Whenever you feel, the first thing you feel is pain!

Then, the pain came warmth; And then, like this, happy and miserable; In the end, I felt an indescribable deep loss just like that!

"Probably, I shouldn't have come into this world. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo”

"If you see them again......"

"I really want to ask ......"

"Why?"

- "Why did you give birth to me?" ”。

Pain is the first thing to feel......

"Ugh!"

Mo Kongxing felt his head swell. Dizziness makes him feel tightness in his chest and wants to vomit! The muscles of the whole body are sore, and they can't lift up a little bit of strength; Abdominal pain, hungry stomach is all stomach acid.

Warmth, one after another!

"Mo Kongxing?"

Mo Kongxing slowly opened his eyes, and before his gaze was fixed, he heard a familiar voice first.

"Yan Qiao? How did you end up here? ”

"I came to see my sister, but I didn't think about it, but I found you fainting on the ground in the kitchen!"

Yan Qiao's face was concerned, and his voice was calm and gentle. She stretched out her hand and gently stroked Mo Kongxing's face, revealing concern everywhere.

In this way, happiness and pain coexist.

"Your sister went to work!"

Mo Kongxing brushed Yan Qiao's hand away with difficulty with his own hand.

"I know!" Yan Qiao was a little disappointed, but didn't say much. She just withdrew her hand and placed it in front of Mo Kongxing's pillow and flicked it gently.

Disappointment, all of a sudden, came......

"Ugh!" Mo Kongxing felt the coldness, he opened his eyes, and found that Ai himself was lying on the floor. Surrounded by tiny fragments of broken plates, shards piercing hands, shards slicing wrists, blood spilling all over the ground - what was in front of us was reality.

It's just a dream!

"Really? I passed out! Mo Kongxing remembered what happened in the last moment before he fainted,

"The body is so weak, and the blood has flowed so much, this time it should be dead, right?"

Mo Kongxing struggled to turn over and lay flat in the pile of debris, his nerves had begun to numb, and he could no longer feel the pain. wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his hand, but it turned out to be stained more, but Mo Kongxing laughed!

Mo Kongxing smiled with relief: "Although it was not what I expected, although such a death is really embarrassing enough, although it came a little too suddenly...... Forget it, though! It doesn't matter anymore! So, this ...... Finally...... You can ...... with peace of mind I slept peacefully ......"

"I hope I'll never wake up again!"

Reality is like garbage: constantly trampling on others, but desperately trampling on yourself.

- Half of Mo Kongxing's dream has become a reality.

"Blank line~"

Yan Qiao's face was concerned, and his voice was calm and gentle. She stretched out her hand and gently stroked Mo Kongxing's face, revealing concern everywhere.

The difference is: Mo Kongxing didn't open his eyes, let alone brush Yan Qiao's hand with his hand, Yan Qiao didn't feel lost, but his heart was broken.

……

After getting off work, Yan Ying hurried back to the rented house.

Along the way, Yan Ying kept muttering in her heart: "Mo Kongxing, don't have an accident!" ”

After leaving the house in the morning, Yan Ying has been feeling restless, and there is always a bad premonition that something is going to happen. On the way to work, she asked all the people she had a relationship with in turn, but nothing happened. It wasn't until the afternoon, until after getting off work, that Yan Ying suddenly remembered Mo Kongxing, who was still at home and hadn't eaten or drunk for three days and three nights.

"Small...... Don't go empty! ”

Back at home, Yan Ying first saw Yan Qiao sitting on the edge of the bed, and saw her sad face, with some tears on her face. Looking for Yan Qiao's line of sight, and seeing the emaciated figure covered by the quilt on the bed, Yan Ying was stunned for a moment, and was stunned in place.

......

"Where is this?"

Surrounded by uneven buildings, a male student wearing a student uniform of Bailing Hiiragi School Park stood stupidly at the intersection.

"Filial piety!"

A blue-haired, ponytailed, and goofy girl shouted loudly beside the male student.

"Who am I?"

The male student's eyes are not focused.

"Hey, Takayuki!"

Next to the male student, a male student who resembled his friend elbowed him to the chest.

"Why does my chest suddenly feel pain?"

The male student asked mentally as he touched his chest that had just been pushed.

"Narumi-kun?"

The schoolgirl with short red hair noticed Narumi Takayuki's abnormality, but she was too shy and could only shout weakly.

"Whose voice is that?"

A calm voice sounded in Narumi Takayuki's heart. Then the next moment came a sudden loss: "Why is it dark all around?"

Suddenly, the light dispelled the darkness and filled the entire field of vision. The light faded, and the vision slowly began to recover; What catches your eye is a strange street and a strange girl.

"Why...... I would ...... here."

