"Ito-san just now is really different from usual!"

Leaving the "place of the incident", Hikaru Kuroda and Makoto sat by the river together, but in fact this is the other side of the river from the "place of the incident". Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

"Did it scare you?" Makoto just looked at Hikaru Kuroda with a smile.

"Well, a little scared! Because...... (It's like being alone!) ）”

"It's like another person, isn't it?"

(Why would Ito know?) ）

Makoto turned his head to look across the river, quietly looking at the black shadow that was only about ten meters away from him and Kuroda Hikaru, his eyes gradually becoming sharp and cold.

"Does Ito hate old people?"

Out of curiosity, Hikaru Kuroda asked cautiously.

"Hmm." Without the slightest gap, at the moment when Kuroda Mitsuru had just finished speaking, Makoto answered her question. Makoto is like having been asked countless times, and then answering countless times without hesitation and forming a conditioned reflex.

"Why?" And Hikaru Kuroda asked quickly as if he were conditioned.

However, what Hikaru Kuroda got when he asked was a completely inexplicable answer: "If all those people had died early, probably I wouldn't have existed!"

"Who would have thought? Maybe God doesn't like me! The person who chose to end himself got the unexpected rebirth that he wanted to avoid the most, and every minute and every second was a torment for me! If ......"

"If those people had died early, it would not have been God's will. That's ...... like that."

"Although I want to defend myself like this, this is just a very willful wish of ordinary people!"

Hikaru Kuroda thought that the answer was over, but it turned out to be an unexpected continuation of sincerity.

Besides......

"Xiaoguang, I don't want anything, I just yearn for real death!"

Hikaru Kuroda also saw Makoto's sad face in the moonlight, and also heard the sad words, and it was really a very willful sad wish.

- His heart has long since disappeared. At that time, Hikaru Kuroda couldn't help but think so.

Makoto sends Hikaru Kuroda home, and he talks for a while with his parents, who are worried about Hikaru Kuroda's safety and angry that Hikaru Kuroda ran out of the house, and Hikaru Kuroda doesn't know what Makoto said to his parents.

- However, after Makoto leaves, Hikaru Kuroda's parents bow their heads and apologize to Hikaru Kuroda and do not ask her about what happened that night.

Since then, Hikaru Kuroda's parents have been very kind to Hikaru Kuroda, and although there will be disputes, they have always been very calm at that time, not only do not impose their own ideas and ideas on Hikaru Kuroda, but also take the initiative to ask Hikaru Kuroda what he thinks.

And the person who caused this situation was none other than him, Makoto Ito.

Because of Makoto, Hikaru Kuroda received the true love of his parents from the bottom of his heart and was happy.

"—I want to thank him until now!"

But......

"Even if you hate old people, you won't hurt people at will, right?"

"That's because I want to protect Xiaoguang! And the best way to protect is to eliminate all possible threats, but that person is still a person after all, and he can't be killed, so he has to be powerless! ”

At that time, Hikaru Kuroda heard Makoto's words make her heart skip a beat, and when Hikaru Kuroda went to thank him, her face was even more red.

Probably, she fell in love with him before she knew it!

So, after thanking him, Hikaru Kuroda was ready to confess to him.

But...... Pity......

At that time, Hikaru Kuroda finally failed to speak, and went to Makoto's front and stayed alone with him one-on-one, and in this rare short time, she couldn't say anything.

Whether it's thanks, or apologies!

Because, just as Hikaru Kuroda opened her mouth, she suddenly remembered what he had said, which should not be remembered at this time.

"Xiaoguang, I don't want anything, I just yearn for real death!"

Just recalling this sentence and his face at that time, Hikaru Kuroda couldn't say anything.

Then Hikaru Kuroda missed the opportunity like this, and then Makoto dated Apricot Hanama.

When I heard the news, Hikaru Kuroda really regretted it and was so painful! She was so uncomfortable, so uncomfortable, that she fainted like that.

When he woke up in the infirmary, Hikaru Kuroda's first sight was Makoto, he looked nervous and worried, and Makoto smiled a little reassuring when he saw her wake up, and at that time Hikaru Kuroda felt like she was in a dream, and she deeply experienced a deep sense of happiness and satisfaction.

But it froze instantaneously with a smile......

Hope and disappointment are so close!

Kuroda Hikari Sight.

In the sight, Hanama Anato, who was sleeping peacefully on Ito's lap pillow, one of Ito's hands caressing her long hair, focused and serious, it turned out that it was just my illusion just now!

Ito's concern is not me, it's not me who he should be worried about, we're just classmates, at most friends.

