The flames of resentment rose in my heart, my hatred and anger burned in hell, this filthy world, filthy people, like maggots on tarsal bones, disgusting, the eyes under the tear film shone like beasts, and the low and gloomy voice contained incomparable hatred and bloodthirsty desire, "You all deserve to die......"

Alive, I want to live, in the future, my Li Yingge's life will go on by me, step by step, if any of you owe me, Ruixun, or the Su family, I will get it back......

I was rescued by Liu Heng's secret guards around, and I should really thank him, I was afraid that I would escape, if it wasn't for his excessive possessiveness, I am afraid that I would have died in the cold pool water at this time. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

When I woke up, Liu Heng was worried about what he was talking about, I looked at him coldly, his eyebrows and eyes were blurred between the electric light and flint, and he was extremely dazed, and his pale lips shouted "Brother Jinyu......"

When Liu Heng heard the voice, he hurried over, didn't care about blaming me, and hugged me, "Ge'er......"

After a long time, he looked at me again, and said slowly as if he was a little distressed, "You don't like Concubine Shu's child, why bother to hurt her......

I didn't expect Concubine Shu to push me down so easily, I wanted to see what kind of machinations she had! I looked at Liu Heng and tears immediately flowed, "Brother Jinyu, what are you talking about, what are you trying to harm her, obviously she pushed me down!" "I'm just stating the facts, I don't know who you're going to believe? I sneered inwardly.

"If she pushes you down, why should she call someone to save you! Concubine Shu said that you want to push her into the water, who expected that you have inconvenient legs and feet, and you fell into the wheelchair instead of harming others, she reached out and wanted to help you up, and you fell into the pool with a harmful heart, and the guards in the distance saw that it was she who wanted to help you up, and you fell into the water! Liu Heng looked at me with a very sad look, "Ge'er, I have already said that if you don't want Concubine Shu to have a child, I will give birth to her child and I will bring it to you to raise, how can you have the intention of harming people's lives!" ”

Li Guanwen actually framed me without leaving a trace, if I drowned in the pool to kill people and destroy the traces, follow her wishes, take a step back, if I am rescued, she will bite me again, Liu Heng knows that I have murderous intentions for her child, for the sake of the heir, he will not hand over the child to me to raise anyway, maybe he will be disgusted with me, so vicious!

However, I always believe that Li Guanwan underestimated Liu Heng's possession and favor for me, and my mind turned around, and I wanted to cry, "hurting people's hearts...... Here, how can I ever have a harmful mind! You don't even believe me, I'm a disabled person with two legs, how can I hurt people?! ”

I pushed him away, "Since the emperor thinks that I hurt the concubine, then today Yingge will ask the emperor to issue an edict to abolish Yingge's throne, kill or kill, and listen to it!" ”

I said all the words at once, then turned around and stopped paying attention to Liu Heng, sure enough, men are all cheap bones, before I could do anything, Liu Heng was so frightened that he hugged me, "Ge'er, it's not that I don't believe you, don't say such things, didn't I say it, I will give you whatever you want!" ”

Facing him, a strange smile rose on the corner of my mouth, Liu Heng didn't see it, I changed my face and turned around, "Jinyu...... Since I lost my memory, I don't know what happened in the past, a few days ago I woke up in your arms screaming every day, I know that the past is haunting me, I don't know what kind of person I used to be, now you don't believe me, maybe I really did something heinous, that's why God made me lose my legs, didn't I? I deliberately asked him like this, grabbed my legs with both hands, and the hatred in my heart was even worse, if it weren't for you, a faint king, for your own selfishness, how would I end up like this! Thinking of the illusion of my old days with him, I was so disgusted that I almost threw up!

Why did I lose my legs, I think he understood better, and sure enough, he had a guilty look on his face, "That's not the case, you are the most simple and kind person I have ever met, and your legs are ...... accident"

"They hate me, don't they, all the women in your harem hate me, I know, they want me to die...... Since you are also disgusted with me, how can you save me! Leaving me in that cold water is not your wish! ”

Liu Heng said repeatedly, "Ge'er, I don't allow you to talk nonsense!" After speaking, he issued an order to unsuccessfully murder the queen, abolish the position of Li Guanyu and concubine, depose him as a five-grade treasure forest, abolish the palace, be confined to Xiaomei Garden, and copy three chapters of Buddhist scriptures every day to show repentance.

Xiaomei Garden used to be a place where I was placed under house arrest, and now where Li Guanyu is also being held, it must be uncomfortable, if it weren't for my inconvenient legs and feet, I really wanted to go and see what she would be like when she received the holy decree!

Since this incident, Liu Heng's love for me has been even greater than before, he has been very good to me with guilt and apology, and gradually, he has lost the bottom line.

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Liu Heng in order to take time to accompany me, abandoned a lot of government affairs, to be dealt with by King An, these days the court began to appear rumors against me, by the right prime minister to the first class to suppress, but also into my ears, I advised Liu Heng let him not for me to waste the government, he was reluctant to leave the Zhengde Palace.

Hearing that the queen advised the emperor to go back to court, under the intentions of my father, the courtiers were full of approval, and Liu Heng was even more happy for this.

"Ang ......" a neighing sound, Yan Xuan, no, it was Liu Qian leading a horse, walking in the palace wantonly, I saw that horse, isn't this my wind! I clearly remember that I put it in the grove of Wanfangju, and I remembered the horse he rode when I went out with Liu Yu last time, and it seemed to be Fengxiao, and I had some feelings, Fengxiao would let it get close, I don't know how he did it!

"How did you bring it in!" Before I could say anything, Skyblaze didn't know where it came from.

