Chapter 46: The Touched Heart
"Damn! What's going on? β
After a night, everything suddenly changed. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
After waking up in the morning, Mo Kongxing washed up as usual, and standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom, he naturally noticed the abnormality.
ββIt's too quiet.
Usually, at this time, Gu Lanxin should be busy while washing up with him. Today, however, there is none. There was no movement at home, I don't know if Gu Lanxin left first, or if she hadn't gotten up yet.
To call her?
Normally, that's what you should do. However, Mo Kongxing did not. He washed up and left the house alone.
On the road was the same breeze as usual, the wild flowers and weeds that had not changed much, and the strangers who had walked together many times but still didn't know each other.
They are students, the flowers of the future of the motherland, and the inevitable burden of society. Mo Kongxing is a student, but he is not a student; He is a man, but he is not a man; He is alive, but his heart is half dead.
In the face of a boring world, he has not changed anything!
It's not a dream here, and he doesn't dream anymore!
It's just that......
In front of her gaze, a faceless girl looked at Mo Kongxing quietly, as if waiting for him. Seeing her, Mo Kongxing smiled, he stared at her affectionately, and then walked quickly towards her.
"Hey, early in the morning, what do you want to do?"
Mo Kongxing was pulled from behind, the figure in his sight disappeared, and Mo Kongxing suddenly felt extremely lost. He glanced back at the man who was holding him, and let out a lament of emptiness and weakness.
He didn't say anything, bowed his head and prepared to turn away.
"Hey, I said there should be a limit to your rudeness! I saved you with good intentions because of my small face! You're good.,Not only didn't you even say thank you.,You actually put a face on me.γγ β
Mo Kongxing glanced at Yan Ying, and Yan Ying's chattering words immediately stopped.
That's looking at the sight of the dead, it's a warning, it's a vent!
- Mo Kongxing didn't dare to do that.
Whatever, Yan Ying didn't think that way at all.
However, it is precisely because of this that she was able to live "well".
Ignoring Yan Ying in front of him, Mo Kongxing silently turned around and left. Lonely back. The steps are frivolous and slow, and it looks like you have lost your soul.
In Yan Ying's eyes, Mo Kongxing at this moment looked so fragile. Her heart softened, and she couldn't help but follow, walking side by side with Mo Kongxing.
"What about Gu Lanxin?"
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"Dumped?"
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"No wonder it's so sad! But you don't have to think about it that way! β
To be honest, Yan Ying knew that Mo Kongxing had no nostalgia for this world anymore, but she never thought that Mo Kongxing would seek death! That's not something a normal person would think of at all!
Even so, though!
When Yan Ying saw Mo Kongxing's eyes looking at the void blankly, she immediately understood what Mo Kongxing wanted to do! If you want to ask why - it's because she did it, of course.
Although the reasons are likely to be different, Yan Ying also chose to die at one time!
At that time, it was Yan Qiao who saved her, it was Yan Qiao who became her spiritual pillar, and it was Yan Qiao who gave her a reason to live.
Therefore, for Yan Ying: Yan Qiao is definitely not just a sister.
- In Mo Kongxing's mind, Yan Ying did not become "that kind of person".
Because the most important thing is different!
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Mo Kongxing continued to be silent, he still lowered his head, and he had no intention of responding to Yan Ying's words.
"Na...... Well? Because Mo Kongxing didn't respond for a long time, Yan Ying was a little impatient and wanted to say a few angry words, but when she turned her head, she saw an incredible scene.
In Yan Ying's sight, a transparent girl looked at her affectionately, and the girl squirmed her mouth, as if she was saying something.
Yan Ying was stunned, because the transparent girl who spoke was none other than Gu Lanxin, who had met and greeted her yesterday. The faint illusion made Yan Ying subconsciously think that it was an illusion caused by not waking up.
But she laughed!
In the end, Gu Lanxin glanced at Mo Wentian deeply, and she smiled happily. It seems to be completely relieved, it seems to be completely satisfied, and it seems that there are really no regrets!
She laughed and disappeared without warning!
"What's wrong with you......" Mo Kongxing raised his head and saw Yan Ying's body frozen as if he had been frozen, and out of curiosity, he pushed Yan Ying.
"Boom!"
However, this gentle push pushed Yan Ying to the ground.
"It hurts!"
"You did it on purpose!"
"I'm just kindly waking you up."
"You ......"
"You did it on purpose!"
Yan Ying angrily wanted to kick Mo Kongxing.
"Bang!"
"Ah...... It hurts, it hurts, it hurts......"
She kicked Mo Kongxing, but she was the one who hurt.
Yan Ying sat on the ground and gently stroked her ankle, and a leaf shook in front of her eyes and fell to her feet. Yan Ying subconsciously looked at the small green leaf, and then a slender little hand suddenly appeared in her sight, and at the same time, a low and soft voice came to her ear: "Come on!"
"Mo ...... Blank lines? β
His gaze moved upwards with the palm, and Yan Ying determined the owner of the palm, Mo Kongxing.
Mo Kongxing, who was usually indifferent to everything, actually reached out to her, and he was still smiling. It was a faintly soft smile. Just like that voice! It makes people feel inexplicably reassuring, calm and comfortable!
Is he really Mo Kongxing?
