Chapter 8: Déjà vu
Liu Yu sent the dumb slave next to him to pick me up, and when Jin Ling came to tell me, I was holding Ruixun's Hongyan seal, put away the seal, and Jin Ling packed some clothes again, and then went out. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info
Tianchi came out to say goodbye, "It's been a few days of bothering, Tianchi Gongzi." "I endured the pain and blessed the sky.
"Madame doesn't have to take the matter of loyalty to others to heart." His tone was full of detachment, but as always.
Jin Ling helped me into the carriage, there were a lot of things prepared in the car, I don't know where to go, I should go back to the palace.
I can't remember how long the carriage traveled, but when I arrived at the place, it was not the palace gate, but a mansion, although I hesitated what this place was, I still went in, if I knew that this place made my already unbearable life even more dirty, when I died, I hope that later, it will not be so painful.
The door of the house is not too conspicuous, the plaque reads "Yunyin Pine Forest", the left and right are not big stone lions on both sides, after the entrance is the winding path through the secluded corridor, both sides are rockery green plants, the golden bell pushes me to walk slowly and on the corridor, it is already the season of winter, when passing by a lotus lake, the lotus flowers have all withered, leaving the withered yellow lotus leaves mixed with the white and miserable ice slag frozen on the lake.
The gallery is half sporadic with gold dust, the pool pavilion is mossy and green, and the dumb slave is guiding in front, and the three of them are quietly moving forward.
Passing through the foyer and alley, the dumb slave retreated, and the maid and maid began to wait with him, and when he was resting in the wing, there was a prepared meal on the table, and it was still steaming.
When everything was settled, the accompanying servants all retreated, and Jin Ling was also retired, I wondered if it would be Liu Yu's doing, and at the same time there was a trace of uneasiness in my heart, which intensified even more than that curiosity.
I held the purse in my hand nervously, at a loss, and wanted to call for the golden bell, but found that no one answered.
For a long time, a person came in.
"Ge'er, it's me!" It was Liu Heng's voice, "I miss you very much......"
Knowing who it was, I should have let my guard down, but I was inexplicably more and more scared, and the hand holding the purse began to tremble involuntarily.
"Are you afraid of me?" Liu Heng looked at me, his eyes were full of joy and affection, but at this moment, his reaction to seeing me was replaced by a trace of anger, "You are my queen, my wife, are you afraid of me now?" He grabbed my arm, and his eyes naturally drifted to the purse in my hand.
"You still have this thing...... Liu Heng snatched the purse, and I began to struggle, "Let go of my ......"
"Since you dare to keep it, you are not afraid that I will do something to the Li family behind you......"
I collapsed under Liu Heng's hands, crying without saying a word, I still forgot that I was his queen in the few days after leaving the palace, but I won't live long, even if it's to fend for myself, I can, just don't let me go back, see him, even if I won't see Ruixun for the rest of my life, even if Ruixun will not forgive me for the rest of my life......
"You're crying......" Liu Heng slowly put his hand down, feeling deep powerlessness and frustration.
"You know, I miss you so much......" Liu Heng reached out again and stroked my forehead.
He and I used to be friends, and he used to be my trusted brother, but since he married me, I know we're nothing.
I will never forget how angry he was on the night of the wedding, just like now, after that, I didn't care that he snubbed me, until the Su family was destroyed, I lost my legs, I hated him, but I had no way and no means to hate him.
"Your Majesty, please give it back to me." I looked at Liu Heng, there were more and more tears in my eyes, and the purse and the contents were my last belief.
Liu Heng stared at me, his fingers slowly slid to my eyebrows, and said softly, "It's important to you, isn't it?" ”
"Please give it back to me...... Please give it back to me......" I kept muttering the same sentence over and over again, and I was already in a daze, but Liu Heng didn't know it.
"Answer me......" he yelled at me, but I just kept muttering, in a hurry he shook off my hand and walked away, and then threw the purse on my head, the purse was not very thick, Liu Heng did not know that there was a stone carved seal, and it was immediately hit, and the blood continued to flow down.
"Give me back ......" was my last thought, and the feeling of weakness in my body became worse and worse, and when I finally couldn't bear it anymore, I fainted.
"Ge'er......" Liu Heng shook Ge'er's body, "Blood ......, I'm sorry, I don't have a heart...... Come...... Call the Imperial Doctor......" He hugged Ying Ge tightly, never expecting that he would hurt her so deeply.
Soon someone came, and the imperial doctor took care of the injury on her head, and Liu Heng guarded Ge'er's side, but she didn't wake up.
