After sleeping for a long time, the surroundings were so quiet, I opened my eyes and saw a bowl of medicine burning on the stove not far from the bed, the smell of medicine permeated the room, I don't know what kind of medicine it was, the taste was not very rushing, but very bitter. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Ahem...... Golden Bell ...... cough cough...... "I just remember that Liu Yu forcibly got me into the carriage, where am I now?"

"You're awake." A man in white appeared in front of me and gave me the medicine on the stove with a blank face, "Oh, drink it." ”

I took the medicine he gave me and didn't drink it, I looked up and asked him, "Excuse me, what is this place?" ”

"Yan Xuan, she's awake, come in." The white-clothed boy shouted out the door, turned around and left without saying anything.

Yan Xuan? I wondered who would bring me here, and when I heard the footsteps in front of me, I realized that the person was Liu Yu.

Liu Yu walked up to me and said, "Since you wake up, drink the medicine obediently." ”

"That person just called you Yan Xuan, what's going on?" I asked Liu Qi, isn't he the prince of An? Why did that person call him Yan Xuan?

Liu Yu took back the bowl from my hand and carefully blew the medicine to my mouth, "This is not something you should ask, you drink the medicine first." ”

I glanced at Liu Yu and said weakly, "Don't bother the prince, I'll just come by myself." ”

When Liu Yu heard my words, he frowned and handed the bowl back to me, "Okay, then you can come by yourself." ”

It was difficult to drink a bowl of medicine, the taste was not unpleasant, but it was still the same bitterness, think about it, do I deserve it, this bitterness is also found by myself.

I put the bowl down, "What is this place?" What about the Golden Bell? ”

"During this time, you can just take care of your illness, and the rest will be arranged by this king." Liu Yu stood up and walked to the window, broke off a plum blossom, and looked at it quietly.

I looked at his slender fingers, holding the branch that exudes the fragrance of plums, I didn't expect that there would be plum blossoms in this strange place, my eyes followed the plum blossoms, and I always felt familiar, in the plum garden, right! The first time I met Liu Wei in the Xiaomei Garden, there was also such a plum blossom in the corner, in the white snowflakes, red like fire, and the branch in Liu Wei's hand was exactly the same as the one he broke at that time, like a flame......

Could it be that this is the Plum Garden? I wondered......

"Is this going to put me under house arrest?" I leaned on the edge of the bed and gasped for breath, although my head was chaotic, I clearly knew what the truth was, it was Liu Heng's idea, he clearly released me from the palace, but behind his back, he let Liu Heng imprison me in this place, Liu Heng, what did I do wrong, why, why did you treat me like this......

"You think too much, I just want you to recover from your illness, and as soon as your illness is cured, it will send you back." Liu Yu turned around and said very seriously.

"Healing? Is what the prince said true? I asked Liu Yu, sneering inwardly, Liu Yu, are you really a puppeteer who can't listen or watch? Your lies are really seamless, and if I hadn't known the truth, I'm afraid I would have really believed your nonsense.

"Yes, this king promises you, as long as you ......" Liu Wei didn't finish speaking, I picked up the empty medicine bowl next to the bed, and threw it at Liu Wei, only hating that I had no strength, I accidentally rolled off the bed, and the medicine bowl only hit the window lattice next to Liu Wei.

"Bang" The medicine bowl fell to the ground, and the fragments jumped to Liu Wei's feet, Liu Wei lowered his body, picked up the fragments and put them in his hands, walked to me, suppressed his anger and asked me, "What are you going to do?" ”

"My illness can't be cured at all, Lord Wang, your promise will never be fulfilled!" My shoulders shook violently, and I questioned Liu Qian, and I knew that he must know the truth.

Hearing my questioning, Liu Yu's figure shook for a moment, and then, he said calmly, "Who told you?" ”

"Who told me?" My tears flowed down my eyes, "I already knew, I knew on the day I passed out, the doctor said, I won't live for two years at all, you and your brother still want to hide from me, I only have two years, you still don't let me go, I don't owe you ......"

After listening to my words, the broken porcelain piece that Liu Wei had just cleaned up in his hand fell "bang", I looked up at Liu Wei, and continued, "When your imperial brother insisted on making me the queen, I got married, and let me be bullied by other concubines in the palace, and I have no objection, when you want to kill the Su family, I fell off the observation deck, lost my legs, and I can't dance again for the rest of my life, your brother ordered me to be deposed in the Xiaomei Garden, and let me fend for myself in that place, I can bear these, but, why, Why don't you let me go now that I only have two years left! You liars, bad people, your royal brother is, and you are also ......"

