Sichuan peppercorns are a little depressed. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Although she took the initiative to leave, leaving the space to Mai and Qin Lianbao to solve their doubts.

But her people have indeed retreated, but her heart has not been taken away, and if she is not careful, she will be left in Qin Lianbao's study.

In fact, it cannot be completely said to be the result of "carelessness".

Although the moment Hua Jiao and the sixth brother saw the wheat, they had already imagined the intention of the wheat, and knew that it must be related to the future imperial examination.

But there is one thing that can be imagined by Huajiao, if it is not that his emotions have been bad enough, or he has been out of control to the point that he has no ability to regulate and manage, according to Huajiao's understanding of wheat, or for the rest of the small characters in the family, it may be impossible to take the initiative to seek help from the elders.

To this day, it's not for the side, it's just that I'm not used to it.

It's that simple.

Rao is wheat, or stone, although their experience was bumpy, compared with the others, they all met Fang Liang very early and gained support, but it was also the same.

It is entirely due to their own experiences, not only is they seriously insecure, but they also maintain a certain or large degree of caution against adults or elders.

Because adults are superior to their power, they often bring them not shelter, but harm.

In addition, after the destruction of the sense of dependence in their childhood, they almost completely lost their direct psychological support.

In this way, in the formation of their personality as they grow up, it is natural that human instincts begin to rise, the defense mechanism will be strengthened, and the consciousness of self-protection will become more and more serious.

So that once there is any problem, they will often put self-awareness first in words and actions.

They can't think about practical issues with a complete world view, although in some ways, their hearts crave the need for intimacy, hoping to be recognized by their peers and even their elders, but they can't trust others well and rely on others.

Even the small characters of the Thai half, survival once occupied the majority of their weak lives, in fact, they are unfamiliar with the most basic mode of getting along between people, such as communication, and they are actually missing their own psychological feelings.

When it comes to communication with people, there are naturally many obstacles.

Although it seems that at present, under the care of the Qin family and the Qin family, they have adapted to the new living environment and the normal mode of getting along.

The scars in their hearts can no longer be torn apart at will, the psychological pressure has been greatly relieved, and the bloody past has also been comforted and resolved. When you are alone, it is obvious that this trauma has been repaired to a certain extent.

Their strengths and strengths are constantly explored, self-confidence is built, and self-esteem is treated kindly.

Their depressed or negative emotions have also been released, and half of them have been able to realize that fate should not be attributed to external uncontrollable factors, denying reality with basic attribution errors.

In other words, they have learned to stop running away from the facts and begin to accept the changes of reality, all of them, peacefully. I basically got out of the cycle of "why is it always like this" or "I'm incomplete", and began to try to look forward to the future.

All of this makes them really feel the feeling of being cared for and loved, and their doubts and guards are being cleared out of the corners bit by bit, and their psychological deficiencies are slowly being repaired.

And the most significant change during this period should be in the relationship between people.

Shi and the others have slowly been able to communicate with the junior characters of the Qin family freely, and even establish a new intimate relationship.

In the face of the elders, they will no longer be worried and will not be at a loss. I can already express my views more fluently in front of them and have a series of effective communication.

This is not an easy task for a child who has been traumatized.

But in the end, they are not as small as the Qin family, they are naturally dependent on the elders.

But for the stone wheat people, this dependence, they are still learning and cultivating.

This is the observation and understanding of this group of small characters in the family.

But it was precisely because of this understanding that she projected onto the specific matter of wheat that she realized that what they had done was far from enough.

But Wheat was finally able to find Qin Lianbao, and she was more motivated.

The sixth brother also faintly felt something in his heart, but for a while, he couldn't figure it out, and he didn't know where to start.

Wen Qi, who was still in the same room, took the lead in opening his mouth, looked at the silent little brother and sister, and comforted: "Relax first, my uncle will definitely be able to untie the knots in Brother Mai......'s heart."

