Let yourself calm down and ponder for a long time, it can be said that your thoughts have been very chaotic, and you always want to stop yourself, but it often backfires, and I can still distinguish between the willfulness of reason and impulsiveness, after all, the new day will continue??????

Winter seems to pass quickly, without feeling the slightest cold has entered the spring, in the new season Lu Ziye's life seems to be beginning to brew the breath of fermentation, her mother continues to arrange blind dates for her, the initial nervousness is overwhelmed and then slowly accustomed to it, now think about the first blind date that her mother arranged for her and still have palpitations. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Lu Ziye is not from the Foreign Trade Association, but it seems that her mother's requirements are too low, and her size is about the same as Lu Ziye, from the moment they met, Lu Ziye felt that my world collapsed, and then the whole nerve spasmed, and when she saw him, she couldn't think of a second word except that she thought he was loyal.

Perhaps this honest word is interpreted by her as a positive term, not a derogatory one.

Under the pull of the relatives, Lu Ziye and this simple-looking strange man were arranged in a small room inside, he kept his head down and looked at his feet, without saying a word, Lu Ziye knew that it was rude to look at him all the time.

But Lu Ziye didn't know how to talk to a person who made a living, Lu Ziye always thought that she was a good talker, but today she was wrong, she found that she was poor in words.

After pondering for a while, he seemed to have made a lot of determination, glanced up at Lu Ziye, and then immediately lowered his head and said, "Hello." ”

Lu Ziye also smiled and said, "You're okay." ”

Lu Ziye knew that if she didn't speak again, she was afraid that she would be cold to death by him, so Lu Ziye got straight to the point: "It's my first blind date, so I'm nervous, and I don't even know what topic to talk about." ”

He looked up and said with a big red face: "Really? First blind date. ”

Hearing that he was familiar with the road, Lu Ziye smiled: "Do you think I still have to lie about this?" Does it make sense? ”

He bowed his head again and said, "I heard that you used to work outside, what did you do?" ”

Lu Ziye smiled, he was really straight to the point, so he said, "Freelancer." ”

Looking at his puzzled expression, Lu Ziye smiled: "If you say that you are a free person, you actually earn money from the pen." ”

Seeing that he still had a puzzled expression, Lu Ziye said directly: "I write the script." ”

But later, seeing that he was expressionless, Lu Ziye knew that it would be superfluous to explain now, so he said, "Don't talk about me, talk about you!" Because she knows that this honest man is not on the same channel as her at all, and it's nonsense to talk about it.

He said, "What do you say about me?" ”

"It's okay, you can look at it and say it."

He said, "I'm an excavator. ”

Lu Ziye said "oh" and said, "Then you must be very hard." "It is estimated that he is the main excavator major of Lanxiang Technical School, and suddenly thought that this has nothing to do with stir-frying, right?

He smiled thoughtfully, Lu Ziye was attracted by his strange smile, and said a little puzzled: "What are you laughing at?" ”

"I knew there would be good things in the next few days," he said. ”

Lu Ziye said: "What's a good thing? ”

He said: "I had a dream in which a phoenix flew to me. Before he could finish speaking, Lu Ziye interrupted: "Then don't say it, don't say such a good dream." ”

He bowed his head again, so that was the end of their conversation, but afterwards his mother said: "This is the person who lives his life, you have been wandering around for so long, who has never seen anyone, but how many honest and loyal people do you know?" ”

That's right, her mother's words made Lu Ziye reflect deeply, but feelings are different from love and kindness, what does Lu Ziye have to say to her mother to understand, do you want her to tell her that she is in love with a married man, and she is still thinking about him.

Or that the ex-boyfriend broke up with her in order not to get hurt and conceal his illness.

Lu Ziye is now spending nothing all day long for the sake of ......, she looked at her mother and cast a disdainful glance at her, that's right, she disdains to do it, Lu Ziye has always thought so, so she has never dared to turn on the phone, did not dare to log in to the mailbox, and did not contact any friends in Beijing, because she was afraid, she was afraid too much??????。

After the first blind date failed, her mother began to be busy on the second blind date, Lu Ziye knew that as long as she nodded, she would spend her whole life with the pancake stall, Lu Ziye didn't know what happened to her mother, what she thought, but her mother said: "This has craftsmanship, and I won't be hungry in the future, so it's a livelihood." ”

Lu Ziye was speechless, and after the third and fourth times until she couldn't bear it anymore, she finally decided to embark on the road she had been afraid of, and she didn't know how many thorns there were on the road ahead.

