Chapter 15: Inexplicable
In the UK, she has always known about Lu Fan's situation, and she knows that if Lu Fan has a heart, she will definitely know her situation well, because with Lin Xue and them as a link, they will never be able to break contact. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biqugeγ info
Cui Shumo knew that Lu Fan began to show his edge after he left, and he was no longer willing to be obscure, he was indeed a genius, and his light was not covered up.
After graduating, he opened a law firm and became a lawyer, a well-known lawyer, whose talent seemed to be concretized only by the assets he owned, and if he wanted to, he would have been surrounded by beautiful women, but he was always alone, but so what?
She Cui Shumo is also a person, and she has always been alone, but what does this mean?
She wasn't waiting for him, but she hadn't found a suitable one for herself, and Cui Shumo once wondered, what is love? Is it that after a person falls in love with another person, he pays for him and changes for him until he loses himself?
But now she firmly believes that love is a natural way to get along, a natural heartbeat, and then a natural pace, which is a mutual habit and mutual support, rather than an endless chase.
She is waiting for the person who can walk side by side with her, the person who can always walk side by side without her deliberately adjusting her pace, the person who can hug each other on her side, she is not unwilling to give, unwilling to change, just not so tired.
The rest of the people saw that Cui Shumo's interest was not high, thinking that she was tired, so they left quickly, and naturally Lu Fan sent Cui Shumo back.
"Haven't learned to drive yet?" Lu Fan asked, this was the first time he had seriously communicated with Cui Shumo tonight.
"Well, you know, I don't have a good sense of direction." Cui Shumo replied, her heart gradually calmed down, it seems that this kind of relationship is not embarrassing, but she used to always talk non-stop with Shumo, but now she doesn't say it, the two can only fall into silence, Cui Shumo doesn't care, and looks at the night scene outside the car window.
The car entered the community and stopped in front of an aurora, this time Shumo paid attention to the license plate, it was Zhao Zhiheng, that person always gave her a different feeling, sometimes he seemed to be able to see her thoughts, sometimes he seemed to be very interested in watching her joys and sorrows, she didn't want him to see her embarrassment, and her heart was suddenly a little depressed, a little chaotic, and a little anxious to leave.
"Thank you." Cui Shumo said politely, opened the door and got out of the car, still laughing at himself in his heart, he stayed in the UK for a few years, and he really learned to be civilized and polite.
"Book and ink." She was stopped. As soon as he turned his head, Lu Fan had already gotten out of the car and walked around.
"I've been waiting for you." Lu Fan said this, with a chaotic expression on his face, such a ** straightforward under the orange street lamp covered the blush on his face.
"I'll go back first." Shumo pretended not to hear and wanted to leave.
In the end, she still chose to escape, she didn't think about it, if there was a chance, if Lu Fan gave her a chance to start over, how would she choose?
But now that this is the case, she is extremely resistant in her heart, and even a little aggrieved and angry.
"Book and ink." Her wrist was grabbed, and it seemed that the other party must make an end.
"What do you want from me?" Shumo turned his face and asked expressionlessly, the previous politeness was gone.
"As I said, everything is up to you, and I am willing to do what you say, as long as you are satisfied." Lu Fan continued, it was the first time that such a sensational tirade came out of his mouth.
"It was you who left, not me, and now, you are complaining about me when you are so sullen? If you want, we can start all over again, as before. He continued.
"Lu Fan, are you a genius or an idiot, do you think that after so many years, you can go back to the past with a single sentence of restarting?" Cui Shumo said angrily, although her voice was not loud, it was extremely loud and clear in the empty and uninhabited community.
"I γγγγγ" Lu Fan wanted to defend himself, but Shumo didn't give him a chance.
"It was me who left at the beginning, but it wasn't me who gave up that relationship at the beginning, do you think a casual sentence of me is the greatest gift to me? Do you think that if you say anything to me, then I should talk to myself happily? The relationship between two people is not my one-man show, right? Why is I the only one in this relationship? Right or wrong, Lu Fan, even once, just once, have you ever liked me with your intentions? Cui Shumo actually shed tears when she said that, such a night, just like that night many years ago, she questioned him, crying and shouting to question him.
"Shumo, I... Today, many years later, facing Cui Shumo's question again, Lu Fan's feelings in his heart are no longer as straightforward as before.
"Shumo, I'm sorry, maybe I didn't do well in the pastγγγγγγγ"
"No need to apologize, I don't say so much to ask for your apology, I just want to say, it's not a pleasant topic, I'll go first, good night." After speaking, Shumo didn't give Lu Fan a chance to speak again, turned around and rushed into the apartment.
