Chapter Forty-Eight: Outward and Internal

"Hey!"

"The guy in front, you wait for me!"

"What's the matter?"

Mo Kongxing turned around, looked at the girl in front of him and asked coldly. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

"The ......"

Looking at Mo Kongxing's cold expression, the girl was a little cowardly. She secretly glanced at Mo Kongxing, and on that cold face, the girl saw more than just coldness.

She was puzzled for a moment, and then suddenly woke up the next moment: "You seem to be a student of Xinyu High School, right?"

“……”

Mo Kongxing was silent for a while, looking at the girl's eyes that cared about him, he suddenly had a feeling of being seen through. It feels so strange, yet so familiar. It seems like just yesterday, because of a certain girl, he really experienced it.

Fujino ...... Cherry! ”

He whispered in his mind.

A good girl! A sensible girl! A silent and silent care.

Mo Kongxing turned around and left without looking back! Even though he heard the girl's shout, even when he heard her footsteps following closely, he did not stop, even if the footsteps stopped...... He has no plans to turn back!

- The current Mo Kongxing doesn't want to see the girl's face.

Don't want to touch her, don't want to talk to her!

- He will not be able to control himself, his patience is close to the limit.

Mo Kongxing's footsteps became faster and faster, and the lonely back that fell in front of the girl's eyes - he was so pitiful.

Gradually, the maiden stopped crying; Gradually, the maiden slowed down; Gradually, the girl could no longer see his face.

Mo Kongxing's figure began to move away, and the girl fell to the ground in place, she didn't understand, she couldn't understand—the perseverance in Mo Kongxing's eyes.

No looking back!

That's the persistence that's been there ever since, and that's what he's believed for countless years.

Mo Kongxing was able to wake up, which was a joy for Gu Lanxin, a salvation for his parents, and a blessing for those who paid attention to him......

But for himself – it's just cruelty.

What he gained in his dream, what he lost after waking up from the dream, no one can understand, no one can understand, and no one can understand!

He's the only one!

He is the only one who can feel it!

When the people around him smile at ease, he is the only one who suffers...... The pain, the torture, the heaviness! But he could only endure it, unable to vent, unwilling to confide......

In the accumulation of loads, one day, he will be tired! One day, he'll break down!

He knows all this!

But he didn't do anything, he didn't change in the slightest, he just lived - just as everyone expected.

"Now, Ito!"

"What's the matter, instant?"

When Makoto Ito and Seta reunited after a long absence, in front of the gate of Sakakino Gakuin, they came opposite each other and walked side by side. But if you don't take the initiative to talk for a moment, the result will definitely not be like this.

They will come opposite each other and then pass away!

It's just that what I did at that moment was just to stop Makoto Ito, that's why it became like this:

"You've changed!"

"It's just appearances!"

"Really......"

"Goodbye!"

Mo Kongxing and Makoto Ito, they are the same person, but they are not exactly the same! What Makoto Ito experienced was happiness in suffering, while Mo Kongyuki was suffering in happiness!

"Sakura ......"

What is blowing in the wind is someone's shout, conveying someone's heartfelt thoughts. It's just that there is no one in the wind, but he has returned to real time.

……

"You're back!"

As soon as he sat down in his seat, Yan Qiao immediately leaned over.

"You're really slow to eat, are you a woman?"

As always, she was accompanied by her tablemate and cousin - Yan Ying.

Mo Kongxing didn't intend to respond to Yan Ying's words, but one word angered him. He raised his head and glanced at Yan Ying hatefully: "I'm not human!"

Mo Kongxing's serious and serious expression made Yan Ying unable to continue joking, and looking at the hateful warning eyes, a colorless transparent liquid gushed out of her forehead.

"I'm not human!"

"Not human?"

"What's that?"

"What is it? I would also like to know ......"

In an instant, a conversation flashed in Yan Ying's mind, it was what happened when they met in the morning, and she couldn't help but feel worried when she remembered the bitter smile on Mo Kongxing's face who was looking at the sky and sighing softly at that time.