Liu Heng looked at Ge'er who was unconscious on the bed, closed his eyes, two lines of tears slowly flowed, the corners of his mouth moved slightly, "You hate me" He opened his eyes and reached out to touch Ge'er's thin face, he had wanted to do to her countless times, he didn't dare to imagine that she would be so weak, he knew that she was dying, he didn't want to lose his temper with her, he didn't want to hurt her.
Liu Heng remembered the days when they first met with the pavilion, they also had a happy time, chanting poems to talk about wine, drinking with the people of the rivers and lakes, she once recognized him as a brother and a confidant, that's the case, but later he was like a passerby, he made a decree to marry her, she knew that after she had persuaded him to even kneel down and beg him, she only had one Su Ruixun in her heart, was he obsessed?
On the day of the wedding, the alienation and indifference in the corners of her eyes, her stubbornness made his emperor's dignity nowhere to go, he could only snub her, but he still had her in his heart, Su Ruixun...... There is only one Su Ruixun in her heart, she seized the military power of the Su family, destroyed the full door of the Su family, and she did not hesitate to lose her legs in order to save Su Ruixun's cheap life.
Liu Heng put his hand on Ge'er's legs, there was almost no flesh on those legs, and even the bones were broken, "You can't let him go like that, you've never seen me ......" If he had the intention of using the right minister and the general's mansion to balance at the beginning, then why did he have to make her the queen?
"How can you be so stubborn?" I knew I was wrong, and I never wanted to hurt you.
"Give me back ......" It seems that Liu Heng's words woke up Ge'er, she muttered indistinctly, Liu Heng couldn't hear what she was saying, leaned over and probed her ears, and when she heard clearly, her voice was like a mosquito but she was still a slap in the face.
Liu Heng opened the purse, there was a stone seal with a missing horn and a few fragments that seemed to be jade pendants, Liu Heng took out the seal, and there was a sentence engraved on it that made him stay on the spot......
"White heads are inseparable...... Is this your oath to Su Ruixun......"
"You...... Love him......" Liu Heng looked at Ge'er stupidly, as if he wanted to see her into his eyes.
"Why is the imperial brother so ......" Liu Heng walked in when Liu Heng didn't notice it, he glanced at the pavilion lying on the bed, "The imperial sister-in-law is injured?" ”
Liu Heng turned around and said as if he was weak, "I, I hurt her......"
Looking at Liu Heng's dejected appearance, Liu Heng was slightly moved in his heart, "Didn't the imperial brother ever want to let her out, she can't live too long, why did the imperial brother torture her and torture himself." ”
"I wanted to let her go, I prepared a house for her to live in, and the maids and servants I served, just to let her have no worries about food and clothing in the future, and I never thought of hurting her......"
"Take care of her, I still have something to deal with......" Liu Heng left the seal and purse at the head of the bed, left a sentence and got up and left, it was enough, she would be afraid of him, and he would rather she hate him than she would be afraid of him......
After Liu Heng left, Liu Heng picked up the purse, and saw the contents of the purse, he didn't speak, just was silent for a long time, and put the things in Ge'er's hand.
It's so hard to forget Su Ruixun, he is really lucky, there is still someone in this world who remembers him.
Love is inch-inch, life is hard, the night is lonely and cold, this life is white-headed, but I want to get a lifetime of love, sigh and hate the will of heaven to make people......
When I woke up again, Jin Ling had fallen asleep at the head of the bed, presumably it was too tired to take care of me, my head hurt, and when I wanted to hold my forehead with my hand, I found that there were many things in my hand, I looked at the purse in my hand, Liu Heng still gave it back to me.
"Miss, are you awake, are you hungry? Jin Ling will go to the kitchen to get you something to eat! "Jin Ling is very alert, perhaps aware of my movements and being awakened.
I shook my head, "What time is it?" I want to go out and see ......."
Looking at me, for some reason Jin Ling cried again, "Since Miss wants to go out, the slave will go to prepare immediately!" Jin Ling was also a little trance ready, I looked at Jin Ling's reaction, didn't say anything, maybe I really don't have much time, this girl can't worry but can't do anything.
Jin Ling's hands and feet were quick, and soon he was ready, I was not wearing any formal clothes, just my underwear, and Jin Ling put on a red scarf for me, which was red and dazzling.
A lot of people like plum blossoms, there are plum blossoms in the plum garden, there are also plum blossoms in the Xiangfu, I have also seen the red plum in the heavenly hot medical hall, I let the golden bell push me, came to the corner, the lonely plum of the cold year, quietly hiding in the corner, people say that the lonely fang appreciates itself, but the helplessness when the scattered mud, who will understand.
It turned out that it was already night, the white plum blossoms in the moonlight and the falling snow under the glow of the light appeared very clear, people said that the moon is bright through the ages, looking back empty, you don't know that the snow loses the plum blossoms for a period of fragrance, in this winter ordinary people only have plum blossoms to appreciate, I think of the orchids in the palace Fangqing Pond, and think of the beautiful orchid does not eat the fireworks of the world of the stunning woman Ji Fangfei.
