When I woke up the next day, it was in Liu Heng's arms, I turned around a little shyly, and pulled the quilt up, because of the emotion, last night's fair skin flashed a layer of extremely light pink, which has not faded, like a freshly ripe fruit, sweet and tempting, "child......" A thought appeared in my mind, remembering his tenderness last night, my face blushed even more. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

He habitually hugged me, found that I moved, and woke up, his voice hoarse and full of lust, "Ge'er......"

He called me, forcibly turned my body around, reached out to my lower abdomen, and looked at me with a warm face, "Good ......"

The palace people waited for him to get up in the morning, and I was about to get up with him, but he pressed me down, "Sleep well, wake up, and wait for me to come back and get up again......" leaned over and kissed me on the forehead, I was even more shy, and whispered like a mosquito, "Then don't you want me to lie down for a day?!" ”

He smiled and stepped back from the palace people, "I want you to have a good rest!" I pursed my lips and didn't wait for another word, he kissed me again, telling me to breathe, "Brother Jinyu, don't ......"

It was a long time before he was about to run out of air in his nasal cavity before he put me down, "Ge'er, I love you......"

What does it feel like to like someone, probably this is the feeling, when you are warm, you will be shy, sweet, and reluctant to leave, even if it is for a moment......

When he was dressed, I grabbed him, full of reluctance, I opened my lips lightly, and whispered, "Jinyu ......" actually didn't want him to leave......

When he heard this, he was a little helpless about me, but seeing the Yiyi in my eyes like a lake and couldn't bear him to leave, he finally made up his mind, "Laugh, tell the civil and military officials, I won't go to court today!" ”

I looked at him and was a little surprised by his decision, "Jinyu! He sat on the edge of the bed and picked me up, joking, "Little naughty man, are you so happy?!" Well? ”

The spring night is bitter and the day is short, and since then the king has not been in the early dynasty, and the historian has made a heavy note for me.

"It's good to give birth to a prince, Ge'er......" he muttered and cupped my face like a treasure, "Prince, he will definitely be very filial to you in the future......" The words he said casually should have been very sweet, but there seemed to be a flash of inspiration in my head - when we become relatives and have a baby, the baby will definitely be very filial, even if you want to eat fish in the winter, the baby will lie on the ice and ask for a golden carp for me!

That trance sentence seemed to be like someone had said it to me, I looked at Liu Heng a little dazed, my heart was full of waves, the voice of that sentence was so clear, but who said it to me?

"What's wrong? What do you think? Liu Heng's voice interrupted my recollection, and I shook my head at him, "I'm hungry, Jinyu, I want to eat the mung bean cake that welcomes the guests!" ”

"Okay, I'll find you whatever you want to eat!" He smiled, and there was a fresh and gentle breath in it, like a white cloud in the sky......

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The kindness of that man, and his gentleness, filled my blank memory, and I would love to indulge in it, if it were not for the providence of God......

Li Guanwan sent someone to send me a message, saying that if I wanted to know why I had amnesia, I would wait for her alone in the orchid, I didn't dare to mention it to Jin Ling, I was afraid that she didn't want me to go, these days I was always inexplicably afraid and worried, this situation always happened when I was alone with Liu Heng, every time I got close to him, I would always be awakened by a nightmare, the place in the dream was a remnant, and after the disability was a darkness, I could see the light in the distance, I desperately followed the light, but I couldn't go to the end......

The despair and heartache in the dream scared me, how could I have that emotion in my body, the relationship between me and Jinyu, the two of us are so good, every time I wake up screaming from a nightmare, and when I wake up, I find that my pillow has been wet with crying.

At first, Jin Yu thought I was just an ordinary nightmare, but then he seemed to notice that something was wrong, my nightmares were more and more, and when I woke up, my eyes were always red and swollen, and even with him I began to be afraid, he treated me like he was sorry for me, so I wanted to know the previous memories, and I felt that something must have happened to me and Jin Yu, and these things he hid from me!

So when Xiao Nan found an opportunity to be alone with me, and with some cringe as he passed on Li Guanwan's message, I nodded almost quickly in agreement.

I told Jin Ling that I had heard that some new varieties of orchids had been cultivated in Fangqingchi Orchid Garden, and I wanted to go and see them, but Jin Ling hesitated a little and finally pushed me there.