"Sympathy, I don't need it!"

And that real feeling inadvertently appeared on the face! And at that moment, the cold that could freeze the blood could be transmitted into Yan Ying's body, and she couldn't help but tremble.

"Mo Kongxing, you ......"

Yan Ying felt aggrieved. She wanted to apologize to Mo Kongxing and care about him kindly, but she didn't expect to be maliciously directed at Mo Kongxing. For a moment, loss, frustration, doubt, shock, and anger intertwined in her heart. was held in her heart in one breath, which made her so uncomfortable.

"Ding!"

I couldn't help it, and a tear fell. Yan Ying touched the corner of her eye with her hand, put it in front of her eyes, and looked at the crystal liquid, she was stunned for a while!

And at this moment, a person's voice once again came to her heart:

"You...... Let's go! ”

Her sensitive heart was touched by this person again! Once again, she felt the man's feelings, only this time she turned around and didn't look back with tears in her eyes.

Mo Kongxing lowered his head, lay on the table, buried his head underneath, and no longer looked at Yan Ying, nor did he have any intention of responding to Yan Qiao.

"Mo Kongxing?"

Yan Qiao, who hadn't reacted yet, whispered in Mo Kongxing's ear.

"Mo Kongxing ......"

Seeing that Mo Kongxing did not respond to him, Yan Qiao continued to shout nervously.

"Mo ...... Empty...... Line ......"

Mo Kongxing still didn't react, and Yan Qiao left Mo Kongxing's side in frustration.

"Mo Kongxing ......"

She had just taken two steps before she turned around unwillingly. Maybe it was a lack of courage, maybe it was a lack of confidence, and this time her voice was so small that she could barely hear herself.

"I want to be quiet! Yan Qiao, go and accompany your sister! The sound was so small that only two of them could hear it. The faint warmth in those words made Yan Qiao's face smile again.

"I know! I know! So ......"

- "Don't appear in front of me again!" ”。

"Humph!"

Mo Kongxing's whispering in his dream made the girl sitting next to him couldn't help but let out a sneer. Looking at Mo Kongxing's sleeping face, the sarcastic smile became more and more intense.

"Yuan Ying!"

Suddenly, a loud cry woke up the girl, and her smile collapsed instantly! Yuan Ying looked in the direction of the voice, looked at the podium, and saw a middle-aged man with glasses glaring at her angrily.

"I'm sorry!"

Looking at the man's eyes, the girl immediately stood up and bowed her head to apologize. It's just that panicked look is more like fear or fear than guilt and self-blame.

"Come with me to the office after class!"

After finishing speaking, the man stopped looking at Yuan Ying, and began to continue the lecture with the textbook in hand. And Yuan Ying also sat down cautiously.

And because he was too cautious, he saw a little bit of Mo Kongxing's body in the corner of his eyes. Maybe it was because of habit, Yuan Ying couldn't help but secretly glanced at Mo Kongxing, who was still asleep, and saw his flat smile, she didn't laugh at him anymore, but showed a trace of envy, a trace of longing, and a trace of sadness!

And it was just a moment of relaxation, but Yuan Ying immediately felt the sight of the stinging skin.

She reluctantly shifted all her attention to the class, and Mo Kongxing completely disappeared from her sight. All she could think about was what the man had written on the blackboard, and all she thought about was the man's questions.

Yuan Ying is a student, a good student with excellent grades, and a student with outstanding ability and a promising future. In the future, she will do something, and then she will marry a man who loves her very much and matches herself. Yuan Ying will give him a lot of children, will raise his own children with him, and then hold his hand, watch the development of the child, and walk the last road of life......

This is the positioning given to Yuan Ying by classmates and friends, this is the positioning given to her by the teacher, and this is the positioning given to her by her father; And this, but it doesn't include the positioning that Yuan Ying gave herself!

