Chapter 47: The First Dream

When he was a child, Mo Kongxing had a strange dream!

In his dreams, he was surrounded by darkness!

He stood silently in the darkness where no one but him existed. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

He didn't speak, because even if he did, he couldn't hear anything!

He didn't open his eyes, because even if he did, all he could see was darkness!

After a long time, the darkness faded away.

Mo Kongxing felt the light, and he subconsciously wanted to open his eyes......

"Don't open your eyes, you can't see that light!"

But a girl's clear voice suddenly sounded in his ears.

That voice seemed to have the magic of willingly agreeing with it, and Mo Kongxing, who wanted to open his eyes, subconsciously gave up without thinking about anything.

However, it only lasted for a moment......

Feeling the direction of the bright light, Mo Kongxing slowly opened his eyes, and what appeared in front of him was a beautiful girl dressed in a green gauze.

"Why?"

The girl's silence revealed her suspicion, her anger, her worry.

"I am who I am, and I am nothing but that!" Mo Kongxing at that time replied lightly.

Facing the girl's beautiful face, little Mo Kongxing did not react. He didn't get close to the beautiful big sister as naturally as an ordinary child, and he didn't suddenly fall into the arms of a cute girl he didn't know.

He was so calm at that time! He was so calm that he didn't look like he was at that time!

"Do you only follow the will of your heart...... It's you! Empty! ”

"Empty?"

Mo Kongxing pointed at himself suspiciously.

"Yes, it's you, Sora!"

The girl chuckled, curled the corners of her mouth slightly, and opened her lips lightly, revealing a row of white and unblemished teeth. His eyes were slightly closed, and his black pupils flashed with ease. Her long black hair hung neatly down her waist and swayed gently as her body swayed.

With a touching posture, a natural face, and a light and elegant temperament, it will surely be an attractive presence that can purify the air wherever you go.

- However, Mo Kongxing is the only one outside of this.

"Yes."

Mo Kongxing just lightly and didn't care.

Looking at Mo Kongxing's face, the girl pondered for a while, looked at him seriously and asked softly, "Do you really want to see it?"

Looking back at the girl, Mo Kongxing did not respond. He just looked at the girl, just at the girl's eyesβ€”her eyes.

"Then I'll show you!"

It seemed that Mo Kongxing was shy, and the girl blushed and turned her back.

"But you have to make a pact with me - you won't regret what happens."

"I make a promise with you - I will not regret it."

Mo Kongxing agreed to the agreement without hesitation, so fast that people couldn't help but think that he was very rash, and then took it for granted that he was a person who didn't care about the agreement at all.

However, if you look at Mo Kongxing with common sense, it would be a big mistake!

"Sure enough!"

The girl seemed to sigh, but Mo Kongxing felt as if she was at ease!

"Then look!"

The girl stepped out of the way, and when she saw the scene in front of her, Mo Kongxing was naturally silent! He suddenly felt so uncomfortable in his chest, he wanted to cry, he wanted to look away......

But he didn't!

"Sure enough......"

Mo Kongxing heard the girl's crying: "Is she crying?"

"You're you......"

Mo Kongxing's eyes suddenly darkened, and the girl once again blocked his vision. She looked sad, but looked at the little Mo Kongxing with gentle eyes.

"But ......"

The girl squirmed her lips, as if she was saying something, but Mo Kongxing couldn't hear anything anymore, and the dream was about to end!

When she wakes up from the dream, the girl who suddenly appears disappears; When he woke up, he had to face the harsh reality; After waking up from a dream. Everything here, he will forget!

But, even so! There was one thing he had to figure out, "Who are you?"

"Hehehehehe!"

"Hehehehe~"

"Hehehehehe......"

The soft laughter resounded throughout the dark space, and Mo Kongxing couldn't hear it, but the relaxed expression on the girl's face caught in his eyes. Looking at that relaxed smile, Mo Kongxing couldn't help but smile.

――I guess this is the first time.

Probably this was the first time he laughed from the bottom of his heart!

――The ease that I have never experienced in reality, this warmth makes Mo Kongxing intoxicated, and the girl's laughter touches this little heart.

For the first time, Mo Kongxing had the idea of "not wanting to wake up from a dream" for the first time.

However, the reality is cruel!

It is its penchant to destroy the sincere wishes of others!

Mo Kongxing's vision began to blur and dim, that is, after hearing, he was even deprived of his vision! Now, all he's left is to feel and smell.

I can only feel the gentle gaze of the girl, but I can still smell her quiet fragrance, but I can still touch it...... Her soft body, her palms that grew colder......

However, this is the last time!

(Farewell, empty!) I'll be waiting for you all the time here! I believe that one day, you will come here again; One day, you'll be smiling and saying to me...... I'm coming! )”

Not through the mouth, not through communication, but directly conveyed to the heart of the thoughts, across the shackles of the mind, Mo Kongxing really heard!

Still small, he smiled ignorantly......

What kind of smile was that, Mo Kongxing didn't know it himself!

