170. Monologues

"I'm sorry, but was it me asking too much? Please don't cry, there are a lot of people watching you, I'm not saying I'm going to be embarrassed, I just don't want people to look down on you. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info" Goddess Jiang hurriedly stood in front of Bai He, not letting onlookers see his weak side.

In fact, the onlookers were not looking at the white crane at all, they were just staring at the goddess Jiang as usual.

"Goddess Ginger." The white crane wiped a handful of tears and stood up.

"Aren't we a couple, just call me Twilight Snow or Xiaoxue." Goddess Jiang smiled slightly, making the white crane like a spring breeze, but the more this is the case, the more he has to say what he needs to say now.

Bai He bent down, bowed deeply to Goddess Jiang and said, "Let's break up!" ”

"May I ask why?" Jiang Nu thought that Bai He was joking, so she was stunned for a moment, and then said. She said that she didn't believe that Hakutsuru would propose to break up with her at this time, she had already thought about a lot, and even thought of how to make Hakutsuru excellent and how to train him to be a good man, but why did he say such things? Could it be that what he just said made him disgusted?

Since this is the case, Goddess Jiang changed her words and said: "Even if you don't have to change for me as I said, as long as you ......"

"Nope! No! It's all wrong! The whole thing was wrong from the start! The white crane roared, gritted his teeth and said in a deep voice: "I'm sorry, I didn't expect you to be so kind, I shouldn't lie to you......"

"It's okay, I forgive you." Goddess Jiang didn't ask Bai He where he deceived herself, but directly chose to forgive. Two people are together to tolerate each other's shortcomings and forgive each other's mistakes, if this can't be done, how can a relationship last? What's more, Hakutsuru apologized to himself, showing that he had realized his mistake, so why did he still hold on to it?

But the more Goddess Jiang is like this, the stronger the guilt in Bai He's heart, for the sake of Goddess Jiang, he must endure the heartache and make his words clear at this moment: "No, you can't forgive me, because I have been deceiving you since the moment I promised you." Actually, I ...... I already have a girlfriend. ”

"Is it Xia Meng?" Goddess Jiang seemed to have noticed this a long time ago, and her eyelashes moved slightly.

"You know it all." Bai He didn't expect a woman's sixth sense to be so keen, and he immediately guessed that person was Xia Meng.

"But if you have just agreed to date me, it means that you have broken up with Xia Meng, right?"

"I'm sorry, I never thought about breaking up with her, I love her so much more than anyone else." The white crane lowered his head, not daring to look into the eyes of Goddess Jiang.

From his point of view, he is helping Goddess Jiang, wanting her to give up her unrealistic thoughts about herself and let her find a better home than herself. But from the perspective of Goddess Jiang, she is obviously a useless waste, and she still wants to step on two boats and play with girls' feelings.

If Goddess Jiang could give Bai He a slap at this time, or say that you are too bad to turn around and leave, maybe he would feel better, but Goddess Jiang didn't do this, just gently brushed her hair and said lightly: "Can you give me a reason, why do you do this?" ”

Goddess Jiang did not change her face on the surface, but she was already dead to Bai He in her heart, and she quietly breathed a sigh of relief. That's fine, if you really spend your life with such a man, it's better to let yourself die. Obviously, he has given up his life's happiness for him, and he is ready to have conflicts with his parents, but what he shows is only one shortcoming after another that disappoints him.

If Bai He could still misunderstand Goddess Jiang at this time like he did just now, maybe the fate of the two would come to an end as he expected, but he really couldn't bear to continue to hurt Goddess Jiang, because every word he said now would be returned to his heart with a hundredfold and thousand-fold force while hurting Goddess Jiang.

At the last moment, Bai He finally couldn't hold back and told the truth to Goddess Jiang.

"I just don't want you to waste time on me, and I don't want you to give up your true happiness in pursuit of your ideal white crane. I know that your ideal white crane is so perfect, tall and handsome, knowledgeable, daring, brave and strategic, but does such a man really exist in reality? Even if it really exists, he is not me, not what the white crane really looks like in reality. I may be a little embarrassed to say this, but from the moment I first met you and claimed that I was a white crane that you didn't believe at all, I was very sure that I was right. ”

"You are an artist, and the artist's creation comes from life and is higher than life, so you will subconsciously raise the ordinary people in life to a certain supreme realm in your heart, which is not only not in reality, but also does not exist in the ideals of ordinary people, so what I want to do is to let you recognize the gap between ideals and reality."

"The reason why I agreed to associate with you is that I want to deliberately show my ugly side, deliberately pretend to be the scum of the bottom of society, so that you can really see clearly with your eyes, it turns out that the white crane in reality is this kind of person, and it is very different from the ideal, and finally decisively erase your ideal impression of the white crane. But I don't know...... You're so attached to the existence of the White Crane, even if I do so many things to hurt you, I can't make you change your mind, I'm sorry, if I had known earlier, I wouldn't have done this kind of thing to hurt you......"

The white crane lowered his head in great shame, looking ashamed.

"So, no matter the dormitory manager, wasting food, littering, vain, not seeking progress, being distracted, and dressing sloppy, are you pretending?" Goddess Jiang asked with a strange look in her eyes.

"Well, it's true that you're sloppy in your dress." Bai He glanced at himself wearing a vest with slippers on his feet, and said with a wry smile.

"Then you made up the two things to save Xia Meng from the kidnappers and the sponsorship fee?"

"Well, the truth of the matter is as you know it from other people's mouths." Now, Bai He doesn't want to hide anything from Goddess Jiang, he has made it very clear that Goddess Jiang loves the ideal White Crane, not the White Crane in reality, no matter whether the White Crane in reality is excellent or not, it is far from the person in her ideal.

To put it in ugly words, the ideal white crane is something that does not exist in the world, just a simple fake.

"Hakuzuru, I think you're wrong." Goddess Jiang was silent for a long time, and slowly spoke: "I am indeed a person who likes delusions very much, and often perfects people in reality, but don't forget, I am also a living person in this world. is worthy of the ideal white crane, it is the ideal Jiang Duxue, and the real Jiang Duxue likes the real white crane. ”

Goddess Jiang walked up to Bai He, so close that she could even feel each other's breathing, looked into his eyes and said, "Whether you like Xia Meng or someone else, it can't be a reason for me to give up on you." ”