Liu Yu looked at me, he grabbed my shoulder in disbelief, "That's how you think of me and Brother Huang, that's how you think of me?!" ”

I saw the fragments that fell to the ground, grabbed them quickly, and scratched Liu Wei's neck in a panic, the blood was left in strands like pillars around his neck, a tingling pain, he covered his wounds, and was extremely angry, "You actually hurt me......"

I didn't mean to hurt him, looking at the green tendons on his neck, and the shocking blood, I was scared, but when I thought that I had been harmed like this by them, hatred immediately filled my whole body, I clenched the broken porcelain in my hand and looked directly at Liu Yu, "That's right, you are the same selfish person as your imperial brother, do you think I will be the gold medal that contains the Prime Minister's Mansion, let me tell you, the people of Sufu were here before, maybe they would care about me for half a point, but now, no, never, I'm not going to let you be at the mercy of pawns anymore. ”

I raised my wrist, it doesn't have to be two years later, now I can leave, leave this dirty world, Brother Ruixun, Jun'er is waiting for you under the Yellow Spring, if you see me, in the next life, are you still willing to be with Jun'er?

"No————" Liu Yu rushed up, wanting to stop it, and found that there was no time left.

I looked at everything with a smile, waiting for death to come, my life, I have to decide by myself, no matter how great the power of your royal family is, you don't want to control my Li Yingge's future life......

However, I forgot that Liu Wei would not allow me to die like this, and I looked coldly at Liu Wei calling the white-clothed boy to bandage my wounds.

Liu Yi looked at me, was silent for a long time, and said, "Your illness will definitely be cured by Tianchi, you don't need to practice yourself like this, as for your maid Jin Ling, this king will send someone to take her over." Liu Yu turned around and left, leaving behind the white-clothed man named Tianchi.

Liu Yu didn't break his promise, only half a day, he brought Jin Ling back, Jin Ling seemed to be in a hurry, and when he saw me, he almost cried.

Liu Yu left, the man in white also left, and Jin Ling and I were left in the room, Jin Ling closed the doors and windows, and asked me quietly, "Miss, what's going on?" ”

I looked at the closed doors and windows, and said faintly, "Jin Ling, is man destined to not be able to break free from his fate?" Why did I get to where I am today......"

Jin Ling noticed my cut wrist and asked anxiously, "Miss, what's going on?" ”

I looked at Jin Ling blankly, "Jin Ling, do you say yes, is it destined to not escape......

Jin Ling looked at me, "Miss, what are you doing here, you have lost your legs that can dance, what are you doing now, don't you even want your hands, don't you want to play the pipa anymore?" Miss, have you forgotten, didn't you say that you would live well for your wife, you are like this, how can she be at ease, Miss, wake up......"

"Mother......" I muttered, and then I cried bitterly.

"Mother's poor Ying'er, live well, live well......" The words that my mother said to me before she died, bit by bit, poured on my heart, living well, is her only hope for her daughter who can't rest assured, but I moved the idea of death again and again.

"Jin Ling, why, you came to tell me, what did I do wrong, why did I separate from Brother Ruixun, why...... I have lost the dearest person in my life, I think, at least, I will have Ruixun left, but why, God refuses to leave me even a little hope? ”

I beat my legs desperately with my crippled hands, "I have nothing, what is the use of these legs and these hands......"

Jin Ling pulled me, "Miss, please, don't be like this, you don't have nothing, you still have Jin Ling, and Jin Ling......"

"Jin Ling......" I hugged Jin Ling, and the master and servant cried in this room.

I don't know how many tears I shed, it's been a long time, it's snowing outside, it's snowing a lot this year, one wind and snow and two whiteheads, where is Ruixun at the moment? Will he still hate me?

When my mother left, she wanted me to live, but it was really difficult to live, look at myself, no Ruixun, no hope, I can't think of any idea that can let me continue to live, even a little bit, is a person like this, why do you want to live?

In the past few days, I am no longer struggling, I am silent about everything, I refuse to eat, I hope I can go faster, my thoughts, my care, the people I love, I know, I can't go back, now, what I can do is to wait for death, wait to leave, fate is too tricky, the next life, Ruixun, even if it is the next life, or don't meet you again, love is so hard in this life, I only want to be in the next life, you can find the person who loves you more than me, let her love you for me......