Looking at Mo Kongxing in his sight, Yan Ying couldn't help but have such a thought in his mind. Although Yan Ying was shocked by Mo Kongxing's sudden change, she did not hesitate.
Yan Ying naturally stretched out her right hand, took the initiative to take Mo Kongxing's right hand, clenched his hand, and with the gentle force that came with her, she easily stood up from the ground.
Patting the dust stained by the fall, Yan Ying looked up at Mo Kongxing's face, looking at the gentle face that was gradually retracted, she showed a happy smile: "Thank you!"
"I didn't expect you to have this side!"
However, the euphoria did not last for five seconds before it turned into cunning.
"That's because you're all seeing the world with your eyes!"
Glancing at Yan Ying lightly, Mo Kongxing turned around and snorted coldly with disdain, and walked up first.
"What do people use without their eyes? Don't you either! β
Yan Ying replied nonchalantly, quickly followed Mo Kongxing's footsteps, and then overtook him.
"I'm different from you!"
Mo Kongxing's eyes lit up, and they suddenly became sharp.
"It's all people, what's the difference!"
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"I'm not human!"
"Not human?" Yan Ying stopped, then turned around: "What's that?"
"What is it? I would also like to know ......"
Mo Kongxing suddenly raised his head and glanced deeply at the distant sky, and let out a long sigh with a little melancholy and doubt.
At this moment, he looks so fragile, but he is so strong!
With heavy but firm steps, Mo Kongxing no longer paid attention to Yan Ying, no matter what she said or did, he was not allowed to respond. Mo Kongxing fell into deep thought:
Who the hell are you?
What is the self that has given up on the real world and is bent on pursuing the eternal end?
Is it human? Impossible!
-- Human beings are not so stupid that they don't think about such things, and even if they die, it's just expecting a better afterlife.
Is it God? No, it won't!
-- Rationalizing everything, a god who has existed for an unknown number of years would not have given birth to such a ridiculous will.
Is it a demon? This is even more nonsense!
However, perhaps the "nonsense" is closer to the correct answer, after all, Mo Kongxing, like the real demon, has a wish.
An unreasonable, selfish, desire to fulfill no matter what!
That's their raison d'Γͺtre, the only motivation to be alive!
"It's a bit similar, but it's really different!"
When he arrived at the school, walked into the classroom, sat in his seat, looked at the clear sky outside the window, and felt the same freshness, Mo Kongxing couldn't help but murmur.
Under the sky stood a young man, and sitting low on the ground was an unknown strange girl whose face could not be seen. Looking at the cute appearance of her gently rubbing her ankles, the boy couldn't help but feel an urge to take care of her.
At that time, the young man was still gentle with people! Therefore, without hesitation, he walked up to the strange girl.
"Come!"
The boy stretched out his hand to the girl, and the girl subconsciously raised her head. Seeing the girl's warm smile, she couldn't help but feel relieved, and then naturally took the boy's hand.
"Thank you!"
After getting up, the girl said to the boy with a smile.
"No thanks! But...... Can you still walk? β
Seeing the girl's reluctant smile, the boy couldn't help but care.
"Don't ......"
The girl wants to say, "It doesn't matter".
"You don't have to force yourself!"
was interrupted intimately by the teenager.
"Huh?"
The girl showed a stunned expression, and the boy couldn't help but chuckle: "It hurts!" Come, I'll take you home! β
"Take me home?"
The girl was even more stunned!
"Even if you go to school, you're probably going to spend a day in the health room! So, it's better to go home...... By the way, by the way, do you have anyone at home? β
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"Mom and Dad went to work, and I think there should be no one at home."
The girl didn't know how to deal with the boy in front of her, but she clearly felt the pure kindness of the boy. Out of politeness, the girl responded to the strange teenager who suddenly appeared in front of her.
"Really...... Sure enough......"
The strange boy turned his head to the void, as if looking at something. After a few seconds, the young man turned around, and in front of the girl, he squatted down slightly: "Come, come up, I'll carry you home!"
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The girl was silent, she lowered her head, and it seemed that the words of the teenager made her feel shy! After a moment, the girl raised her head, and she looked at the teenager seriously: "Can I trust you?"
"Huh~hehe!"
The boy laughed, and he was amused by the girl's words! After many years, he finally smiled from the bottom of his heart again.
"Hehe~Huhehe~"
He suddenly felt extremely relaxed and felt a lot more relaxed.
"Ah~ Of course you can...... No, I'm sorry. You can trust me! β
Seeing the girl's stunned expression, the young man calmed down a little, but he still couldn't stop being a little excited: "Isn't it?"
"Hmm...... I believe you! β
The boy's confident smile confused the girl, but she still chose to "believe" the boy. The girl blushed and lay on the young man's back, blowing hot air in the young man's ear: "Then, I'm sorry for you!"
The boy sent the girl home, took care of her until the family returned, and then left silently. When they first met, they didn't know each other at that time, and they never imagined that they would become lovers later.
"Looking back now, I just feel relaxed! I just can't help but want to laugh! Hehe, hehe~ hehe! ε²~hehe......"
Recalling the first encounter with the apricot between the flowers in his dream, Mo Kongxing couldn't help but smile, he didn't know why, he just felt relaxed, just relieved, just relieved......