169. Ideal and reality

The reason why Bai He agreed to associate with Goddess Jiang was not because he wanted to change his mind, nor did he want to gain anything from her, he did it just to let Goddess Jiang break off his unrealistic thoughts as soon as possible. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

From the first time the two met, Bai He saw from the eyes of Goddess Jiang that she had a resolute love for the ideal White Crane, but gradually, her love evolved into stubbornness, and became paranoid that she would not give up if she didn't get what she wanted, so Goddess Jiang, who had this kind of feeling, would be desperate to confess to Bai Crane who had such a big gap with her ideals.

If Bai He rejected her directly without saying a word just now, Goddess Jiang would probably put down her dignity and pester him, just like a long-awaited movie, no matter how many people call it a bad movie after its release, there will still be people who will continue to contribute to its box office.

Goddess Jiang's idea is like this, no matter how bad the white crane is in reality, for the ideal that she has adhered to for so long, she must draw a happy end to this unrealistic dream.

Goddess Jiang has this idea and interacts with the white crane, and the white crane is not? He has always been a gentle person, even if he is stabbed and bruised, he doesn't want to see a girl hurt because of himself, in order to let Goddess Jiang judge more clearly what kind of person he is, he would rather choose to hurt himself.

deliberately pretended to agree to have a relationship with Goddess Jiang, deliberately ignored the fainting dormitory manager, deliberately pretended not to bring money to the woman to pay the bill when dating, deliberately pretended to waste food, deliberately pretended to litter, deliberately pretended to be vain and liked to brag, deliberately pretended to be a villain, all of which were all the appearance of Bai He deliberately pretending to be the person he hated the most.

For himself, for Goddess Jiang, and for Xia Meng, Bai He must let her recognize the reality as soon as possible, and recognize that such a useless, unpredictable, and opportunistic person is Bai He in reality, but he still doesn't understand Goddess Jiang after all.

A writer who has written countless good works, even if he suddenly writes a bad book, there will be hardcore book fans chasing him; An actor who has starred in countless good movies, even if he suddenly takes on a bad scene, there will be hardcore fans who will watch it; A thinker who has uttered countless thought-provoking philosophies, even if he suddenly utters an empty word, will continue to believe in it.

Even if Bai He is very different from the ideal Bai He, even if he is just an inconspicuous boy, he is the partner that Goddess Jiang identified at the beginning. Once she decides on something, she must stick to it whether it is right or not, and this is the attitude she has always had to do things. No matter how wrong the decision is, it is made by the former self, and the future self cannot choose to escape, but to pay the price for this decision, even if it takes a lifetime to pay for it!

Bai He didn't know this, and at this time, seeing that Goddess Jiang had begun to deliberately keep a distance from herself, she felt that if she could add fuel to the fire at this time, she would definitely make up her mind to leave her.

Thinking of this, Bai He showed his trademark lewd smile, and said with a thief's eyebrows: "Goddess Jiang, in fact, I still have a secret that I haven't told you, I'm not afraid of your jokes, I'm a person, I like to collect girls' hoods and fat times or something a long time ago, and I originally planned to go to the girls' bedroom to steal a few while it was dark, but I was not tall enough, and my body bones were not flexible, so I had to give up this idea." But now it's okay, now that you're my girlfriend, I have no other advantages as a person, that is, I'm dedicated to my girlfriend, so from now on I decided to only smell your mask and fat times in the future! Gao is not happy! Surprised! No surprises! ”

No girl would like her boyfriend to have this particular fetish, and Hakutsuru believes that Goddess Jiang is no exception. How's that, even if I'm an incorrigible pervert, will you still want to continue dating me?

Just when Bai He was confident that Goddess Jiang would definitely not be able to stand it and propose to break up, he was suddenly hugged tightly by her.

It's just this small action that made Bai He's brain blank for an instant, and then Goddess Jiang sobbed quietly in his arms: "Bai He, I once said that no matter what you look like, tall, short, fat and thin, rich and poor, I will definitely work hard and love you as always." Since you agree to associate with me, it proves that I still have a certain weight in your heart, so can you change it for me? I don't need you to be good, as long as you are an ordinary, unpretentious boy, okay? ”

Bai He was silent at first, and then his expression darkened, and his heart ached as if he had been pricked by a needle: "Why? I'm obviously such a waste wood at the bottom of society, and you are obviously a glamorous goddess, why are you so obsessed with me to this point? Since I'm not good and don't meet your criteria for choosing a mate, why can't you just break up with me! Why! Why can't you just propose a breakup! ”

At the end of his speech, Hakuzuru's tone changed from a low voice to a roar. I can't figure it out! What is Goddess Jiang thinking, she can't figure it out at all! The purpose of doing this is to make her propose to break up, can't she feel it?

Goddess Jiang didn't understand why Bai He became so excited, and replied indifferently: "Because you are the choice I made, I am responsible for this choice." What's more, you seemed so happy when you agreed to date me, and said that you wanted to show off to your friends, if I proposed to break up, wouldn't you be very sad and shameless? ”

"Sadness or something, face or something, that's all my problem, why did you do this?" The white crane's nose was sour, and he hugged the goddess Jiang tightly. Whether it's Yao Lingling, Xia Meng, or Goddess Jiang, why are they all so gentle with themselves? Why can't they avoid themselves like other girls?

Obviously, it is enough for only one person to be injured in this world, why does Goddess Jiang not hesitate to do this for herself? What if she's really as uncompromising scum as she appears to be? Does she really want to spend her life with this kind of man?

"Hello didn't answer my question, you...... Can it be changed for me? Goddess Jiang felt the trembling of Bai He's body and the violent beating of his heart, and felt that he still seemed to have hope that he could get better. Hakuzuru, it's okay, even if you're not my ideal Hakuzuru, because I'll do my best to make you excellent and get you close to the image of my partner......

Goddess Jiang lay on the white crane's chest and smiled softly, but a tear flowed from the corner of her eye. Goodbye, big hero in my mind, goodbye, white crane in my mind, I will continue to live an optimistic life, optimistically by this person's side, even if he is not a good husband, I will strive to be a good wife, silently assisting by his side.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." Bai He's tears finally broke the embankment, broke free from the embrace of Goddess Jiang, and squatted down with his head in pain.

Obviously, my original purpose was obviously not like this, but why......