Zhao Zhiheng in the car outside the apartment, and Lu Fan outside the car both looked in the direction of the apartment for a long time, and this night, I am afraid that there is more than one person who has insomnia.
Then the university campus entered the exam season, Cui Shumo was idle all of a sudden, even if it wasn't a weekend, she would go home to see her parents, rub a few homely meals, and her mother was unwilling to be lonely to be a matchmaker for Shumo, and even arranged a blind date.
Speaking of sororities, as well as activities such as blind dates, Cui Shumo does not exclude, she knows that her circle is limited after all, and this is not lacking in a way to make friends, if she wants to meet the right person, she needs to give herself and others a chance, not to mention that the person arranged by her mother will not be bad in all aspects, so she gladly accepted it.
The other party is a middle-level company, not as idle as Shumo, so the two made an appointment to meet at a restaurant near the man's company, which is not far from X University and is a commercial center, so Shumo walked around the street for a while in the afternoon, and strolled to the appointment in the evening.
The other party's name is Zhang Liang, he looks quite handsome, his speech and demeanor are also gentle, and he can talk to Cui Shumo, but Cui Shumo always feels a little uncomfortable, this kind of discomfort has lasted for a while, and when she looks around, she finds that it is Zhao Zhiheng and a lady sitting at the next table, the woman is wearing heavy makeup, but she is charming and moving, Cui Shumo nodded at Zhao Zhiheng, it was a hello, deliberately ignoring the discomfort brought to her by Zhao Zhiheng, and continued to chat with Zhang Liang warmly.
Now Cui Shumo is a little afraid to see Zhao Zhiheng in her heart, she is afraid of something, she can't say for sure, is it because he may have heard the conversation between himself and Lu Fan that night?
"Have you eaten yet?" As soon as he looked up, Zhao Zhiheng was already standing in front of the table.
"Huh?" Cui Shumo was confused.
"Let's go." After speaking, Cui Shumo was pulled up alive.
"She still has something to do, so she will be out of company first." Lu Fan said this to Zhang Liang, who was also confused.
"What are you doing letting go and pulling me?" Cui Shumo struggled, but was still stuffed into the car by Zhao Zhiheng.
At this time, Zhao Zhiheng's face was cold and scary, and he stepped on the accelerator fiercely.
"You drive slowly, the meal you just ate will make you vomit." Cui Shumo, who was not in a good mood, didn't care about being polite with Zhao Zhiheng, and his tone was full of dissatisfaction.
With a sudden brake, the car stopped on the side of the road, Zhao Zhiheng took out a cigarette and smoked it fiercely, Cui Shumo looked at Zhao Zhiheng angrily, "What kind of nerve is this person?" "I cursed in my heart. I couldn't stand the smell of smoke in the car, so I opened the door and got out of the car.
After a while, the phone rang, Cui Shumo took out the phone from the car, stood on the side of the road and talked about the phone, the call was from Zhang Liang, nothing more than worrying about Cui Shumo's situation.
"I'm fine, you don't have to worry, a friend." As he spoke, Cui Shumo glanced at Zhao Zhiheng, who was still smoking angrily, and then said, "This friend doesn't have a good temper and is in a hurry, you don't have to care." β
The other party said something, only to hear Cui Shumo happily agree, "Okay, see you next time." He hung up the phone.
Hearing this, Zhao Zhiheng's anger was even greater, "Get in the car." He shouted.
"Have I offended you in any way? Why are you doing this to me, didn't you eat well with beautiful women just now? Why do you do this to me all of a sudden? Cui Shumo asked angrily.
"How come I don't know what I've done wrong to make you so angry?" Cui Shumo continued, she is also angry to be like this, for Zhao Zhiheng, she has always been a little accommodating, inexplicably caring, but he is always hot and cold and confusing.
"Get in the car." After speaking, Zhao Zhiheng actually got out of the car and came to arrest someone, and once again stuffed Cui Shumo into the car.
"I don't know, Cui Shumo, I really hope you know something." Zhao Zhiheng responded like this when he stuffed Shumo into the car.
Along the way, Cui Shumo's mood was teased by Zhao Zhiheng's words, she may know something, but she doesn't seem to know, so the two were silent all the way until they arrived at Shumo's apartment to stay.
"Get out of the car." Zhao Zhiheng was still angry, looking at Cui Shumo, who was still stunned, he actually took it upon himself to pull her out of the car again, and slammed the car door.