'Yezi, I have a lot of things I want to say to you, but I don't know what to say every time I face you, so I have to write this letter to you, I remember you told me that you will read this book every night, so you will definitely see this letter too. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info from the night of the typhoon in Hangzhou, I know that the love in your heart has hurt you, and I also know how heavy he used to be in your heart, but how I hope you can look at the people around you, because then you will find that I have always been, when I go out to play, in fact, I have always been unhappy, because every time I see a lot of heartless and smiling people, I always think of you, and I have thought that you will call to say hello, maybe you are too busy, even not once, when I decided to call you, I found that I can't say I miss you anymore, just listen quietlyEven if it's just that we didn't speak, but that's also a kind of happiness, since Sanya, I've been back, you went to Hangzhou, in fact, I also went, looking at your lonely figure by the sea, I actually felt very heartbroken, I don't know if you were thinking about him at the time, because Dalian is the place where you and all his memories are, the trip to Hangzhou you went to my home, I will be selfish to think that you are thinking about the typhoon that trapped you and me that night, that night you confided in me, tell me, you and his story, I have no way to watch behind you,I had to go to HD first.,I know where you're going to go.,Are you also liking me? So I went to HD first, and sure enough, you came, and the days after that seemed to be struggling, so I chose to write to you, if you like me too, please call me by my 'name' from the day you met me, okay? Dad's illness gave me a big boost, he hoped that I could get married, and he also hoped that I could marry Le'er, but what I like is you, and I have you in my heart, if you are the same, let's get married, on this New Year's Day. If you haven't liked me, then call me master, and treat everything as if I was self-inflicted. Chen Heliu. ’

Lu Zi sat alone on the cold floor, the snow was still falling outside, and she bit her lip and sobbed lowly.

'Chen He, how could I not like you'

'Why didn't I want to call you, how could I not find out that your kindness to me was not a simple master-apprentice relationship, why didn't I read the letter?' Why should I wait until more than two months later to want to tell you that I like you, and why? ……’

Chen He...... Chen He...... Chen He ...... 'She called his name over and over again, and the churning in her heart sent chills down her spine.

On the TV screen, he is still handsome and messy, but he still has a beaten expression, so rigid and let the reporter shoot wildly.

Chen He under the flash looked at the camera, he looked at the camera very seriously and spoke to the camera, Lu Ziye watched the replay over and over again, she knew the shape of his mouth, and he said again, "Goodbye." ’

How many meters of length he isolated, how much space he isolated, how many TVs he faced, how many cameras were saying goodbye to himself, just two words, Lu Zi's hands began to tremble, why did his heart hurt so much, this love that was late, missed, and about to say goodbye was endlessly terminated.

She watched this video I don't know how many times, and I don't know how many times she shed tears, Lu Ziye hugged herself tightly in her arms, and the video next to her was still playing, leaning against the cold wall, she actually fell asleep.

In the dream, Chen He stretched out his hand to her and asked softly if she was willing to be together, she muttered that she was willing, but the sense of the picture suddenly changed again, and there was that beautiful Le'er standing next to him, and her smile towards Lu Ziye made her envious.

Le'er said softly: "Lu Ziye, will you bless me?" You'll bless us, won't you? ”

With tears in her eyes, she nodded and told her, "She wants to bless them, and I hope you can love him well." ”

Le'er changed her smiling face, "Lu Ziye, what are you yourself?" Do you think Chen He loves you? Yes, maybe he loves you, but now that he's my husband, why do you think I won't love him well? ”

Then in the end, Chen He held Le'er and whispered 'goodbye' to Lu Ziye, their figures were getting farther and farther away, she was almost out of reach, but she was still running wildly, and finally their images disappeared completely, just leaving a low and depressed voice in the air, saying goodbye.

New Year's Day is the beginning of the new year, but it is the beginning of a new wound, how will Lu Ziye face Chen He, who is already married, when he goes back, is there any good medicine in the world? Are there any regret pills? Is there a time machine? Let her go back to his days.

Pity...... There is no going back, when Lu Ziye returned to the company again, the script she wrote was drafted as an actress, she was Le'er, Chen He's new wife.

That day she handed in her resignation letter, she had no way to continue working casually in such an environment, when she saw Chen He, she still called him master, and showed him what she thought was the sweetest smile to bless him, and he also asked Lu Ziye what about the book of Parisian lovers?