Following the contemplation of questions, the memories are gradually awakened one by one. Glancing at the blue-haired girl, the yellow-haired boy, and the red-haired girl in turn, Narumi Takayuki said distractedly, "Hasase Suigetsu...... Ping Shen 2...... Haruka Suzumiya! ”

"Hey, Takayuki, what's wrong with you?" Knowing that his best friend Haruka Suzumiya has a crush on Takayuki Narumi, Mizuki Hasase is determined to help. In order to make do with his good friends Haruka Suzumiya and Takayuki Narumi, Mizuki Hasase took the initiative to talk to Takayuki Narumi and became friends.

Since then, Ase Mizuki has often been with Narumi Takayuki, and in this way, it is natural to know Shinji Hirai, who also often appears by Narumi Takayuki's side; After getting acquainted, Ase Mizugetsu introduced his best friend, Haruka Suzumiya, to Takayuki Narumi and Shinji Peace.

In order to increase the time that Haruka Suzumiya and Takayuki Narumi spent together, Mizuki Hasase invited Takayuki Narumi to go home together, and in order not to reveal his intentions, he invited Shinji Hirai to come with him at the same time. And such days have been more than a month.

Today, Narumi Koyi rarely speaks all day, and is always silently looking out the window in a daze. On the way home together, he was always silent, and he was originally cheerful, but he seemed to be preoccupied.

I didn't get any response when I talked to him along the way.

When he came to the intersection and was supposed to be separated, Narumi Takayuki was suddenly stunned and froze in place.

"I'm fine!" After coming back to his senses, Narumi Takayuki touched his head and smiled reluctantly. Because there are too many memories, and it suddenly appeared in Narumi Takayuki's mind in an instant, his current thinking is very confused.

"It's time to separate! Mizuki, Haruka, see you tomorrow! ”

Takayuki Narumi needs time to sort it out.

"Water Moon?"

"Haruka?"

In the memories of Hasase Mizuki and Haruka Suzumiya, it was the first time that he was called so by Narumi Takayuki, and he couldn't help but feel warm while feeling puzzled. An inexplicable warm current in his chest flowed through his body, and for the first time, Ase Mizuki noticed the feelings he had been burying in his heart, while Haruka Suzumiya felt that his mind seemed to be noticed by Narumi Takayuki, and he was both happy and shy for a while.

"So, see you tomorrow, Shinji!"

"Oh, see you tomorrow, Mizuki!"

"Goodbye, Ping-san!"

"Goodbye, Suzumiya!"

Saying goodbye to Shinji Hei, Ase Mizuki and Haruka Suzumiya walked on the road together, with their own thoughts, and the two always chatted about meaningless topics without a word, until they came to a fork in the road again.

"So, see you tomorrow, Shuiyue!"

Haruka Suzumiya waved at Hasase Mizuki with some embarrassment, and Hasase Mizutsuki, who responded to her, also looked a little guilty: "Well, I'll see you tomorrow, Haruka!"

The two separated like this, embarked on two different paths, and neither looked back!

……

Vertical day.

"What are you doing here, Takayuki?"

Shui Yue found Xiao Zhi in the classroom looking out of the window in a daze, in Shui Yue's eyes, Xiao Zhi seemed to have something hidden under his calm surface.

"Do you want to ask?" She thought so in her heart, but she didn't have the courage to say it. looks like a lively and cheerful girl, but her heart is extraordinarily fragile.

"Thinking about something!"

Xiaozhi didn't look at Shui Yue, he just looked at the void outside the window lightly and said calmly.

"Think about something...... What does it mean? ”

"Nothing! Compared to this, you have something to do with me? Turning his head, Xiaozhi asked Shui Yue after a casual perfunctory moment.

"That...... Filial piety ......"

"What's wrong?" didn't look at Shui Yue, whose eyes flickered, but Xiaozhi heard her trembling heart.

"After School...... Can you come to that hill after school? ”

"Why?"

"I have something to say to you, you must come!"

"Oh!"

Xiaozhi waved his hand, turned back and continued to look out the window, for a long, long time......

After school, Takayuki came to that hill as promised. There stands a large tree with lush foliage, like a commemoration and a promise, and it is evergreen all year round. In the past, Xiaozhi often came here, but for some reason, he felt that something would happen to him here.

"Am I expecting anything......"

Leaning against the tree, looking at the scenery under the hill, and looking at the figure of the shrunken building, I always feel much more comfortable. For me, this is my favorite place; As long as you stay here, you can enjoy a moment of peace without thinking, worrying, or being disturbed.

However, I had a hunch before I came, and I probably won't come again!

If you want to ask why......

"Water Moon...... Haruka? ”

It wasn't the water moon I was waiting for that who came out of the woods, but her best friend, Haruka Suzumiya.

"Narumi San...... Water Moon She ...... Water Moon She ......"

"Aren't you coming?"

Actually, it's nothing if you don't come, and it's good to come here to relax after a long absence!

"Hmmm! That ......"

"Haruka?"

Remote? Why could I call her so easily and affectionately? Just take it for granted! It's just that I'm used to it......

How can this be......

"I like you! Narumi San, please mingle with me! ”

Like me?