Although she was the favorite concubine of the first emperor, and a bunch of women shared her husband with her, was she ever unwilling? Have you ever complained about the emperor? Maybe she is in love with the first emperor, at least that person is what she loves, so she would rather be besieged in the deep palace, right?
"Miss, why don't I help you break a plum blossom and pin it on the corner of your clothes." Jin Ling saw that the plum blossom was blooming just right, and thought that he would bring it to me.
"Don't ......," I hurriedly stopped the golden bell, "forget it, the golden bell." ”
Jin Ling looked at me suspiciously, "What's the matter, Miss?" ”
I smiled faintly, "How much courage does it take to grow to this day, forget it, Jin Ling, just let it open up here freely." ”
"Although plum blossoms are good, they are too arrogant after all."
A voice that I hadn't heard for a long time, he still came, Liu Wei was dressed in an ink-colored gown, holding a wooden box standing on the corridor, and walked slowly towards me.
"It's already night, why hasn't the prince slept yet?" I said lightly.
Liu Yu walked up to me and looked at the plum tree, as if talking to himself and me, "It's too stubborn, it has to choose to bloom on a cold night, a flower in the corner, who can care?" ”
"Didn't I see it just for the prince and me? The stubbornness in its heart is what it cares about, and if it loses that attachment, what difference does it have from a dead thing? "I looked at Liu Yu, and it only increased my sentimentality, even if that persistence is shared by no one, why not?
Liu Yu folded the plum blossom, just like when we first met, he reached out and handed the plum blossom to me, his voice was cold and a little hoarse, "You like plum blossoms?" ”
I didn't know why I took Liu Yi's flower, I shook my head and looked at the white plum in my hand, "No, I've never liked plum blossoms." ”
"The Xiaomei Garden where you live is full of plum blossoms, and last time you were in the Tianbla Miao Doctor's Hall, you also looked at a plum tree and became fascinated, just like ......now" Liu Wei's eyes flashed with a different look, I have never seen him look like this, clean as Ruixun's eyes.
I lowered my head to avoid his gaze, "I've never liked plum blossoms, and no one has ever asked me if I like them." ”
"There are orchids carefully cultivated by craftsmen in Fangqing Pond in the palace, and even in this world, the house is still full of flowers, do you like orchids?" He continued.
"Orchids? No, I don't like orchids either......" I replied.
"My mother's favorite orchid is the most, she used to dance when the orchids bloomed all over the Fangqing Pond, and the fragrance of flowers in the house in winter and her dance that captivated the country and the city, I will never forget it for the rest of my life." Liu Heng's words made me wonder, isn't he the brother and concubine of Liu Heng's mother? Fangqing Pond? What is the relationship between him and Ji Fangfei?
Before I could ask the question in my mouth, Liu Yu had already handed me the box in his hand.
"What?" I looked at the box in my hand, and my doubts were even greater.
"Your lute." Liu Yu motioned for me to open it.
I opened it and saw that it was the same as the last time, I closed the box and said, "A famous weapon that is amazing, but unfortunately I can't distinguish the real from the fake." ”
Liu Wei leaned over and gently stroked the box, "The truth and falsehood in this world, if you are so clear, you can easily see it, today, you will not be here, and I may not exist." ”
"Now my legs can no longer dance, but does the prince have Yaxing to listen to Yingge play a song?"
"Famous instruments are easy to find, bosom friends are hard to find, but it doesn't hurt to play."
The sound of the pipa began, accompanied by Liu Wei's low chanting, and it snowed lightly that day, and I played the pipa all night, and he also accompanied me in the snow all night.
Gu Hansheng on a snowy night is panicked, the figure reflects the plum broken soul, the north wind is steep, the moonlit night is clear, love and hate, can't remember the old things, Fanghua I is lonely, tonight the guest leaves a song in white water, plays half a que and thinks about the first, the old man holds the hand who goes first, sits alone and asks if he forgets, smiles and wanders with the king's face, several rounds of winter snow hide dry bones, when will I meet for a thousand years?
"No matter what happens, you have to live, and there is hope in living......"
Some people seem to be ruthless, but they have affection in their hearts, and the people he misses, maybe the same as my Ruixun, are all unable to let go, can not let go, can not forget, buried deep in the heart, others do not know, only themselves, in every lonely moment to let that kind of compassion eat away at their emotions.
If time goes backwards, ignoring the perhaps awkward identity between us, there is no resentment between me and him.
That day, it seemed to have returned to the days when I first met Liu Heng, and I was familiar.