Chapter 44: Mo Kongxing
"Empty line, wait for me, empty line!"
On the highway, a girl with waist-length hair and loose hair desperately chased the long-haired boy in front of her. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
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The boy who was called "empty walk" by the girl did not speak, he just stopped quietly. On the street where no one was around, the boy let the breeze blow freely. The haphazard strands of hair were lifted by the breeze, revealing a haggard and withered yellow face.
In the breeze, the boy stared ahead!
He's looking, what's in the void!
"What are you looking at?"
The girl walked up to the long-haired boy, looked at the place where he was looking, and said with some displeasure.
Of course, she wasn't really angry! She just didn't understand, she just doubted, she just had some grievances; She just didn't understand......
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As if with a light sigh, a slightly bitter smile appeared on the boy's face. I don't know who I'm looking for, and I don't know what it's for.
"Let's go!"
The young man raised his steps and walked quietly and slowly and silently.
Why did Mo Kongxing suddenly choose to commit suicide? Why does he want to die again and again?
"Empty line, don't you say wait for me?"
Why is Mo Kongxing always so cold to himself......
"If we hadn't met......"
Why would he say something like that......
Mo Kongxing's line of sight.
Half a year had passed since I woke up, and after three months of rehabilitation, I was back to my normal life. I gave up choosing suicide, not for anything else, just for Gu Lanxin by my side.
"Blank line!"
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"Why? Why do such stupid things again and again? Me, can't I? My words, can't I be your reason to live? ā
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I was silent! Because Gu Lanxin's words made me speechless, because she reminded me of another person - a silly and cute girl.
- She used to be my favorite.
And she......
Looking at Gu Lanxin's eyes, looking at the corners of her bloodstained mouth, I gave up!
- Because.
- She was my first love.
- She is my favorite.
The first girl who fell in love with me and the first girl who hurt me.
- The first girl I love.
I owe her something!
To people, reason, and things, for her, I can't die yet!
Just a word for her!
"Why is it so good to me?"
"Because I love you."
But......
- That doesn't mean I forgot.
- I remember everything she did.
"Let's go!"
I was acting coldly, I was deliberately alienating her, indifferent to her. I hurt her, and I hurt her because I wanted her to leave me.
Walking side by side on the early morning path, we slowly walked towards our destination, the school.
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"Then I'll go first, empty line, see you at noon!"
Facing Gu Lanxin who said goodbye to me with a smile, I entered the classroom without looking back. Ignoring the sights of my classmates, I walked straight to my seat.
Don't care about the noise in the class, don't care about the gossip!
"Now, that woman is his horse!"
"Well, I really don't know if that woman has a brain disease, and she would actually fall in love with that kind of guy."
It's just that!
There are two points I would like to make:
"Uh-huh......"
One point is: Gu Lanxin is my woman.
"Go home, and don't let me see you two for today."
"What?"
"Who do you think you ......?"
"Bang mm!"
Another point: what has been said, I will not repeat again!
"You wait......"
"Smack!"
"You'll see......"
"Boom!"
"Uh-huh......"
"Stop...... It's me who is wrong, I'm going to leave right away......"
The boy limped, but he didn't run slowly, and he didn't see anyone in three or five steps.
"Huh?"
"Don't! I didn't say anything, I'm going to take a leave of absence now, I'll go home now. After witnessing the tragic situation of his companions, this boy named Wu Yuming no longer had the courage to say cruel words. Now, he just wants to get out of here!
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I looked at him faintly and didn't say anything.
"Let's go, let's go!"
Wu Yuming seemed to be frightened, and while comforting me, she quickly moved towards the door of the classroom, and disappeared without a trace in a few steps.
I know that if I let them go like this, they will definitely find a chance to retaliate. And the object they chose is very likely to be Gu Lanxin, I know it, I know it......
But that's why I let them go so easily!
The stakes are high, and the odds of winning are slim!
It's just that here's the reality!
If you want to do something, you must not be exposed to the sun!
Otherwise......
"Now, do you know who the man you just injured is?" A girl in a school uniform with a ponytail puffed up and stared at me, and she blocked my way back to my seat.
"Get out of the way!"
"What?"
"Boom!"
Pushing the unknown girl away, I returned to my seat and sat down. I opened the book and read it alone.