The cool breeze blowing through my body brought me comfort and let me know that I was calm! It's definitely not a fantasy, and it's not an auditory hallucination.

However, I didn't like her at all, and I didn't even think about falling in love.

"Okay, let's get along!"

However, I watched Haruka say this calmly.

I just couldn't help but say it unconsciously. Maybe it's the silence after the breeze leaves, maybe it's the anxiety under the remote silence, maybe it's the heartache that will come after feeling "I'm sorry", maybe it's just that I don't want to see tears, maybe it's ......

I've long liked her - Haruka Suzumiya.

The glow of the setting sun fell under the evergreen trees, reflecting the slender shadows of the two people. Xiaozhi stared into the distance, staring at his back, obviously so close, but so far away.

But the two of them showed a relieved smile at the same time......

"Filial piety?"

Filial piety, hearing the phone ringing, Xiaozhi hurriedly picked up the phone: "Well, Shuiyue?" It's all this time, what's the matter? ”

"It's Haruka's business, filial piety...... Did you promise her? ”

Shui Yue's dull voice came from the other end of the phone, although she wanted to ask what was wrong, but she couldn't say anything when the words came to her mouth. In the end, it can only be like: "Hmm!"

"Really...... You promised her! ”

Her voice was even more muffled, and she probably hadn't noticed that her voice was actually shaking.

"Hmm...... Is there anything else? ”

"No, that's all I want to talk about! Filial piety ......"

"What?"

"Haruka, Haruka, she's my important friend, you have to treat her well!"

"I know!"

"Really...... Well, good night! ”

"Good night!"

The phone hung up in silence, and Takayuki noticed Suigetsu's abnormality, and he felt confused. His instincts told him that if he asked, things would get to the point where he didn't want to face them. He felt fear, he was afraid......

Xiaozhi didn't know what to do, and he didn't dare to act rashly; So, he was silent!

In the dimly lit room, Takayuki, who put the earpiece back in its place, hugged his knees tightly; Under the bright moon, Shui Yue's face leaning against the wall still had tear stains; On the other side, in the boudoir with the small lamp on, the girl is opening a new page of the diary, and slowly writing the contents of the diary with a joyful smile!

People only remember laughter, and no one cares about sadness; Heartbreaking things will be sealed, and people will choose to forget, just because they are too sad.

……

"I've heard that there's a new game hall in front of the station!"

"Yes, yes, I know that!"

"What? When was this? ”

Games, that's what interests me the most!

"You just opened it a few days ago? Why, you don't know? ”

"Ahaha......"

"That~......"

The boy pointed out the window.

"Oh~ I see! No wonder ......"

Looking down from here, in the shade of a tree on the side of the road stood a girl with red hair, Haruka Suzumiya—that was my girlfriend. Although I said that I was a girlfriend, although we did have a relationship, although she really liked me very much......

But......

"Okay, let's get along!"

I don't like her.

Although she is cute and beautiful on the outside, and there is nothing wrong with her, I just don't like it...... No, it's more like no feeling than dislike; At least, I didn't see her as a girlfriend in the truest sense of the word—a lover.

I'm terrible!

Obviously they have been dating for several days, and they have already promised her, obviously ......

"Filial piety!"

Shinji's voice interrupted my thoughts, and looking at Haruka's figure, I felt guilty, and suddenly I had a feeling of heartache that I didn't want to face.

"Why?"

"What did you say?"

"Nothing!"

With a wave of my hand, I picked up my bag and walked out of the classroom.

"The King of Filial Piety!"

"Filial piety", this is the day we confirmed the relationship, I asked Haruka to call me that. Although she blushed and said, "I'm so embarrassed," she still called out intimately. Maybe it was my delusion, she had a smile on her face every time she called me. As for the "Jun" that has to be added no matter what, it's up to her!

"What's wrong?"

"Do you have any interests or hobbies?"

My interests or hobbies......

"Of course there is! For example, games, anime, music, writing, walking, sports, reading books, etc., ......"

"Reading ......"

"That's right! But...... I love to read, but I don't have a favorite book! ”

"Don't have a copy?"

Haruka stopped and turned to look at me.

"That's right!"

"Why?"

It's normal to be confused, no matter who it is, people who like to read will always have a favorite book or two. But—I didn't.

"Because all the books I've read are the same......"

"All the same?"

"That's right! It's all the same...... It doesn't matter if it's a good book or a bad one; Whether it's a masterpiece or an e-novel; It's all the same! ”

“……”

"No matter how good the article is, no matter how good the content, no matter how beautiful the story...... I'm always upset! (This would not be the case in the ideal world...... ）”

“……”

"That's probably because the prince of filial piety is too willful......"

"That's right!"

That's right! As Haruka said, that's probably because I'm too willful! However, it is true that what I think is completely different from what the author writes; When it becomes the opposite, there are quite a few; And then there's the mind......

Actually, I was thinking a long time ago:

"Probably, I'm not a human being!"