I don't know if I have the ability to overcome obstacles, Maruko's father contacted Lu Ziye through other channels, and also chatted for a long time on the phone, he admired her writing style very much, so he asked her not to give up, let alone cut off contact, because Maruko likes this industry.

So as a father, he hopes to find a good partner for his daughter, obviously Lu Ziye was successfully selected, but Lu Ziye doesn't know if he can really have the ability to see him again and stop her crazy thoughts, the bag seems to be sorted out quickly, looking at this small package, she seems to be in deep thought, here carries all her bits, so who can dominate her all?

So with her mother's nagging and the blessings and advice of the whole family, Lu Ziye embarked on the road that had always scared and struggled her.

In the spring, Beijing is still blowing a biting wind, Tang Jiao prepared an apartment for her in the second ring road, a two-bedroom house, the inside is very clean, she put down her luggage and looked at it simply, I don't know why she wants the balcony room now, because there are memories of her and him, and there is no here.

Lu Ziye knew that my thoughts were wrong, after all, they didn't have any intersection anymore, and there was still the letter in the wallet, and her tears fell unconsciously, Lu Ziye never knew that it was so difficult to control her feelings, it turned out that love was terrible.

Terrible so deep engraved in his bones, wiped his tears, put his clothes away, and opened all the windows, Lu Ziye, I want to tell you that from today on, your life is still very exciting, forget the past, and have the present.

When the phone was turned on, there were a lot of calls and text messages, but she didn't read them and deleted them all...... Because she wants to start anew and can't live in her past thoughts, Maruko only came to her in the afternoon, she was wearing a small black trench coat, full of femininity.

Lu Ziye smiled and said, "Maruko, you are still ??????" deliberately didn't say it, but Maruko really pouted and said, "Yezi, you know how to talk about me." ”

After a simple chat with Maruko, her mood seemed to be much better, and she also found that she was not as vulnerable as she imagined, and learned from Maruko's mouth that the master was doing well, but he didn't go to the company often after she left, and sometimes he only appeared once in two or three months, Lu Ziye thought he should be very busy.

Since Maruko's reunion, Lu Ziye received a notebook, which is the meaning of Maruko's father, he wants to extend the urban situation, because now this is the only or missing drama, if it is properly promoted, this kind of drama should be a big hit, so during this time, she has been fighting with everyone in the unit, and the endless meetings and endless discussions have finally settled today.

Originally, she said that she was going to eat with Huhu and fleas, but she was really tired and wanted to go back to rest early, and by the way, she was going to be left tonight, wrapped her army-green trench coat tightly, and walked to the corridor when someone called her.

The voice was so familiar, Lu Ziye stopped, and made a long determination to turn back, black jacket, jeans, hair is very clean, giving people a clean and refreshing feeling, this is the first time she saw the master, he is really doing well, "Hey master!" Long time no see"

He walked over and smiled and said, "You've lost a lot of weight,"

"Thank you"!

"I heard you're back, when did you arrive? Why didn't you contact me? ”

"Hehe, it was decided temporarily, and it's not a big deal for me to come back, I don't need to be notified, it's troublesome."

"Oh, yes, I think we're a lot stranger."

"How so? You are still my master, how dare my little apprentice drink the master to show his face, hehe, you think too much. ”

"Maybe!"

"Well, I'm back anyway, why don't we go have a drink?"

The master thought for a moment and said, "I have to go back to dinner in the evening." ”

Lu Ziye suddenly realized: "By the way, you see my memory, the master is going back to accompany the master, it seems that I am really too ignorant." ”

He shook his head and said, "My father is sick. ”

Lu Ziye said "ah" and said, "Is it serious?" ”

"I was diagnosed with cancer half a year ago, and the doctor said that this disease depends on the time."

The master's eyes were a little red, Lu Ziye looked really distressed, she knew that what I said now was useless, so she patted him on the shoulder and said, "I'll go see Teacher Chen tomorrow." ”

"Okay...... I want you to go see him, he will be very happy ......",

Lu Ziye nodded, looking at his back as he turned to leave.

After contacting Maruko, she also asked, when did Master Chen find out about cancer? It turned out that before he and Le'er got married, he must have had a very bad time during that period.

Tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, and her heart really hurt .......