"Ah, it hurts! Feed! I said what the hell is going on with you! I wanted to remind you kindly, but you dared to push me! In the afternoon, you can wait and cry! ā
"Afternoon...... Sure enough, it's reality...... Hum! ā
Ignoring all the other looks, I was immersed in my own world. I am the only one who has my ideal world......
"That...... That one...... Mo Kongxing ......"
A girl with a double ponytail stepped into my world with some trepidation, and she cowered. I don't know if it's because I'm too concerned about other people's eyes, or because I'm afraid of me!
"Huh?"
I looked up faintly at her rosy face, which was tense with nervousness.
"Ahh
Perhaps my natural action was too sudden for her, and the girl with the double ponytail was startled and couldn't help but take two steps back.
"Mo Kongxing, don't scare my sister!"
"Oh!"
Glancing at the girl behind the ponytails, I casually answered and lowered my head.
"That, Mo Kongxing......"
"Say!"
In order not to add unnecessary actions, in order to save time, I did not raise my head again.
"Don't bully my sister!"
"Ahh Sister ......"
"Small, don't be polite to this guy! If you have anything to say, just say it, with my sister here, he doesn't dare to do anything to you! ā
"Sister......
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"Come on, that guy is getting a little impatient!"
"Hmm! I'm sorry! That, Mo Kongxing, be careful, Wu Yuming is nothing, but Lu Feng will definitely take revenge on you......"
"So what?" I chuckled reflexively.
"In the afternoon, when school is over, you be careful! Better call your dad......
"It's all over! When you're done, get back to your seat! I coldly interrupted Xiao Xiao's next words.
"Small, people don't appreciate your affection, let's go quickly!" Yan Ying said as she pulled Yan Qiao away with all her might.
"Sister, what are you doing......
"Tiny, I just wanted to ask you what to do! Mention his parents in front of Mo Kongxing, what do you want to ......?"
Soon, Yan Ying's voice reprimanding Yan Qiao came from a distance.
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"Ah......h
"Got it? In front of that guy, the parents forbidden! ā
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"Why does Mo Kong hate his own parents so much?"
Yan Qiao didn't understand, it was obvious that Mo Kongxing's parents were very good to him, but Mo Kongxing hated them incomparably, no, he resented them.
No matter what Mo Kongxing's parents did wrong, they are all Mo Kongxing's parents after all, and they are the closest people who gave birth to him, raised him, educated him, and are related by blood; It is a person who should understand and forgive whatever he has done wrong.
"Who knows?" Yan Ying was not interested in this, and answered very casually.
"Sister, aren't his parents pitiful?"
"Poor ...... Is it? Small, don't you think that they will be regarded by you as the most pitiful thing for them? Yan Ying half-jokingly pointed out her sister's mistake.
"Hmm......" After realizing his mistake, Yan Qiao immediately covered his small mouth and lowered his head guiltily.
"And ......"
But after hearing Yan Ying's words, Yan Qiao raised her head again, because when she lowered her head, she saw the complicated gaze revealed in Yan Ying's eyes when she looked back at Mo Kongxing.
"And?"
After paying attention to Yan Qiao's gaze, Yan Ying immediately retracted her gaze, bypassed Yan Qiao, and returned to her seat in a bit of a panic.
"Sister!"
"What's wrong, Tiny?"
Yan Ying avoided Yan Qiao's eyes and began to prepare for the next class.
"What did my sister want to say just now?" Seeing Yan Ying's strange behavior, Yan Qiao felt a little strange, she felt that her sister seemed to be hiding something from her.
"Nothing ......"
"Sister!"
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Under her sister's relentless entanglement, Yan Ying was a little helpless. Looking at her sister's curious eyes, Yan Ying said with some melancholy that she was going to speak: "The poor person may not be that guy's parents, but he himself!"
"Huh? Why? ā
"Tiny, don't you keep an eye on him a lot? So what kind of eyes he usually has, you shouldn't know it! ā
"Looks...... Is it? ā
Godless, unfocused, emotionless......
"Xiaoxiao, if you don't have a good idea, my sister advises you to give up! It's not just you, it's the same Gu Lanxin, you can't help him. Your presence will only make him more and more miserable, and if you have to ask why...... (Of course, he has no attachment to this world...... ļ¼ā