The next encounter was a coincidence, we met at the crossroads of the streets, and I was getting home from school, and he seemed to be just getting ready to go to school. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

I greeted him as a matter of course, and when I found out it was me, he was slightly taken aback. Because he seemed to have something to do, and I was in a hurry to get home that day, we parted after a little chat.

Since then, we've often met at that intersection after school, and every day we'll have a little chat and then go apart. It's just that I have always told him about himself, and he has hardly mentioned his own affairs to me; And, he seems to have been bothering about something!

After about half a month, I finally couldn't help but ask him: "Makoto, I see that you seem to have been worrying about something, if you can, can you tell me?"

Then he told me: "My phone has dropped, and I can't contact Apricot now!"

It was only for a moment, but I did feel a heartache at that time! I'm not jealous, I'm just really envious of apricots! There are such people who like her, and there are such people who miss her and worry about her......

I want to ...... too

It's almost the third year of the next year, but I haven't been in love once, and it's rare to meet a man who is tempted by him, but he already has someone he likes. Probably that's my life!

But even if it's just for a short period of time, I really want to fall in love. I want to be with that person......

"What happened to you after that?"

We went to the café that day and sat in the corner by the window.

"I sent you home that day and then went home, but when I got home, I asked my mother to take you out in a hurry, and then it was stolen in the car, and then there was no ......more" That day, Makoto drank cup after cup of bitter coffee without any sugar, as if venting.

"You're lovers, don't you remember your girlfriend's number?" Looking at that kind of sincerity, my heart is very complicated.

"I never thought we'd be separated in such a way!"

"Can this be regarded as 'after loss, you know how to cherish'?"

"Whatever!"

Picking up the fluffy cookies and putting them in his mouth, Makoto looked out the window, looking at the pedestrians and vehicles passing outside the window, and he whispered softly: "People, there are really enough!"

"Then you didn't want to go back? If you lose contact, you should remember the location of her house! And...... It's been so long, and you never seem to have thought of asking me for help! I still remember Apricot's phone number! ”

Things are not all what they seem, and in fact the "facts" are often the opposite of what they seem.

"No, no need!"

Cheng took another sip of the coffee that the waiter had filled for him, and then called the waitress who had already refilled his cup three times to refill the cup for him, and the waitress's face was very ugly. I saw that her hand was shaking a little when she poured coffee, and I thought she was probably angry!

Although it is said that serving customers is the job of a waiter, if you encounter a customer like Makoto who treats the waiter as a maid at will and has an indifferent attitude, no matter how good the waiter is, he will be a little unhappy.

But......

"I'm really sorry for the trouble, thank you!"

Obviously, Makoto didn't say anything three times before, he didn't even look at the beautiful waitress in front of him, he just looked at me, or out of the window; But this time, he politely apologized to the waitress.

"Huh? Yes...... No, no thanks! That's what I'm supposed to do! ”

Makoto's attitude changed so suddenly, but the waitress still reacted in a short time. Do you really deserve to be "professional"? Or is it really "her"?

"Really? Well, I don't have any need for anything yet, and you can leave! ”

"Yes, yes...... Then, please taste it slowly! ”

The smiling waitress looked so beautiful, but a cold sweat broke down my spine!

"I'm going to sleep late tonight!"

Thinking about such things, I shifted my attention to the previous topic again: "Didn't Makoto want to get in touch with Xing?" Why say 'no' now when you have contact information? ”

"That's because...... I don't need it anymore! ”

"Don't need it? Why? ”

"Since the day I met you, I have been hesitant to ask you for your contact information, and I have been thinking about it for more than ten days! In the end, I decided to give up! ”

"It's a little painful to separate like this, but it's good! At least, it's easier for me to forget about myself like this! And ......"

"And?"

"And back to living alone! It feels so much more relaxed and natural......"

"And I noticed it! Probably, I don't ...... at all Probably...... I ......"

"Huh? How so? That's impossible! This doesn't make sense! ”

"Tick!"

Makoto and I haven't known each other for very long, but I don't think I know him any less than anyone but himself; The Makoto I remember, the Makoto I know, the Makoto who always keeps his calm, is not a man who will cry easily at all.