However, Yuan Ying still accepted it silently!

As everyone expected, she worked silently, it was, it is, and it will be the same!

"I'm not 'someone else', I'm Yuan Ying."

She motivates herself so much.

Just like at this time, she silently followed the Chinese teacher into the door of the office. She's not here to hold a book, or to get something, or to help!

- She is here to repent.

"I was wrong! There will never be a next time! ”

Yuan Ying lowered her head, she didn't dare to look at the Chinese teacher's face, because that disappointed look would make her feel extremely heartbroken. She'll be ashamed of herself, and she'll cry out in shame!

The male teacher did not criticize Yuan Ying, and he did not even ask Yuan Ying for the reason for her desertion in class; He just said lightly, just lightly:

"This is the second time! You're good to go! ”

However, this hit Yuan Ying more than accusations and criticism. Lowering her head, she froze in place, and after more than ten seconds, Yuan Ying raised her head: "Please let me and Zhao Yiyi exchange seats!"

"Why?"

"Mo Kongxing's sleep in class will distract me!"

"Why next to Xue Bing?"

"Close to the door."

The male teacher was silent, looking at the resolute look on Yuan Ying's face, he pondered seriously.

In the eyes of outsiders, maybe this is just a trivial matter, but for the male teacher who is the decider and Yuan Ying, who is the person concerned, it is different—this is a big deal.

Although the meaning and starting point of the result are completely different, it is!

"Yes!"

Receiving an affirmative answer, Yuan Ying silently turned around and left. The male teacher also put his mind on his own work, and the previous events seemed to have been forgotten by him.

He is working hard, his expression is serious and solemn, maybe he really loves this job as a teacher, maybe he is a dedicated employee, maybe he is admirable......

Merely...... He seems to have overlooked something!

……

"Mo Kongxing, what about Gu Lanxin?"

While Yuan Ying and the male teacher were talking in the office, Xue Bing was pointing at Mo Kongxing's face in the classroom and asking him where Gu Lanxin was.

"Get out!"

And Mo Kongxing seemed to be looking for something on purpose, but just said a word lightly. He didn't look at Xue Bing, and he didn't even raise his head. Mo Kongxing was still lying on the table, and even though he heard the sound of Xue Bing's hand bones rubbing, his eyes were still closed.

"I'll ask again......"

Faced with the arrogant Mo Kongxing's disregard, Xue Bing felt insulted; But thinking of the relationship between Gu Lanxin and Mo Kongxing, he still forced himself to suppress the anger in his heart. This doesn't mean that he doesn't care about Mo Kongxing's attitude, and that trembling voice and unkind attitude are the best proof.

"Gu ......"

Contrary to everyone's expectations, Mo Kongxing, who was originally lying on the table and closing his eyes, suddenly raised his head. He stared hatefully at Xue Bing, who was on the verge of rage, and that look was naturally terrifying.

Because of the danger!

Because recklessly!

Because of the strange eye color and the face that has completely lost its feelings! It was a loss mixed with relief, it was a faint calm after relief, but it was cold......

"Shut up, scum!"

What came out of Mo Kongxing's mouth was a language that most of the people in the class were familiar with but couldn't understand. They didn't understand, but they understood Mo Kongxing's actions.

It was a heavy slap in the face, and with a "pop", what immediately appeared was a bright red five-finger print. Xue Bing was stunned, he turned his head in disbelief, he touched the left side of his face with his hand, and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his fingers.

Stunned, he forgot his anger for a while!

But at the same time, the astonishment also accumulated the anger in Xue Bing's heart.

Without any warning, Xue Bing suddenly threw a heavy punch at Mo Kongxing's face. He didn't think about it at all!

Just at the moment of the thought of "killing him", Xue Bing waved it down without hesitation. He just wanted to punch Mo Kongxing, he just wanted to vent the anger in his heart!

It's just an emotional runaway!

So, he will pay for his impulsive behavior......