I found an excuse to take Jin Ling away and waited for Li Guanwen alone.

Smelling the orchid scent in the orchid garden, the fragrance is refreshing, but I feel nauseous inexplicably, and want to leave, at this time, Li Guanwen walked in, it has been two months, I see that her belly is bigger, it may be a pregnancy, her delicate face in the past is slightly haggard, and there is no one beside her.

"Bengu knows that you will definitely come!" She lowered her hands from her stomach and landed on her sides, looking a little scary.

"What happened in the past?" I asked her calmly.

She smiled at me, "Cheap,, do you really want to know?" ”

"You ......" I was a little angry at her outrageous words, she then reached out to stroke my wheelchair, startling me, she seemed to see my fear, and smiled even more terrifyingly, "Haha, don't be afraid that you think I'm going to hurt you, don't worry, I'll do it sooner!" ”

I looked at her and said, "You hate me?!" ”

She pushed me into the orchid garden, and I let her move, but I thought to myself how Jin Ling could come back soon.

As she walked, she said, "Are you familiar with this place, do you know why?" Because, right here, Your Majesty, your brother Jinyu raped you! She whispered in my ear, like a thunderbolt, so that I couldn't breathe on the spot, I trembled my voice, and asked in disbelief, "You, what are you talking ......about?"

She smiled, her green fingers twisting my arm, "This palace said that the emperor raped you...... You look at the restored orchid garden, and this pool, why, don't you have an impression......"

"I ...... No...... Appearance...... The letter ...... "It seemed that I had wasted a lot of strength before I could say these four words from my mouth, but the scene in front of me gathered in my eyes quickly, a lot of fragments, as if to be pieced together piece by piece, the smell of orchids became heavier and heavier, and it made me more and more disgusting......

"Do you remember that Master Su, if you want this palace to say that a cheap seed is a cheap seed, there is no conscience, even the husband of his childhood sweetheart can forget......" Her hideous face turned towards me, and I wanted to escape but fell off the wooden chair.

She helped me up, but her fingers pinched my body, and whispered in my ear, "Do you know why you came today......

I shook my head blankly, and with a thrust she pushed, and I fell into the pool, "Because I want you to die!" ”

"Come on, the queen has fallen into the water! Come on! "I don't know why she pushed me into the water, but she still shouted for my life, and soon my consciousness was overwhelmed by the cold water......

What is – despair?

It's a darkness, you can't see the light again, in the clinging past, when you don't remember anymore, you just don't remember,

There are always some obsessions in people's lives, which have become the concern of a lifetime, whether you are doing well or not, is still my most important thing, déjà vu, and has become a strange distance. Some people are very happy, and in the blink of an eye, they spend a whole eternity together. Some people are very lucky, and they have walked together for a hundred years with a hand in hand, and some people have worked hard, but they still can't change anything.

Once separated, a pain that moves the whole body, a heartache, there is no place to whirl, the catastrophe of the heart, from this point on, lasted several years, dark, the joy of the past, is a distant memory, until today, it is still difficult to find ......

The broken heart is imprisoned, it cannot be restored, it cannot be repaired, how can it be forgotten, how can it be forgotten......

How miserable it is to hear the sound of a broken heart, but to be powerless and to let the fragments of your heart splash around......

I no longer bother to look for you, you will never see when I love you the most, there are dreams in the passing years, and I follow the end of the world. In that year's time, I pursued, waited, forgot the pain when I missed you, and forgot all the ...... between us

All the pieces were pieced together, and I remembered the person I really loved, the moment when the chrysalis broke out of the cocoon, it was the pain of tearing off a layer of skin, and it was heart-wrenching, and many butterflies were killed in pain at the moment when they broke out of the cocoon.

And I'm the butterfly that was killed.

Enchanting and glamorous, jealous of the wind and smiling at the moon, sad red with revealing the sky, long and long Dongjun, a little dust, the most concerned, the plum blossoms, since the king's outcome, who is the treasure mirror? I want to look forward to you for a long time, leaning on the bamboo and worrying about the socks, the mountain loop turns and I can't see you, the tears are in my eyes every day, the color fan and the red teeth are all today, no one collects the white bones, Su Lang farewell, the young regret and thought, Chu Li is ecstasy and hates Yao, only looking forward to the next life, getting married as a husband and wife, and there is no doubt about love and affection......