Even if he cries, he will definitely not let others see it, and even if he cries, he will definitely swallow those teardrops that should not exist for him at all!

Is it self-esteem? Possibly!

Is it self-improvement? Perhaps!

But no matter what, he was not going to expose his vulnerable side in front of everyone, but he suddenly burst into tears! He panicked but quickly wiped away the tears that poured out again and again. He whispered something, as if he was denying something!

I stood up and sat down beside him, took out the handkerchief I had brought with me from my pocket and carefully wiped it for him, looking at his unfocused eyes, looking at his dull gaze, listening to the words that were in his mouth; I felt so much pain in my chest, something was pressing on my chest and I couldn't breathe, I was trying to control my feelings, I was afraid that I would also be like Makoto and couldn't help crying!

I'm so unwilling!

"Really...... I...... I...... I like it...... Did you her...... Huh, hehe...... Hmph, hahaha...... Hmph, hahahaha......"

Why didn't I meet him first? Why would the man I like fall in love with another woman?

Why not me? Aren't I more worthy of him?

Why? Why? Why exactly?

"Now, Makoto, stop the tears!"

"Look at me, look into my eyes...... You love apricots, don't you? ”

"But I, I like you!"

"Just as I'm begging you, can you have a relationship with me?"

……

On that day, I confessed to Makoto again at the café where my mother worked! I was seen by a lot of people, known by my mother, and encouraged by my classmates!

"Promise her...... Promise her...... Promise her......"

"Ladies and gentlemen, this is a café, please be quiet!"

That day, my mother put down her work and stood up: "Hey, what about your answer?"

"I've had enough! I won't be in a relationship with a woman I don't like anymore! So, I'm sorry, Arashika! ”

That day, I saw Makoto reject his true intentions for the first time—and the first time he rejected it was me, Ranka Yakumo.

After that, I couldn't hold back the sadness in my heart, and I ended up crying in Makoto's arms. Like a child who threw himself into his brother's chest, like a young girl seeking a safe haven for her lover; That day, I just fell asleep!

That day, Makoto left me at the café and disappeared like that! We never met again at that crossroads, and I thought: maybe my wayward demands have embarrassed him! Makoto is a very emotional person, I think my approach is probably hated by him!

I guess I won't see you again, and there's probably no end to it......

Probably, I was wrong!

However, just as I was thinking so, spending my days in contemplation, and introspection, we met again!

That day, I found him at the bottom of the foggy mountain. He was covered in bloody blood, and I was terrified. I took out my phone and was about to call an ambulance, but he woke up at that moment.

"Who are you?"

Yes, when I rescued Makoto that day, he had already lost his memory for reasons I didn't know! It was on that day that I became a truly bad woman - I decided to lie to him, and I decided to lie to him for the rest of my life in order to fulfill my wish.

"What stupid are you talking about, Makoto?"

"Do you know me?"

"Hey! If I mess around again, I'll be angry! ”

"Ahh......h......h I seem to ...... Amnesia! ”

"Amnesia? Lie! ”

"Well, forget it! Bye! ”

I seemed a little carried away, and Makoto gave up asking me any more, and stood up to leave.

"Hey, wait a minute!"

I stopped Makoto, but he didn't stop, he didn't even answer me, I was completely ignored! I ran in front of Makoto and blocked his way: "I told you to wait......"

"Get out of the way!"

Makoto's eyes are cold, and there seems to be a cold light in those dark pupils! The smell of danger emanated from my whole body, which frightened me with chills all over my body and my hairs stood on end. I've never seen such a terrible person, and I never thought that Makoto, who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, would have such a terrible side.

I was so frightened that I stayed motionless and watched him leave stupidly!

That day, because of my whim, I missed this great opportunity that God gave me. I was so stupid, so stupid, to learn that Makoto had lost his memory - forgot about Apricot.

Because I thought that the biggest obstacle had disappeared, I was careless, so I forgot that Makoto was not interested in girls.

And then it disappears like the wind, and you realize it's there, and it's gone!

If you can't catch it, you can't grasp it; I can't guess it, I can't let it go, I can't forget it!