Hua Jiao, who was stunned, listened, came back to his senses, took a long breath, and nodded towards Wen Qi: "Well, I know, Brother Wen Qi." ”

Just came out of the main room, Hua Jiao and the sixth brother wanted to find a place to talk, where did they know that they had met Wen Qi, who was wandering silently in the courtyard.

The three of them were stunned for a moment, just like telepathy, and Hua Jiao pointed to the bright room in the west wing, that is, her study with fennel, and the sixth brother nodded in unison with Wen Qi.

It's just that after taking a seat, although there is no need to say more, the three of them are already able to understand their respective intentions and thoughts, but because they understand each other, for a while, they don't know where to start, and the atmosphere is stagnant for a while.

It wasn't until this moment that Wen Qi and Sichuan pepper opened their mouths one after another, and the atmosphere was relaxed.

And although Wen Qi's words were to comfort Huajiao and the sixth brother, they were also heartfelt.

Since Jingkou and his party, Qin Lianbao has been an all-powerful image in his mind.

even surpassed his vague father, and has become the object of his admiration and longing.

Like Brother Hua Jiao, he also roughly knew some wheat and Fang Qing's thoughts, and because of this, when he saw the wheat rushing to the main house, he couldn't sit still, and found an excuse to come out and watch.

Although he didn't have the ability to do anything by himself, he trusted Qin Lianbao very much.

In his opinion, no matter what ideas wheat has, or what horns he has gotten into, Qin Lianbao can deal with it properly.

The sixth brother was naturally convinced of this, and nodded yes.

and sincerely asked Wen Qidao: "The return date of the eldest brother has not been determined, and the second brother and the third brother also leave early and return late, it is inevitable that there will be times when you can't take care of it. ”

This is the true words of the sixth brother.

The sixth brother felt that perhaps because their brothers were growing up, they were doing more and more homework, spending more and more time and thinking on homework, and although the brothers still had nothing to say to each other, the amount of communication was indeed decreasing.

But he vaguely felt that not only the sisters had a lot of thoughts, but they were little boys, and as they grew older, their thoughts seemed to increase day by day.

There is nothing between their brothers, but the little monk Shiren really doesn't care much about it, he can feel it himself, and the opportunity to make friends is getting less and less.

Before they came up with a powerful method, they could only ask Wen Qi, who got along with Chenguang more, to bother a lot.

Wen Qi did not hesitate, nor was he overly humble, and immediately agreed after hearing about it.

As the sixth brother said, he also sensed the lack of communication between their brothers.

The Qin family brothers did have something that they couldn't take into account, and he should take it on as long as he could.

And Hua Jiao listened to the two of them coming and going, and suddenly his mind moved, but he had an immature little thought.

Just before she could speak, she heard Wen Qi say: "I was about to mention to my uncle, many of our families in Zhoujiawan and Funnel Bay are asking whether my uncle intends to open a private school and teach students!" ”

It's the first time I've heard about this incident, but the sixth brother is not surprised, so he smiled and said: "There are also classmates in our school who are curious, I always think that my father can pass the township examination in one go, and the ranking is not low. ”

He shook his head as he spoke: "I don't know when it will stop." ”

Huajiao became curious: "Sixth brother, what did you all say?" ”

The sixth brother said: "There is more, but it is familiar with the thoughts, solid and serious, and so on." ”

But Qin Lianbao is really doing this, although he really likes to read a wide range of books, or "miscellaneous books", but for the imperial examination, he has been trying to combine "expo" with "intensive reading".

Read the books you need in a planned way, and avoid spending too much time and energy on some books that don't matter.

Facts have proved that Qin Lianbao's approach is effective, but except for their brothers, not many people seem to believe it.

There was nothing he could do about it.

It's just that this night, after the three of them were urged to sleep by Roche and Fennel three times and five times, they couldn't wait for either wheat or Qin Lianbao.

I don't know when these two people will stop.

The next day, as soon as the sky was bright, Hua Jiao just rolled off the bed, and ran to the main house, but found Qin Lianbao who was already standing in the backyard, as well as wheat.

