"Come with me. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info" Lu Xiao's eyebrows have been tightly locked, this is a look that Zhou Miao has never seen, she wants to speak, but she doesn't know where to start, as if everything happened too suddenly, suddenly to the moment your strong city bombarded to the ground, that incomplete look is what you don't want to see again in your life.

"I'm not kidding, I mean seriously, if you don't have the mindset to deal with the current situation right now, then leaving is definitely not the best choice! And come with me, I can't promise to heal your psychological wounds, but I can provide you with a place to heal your wounds, maybe in another city, you can change your life. Lu Xiao slowly pulled up Zhou Miao's still cold double number, this time Zhou Miao didn't push him away, just smiled and nodded.

Lu Xiao cried with joy as if he couldn't believe that Zhou Miao actually promised himself, and he said earnestly again: "Don't worry, I won't let you shed tears, let alone deceive you." ”

Zhou Miao's heart suddenly skipped a beat, once Gu Feifei had said the same thing to himself, he was in an extremely bad mood that day, he was still everywhere, especially serious and told himself that only he would not deceive himself in the world, and his own heart seemed to be secretly placed on him that time, but after knowing the truth of the matter, Zhou Miao found that everything in the world seemed to have almost become unrecognizable in an instant.

"Gu Feifei, don't forget that you approached Zhou Miao just to keep her away from Lin Xiao, what are you doing now? Into the play? Ji Boya looked at Gu Feifei angrily, as if the big boy in front of him was not the relative he had once promoted, and he was now dealing with things with Ji Boya and his disgusted thinking.

"I didn't." Gu Feiyun said lightly.

"None? Then you told me that you approached Zhou Miao just to keep him away from Lin Xiao. Ji Boya seemed to be breathing rapidly again, still staring at him tightly.

"Yes, I approached Zhou Miao and still acted according to the plan, but aunt, I will not destroy our plan." Gu Feifei smiled ruffianly, as if this matter was almost a trivial matter for him, and there was no need to make a big deal out of it.

Zhou Miao stood at the door, her heart was like a thousand years of frost, she stood in place, the lunch box in her hand fell to the ground in response, and the rice and soup were spilled all ......over the ground.

Gu Feifei and Ji Boya looked back at Zhou Miao at the door at the same time.

Gu Feifei almost ran in front of Zhou Miao in two steps, "When did you come?" He asked almost with a weak heart.

Zhou Miao smiled and nodded: "Maybe I disturbed your conversation, but I didn't mean to hear you approaching me to let me leave Lin Xiao." ”

"Zhou Miao, you listen to me, it's not what you heard, you listen to my explanation."

Zhou Miao Yaoyao said: "Extraordinary, do you remember that you told me that the whole world, I can only trust you......" Zhou Miao raised her head, her face full of tears, but she still said word by word: "I believe in you, only for a moment, because you tell me the whole world, I can only trust you, now?" Even the only one who believes in me has deceived me, who else can I trust? ”

Gu Feifei listened to Zhou Miao's words, almost every word was like a knife stabbing him in the heart, and let go of his hands weakly, hanging weakly like a puppet with a broken thread.

Zhou Miao squatted on the ground and slowly picked up the lunch box, she was careful not afraid of dirty cleanup.

"Don't pick it up." Gu Feifei said in a low voice.

"You gave it to me, and you said I should bring a lunch box to deliver food to my favorite person." Zhou Miao looked up and was still smiling, but that smile was so unfamiliar, like a cookie-cutter smile that could be replicated, which Gu Feifei didn't like to see.

"I said don't pick it up." Gu Feifei roared wildly.

Zhou Miao didn't listen to him, she was still picking it up, and finally she took out a tissue, wiped the lunch box clean and handed it back to him, and said in a low voice: "You said that I should bring a lunch box to deliver food to my favorite person, but Gu Feifei, I'm sorry, my favorite person 'still' hasn't appeared, so I'll return it to you." ”

Gu Feifei looked at the scraps on the ground, and he suddenly smiled, "You mean you originally planned to bring me food today, right?" He seemed to have lost more than Zhou Miao's trust ...... at this moment.

"Since you still haven't finished talking, then go on, I'll go first." The moment she turned around, Gu Feifei pulled her again and said, "Zhou Miao, listen to my explanation." ”

"Let it go, I can still wave goodbye to you calmly at this moment, but, Gu Feifei, you must not let me hate you." Zhou Miao almost used all her strength to shake off his hand, snatched the door out, the distance from the door to the elevator was almost thousands of miles away, and the tears were kept uncontrollably, until the moment the elevator door closed, she saw Gu Feifei running out from afar, but it was only for a moment.

"Goodbye, Gu Feifei......."

It was drizzling outside, Zhou Miao watched Lu Xiao tidy up his suitcase, he almost didn't speak for a day, but when it was time to eat, he would call her over to eat, and he was still tidying up afterwards, just one day, and when he tidied up the room, he could guess that the master was going to go far away.

The white cloth covers all the furniture, it looks so simple, white is the purest color in the world, it can cover any dirty things, and all the turmoil is almost calm.

"Zhou Miao, let's go!" Lu Xiao looked back at her with the box.

Zhou Miao nodded, looked back at everything in the room again, it seemed that the lively scene in the past had turned into something called "memory" at this moment, but would the parties miss it more because of the change of time? Zhou Miaohui, she hasn't left yet, but she still starts to miss it.

At the moment when the door closes, a heart is destined to be sealed in the dust.

