Yes, I'm not human!

"The Prince of Filial Piety?"

"Haruka? Does Haruka have any hobbies or interests? ”

But I've given up on emphasizing that "I'm not human......

"Book...... I like to read...... And then there's the ...... of drawing."

"Really? Haruka is really a quiet girl! It's not the same as some savage girl somewhere! ”

Through repeated emphasis and rebuttals, questioning and laughter, I gradually felt more and more like a human being. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

"The King of Filial Piety...... Suigetsu is my best friend, and it's okay to speak ill of her! ”

"Hi Babble~Hi Babble~"

"So, my family is over here......"

"See you tomorrow!"

"See you tomorrow ......"

The same is true today, we are at this crossroads separately. Haruka didn't ask me to take her home, and I didn't mean that for the time being.

"She's my girlfriend...... But that's about it! Standing there and looking at the distant back, I always felt that time suddenly slowed down, and the things in front of me seemed to be about to stop.

Maybe I'm too irresponsible!

Maybe I'm one of those people......

……

"Xiaozhi, you and Haruka have been dating for so long, but it's just a relationship of going home together after school...... I said, are you really dating her? If you don't date her on weekends, what the hell are you thinking? ”

"She, Suzumiya must really like you! What about you? Do you really like her? ”

As soon as I came to the classroom, I was taught a lesson by Shinji as soon as I sat in my seat. It's not inexplicable, and it's really my fault, but I'm still angry!

“……”

It's just that I haven't been angry for a long time, because it's just venting, and it doesn't make any sense. I turned my head away and stopped looking at Shinji; His eyes became cold, and his whole body exuded an aura of indifference.

"Hey, Takayuki! You......"

I never regret my decision, and even if it's wrong, I don't regret it! Shinji is a good friend of mine, and he is for my own good, but I treat him like this...... Maybe I'll lose him because of this, and he doesn't have to......

However, nothing will change in my mind, and so will my approach!

"You ......"

Shinji is angry, and he seems to be clenching his fists!

"You ......"

The fists clenched tighter, and the ground rubbed between the joints with a "cooing" sound.

"Okay, it's me who is wrong! I'm sorry, Takayuki, I apologize to you! ”

But in the end, he let go of his fist and lowered his head.

Shinji is a good friend of mine, but friends are not as important to me. I don't have absolute trust in the relationship between people. So, even if I lost this rare bond, I was only lost for a while.

Friendship is not something worth giving up my position to protect.

And Shinji knows all of this!

And it is precisely because of this that he bowed his head!

After all, I'm his best friend, and he's a good guy!

"Forget it, forgive you!"

"Hi babble, hi babble~"

……

"Here's two movie tickets, let's go to the cinema with Suzumiya when we have a break this week!"

"Shen 2 ......"

"Come on!"

Shinji put down the movie ticket, patted Takayuki on the shoulder, and left in style.

"It's really ...... that they asked us to arrange a date for them when they were in a relationship Never mind! As long as the two of them can get along well, I will be relieved to make a little progress! Standing on the windowsill and looking at the figure of his friend Takayuki and his girlfriend Suzumiya who went home together, Shinji smiled bitterly and kept sighing.

To be honest, he is not a person who likes to mix with other people's love, but Xiaozhi's movements are too slow. It's been almost two weeks since they dating, but he hasn't even held Liang Gong's hand, it's really unbearable! If you don't help him, Liang Gong will be too pitiful.

"Come, Shinji, come with me!"

Shinji, who was thinking about his thoughts, didn't react, and was suddenly strangled by Shui Yue's neck, and instantly lost his balance, and the two of them suddenly fell to the ground.

"Ah, it hurts ~ it hurts......"

Shen Erxia touched his head and sat up from the ground, looking at the extra scars on his arms, his heart suddenly burned with anger: "Hey, Shuiyue ......"

"I'm sorry ......"

What appeared in Shinji's sight was Mizutsuki holding his waist with his hand and a guilty face. Seeing her like this, the anger in Shinji's heart disappeared instantly.

"Really, don't do such a dangerous thing!"

Shinji, who stood up from the ground, patted the dust off his body and stretched out his hand to Mizutsuki, who was still sitting on the ground.

"Huh?" After a moment of consternation, Mizuki reached out and put his hand on Shinji's outstretched hand: "I'm sorry, I didn't expect it to be like this!"

"Forget it! Don't do that next time! ”

"Oh......"

I was going to take Shinji with me to secretly follow Xiaozhi and Haruka, but I didn't expect this to happen. It's just a small thing, whether it's for me or Shinji...... It was just an accident - that's what I thought at the time.

……

I've walked this way home many times, I used to be with Shuiyue, but it's been a ...... these days.

She has dark hair like night, deep eyes, a slightly straight nose, a moderate mouth, and a faint smile on her simple face. He's my favorite person, Takayuki Narumi.

Always smiling, he is considerate and gentle to everyone......

Actually, I know! Xiaozhijun doesn't like me at all! I just took advantage of his thoughtfulness, his gentleness...... As long as I show a sad face, he will definitely not refuse me...... I know it all!

