Doctor said that she still has two years left, why is there only one year left when she arrives with you?" How could this be......" Liu Yu stumbled and almost fell.
"Yan Xuan, you should know, if you look at her eyes and face, you can tell that she hasn't slept all night, she has a heart disease, there is no medicine to cure her heart disease, her mind is depressed, in this situation, she can't survive for two years, even if it is a year, it is reluctant."
Tianchi continued, "Recently, she should be exhausted and unconscious fainting, this is just the beginning, after a long time, her spleen will leak little by little, when the time comes, she will have abdominal pain, and living is just a torment for her." ”
"No...... When she was in Xiaomei Garden, everything was fine, and there was nothing abnormal in the two days since she came out......" Liu Ji stroked his brows, he felt that everything was in chaos, and what had been planned seemed to have changed direction.
"Yan Xuan, you said that she is a chess piece, but I feel that you seem to be shaken......" Tianchi stared at Liu Qi, trying to find an answer.
Liu Qi closed his eyes, slowly put his hand down, and said calmly, "Tianchi, just save her, as for our plan, I have my own measure." ”