Liu led the horse to me and said to me, "It's naughty!" I smiled, Feng Xiao is very naughty! But I still have to pretend that nothing happened, "Lord An, where did you get this horse?" ”

A hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, and it was fleeting, "It used to be my horse when I was a child, and then I gave him to Master Su. ”

No wonder...... No wonder he can get close to the wind, it turns out that it was originally his.

"So that's what it looks like...... I laughed, "can you let me touch it?" ”

"It's okay......" He led Feng Xiao to me, Feng Xiao sneezed very familiarly and stretched his head into my arms, I reached out to stroke Feng Xiao's mane, leaned on the wheelchair, remembering the snow in the winter that year, Rui Xun and I led Feng Xiao to sit on the ridge of the countryside, looking at the snow in the world, not stained with the fireworks of the world, when I met a warmer embrace than it, it was completely melted into the soil, I don't know if there would be a chance, so arbitrarily live my life, Rui Xun, if I die, Then I'll wait for you on the bridge, and we will be together again in the next life, like snow melting in the dirt, and never be separated. ……

Recently, my body has gradually improved, I don't know if God also sees me too pitiful, and my legs actually have a little pain.

I asked Tianchi, "Divine Doctor, I wonder if my legs can be cured?!" ”

Tianchi thought for a while, "What is Niangniang's original intention?" ”

"If I want to live, how sure are adults?" I will definitely look at the sky, I want to seek an answer, I will not let myself be decadent, even if there is only sporadic hope, there is sporadic hope, and then it is vague, I still have to live, only by living, I can take revenge, and I only have to live, I can still see the person I love the most......

Tianchi glanced at me thoughtfully, and said slowly, "Girl, has you figured out something?" ”

I looked at my hands, the hands that were once jade and delicate, and were once held by Ruixun, and held them tightly, "I want to live!" "I want to live, at least to the point where anyone who has hurt me is duly punished!

Liu Qi was surprised by my actions, and I saw that his brow was slightly furrowed, and he faced me and said to me, "Who do you listen to the nonsense that you can't live?" ”

"It's just that I think I'm dying that I say something like that." I watched him speak calmly.

Tianchi glanced at Liu Qi, and saw that there was no difference in his eyes, so he leaned over and bowed, "The minister will do his best to heal Niangniang!" ”

Tianchi has gone away, Liu Yu is still standing in place, the heat in his eyes has changed temperature, just now when she called him the prince, he guessed, maybe she has remembered everything, "You haven't answered my question yet, do you remember something?!" ”

"Is there a difference between remembering and not remembering?" This sentence, like a sigh, loss and unwillingness, mixed with complex emotions, made him stand in place and mutter, "I really remember ......"

"Even love and non-love can be confused, what is the use of forgetting, remembering and not remembering......" I hate all this......

"Brother Huang, does he know?" Liu Yu looked at me, I shook my head, "I won't tell him......" He led the wind away, looking at his back, I slowly closed my eyes. In the entire palace, he probably hasn't hurt me......

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I am summoning Ruixun brightly, every time I look at Ruixun's emaciated face, I cry quietly, but I won't let Ruixun know that I have remembered him, maybe my forgetting is the best ending for him, at least he will gradually let go, until he marries a wife and has children, and has his own life.

"Master Su, this palace heard that you are good at chess and wants to play a game with you, I wonder if the adult can give this face to this palace?" A trace of sadness crossed Ruixun's face, and soon he straightened his face, "Weichen obeys!" ”

Half a game, if he said, "Niangniang's way of playing chess is very similar to an old man of the minister...... I heard him say this, and the tears in my eyes came up involuntarily, I endured the sadness in my heart and asked, "I don't know who makes adults like this?" ”

He spoke slowly, and four words came out of his mouth, "My wife, Jun'er......"

I am no longer his wife, I have nothing to do with him, his affection makes me ashamed, my dirty body has long been defiled by Liu Heng, how can I bear his wife?!

My eyes were filled with tears, "If this is the case, this palace really wants to meet her and be the wife of Lord Su, I must be very happy!" I wonder what she looks like? ”

"Jun'er, why don't you recognize me?" He looked into my eyes, his dark eyes deep and sad, "Didn't we say that the white head will never leave the hand to end the old age...... I am right in front of you, why don't you recognize me? ”

The tears in the eyes can no longer help the big drops slip down, the heart aches faintly, love is always at the deepest, the curtain falls, "Ruixun ......"

He wanted to hug me, but I pushed him away, "I'm tired of this palace and want to rest, Master Su should go back......"

"You're always like this, I can't know how much you've paid for me......" He reached out to try to wipe away my tears but was snatched away by me, he looked at me and smiled, his eyes were actually floating with mist, as if relieved, "can't be together, can't be together, anyway, a lifetime is not that long, isn't it ......"

"Mother, take care ......"

You didn't wait for me, I don't blame you, you cheated on me, I don't blame you, you didn't fulfill your promise, and I don't blame you......

Some memories, once very beautiful, are now eroded, don't easily say you don't love, I don't know how to hold the hand of the son, you can go all the way to achieve the so-called eternity, those eternal things will always change overnight, the oath between us has been submerged in the fragmented past, becoming a scar in the memory that never mentions, I disappeared into your world......

Don't hurt yourself for me anymore, it's good if I die, you live well......

The next day, there was news outside the palace that the major general Su Ruixun had been rescued by a maid after an attempted suicide......

Drop a long joy, tears don't live for this life, amorous but always seem to be ruthless, not for parting has been broken, the back of the road to the window for a happy acacia, the front of the building does not know each other, have to be more than how to die, life is a lover, is it difficult to get rid of flowers, ruthless is not like affectionate bitterness, this hatred is not about the wind and the moon, only the endless lovesickness, repay the life without eyebrows......

Our fate is over......