I'm a cunning woman!

knew that he couldn't see tears the most, but he pretended to be ...... in front of him No, if it is rejected, then those tears must be real!

If you want to ask why...... That's because, of course, I really like the king of filial piety! For this, I can wait...... Let Shuiyue help me connect the bridges; To do this, I can take advantage of ...... Slowly approach him as a friend of a friend!

"Haruka!"

"Hmm!"

"Do you like watching movies?"

"Like! But it's not good for horror movies, although because of my sister's relationship, I actually watched a lot! ”

I know what Takayuki intends to say, and I noticed it when Mizuki told me today. I'm really grateful for the help of Suigetsu and Heping-kun, I'm so cowardly, I don't have the courage to date Hyo-kun at all if I rely on myself.

And although I have been fond of Xiaozhijun for more than a year, and I often look at him intentionally or unintentionally, I almost never meet him during the holidays. I have no idea what he usually does on weekends!

That's why I'm always hesitant!

"Hey~"

"Every time my sister smiles and says, 'Don't worry, this is not a horror movie', and as a result, I was deceived by her countless times! Actually, she asked me to accompany her to the movies tomorrow, and this time she also told me, 'It's definitely not a horror movie' or something, so I thought I wouldn't go with her tomorrow......"

I obviously hoped that Xiaozhijun would invite me to watch a movie together, so I deliberately said this, but I didn't expect it......

"That's right...... You'll go with you tomorrow, after all, you're your sister, so I'll accompany my sister more when you have time! Family, isn't that the most important? Have fun tomorrow! ”

But he accidentally touched the unknown taboo of the king of filial piety!

He had a softer smile on his face than ever when he left, but I always felt that the distance between us would be infinitely far away.

"Goodbye."

He turned around, and I couldn't see his face anymore, but it was summer, and I felt like I was in the middle of a snowy field. The cold made me shiver and froze my vision!

"Wait a minute!"

Looking at the back that was getting farther and farther away, I couldn't help but shout out loud.

"What's wrong, Haruka? Anything else? ”

"What else"? Before doubts shake my mind, I cut it off. There was no time to think about anything else, and although his mind had become chaotic because of the sudden shift, his heart was quiet.

Something had to be done! Something has to be said! Otherwise......

"Filial piety, come with me tomorrow! Even if it's a horror movie, as long as Hyozhijun is by my side, I'm sure I won't be so scared! ”

“……”

"Please! Filial piety (filial piety)! ”

I sincerely bent down and lowered my head, because if I did this, I might have a better chance of success, and I didn't dare to look at the face of Xiaozhijun now.

Through my body, all I could feel was a cold, piercing gaze. It's not like the prince of filial piety at all, what did I say wrong before that shouldn't be said......

"Yes!"

"So, see you in front of the station tomorrow!"

"Hmm!"

I looked up, but he turned around again. Looking at his shrinking back, all I was left with was doubts and uneasiness.

"What the hell is wrong with the prince of filial piety......

I didn't have the courage to catch up, so I just thought about such a thing, and moved slowly behind Xiaozhijun from a distance. It's the same road, I've walked it many, many times, but it's the first time I've found out how long it is!

Suddenly a breeze blew in my face, and the figure dragged obliquely to my feet, and I stopped to look at it, but I could no longer see him...... It's just that the wind carries his sentimentality, but I feel it, but I can't understand it!

……

Grandfather and grandmother, father and mother, brother and brother, sister and sister, these are the people I hate the most and don't want to see the most in my family.

When I was a child, my grandparents hated my mother and often spoke coldly to her, but at that time I felt very pitiful for her and always comforted her carefully; A little older, I don't know why, my father had a child with another woman, brought back "aunt" and "younger brother and sister", and clamored to divorce my mother, at first my mother didn't agree, but in the end she agreed; I can't forgive my dad for betraying my mom, so I chose to follow my mom, but ......

"What are you following me for? Even if you follow me, I won't raise you! "I will always remember this sentence and will not forget it until I die!

I left home! "Auntie" and "brother and sister" also left together after me, but they did not divorce, and the two of them still lived in the house that had changed. Call me a few times a month from time to time, remit some living expenses that can't be used up at all, care about my life, ask me about my study status, and ...... by the way, "Son, your mother's cooking has been delicious lately, how is it?" Or, when, come back for a bite to eat? Or...... We're going to send ......."

You want me to go home or something......

Six years, I haven't been back to that home for six years! For six years, they would come and see me whenever they had time, tidy up my room, and give me a lot of pocket money.

Nobody cares, there is money, there is no need to bother to clean, that's the happy life I once fantasized about - but, now.

"It's too much of an eyesore, let's disappear quickly!"

But it was I who really wanted to disappear, and I didn't want to see their guilty and sad faces anymore, and I didn't want to listen to such caring words anymore - it was too late.

If you don't like each other, why do you want to get married?

If you think I'm a burden and it's my fault, don't give birth to me in the first place.

Family members or something, it's better to die!

Selfish, willful, irresponsible...... It's sad, it's sad, it's ugly...... I've seen enough of the family's house games for adults, and I've had enough!

So, let me disappear......