Because, the things at that time have long been forgotten!

Traveling in dreams again and again, experiencing the loss after waking up again and again. Gradually, he felt tired! Gradually, he could no longer remember what had happened in his dreams!

As if to protect himself, as if to not get lost, he unconsciously sealed all memories of what happened in his dreams.

Whether it's a sad dream or a warm dream, it's just one after another, but it's all forgotten, it's just ......

The agreement in the original dream, Mo Kongxing always obeyed. However, it has long ceased to be just an agreement, it has become a lifelong belief of Mo Kongxing - no matter what, only regret and never.

It's just that......

At that time, the thoughts of someone directly conveyed to his heart, Mo Kongxing still vaguely remembered:

- "Who, where, is waiting for me".

- "One day, when we meet again, I will say to that person...... I'm coming'! ”

It's just that, that's all!

……

"Mo Kongxing...... Mo Kongxing ......"

Being able to dream is a sad thing!

"Mo Kongxing ......"

No matter what the dream is......

"Mo Kongxing?"

"When you wake up from a dream, all you leave behind are teardrops!"

When I came back to my senses, I saw the sky still clear, and the white clouds were still erratic in the clear sky. With such good weather, I can't go to physical education class in the afternoon......

"It's going to rain!"

Mo Kongxing didn't think so at all.

It is his words that can be understood, and it is his words that can be seen: the black "heart" wrapped in light.

"Hey, you haven't woken up yet, have you?"

Yan Ying retorted unceremoniously.

After listening to Yan Ying's words, Mo Kongxing turned his head and glanced at Yan Ying lightly, and replied noncommittally: "Maybe that's the case......"

"Are you fooling me?" Mo Kongxing's words made Yan Ying feel very angry, and she asked angrily at Mo Kongxing.

"It's a boring waste of time again!"

Ignoring Yan Ying's questioning, ignoring Yan Qiao's confusion, Mo Kongxing stood up by himself: "Go eat something......"

"Blank line!"

Thinking of eating, Mo Kongxing's mind immediately appeared with the figure of a young girl, and for some reason, he felt lost in his heart.

"Let's go for a break!"

Shaking his head, Mo Kongxing walked out of the classroom.

……

"What the hell is going on with that guy? One moment gentle and considerate, one moment cute and funny, the other moment it becomes cold and unforgiving, and now ......"

"Will he feel lonely?"

"Tiny, what are you talking about?"

Yan Qiao's words made Yan Ying feel puzzled, and she looked at Yan Qiao in confusion. I don't know if I felt Yan Ying's gaze, Yan Qiao also glanced over at the right time and looked at Yan Ying: "Because, when I saw him, he was always alone." And he's always got the feeling of 'I just want to be alone'...... If it's just one person, won't he feel lonely? ”

"He...... For some reason, I always felt that he wouldn't! ”

"What should I say? There was always a feeling that it was what he expected! ”

"Don't you think it's too pitiful?"

"It's really pitiful for you to say that!"

......

I knew from the beginning that I was going to lose her thing.

And everything is because of my reasons I also know, to ask why, it's because that's exactly what I was expecting. But why is it so gloomy now?

Isn't that what I was hoping for?

I don't know, I don't understand, what is wrong with my heart!

Obviously he has decided to disappear completely, why is he still alive now? I've made it that far, so why am I miraculously saved? Why did the first love, the truest love, appear there?

Is it someone who is at the mercy of my fate, and why does someone trample on my resolve every time?

Who the hell is it? What is it for?

Walking on the crowded street, ignoring the pedestrians around him, Mo Kongxing quietly pondered.

"Am I doing something wrong?"

He questioned himself.

"You, will you cry again?"

He asked someone who didn't know where.

"If I say 'stop crying' to you again, this time, will you listen to me?"

Tears flowed out, but Mo Kongxing didn't wipe them. He wanted to experience this short-term injury, this burst of pain. It's just a moment, he wants to vent his unspeakable helplessness.

"Here you go!"

A small tissue was handed to Mo Kongxing's eyes, and it was a delicate little hand holding it.

Looking up, the owner of the hand was looking at him with some trouble.

"Na ......"

"You...... I don't need to! For a moment, Mo Kongxing showed a reassuring smile, but that smile only lasted for that moment. In the next moment, he changed his cold face again.

"Hey, you...... Never mind! Just think of me as having a lot of things! ”

The girl turned around, the familiar voice, the familiar face, the familiar back......

But, not her! It's like a clone, but it's different!

She is not Gu Lanxin!

Mo Kongxing turned around and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes casually with the back of his hand, going against the girl who looked almost exactly like Gu Lanxin. A gust of wind rushed in his face, passing through Mo Kongxing's side, blowing his hair, revealing his resolute eyes; The breeze passed by the girl's side, feeling the coolness, she hesitated and turned around, but Mo Kongxing had already reached the end of her sight, and could only see a dot.

She wanted to scream, but she was afraid that he wouldn't hear her, so she hesitated to chase after her, but he was so far away......