She just lied: "Pulled it down when I moved that day." I went back to look for it, but unfortunately I lost it. ”

He said: "If you lose it, you can lose it, and if you lose it, it's good." Then he asked her, "What did you say you were going to tell me when you came back?" Lu Ziye turned his face away and said with a smile: "You already know." ”

He asked, "What?" ”

Lu Ziye said: "It's something I want to resign." ”

He nodded and said, "So that's it." ”

Lu Ziye looked at his still handsome face, thinking about the bits and pieces they had with each other, it turned out that she was really not as strong as she imagined, she looked at him and said softly: "Can I hug you?" After all...... We are mentors and apprentices. ”

He smiled bitterly and said, "Of course." ”

She hugged him gently, just as he had hugged her the first time, so cautious, so grief-stricken.

They were in different moods, and he would believe that he really hadn't read the letter, right?

Lu Ziye also selfishly thinks that he will also believe that he is going to come back and say to him this is what he said.

She won't be like she used to be, but she will put this matter in the depths of her heart, a ridiculous thing, the ending of the story of the script written by Lu Ziye is the same as she is now, it turns out that she has already written the ending of their story.

Gu Feng and Luna went abroad together, and their life abroad should be more and more dating without Lu Ziye's bonds, okay? She leaned on Tang Jiao's shoulder, tears flowed over and over again, she said: "Gu Feng is my first love, I have loved him seriously for three years, every time I think about it, my heart still hurts, it was Chen He who healed the wound in my heart, but he sprinkled a handful of salt on the original wound, it was so painful, so painful." ”

"Lu Ziye," Tang Jiao called her, she knew that whenever Tang Jiao called you by name and surname, you should be ready to be scolded, sure enough, "Ye Zi, you ****** listen to me, there is no one in this world who can't live without you, do you think you are the only one who is sad and sad to die?" What do you know, what do you know? Why did Gu Feng separate from you? Luna, she's your best friend, do you know why Luna wants to be with Gu Feng? I think you can't afford it, you can't even compare to Luna, because you don't deserve it. ”

This unworthy sentence was also said by Lu Ziye at the beginning, but this sentence made Tang Jiao say it to himself.

"What the hell is going on?" Lu Ziye asked softly.

Tang Jiao closed her eyes, because Lu Ziye clearly saw the faint tears in Tang Jiao's eyes, "A year ago, you thought I suddenly disappeared, did you really go to Sanya to help my father run a bar?" ”

Lu Ziye looked at her suspiciously: "Isn't it?" ”

"Lu Ziye, you are like this, you are self-reliant, you are proud, you are arrogant, you are always self-righteous, why do you think Gu Feng will be separated from you? You've been in love for so long, how much do you know about him? Gu Feng is silent every time, do you know what this silence behind him is sticking to, how painful and bitter it is, Lu Ziye, you don't know anything at all. ”

She looked at her with teary eyes and asked, "What's wrong?" Tell me. Her voice was already shaking.

"Gu Feng has been diagnosed with liver cancer in his junior year, during that period he has begun to vomit blood, the doctor said that Gu Feng only has two or three years to live, his condition is not optimistic, he is afraid that you will be sad, and he is even more afraid that you will become more depressed because of his departure, he chose to break up with you, and then he watched you shed tears in his senior year, and he also shed tears, Lu Ziye, do you remember seeing Gu Feng and Luna hugging each other in Hangzhou? He wanted to tell you a lot at that time that he still loved you and still wanted to hold you tightly in his arms, but the test sheets and chemotherapy made him lose the motivation to love you. ”

Tang Jiao took a deep breath and continued: "I also only found out a year ago, Gu Feng went to Dalian before choosing to go abroad, do you know why he went to Dalian?" Tang Jiao's question made Lu Ziye apply, the call from Dalian, he called, he said that he wanted to meet, Lu Ziye's shoulders trembled and he couldn't say anything.

"Lu Ziye, you didn't even let him see the last side, you let him leave the place where you fell in love with grief and indignation, and you let him fly abroad alone to the place where I don't know if I will see the sun tomorrow, Gu Feng really loves you miserably."

"Why are you talking to me about this? Why tell me this, why are you so cruel? Lu Ziye almost roared.

"Because I want you to be sober, and I want you to open your eyes and look at the world and the path you continue to walk, don't ****** looking for death and life all day long." Tang Jiao's words were like knives that forcibly removed the carrion on Lu Ziye's wound, and then new blood gushed out, making her feel painful.