I'm just a girl he saved, and if the girl is happy, he should leave.

So how much does this warm happiness still have?

Thinking about this question, I changed the words I wanted to say: "Thank you for your hard work, Ito-san! Sorry to worry you! ”

I was the one who ran away first, and I gave up first, but even so, I still receive concerned greetings from Ito from time to time. However, after many contacts, I found that Moment, the world, and Kato were actually the same as me, and everyone liked the same person, the same boy who often asked us to go out to play.

Everyone is the same, but they are all different!

Although she likes it, she is supporting the world against her heart, and she just hopes that Ito can be happy with all her heart.

The world looks lively and cheerful, but in fact it is very stage fright, I want to say it but I don't have the courage, and now I don't have a chance.

Kato is just lacking in self-confidence, and she just hopes that Ito can remember her, and it is enough to have her in her heart, and she has no intention of possessing it alone.

And I just missed it because of what Ito said......

Ito and Hanama suddenly had an awkward quarrel for some reason, thinking that it was just a trivial matter that would pass after a while, but Ito suddenly disappeared!

I haven't seen Ito for about two years since then. Where he went, he didn't say to anyone! She went to find Hanama, she lived a life of tears every day, and although she was angry, she couldn't increase her burden anymore.

When I got the news of Ito, three months after he disappeared, I happened to learn from my elementary school classmates that Ito had transferred to study with them, and that there was ......

He's not the Makoto Ito I'm familiar with anymore!

Then, during the high school entrance examination, I met Ito by chance at the examination venue, and we were coincidentally assigned to the front and back seats of the same group in the same examination room.

At that time, Ito kept writing with a notebook in his hand, completely unconcerned about everything around him, until I approached him and greeted him: "Long time no see, Ito!"

"Oh, Xiaoguang, long time no see!"

Ito looked up at me and recognized me, but I was not moved, but felt even more sad.

Because, there was not the slightest emotion in Ito's eyes and words, it was like a puppet. And he only said that one sentence and then lowered his head, without the slightest intention of continuing the conversation.

At that time, I was sure that he was really no longer the Makoto Ito I was familiar with!

But I'm still chasing the shadow of his past, and that shadow is Taisuke Swanaga. He was a friend of Ito, and because of Ito's relationship before, although everyone often played together, they didn't pay too much attention to him.

And I started to pay attention to him because I think he is very similar to Ito in the past, and he seems to be chasing Ito's shadow just like me. I like Ito, and he admires and longs for it......

Slowly, I looked at him as if I had seen Ito, and I was fascinated. In the end, even I couldn't tell whether I liked Ito or Taisuke, until that time......

The body is wantonly caressed by Taisuke, and the clothes are gradually stripped off, revealing smooth skin and breasts that are still developing. Of course, Taisuke's face was moving closer to me inch by inch......

"Xiaoguang, I don't want anything, I just yearn for real death!"

I reached out, put my hand on my mouth and pushed him away hard. The unexpected Taisuke was not sluggish, he just smiled casually, picked up the clothes on the ground and handed them to me: "I know that the person Kuroda likes is actually Ito, and I am just a phantom left by him in the past, so don't force yourself anymore!"

Then he said something very gentle but embarrassing that seemed to be said by Ito in the past, and in an instant, his figure coincided with the shadow of Ito in the past.

"If I do it again, I won't be able to control my desires again!"

Then he said something that looked a lot like Taisuke would say.

"After all, I'm not Makoto Ito in the past!"

Taijieji's expression became rare and serious, and he looked very cold.

"I'm really Makoto Ito, but not the Makoto Ito you are familiar with, the idiot you're chasing is dead! Again, after all, I'm not the Makoto Ito you know in the past! ”

That indifference reminded me of Ito's indifferent expression when I asked Ito about the reason for the change when I met again at Sakakino Gakuin after a chance encounter in the examination room.

Taisuke now is the same as Ito at that time, I unconsciously retreat and run, just like then!

I heard the voice behind me "No, no, no, come back" but didn't hesitate at all, and at that time I just thought about running and leaving. Other than that, nothing was considered.

Again, once again evaded!

Then I accidentally fell into that hole, and if it hadn't been for Taisuke's incredible follow-up and his own body to protect me, it would probably be the end of my life.

And in those last moments, I thought that I would be able to see Ito again before I died!

I'm really willful!

Now and at the last moment, I think it's still Ito...... Hehehehehe, I really like him......

Well, goodbye......

Honest!

If I see you again in the next life......

- I swear.

- Anyway.

- Be sure to be your bride.

- So.

Don't cry!

Because, I'm going to have a heartache!