The pepper was like a chick with a choked neck, and his eyes wandered over the two of them for a long time before he went back to the house to wash.

Suddenly, he thought of it, turned around suddenly, and stared at the slightly dark face under the wheat's eyes.

It wasn't until the wheat was stared at by her that she couldn't stand still, and when she opened her eyes to look at it, Hua Jiao withdrew her gaze innocently, arched her hand at him, and ran back to the house.

But he breathed a sigh of relief.

Anyway, the wheat is in good shape.

The rest of the matter is in a hurry.

It's not in a hurry, but it doesn't mean that peppercorns are not emotional.

But early in the morning, Hua Jiao didn't have a chance to talk to Qin Lianbao.

The school at home has resumed, and Hua Jiao can only hope for the noon break.

But before noon, someone from the family came to visit.

But it's a raw face.

I learned from the back of the house that it was said that he was the big housekeeper of a large family in Lianxi City, and he offered a prayer post, just because he hoped to invite Qin Lianbao to his home as a western seat and teach his children to learn the scriptures and principles.

Sichuan pepper was stunned.

I didn't expect that the sixth brother Wen Qi just mentioned it casually yesterday, and today there is a sequel.

I couldn't cry or laugh, but I didn't have to think about it, I knew that Qin Lianbao would not agree.

It's just because he doesn't want to do it.

Taking care of the family and learning well, teaching a group of juniors, and filling the collection of the housework hall bit by bit, this is Qin Lianbao's biggest ambition in this life.

Sure enough, as expected, Qin Lianbao did not hesitate at all.

Only the big butler was also persistent, and he invited him again and again, and the bundle rose again and again.

Seeing that Qin Lianbao was unmoved and not discouraged, he still smiled, but said that he would come to visit in a few days.

Qin Lianbao didn't take it to heart, and turned around and left this matter behind.

Because when he went to the banquet day and night a while ago, I don't know how many people mentioned the matter of Xixi in front of him, but he really had no intention of doing this, and he did not feel that he had the ability to enter the hall and teach the scriptures and doctrines.

Fang Qing rolled his eyes secretly and told the people of Huajiao: "Isn't it obvious that you didn't take your uncle to heart, and if you invite Xixi for such a big matter, call a housekeeper and send it away." This housekeeper is still so unreasonable, thinking that the vegetable market is bargaining in the firewood market, and it is strange that I have never heard of this family! ”

Sichuan pepper didn't take this tendon to heart, and I really didn't care about it.

She only cares about Qin Lianbao when she has free time.

Suddenly, she felt that a straight gaze fell on her, and Hua Jiao subconsciously turned her head and saw that wheat was staring at her.

Seeing her look over, he withdrew his gaze innocently, and arched his hand at her.

Hua Jiao laughed out loud, but saw that Wheat also laughed, and winked at her, and only raised his legs to the inner courtyard.

That's more than imitation.

Hua Jiao thought so in his heart, but the person had already stepped forward to follow.

When the pepper moved, Luo Ji's eyes followed one by one, and then Wen Qi also looked over, but he didn't know who the two people before and after him were intended.

Lilac didn't care about this, and as soon as her eyes rolled, she followed.

Hua Jiao heard the footsteps and looked back, and Lilac was already side by side with her. Wheat also looked over, saw that it was cloves, nodded at her, didn't even say anything, slowed down and continued to walk forward, and the pepper didn't even say anything.

Lilac also leaned over and whispered to the pepper: "Do you have any secrets?" ”

Huajiao shook his head and replied honestly to Lilac: "I don't know if this is a secret or not." ”

It didn't take long for the peppercorns to know.

As soon as I arrived at Huajiao's house, Mai said bluntly: "I used to think that I was too ungrateful, and the Fang family's family treated me so well, but I wanted to leave the country......"

Before the words fell, Lilac jumped up and said in disbelief: "You are so abnormal for a while, it turns out that this is for this?" ”

White sugar crisp said

Happy holidays, sisters, but I'm still coding words~