"Miss, you better eat some......"

Tianchi heard the situation in the room, sighed and said, "Yan Xuan, what are you going to do, she hasn't eaten or drunk for several days, and if it goes on like this, let alone a year, she doesn't know if she can survive this half a month." ”

"Tianchi, you have a way, you must take care of her, and don't let her have any mistakes."

Liu Qian looked at the direction where Ge'er was, and slowly closed his eyes, Ge'er, why is your heart always so stubborn, if you can let go, how good would it be......

"Yan Xuan, tell me honestly, do you like her?" Tianchi asked Liu Qi very seriously.

Hearing Tianchi's question, Liu Qi's brows furrowed slightly, he opened his eyes, and said after a long while, "Tianchi, there are some things that you and I can't control. ”

"Yan Xuan, you haven't answered my question yet." Tianchi is sure that Liu Qi must have fallen in love with that woman, or perhaps, more deeply than liking, perhaps, it will be love, "Yan Xuan, I understand you, in this world, you have never been like this for anyone, you will worry, you will be afraid, worried that she will not survive, afraid of losing, but you dare not face it, Yan Xuan, I have never seen such a you." ”

Would it be liked? Liu Yu looked back at the small room where Ge'er lived, and he also wanted to know Tianchi's question, everyone knew that she was the young lady of the right prime minister's family, Liu Heng's wife, and the queen of her noble status, if he fell in love with her......

"Yan Xuan, I've never seen you care so much about anyone, especially a woman...... "Tianchi sighed lightly, "You should understand her identity, you shouldn't like a chess piece." ”

Chessman...... Liu Yu's thoughts went back to a long time ago, he remembered Li Yingge when he was a child, he knew her a long time ago, maybe earlier than Su Ruixun, and when he knew that Liu Heng was married to her, he suddenly remembered her, but she might have forgotten.

Obviously, she is the female doll named Ying'er, but she has become the daughter of the right minister, a chess piece that should have been abandoned three years ago, how could he like her?

"You should know that Liu Heng is not a mediocre monarch, she can only be a chess piece." At this point, Tianchi turned and left.

After Tianchi left, Liu Yu was isolated in front of the window and couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

When he was young, he couldn't investigate things, the vicissitudes of the world, and the splendid scenery withered, but the old people met but the previous love was gone, and they groaned for a long time, like a fish in the throat.

"You don't eat or speak, don't you want to live anymore?" Liu Qi's voice suddenly rose so that I was defenseless, and I don't know when he came in.

He sat down next to me with a bowl of porridge in his hand, scooped up a spoonful of porridge and put it to my mouth, "Eat it......

I shut my mouth tightly and twisted my head to the side, resisting, and he stopped talking, just raised his arms stiffly, as if intending to fight me to the end.

"Sure enough......," he put down the porridge, "since you don't eat it, then your handmaid should not eat it either, and from today onwards I will cut off the rice for both of you." ”

"You ......" I didn't expect him to use the golden bell to blackmail me.

"Isn't there anything you care about in this world...... Liu Yu said faintly, "The porridge will be cold in a while, hurry up and eat it." ”

I looked at Liu Heng, the wound on his neck was not yet healed, wrapped around a circle of white gauze, the wound seemed to ooze blood, I don't understand, why he didn't let me die like this, maybe it was Liu Heng's instructions.

I began to eat normally, but my body was still getting weaker and weaker day by day, and Liu Yi did not come back for many days since that day. I lived like that, and Jin Ling cried several times.

"Miss, it's been a good day, I'll push you out for a walk, it's not good to be bored in the house." Jin Ling's swollen eyes were still red, I looked at Jin Ling and nodded in a trance.

Jin Ling pushed me out of the house, and in the past few days of coming here, I haven't had a good look at what kind of place this is, but Jin Ling knows a little bit about my affairs every day.

Miao Yi Pavilion, I looked up and saw the name of this Zhuangzi, the magic hand doctor, it seems that Tianchi really has some means, I don't know what method was used, so it continued my few days, it's hard for him.

I still haven't seen Liu Heng, he's no longer here, right, what does Liu Heng mean? Maybe it's just to let his courtiers, his brothers, let Liu Yi leave me here to fend for myself.