Rainy days are almost a day when few people choose to go out, and the past of youth emerges in front of you one by one, as if a gramophone is just echoing the rhythm in your ears, and the scenes, pictures, and monologues float in your mind.

Lu Xiao looked at Zhou Miao who was still immersed in his narrow thinking, and he reached out to wrap her cold hands, "Zhou Miao, don't worry, everything has me." ”

She smiled, leaned on his shoulder, and whispered, "I'm so tired." ”

"You haven't slept since yesterday, and it's still early, so you can sleep first, and I'll call you at the airport." As soon as Lu Xiao lowered her head, she could smell the faint floral fragrance of hyacinths emanating from her hair, like a butterfly pursued in a dream, graceful and illusory.

Until the moment the plane took off, Zhou Miao's tightly locked eyebrows never stretched, looking at the accumulated clouds outside through the heavy glass window, so thick and heavy, she smiled faintly: "Maybe leaving may not be a good thing." ”

The city gave her so many surprises, touches, deceptions, betrayals, hurts, and rights, but now everything is gone in vain.

One day half a year later, a certain station played such a recording, in which there was a woman, her clean and pure white voice telling each other's stories alone......

"Twilight, is she still crying when something happened to her and just hiding in a sheltered harbor? The person who loves has always loved others, how many people can't understand and let go? The three days and three nights in the detention center were cold, I think it was the pain of her life, right? But Twilight I still bless you, I wish you a better future and better love in the days to come, give up hatred, she is not like a weed, the moment you decide to give up, maybe the best of life has come, remember when we drank together, right? That's my favorite moment to be alone with you, we can talk freely after drinking, and joke about any grievances, but our once madness is now tainted by the word called time, I don't know if we can get together after many years, but I believe that our love is still .......

Xie Ting, you seem to be the most peaceful of all people, and you seem to be the most uneasy about the status quo, but you met Mo Fei, the person who regards you as your treasure, I hope you dream back at midnight how many absurd things in the spring and autumn, he can be your best listener and the best comforter, you are so stubborn and serious about love, I believe that love is a momentary thing, and it is also a long process of a lifetime, and loving what you love is almost what you pursue all your life, so your life has just begun. It is the beginning ...... of believing that love exists for a lifetime.

Li Lin, always use the most beautiful words to describe, but all the beautiful sentences applied to you, as if lacking a trace of soul, you are arrogant, Ruili, witty, brave, you have the opportunity to be the most omnipotent one among us, power and hatred put together have killed all your beauty, I don't know why even that trace of pure memories of school has made you covered with dirty dust, so I can't erase it for a lifetime, but I am still grateful, grateful to you for letting me meet him again, So that I can say what I didn't say three years ago, and draw a perfect end to my memories, in fact, I don't blame you, because if it were me, maybe something more out of the ordinary would happen, some people say that leaving is for a better reunion, maybe, I think about the country, maybe at a certain moment in a certain year, at a transfer on a street corner, in an open-air café, in a frolicking community, in any place we have been to, we will pass by, maybe there will be tears, maybe we will hug each other with ice release, Maybe that moment together in the future is what you expected, right......?

Lin Xiao, my first love, your appearance is like a dream, and your departure is also like a dream lucid, but I'm glad that when each other is still awake, we can meet outside the dream, and reunite, although you don't remember me, but I can still selfishly think that there is still a girl named Zhou Miao in your memory subconscious, in your psychological wanton and domineering, and I am more glad that you can get acquainted with me again in the days of amnesia, although there are some difficulties in the process of rebirth, thorns and bumps, But that's all the way you have to go in life, remember Hyacinth? You once said that the flower language of hyacinths is particularly beautiful, 'Get my love and you will be happy for a lifetime.' 'Now I still like hyacinths, but you're used to drinking ice, don't you like hyacinths that much?' Is it no longer attached to the past? In fact, I was afraid to hear the answer, because I was afraid of disappointment, I was afraid of loss, and I was afraid that I would not get .......

Gu Feifei, my lover at the moment of sobriety, your appearance is like a drop of ink disturbing the whole glass of water, since then my life trajectory seems to be inseparable from you, but it seems to be inextricably linked, when did falling in love with you begin? Maybe it's the trip of the third master, maybe it's you watching me cry, maybe earlier or later, when you were buying a boxed lunch with me in the supermarket, you said that the boxed lunch is a lunch for the person you love the most, maybe you will never believe it, I sat in front of the computer and meditated for a long time, tried thousands of times, and finally made a lunch that I thought you would be happy to eat, because when I brought you lunch, I wanted to convey to you that my meal was only for favorites, and now I think about it is particularly ridiculous, like a silent stage play, But only I cried and got carried away, don't expel the people who stepped down, it seems to hurt even more to say this, but I am still grateful, so goodbye Gu Feifei, I hope my life can be completely separated from you...... ”

This is the end of the recording, Gu Feifei sat in the car and listened to the familiar voice, the voice was the voice he had been looking for for half a year, he clasped his hands together, as if he could see her in the distance through infinite space, and the tears slipped silently, how long has Gu Feifei been looking for her, no matter what news, no matter what channel he has tried, but there has been no news. The car almost rushed to the radio station, but the conclusion was that the tape had been handed over to the radio station half a year ago, and it was explained that it would be broadcast today in half a year.

Gu Feifei pulled his hair with his hand, it turned out that Zhou Miao was so ruthless to himself, and time could not let the wound heal slowly, Gu Feifei took the tape and walked down the steps step by step, the envelope with the tape still had Zhou Miao's handwriting on it, and those handwritings seemed to tell himself that Zhou Miao had appeared in his own world, and everything was not a dream.